Buddhism, Jesus, and the Bodhi Christo with Bushi Yamato Damashii / Transcript

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Bushi 0:00

Bodhi Christo…I'm glad you're asking Bodhi Christo is the path, I have termed it such simply because in the years that I've been a monk and the years that I've been doing this work and it's meditative practice, I've discovered that both Jesus and the Buddha had they existed at the same time, they would have probably gotten along very well. And I think that is because Jesus is often referred to as the Son of God, but there's…there's something else he's often called and that is the son of man.

I think it is the man side, the human side of Jesus, that we are so under educated in, as a human society, that we are so under, educated in and misinformed about as a Christian society that it warrants us investigating simply because without understanding his human side, I don't believe that we will ever understand his divine side.

Seth Price 1:16

Well, hello there, how are you doing? I'm Seth, this is Can I Say This At Church podcast and I think April is done. This is Episode 127, maybe 128, somewhere in there, but I welcome my new friend Bushi to the show. And I really, really, really enjoyed this conversation. So we talk about Buddhism and Jesus and how the two interplay. I would like to try to summarize it like I do sometimes, but that's, I don't think gonna be very possible for this one. I just don't, I don't think I can. Before we get started though.

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Seth Price 2:31

Bushi Yamato Damashii, and if I didn't say that, right, it's fine. I guess it's fine anyway. I’m terrified of names that I'm not used to saying. So, welcome to the show. I'm excited to talk to you. You came highly recommended from many, many friends of mine. When I said hey, I want to talk to people that are doing different things and your name popped up seven or eight different times. So thank you for coming on.

Bushi 2:55

Thank you very much. I'm honored.

Seth Price 2:56

I always like to start off with a quick cursory of, you know, what are you, who are you? Why are you kind of your upbringing and how that relates to how you do life now, like kind of just in brief that story, because I think it's good to set that context because without context, not much else is there.

Bushi 3:17

I agree. I was, you know, so I was born in West Palm Beach, Florida, and I was a preacher's kid. My grandmother was a minister of the family, my mother would soon follow, but not in the same capacity. And my grandmother who back in the, you know, early 70s, I was born in 1969 in the early 70s, she had established or helped to establish a Missionary Baptist Church in our hometown. And she had high hopes of doing ministry and so she put forth money to help to charter the church, and just establish the church and the church as of today is doing very well.

But I was raised to be that kid to introduce my grandmother and present her own stage while she presented the gospel kind of trying to soften up the crowd, so to speak, and so various traits of ministry, various understandings of ministry of the church, just kind of naturally imbued themselves upon me. And later on in life, I decided to pursue ministry myself, but because of my grandmother's teachings, she was quite progressive in some respects, I always looked at ministry, the church, the gospel from a different perspective, and one would wonder what that perspective is—largely feminist, but also from a very loving and accepting perspective. Which I think was also a tenant of my grandmother's pursuit of ministry: equality, sameness, you know, compassion for all.

And at some point in pursuit of ministry and in pursuit of ministry, I realized there was something wrong. There's something absolutely wrong with not necessarily the gospel, but our interpretation of it. And this allowed me, encouraged me to pursue other religious thinking to survey the parallels. And what I discovered was that within one of the most readily available, religious encounters that we can have, Buddhism, lies of tremendous benefit to the believer in Christianity, and that is mindfulness.

And so I began studying both and I discovered that both Jesus and the Buddha had been pursuing the same thing. And that is a liberation for human beings of their minds as well as their bodies. And in turn, you correct these two, if you treat these two, well, then it's a good possibility or high possibility that your neighboring community, your neighboring county, your state, your nation, may wind up being a bit more healthy.

So out of those understandings of both Buddhism and Christianity morphed what I do now, which is considered Bodhi Christo, The Awakened Christ. So, in one way you can say that we are reliving the human ness of Christ with clear minds, we're examining our lives not only from a heavenly perspective, but also a very Earthbound perspective through our components of our living here on Earth, such as our psychologies, our mannerisms, those sorts of things.

So Bodhi Christo is designed to live out the tacit, the hands on, methods that Christ employed through the mindfulness of Buddha.

Seth Price 7:13

There's a couple of things there. I want to circle back to what is the feminine perspective of the gospel; ou talked about that a bit like what do you mean feminine perspective?

Bushi 7:18

Yes. So you know, the gospel largely throughout its history, especially here in this country has been anti women in large part due to its translation, or mistranslation, of Paul's teachings regarding men and women in the church. And so my grandmother, you know, wanted to, you know, naturally being a woman and having her feelings and living on this earth and feeling everything just as everybody else does. She wanted to make sure that wait a minute, you folks are not speaking of Christ enough over here for us women kind. And she wanted to reveal more of a loving Christ, the Christ who is not, you know, not quite like his father who is a war-monger in some respects instead of for those that he, you know, particularly cared for and not for those that he didn’t, but more of a Christ image that was compassionate across the board. And so from a feminist perspective, Christ is included completely in the gender roles of women. And she wanted to make sure that men weren't missing that.

Seth Price 8:35

If you can remember back or maybe even to the culture that's in that church today, because you said it's still thriving. What did that do to that congregation to have that view that lens, you know, preach to youth that now are older, like, how does like when you look at a traditional quote unquote, church versus that what are some of those differences? If someone's like, Well, okay, but where does that ultimately lead?

Bushi 8:59

Right. Well, I can tell you this, my grandmother had a large battle ahead of her. And it was a steadily increasingly, you know, fiery, competition in the church but and then particularly with the mental, but what it did was it did liberate many of the women to have have a voice to speak up and to make them in quite uncomfortable. You know, and so I think that in after, you know, Granny, began doing what she was doing, and she did it for a number of years, until she passed, but she always spoke her truth, and her truth resonated so much with other women's truth. And I think what happened is, as a result of that a concomitant result of that was many women began to help establish policy in the church, they began to establish clearer lines of understanding; and also began culturally within the institution itself, to reinterpret many of its archaic viewpoints of women in the church by ordaining women in the Baptist Church. By allowing those women to speak from the same pulpit that the men spoke at allowing those women to serve in positions of power, so to speak, such as trustees and stewards, and then also to make executive changes. So I think she did a tremendous job in saying, look, we're not going to play this you or me game! God is bigger than that.

Seth Price 10:36

Yes…so not a Southern Baptist Convention church, then?

Bushi 10:40

Absolutely! (laughter both)

Seth Price 10:41

You talked about delving into different religious views as you kind of wandered in there are many other interviews with you, as you talk a bit about, you know, you were a pastor at one time correct. And so I don't want to spend a lot of time there. I'd like to try to cover some new ground or learn some more pieces about you. What are some of those other, or was it just you just jumped right from Christianity into kind of diving into Buddhism; or did you kind of “eh…this, isn't it!” what does that look like?

Bushi 11:12

So for me, you know, I think roughly around the age of 12, I begin a more serious inquiry of religion if you can believe that or not. And I think it was because my grandmother was so adamant my mother as well, about learning. When I was growing up in the 70s, just about every household had Britannicia’s, and we had all of these learning materials and what have you.

Seth Price 11:44

I haven't thought about Britannica’s in forever.

Oh my gosh, I haven't thought about those in a long time.

Bushi 11:52

Oh, my gosh! And I was one of those kids who my grandmother and my mother made sure especially being a young black boy from South Florida, you're going to learn, you're going to go to church and you're going to learn and when you're not in church, you're going to be in a book somewhere. And I spent a lot of time learning. So I developed this understanding of other religions early on in life. And it was only in my oh…pre-20s, you know, maybe 18-19 years old that I began a serious inquiry into Buddhism, because of personal anxiety and things of that sort. And they grew on me, you know, Buddhism led to the studying of Yoga. And the beginning of the studying of Shiva, and many other religions, Islam, you know, you wide gamut of religions to be examined, and I found so many commonalities.

And so after a ministry experience, before I went full on Buddhist, before that I had already determined that there needed to be some sort of unifying…some sort of inter-religious unity, to live out these tenants that are found in all religions. It didn't make much sense to be Christian and broken and recognizing that, well, there's a big part of my healing over there in Buddhism, but I can't do it because I'm Christian.

I felt it necessary to combine the two. It's like looking at the medicine but don't open the bottle, you know? And so I did, I began pursuing Buddhism. From a very tacit perspective, hands on perspective, equal to what the Buddha did. The Buddha had studied for a long time with teachers and then finally he just decided that no longer do I need a teacher. I'm going to find this thing on my own. And so that is exactly what I do.

Seth Price 14:00

I asked, intentionally today, I asked roughly 10 people at random actually asked them at work. So I work at a bank. I just “Hey, random question while you're in before you leave. When I say the word Buddhism, what do you think?” And the people not being able to see this video won't get this, but they all went just one of those like, ahhh.h..h.h. And there weren't many people that could really tell me, right? But if I said Islam, they could tell me what they meant. Like if I said Christian even if they don't believe it, they would be able to say, that's what those people do. You know, Christians, they go out on Sunday, and they don't tip…just jokes, but for real, that's what they do. So if you if you were to, if you were to try to explain Buddhism to someone, and by someone I mean me, what would you say? Like what is Buddhism and then, more specifically, what is Zen Buddhism and how does it differ?

Bushi 15:00

Yeah, yeah, so Buddhism, Buddhism is, I'll give it to you as a as one great. Zen master said Buddhism is about recognizing that everything changes, everything changes, it is the cultivation of ultimate reality to ones self. And that ultimate reality is that we will all change and there is no particular reason to hold on to any one notion. Because that notion in and of itself, or idea, will change. The religion the concept, the construct, will change whether or not we are participating in its transmogrification or not, it's going to change. And that's what Buddhism is largely based upon. notions thoughts, memories, history, trauma, all of those things you know, they they happen to us and we act those things out as if they're actually happening to us every moment of our life.

And so Buddhism is a teaching, a way of life, of a number of practices, even a philosophy, that teaches through various methods and portals, through various teachings, to recognize that the psychological constructs even the emotional manifestations that we are experiencing as human beings usually are stemming from one or two places: either from some sort of illusory past or some sort of traumatic past experience or we are reaching towards some sort of unmaterialized goal that is stressing us out and we have not attained it yet. And in both of those timespheres, both of those dimensions we do a great deal of laboring about things that have come and gone.

And we try to live those things out in the third period of time that's always transitory and moving about and that is the present moment. So I often say that we're all victims of the post traumatic stress disorder of our parents and then we go off and live our lives. But here's the issue; we live our lives growing up as human beings going from decade to decade, and we vacillate from past to future and never live our lives in the present moment. In other words, so many people are so concerned about getting to heaven, that they are not altruistic. They're not concerned about other people, and they don't seem to be greatly concerned about doing things to enhance other people's well being on this planet.

Seth Price 17:52

Yeah, I agree. (we are) So concerned about where they're going instead of finding that kingdom of God. That right we are participating in and helping to create. Yeah, wholeheartedly agree. I'll say you talk about post traumatic stress disorder of our parents makes me wonder what I'm doing to the children that sleep above me (laughter from both!)

So I don't have to think that you're familiar, although I do have another question about specifically, the difference between that philosophy and then specifically what Zen Buddhism is…are you familiar with so you talked about paths of, you know, oppression based on trauma. And you talked about another one of you know, just like ascending to I'm going to grasp this because I feel motivated to it.

That reminds me of a conversation I've had with my pastor in the past about Richard Rohr has these two paths of you know, you can “fall upward” or you can “fall downward” like an oppressive path. And then a subversive path. is, Are you familiar at all with that? Does that hold any truth to kind of what you're talking about, or no?

Bushi 18:57

I think I'm understanding the concept. I'm not familiar with that in particular.

Seth Price 19:01

Yeah I’m going to badly paraphrases. So it's like a central line that he would call your essence. And the goal is that you're born that way. And that you hopefully ascend or descend back to that line as you pass. And as trauma happens, you either build an ego that presses others down to elevate your own ego and every time that happens, you get further and further above in like narcissistic tendencies; or you instead just go, yeah, of course, I was supposed to be beat down. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to speak out. And you just continue to submit and submit and submit until you're so far away to what you were actually created as, if that makes any sense.

Bushi 19:52

It does. So in Zen Buddhism, well, I will I will begin by saying he's absolutely right. We're all Born with a natural primordial state and that primal primordial state is pure. We are already enlightened we need not pursue anything else. It is a given that you come here enlightened and then you know then there's some programming that's offered to you some software that you upload. And it is usually someone else's information. And then you go on about living your life now within that information that you're given are certain prerequisites of behavior, prerequisites or suggested tendencies for behavior, or demonstrated actions towards certain experiences that will prompt a behavior. And in that respect, he's absolutely right. We vacillate back and forth because we, you know, we kind of get away from our primordial state.

Zen is about focusing completely on the primordial state. One of the practices that we do here, which is called Daishin Zen is allowing yourself to kind of visually imagine yourself standing above, you know yourself as if you're seated and you're standing above yourself right behind you with your hands on your shoulders. And this particular methodology that we use represents the primordial state, we are minds that are capable of doing but unless you actually intentionalize, the doing or what is in the mind, nothing will actually be done; no further karma will be added to you. So Daishin Zen is this way of watching yourself, observing yourself being clear in the primordial moment, the natural moment, the present moment, and as things materialize around you, all you're doing is being an observer of those things you're participating in the mere fact that you are observing-awareness.

This is in some respect we consider Christ Consciousness, awareness, being mindful. So in that respect Zen urges us at all times to be in a meditative state to always be observant of what you're doing. And you know, paired against or with or in association with the Buddha Dharma, the teachings of the three gates speak only if it's necessary, true, or kind. Is it necessary is it true and is it kind and that is the basis for how one lives as a Daishin Zen practitioner.

Is it necessary? Do you even need to open your mouth? Do you need to have an opinion on certain you know, is it true? You know, is it true? We are so often as Father Rohr points out you know we take sometimes a submissive role in society and we do that under pressure. Sometimes when pressures a bit human pressures a bit too much for us like someone asking us a question or asking us to be vulnerable, we will lie or we will take a lesser grandeur stance on that. So, you know, is it true and if it is not then refrain from speaking until you practice being honest with yourself.

So, and then is it kind? Is it truly kind? Here in the south we have this this kind of mannerism where people to always smiling at each other but deep down within there’s this ambivalence or apathy with each other. Oh, bless your heart. Those sorts of things and Daishin Zen suggests that, you know, if it is not kind and it is not genuinely care if it is not genuinely true if it is not genuinely necessary, then do not engage or entangle yourself in the affairs of falsity. So, that is the methodology of maintaining this primordial state that a father or talks about and that I think Buddha and the Jesus encouraged us to remain there.

Seth Price 24:21

Yeah, I like those three gates. Yeah, yeah, I find myself thinking how can I apply those three gates to social media?

Bushi 24:29

Yes!

Seth Price 24:30

I'll type, type, type, and then just delete. Save as drafts? No…I better not. I better not because I'll go back out and and do it again.

Seth Price 24:59

So what are some of the other, so Zen Buddhism is just one form, so are there others? And can you speak to that at all or just like what are the differences?

Bushi 25:08

Sure, Buddhism is, you know, a cultural manifestation it was born out of India. Siddhārtha Gautama who was a prince, who later would abandon all formal pursuits of gaining enlightenment through teachers and masters and gurus; he abandoned all of that to seek enlightenment himself. And what he discovered was, wow, he himself could be brought back to the natural state of all is well, and all is good.

He brought himself to enlightenment, and many others came after him. He had many students and they would lay to take the teachings and separate them kind of divide them up in various teachings and use those as cultural guides or norms to teach the Buddha Dharma. One of the schools, the oldest, School of Buddhism is called Theravada. And it is generally characterized by the original teachings of the Buddha from when the Buddha was here on Earth as a living being. And they are generally characterized, the monks characterized, by refraining from any sexual activity, they're very abstinent. They have a certain diet that they eat, and they're generally marked by orange robes and largely of Asian descent. And that's largely because when Bodhidharma, the 12th (I checked it’s 5th) century, a monk and founder of Zen Buddhism traveled from Tibet to Korea, and later China in Japan, he shared the Buddha Dhamma there and they adopted it became a part of their culture. Theravada Buddhism is called the oldest school in the schools of Buddhism and then there is the Mahayana. And Mahayana Buddhism is more so Tibetan Buddhism, some schools of Zen Buddhism, but Mahayana is called the lesser vehicle because it allows certai teachings to be expounded upon more so, I think, in the monastic or the followers individual life. So, we're not bound by in many cases, some of the more stricter rules of Theravadan Buddhism, I tend to think Mahayana Buddhism is more individual or family oriented, I guess, you know, the practices around your community the practices more, so around the things that you do every single day not just being caught in the monastery, but the things you do every day.

And then Zen Buddhism is a part of the School of Mahayana Buddhism. However Zen focuses on, particularly emptiness, the emptiness of all things. We place so much emphasis and importance on, you know, spiritual materialism you know, those sorts of things gain wealth acquiring. And Zen Buddhism teaches from a very dire perspective that all things are empty. All things that empty a piece of gold or a ring or a diamond left unattended for a number of years, you know, it will become tarnished and it will need some cleaning up it will need some adjusting in order to return to its full luster.

So, Zen Buddhism focuses on that particular aspect. There are things about you the post traumatic stress disorder of your parents, of racism, of living in the country that does a good job of, you know, of telling you even what you've been told of yourself before even knew yourself Zen Buddhism encourages really get to know who you are and shed the dross, shed the outer layers, of all of the sensationalism of the delusions that, you know, propagate from your mind.

Seth Price 29:30

So when you say emptying, I think that's what you said was emptying. Why…

I want to…I don't want to say this. So I have no, I don't know how to say this. I'm struggling. So what I'm finding is I struggle when I’m talking with people of other faiths, which has actually stretched me quite a bit. I don't have the same common foundation or nomenclature to fall back on.

And so I struggled. I struggled to put questions together. Why does it matter like, like when I hear emptying I hear that I'm like abandoning things, if that makes sense? Like literally just checking out. And almost like, I think things have value. And so but I also can see the, the draw of not being addicted to that value. So how does that work? Like how does one begin that process and I don't even know if I'm saying that right?

Bushi 30:26

Oh, believe it or not, you're doing a wonderful job. Fantastic. Some of the questions that people normally pose to me, I have to think about because I'm not exactly sure what they're saying. But you're very clear.

If you consider and I'll try to do this in a very allegorical perspective, but be as clear as I possibly can. If you consider a flower, you know, one single rose, the rose in and of itself is made of many things. It is comprised of sunlight, and it has some interaction during its development where with bugs, rain, wind, all of those sorts of things, soil. So when we look at the full completion of what a flower is, we are fascinated by its beauty. We are overwhelmed by what it now in it's completed statis will provide for us-a bouquet of flowers, you know, some sort of enlightening or enlivening one's visual day to kind of stimulate the mind, you know, for whatever case it may be. But when the rule is continues on, in its status or in its transformation, it will die. And notice when the flower dies, what happens to our minds?

Our minds immediately go back to well it's worthless. Now. I have to change it I have to do something else in order to sustain this. And so emptiness is the practice of understanding this beautiful manifestation that you're looking at this beautiful piece of Earthbound work that you had very little to do with it coming up, you know, in its original form was not this way. And that in its original form, it's made of other components that we would not value as much as we value it's completed form. So Zen is about recognizing, oh, this is a beautiful flower, but there's much, much more that went into it, to make it such and to be aware of those things that contributed to this manifestation.

So, emptiness is about understanding that “Oh, yes, money is very useful and it can help a lot of people but in the end we should look at money as you know it can be useful, it can be helpful but it in many cases is not the determining factor for happiness”. And when we censor our you know understanding that these things are not worth what we're putting into them we when we sensor that then we go full bore into attainment mode. Many of us have attained ego-hood and gotten enlightenment through our misunderstanding of our relationship to all things we've attained the ego-hood, my shoes are more important. My spot in the line in traffic is more important than you shouldn’t cut me off.

Seth Price 33:57

I struggle with that I got a 40 minute drive to work And some days I'm like, what's wrong with you! It’s a yield sign and what’s wrong with you!

Bushi 34:05

Yeah, well, what's worse is we, you know, I think it's we had someone who visited she said, you know, on Sundays I'm supposed to be holy, but I get so upset because people are keeping me from church and this is why Yeah, maybe, maybe you should come here on Sundays a bit more.

Seth Price 34:25

I want to dive into Sunday. So used a word earlier. Bodhi Christo. And I forget what you said. That means “something” Christ and I don't remember the rest…

Bushi 34:34

Yes! It's awakened Christ.

Seth Price 34:37

What in the world is that?

Bushi 34:39

So Bodhi Christo, I'm glad you're asking, Bodhi Christo is the path I've termed it such simply because in the years that I've been a monk and the years that I've been doing this work and it's meditative practice, I've discovered that both Jesus and the Buddha. Had they existed at the same time, they would have probably gotten along very well. And I think that is because Jesus is often referred to as the Son of God, but there's there's something else he's often called and that is the Son of Man. I think it is the man side, the human side of Jesus, that we are so under educated in as a human society. That we are so undereducated in and misinformed about as a Christian society, that it warrants us investigating simply because without understanding his human side, I don't believe that we will ever understand his divine side.

What I mean by that is there are certain things that certain actions that are represented in Scripture, that are very clear of Jesus' belief of other human beings. For example, Jesus was noted to go and sit next to a woman who was considered not to be a holy person. And it was against the rule for men to sit with women and talk with them if they were in a entrothed or if they were married, or whatever. And Jesus broke those rules to connect to human beings. He understood that human beings need love and association and he dared to do that with his divinity. He even celebrated human beings, because he was a human being, during their most culturally festive times and when the wine was no longer sufficient, he created a more harmonious community.

Jesus was very aware of the human manifestation of our being here on Earth and he tended to that. He said a lot of things that were very mystical but what he did do was he did not hold himself up to be this high person and he was capable of walking the earth in his bare shoes and sandals and touching people right where they were. Bodhi Christo is that manifestation of doing what Christ did, but doing it firstly, from a very awakened perspective. You see, I believe that what many of us have done throughout the course of history as we've acted out these Jesus beliefs but we have not included the the true nature of ourselves in it.

And we've not nurtured the human side. We know how to get people to heaven, and know how to tell them how they're going to hell but as far as helping people to overcome self doubt and helping people to overcome a lack of feeling connected to other human beings. You know, some people have traumas that they're having a difficult time living with and prayer alone is not enough. So I think Jesus would have demonstrated, as he did through the narratives, a human connection get next to those people talk to those people and be willing to have town hall with those people and nurture them right where they are. I often have said in a number of interviews and lectures and talks that I give all across this great country, that I think in large part we have failed as a Christian society because we have not been human. We have tried so desperately to be divine that we have left behind the very source of whom we are, you see.

So Bodhi Christo is the manifestation of a Buddhist monk who deeply believes in the narratives and the actions of Jesus, and from an enlightened or awakened perspective, who lives that out, I live my life out as a person who firstly focuses on me. And for whatever time that takes for me to sort out my stuff to be clear to let go of some things and come to a greater understanding, I take that time so that when I do set forth out into the world and put my hands to other people's hands, they are a little cleaner than they were before I put my hand to theirs.

And so Bodhi Christo firstly is about becoming the Buddha that you naturally are and then through the patterning of what has already been established in this country, Christ, the Christ narrative, living that out in one's life and in society.

Seth Price 39:59

I have to more questions, actually, well, maybe two, maybe, maybe 20, we'll see where it goes.

Bushi 40:04

That's quite alright! (laughter)

Seth Price 40:06

I have found when I speak to people that are Buddhists, which, oddly enough takes a bit of time to get out of people, because I meet people. It doesn't seem to be the Buddhist I spoke with, they don't just come out like they don't proselytize in the way that Christians do, which I appreciate because I'm like, I don't I just want to talk about God and we can call it whatever you want to talk about. I'm gonna learn something today.

I think if anybody in a church went in and they came to your centers to Thomasville Buddhist Center, yeah, that they would be welcomed by everyone present. But I don't know if someone showed up dressed in robes, like as a Buddhist monk, if they were to immediately not be welcome at most churches. So I'm curious how do you think that should look? Like how can it has to be reciprocal how can that work better like what would you say?

Bushi 41:01

I'm actually working with a number of Buddhists, Buddhists, Lamas, Buddhist teachers, from traditional lineages all across the globe. We're working together right now. And this has been going on for some time. Many people have not known of this. But you know, one of the things that we're doing is we're working to make this, this material. This manifestation of Buddhists who understand the need, first of all, for recognizing the Christ figure of history and then also for Christians to recognize the Buddhist image and narrative of history.

And, you know, I think we're working together because we simply understand that Buddhists have been so isolated towards the monastery, towards sending out goodwill and compassion and things of that nature but never really having any tacit knowledge. And what I mean by that is actually putting their feet, the rubber to the road and in many cases, Christians have a great deal of “talk” about compassion and love and kindness and things of that sort…

Seth Price 42:13

Talking being the key word there…

Bushi 42:14

Right, but never fully understanding what that looks like within themselves. We talk about forgiveness, but we don't know how to forgive. Buddhists and Christians coming together can certainly and I know it's somewhat of a morphing process it's a transmogrification that's kind of difficult to understand, but not quite so…the Good Samaritan, you know, took away from his day to just simply recognize another human being who was in distress. And with or without any knowledge, he participated, I always say that comprehension is not a requisite for cooperation. And so these are things that I think together as Christians and Buddhists, we can benefit from learning of each other. We could we could benefit as Buddhists learning to take our teachings of emptiness into a very materialistic world within the Christian society, I think we can benefit people and people can benefit us as well.

Seth Price 43:24

I do want to ask kind of how you think that looks like with faiths that aren't Christian based, like Islamic and other faiths as well. But for some reason, there's a nagging question in the back of my head. So when I think about Christ, and you know, living water, you don't thirst anymore, that seems to be the opposite of emptying.

Bushi 43:47

Ah! Yes!

Seth Price 43:49

So, can you talk a bit about that? Because it's been nagging me for about 20 minutes now. And I finally figured out how to say it.

Bushi 43:52

Yeah. So I think, you know, one of the things that most people do is they you know, they misunderstand because there isn't there isn't depth. So emptiness, you know, if you are empty, then how big are you? How vast it? How limited are you? How extraordinary are you? So, when Christ talks about this, this overflowing, never running out, stream of water full of richness that we can all benefit from and it's there for us eternally, everlasting. The Buddhist concept of emptiness is the same teaching. Your see Christ indicated that he is a well that'll never run dry simply because he is rooted not in the things that plague our minds, he is not rooted in the societal norms and understanding of what life really is, and the Buddha made that perfectly clear as well.

And you have to ask yourself, you know, what problems do we have in life as human beings, and we can give a myriad of answers. But there is only about one problem that each enough each and every one of us have. And that is life is not happening the way that you wanted to. And so Christ says if you live this very simple way, without reaching and grasping for anything, you have to recognize. Christ said if you want eternal life, you got to give it all up, you have to be empty, you have to release you have to let go.

You have to go back to that very primordial state to decontaminate yourself from the things that plague your mind to make you think that these are more important. So emptiness is of the same thing; emptiness is the same as Christ teaching of abandoning your riches. It's the same concept. Daishin means big mind in Japanese culture. It means big mind.

And it's not in terms of capacity. It's in terms of emptiness. If the universe had 21 different locations, verifiable locations, only 21 verifiable locations in the universe, and we could go to them, then everyone would have this common knowledge that well there's only 21 locations that we can go to. But now, as we discovered, the universe is vast. And so now to limit the universe to only 21 just because we see 21, limits our perception and limits our ability to go beyond you see. So, does that help you a bit?

Seth Price 46:43

Yeah, it does, especially that last bit of you know, just because I see 21 it's only 21. Yeah, yeah. I like that.

Bushi 46:51

Yeah, exactly.

Seth Price 46:53

So I want to end with with this question, so people are listening. And then just so you kinda know…I plan. And I'm actually really struggling with it. But this is the plan. I want to speak with as many other faith traditions or other thoughts as possible, because I think it's important to learn how to do that better. And maybe we'll all learn a little bit together because, yeah, I don't even know what I don't know how to buy something from Donald Rumsfeld.

Like I just I literally struggle with things. So yes, I've reached that with so many other different faiths and so far those are coming. I don't know how long it'll be or how many different faiths I’ll talk with, but whatever.

Bushi 47:32

Hopefully, you'll get to many.

Seth Price 47:35

I hope so. I'm looking forward to it. Um, so where would you point people to as they want to dive into some of these concepts to learn a little bit more? You talked about, you know, religious practice of contemplation and liberation and so many different things that we've talked about. So where would you say hey, if you were going to start in one or two spots with intentionality, you know, drill here, this is where you want to drill.

Bushi 47:59

I would Suggest, you know, all of my students across the globe, I suggested reading materials and we studied together and I'm very intimate with all of them. We spend time equally as to what we're doing here, communicating and practicing together. But one of the foundational tools that I use in order to help students to understand Buddhism, whether they be Christian or otherwise, many of my students are not Buddhists, many of them are Christian, many of them are Hindu, and from various religious backgrounds. There's a particular book called Buddhism, plain and simple by my good friend, Steve Hagen, and it's called Buddhism Plain and Simple, by Steve Hagen. And in this particular book, it's written from a lay perspective, Steve outlines, you know what Buddhism is, and it talks to the individual directly and is very poignant in talking about what Buddhism is the beginning of it; and how you approach this. And then also the similarities of other thoughts as well.

You know, so that particular book, by Steve Hagen is a great resource. And I've had people who have read that book and reread it and reread it because it is so insightful, especially for the Westerner. Here in the West, we have a concept even of meditation, that meditation is, you know, getting to this blissful state and all things just kind of disappear from your mind. That is not the case as we've discovered in in Buddhism, true Buddhism. Meditation is allowing the madness of your mind to reveal itself while you sit quietly and let it allow itself to act it out. That is what meditation is because if you cannot see the things that plague you, then you will never know exactly how to deal with them.

Seth Price 49:57

I've practiced that through different forms of prayer down here in the basement about 10 feet to my right here. I read a book. I read a lot of books, but I read a book about a year and a half ago from the name escapes me now, but it's about truth, prayer and identity. And so he says the concept of there just being quiet, and just being still and listening until all you can hear is the silence. And like literally can hear the fibers of the carpet that you're sitting on. And then you can actually focus your attention on something that matters. And I'm not saying that well. He said, it's so much better. James Danaher. That's his name James Danaher! Truth, prayer and identity. That's the name of that book. I can't cheat. I don't actually have it bound. I had a loose copies so I can't just look at my my books.

Bushi 50:49

You gotta get your notes together (laughs)

Seth Price 50:51

Yeah, well, it's in the back of my brain in there somewhere. So I do have another question. Why the Japanese, this has nothing to do with the episode but why the Japanese version because like your yamato damashii doesn't that mean like, warrior or something or other? Why that?

Bushi 51:07

Yeah. So from the time I was 11 years old, I've been a martial artist. And I'm still a practicing martial artist today. Japanese martial arts..I have black belts and all of these arts. And so what I decided to become a more serious practitioner, my teacher suggested a name for me to go into meditation with and that was warrior of the ancient Japanese spirit, Bushi Yamato Damashii. And that name was given to me because, you know, just like most of us who received Dharma names, there was something within me that he intended to see me live out and that is to be a warrior towards my own life circumstances and to do that, through the Spirit and the energy of the practice that I already cultivated, which is a mastery of several martial arts. Do that now with your mind. So I was given that name for that particular reason. So you become the samurai of your own mind and then you can see clearly where not to cut other people.

Seth Price 52:29

One other question. So when I googled you in here's that there was a book that somebody said you were writing that maybe last year, but I can't find it.

Bushi 52:43

Ohh!!!! Yeah, it actually it has not been released yet. We're still working this uh, you know, as we're discovering, as this work is unfolding, more and more people are grabbing at this concept, grabbing at the notion that there is a you know, there's a Buddhist Christian, you know, somewhere in the world and it's, the book is taken a little bit, a little bit more time to come about, but we are still working on it. And hopefully by July of this year, we'll be able to say, all right, it's done. I've been talking with some of my, my colleagues who are helping me with this, and hopefully by July.

Seth Price 53:24

That sounds good.

Bushi 53:25

Yeah, maybe Christmas. It'll be a great Christmas present.

Seth Price 53:29

I was like, I know how Google works. And I can't find this thing.

but it is referenced. Where is it?

Bushi 53:36

Yes, you and I were talking about God earlier…

Seth Price 53:40

Oh, no, I totally forgot! I'm gonna edit this back in. Oh, man. Oh, thank you so much for reminding me! Yeah, I got sidetracked.

One of the questions I'm asking everyone is that because, and that's why I wanted to set context at the beginning of kind of your story, I think where people come from matters for this answer. As I talk to people of other faiths, other cultures, yeah, it's just different. So when you say the word God, or divine, or whatever metaphor you want to say, what do you mean?

Bushi 54:13

Yeah, yeah. Thank you so much. And I have to say, Seth, this is the first time anyone has ever asked me that question.

Now, usually, this particular question is answered within my inner circle so as to not cause controversy because I, you know, some people may not understand, but I'm pretty sure that given enough patience and tolerance, it's a really good ansoer as to what I mean. So I grew up understanding that God was in the clouds, beyond the clouds of in a very elementary perspective, and then laid out matriculated to know or to believe that God was this being who was supreme over all things, watching all things in all things are all manifestations of human life and in the Earth. And that God had a tendency of acting on the behalf of human beings acting out against him. God had certain rules. This being had certain tenants that he wanted us to follow. And as I've developed as a human being and grew up, I came to realize that with all of the God talk, you know, Phyllis Tickle once wrote a book called God Talk in America. With all of this God talk, it's becoming quite difficult to feel God in my human flesh, simply because other human beings don't carry the same image that I have.

So when we talk about God…God is in many cases relegated to a Sunday morning phenomena. A person or deity or construct to rely on, a counterpart in struggle to cast your wounds upon you know those sorts of things. And that anything you need as a human being, you know God gives you these things, like you can't work on patience yourself, you have to rely on God, you can work to encourage yourself you have to rely on God, you can't work on peace, you have to rely on God. And living in the flesh you see my hide, could not agree with many of the sentiments that were taught to us in the church about God. God's attributes, those sorts of things.

What I later discovered was that if we're going to talk about God, then I think we have to be involved in that process. So when I speak of God, I speak of the ultimate good of our greatest human endeavors. The greatest good and whatever that is, God would look like you're feeling bad, you you know spontaneously lift yourself because of some notion that you are truly already enlightened. God looks like someone who breaks away from the norm of apathy to spontaneously do something kind for someone else. God looks like someone taking time out of their day to forthrightly, and as an individual, set aside their worries and go cast some concern somewhere else with someone else's issue.

So God is about connecting with human beings in all of the enterprise of humanity, the suffering, the triumphs, all of those things. And when we speak of God, those should be the the narratives that we sell to ourselves. That we offer our own psychologies regarding what we're speaking about. So, you know, God is bigger than anything that we've ever done on the planet. And if the condition of the planet is any indication of how well we've done with God, then my position of God is much bigger than that.

Seth Price 58:25

Yeah. I love that. I love that.

Bushi 58:27

I thank you.

Seth Price 58:29

Well, thank you for reminding me. .

Bushi 58:31

You caught me on the cuff.

Seth Price 58:36

Well, thank you for refocusing me. I totally forgot I would have kicked myself. Matter of fact, I probably would have called you again and hit record again. We still have that dude. Because I've done every single week now. I can't miss one. I can't miss it. Thank you so much. I've really enjoyed this.

Bushi 58:53

I have as well Seth.

Seth Price 58:54

Yeah, good. Thank you so much, Bushi. I've really enjoyed this.

Bushi 59:00

You're very welcome.

Seth Price 59:03

I have so many other questions, but yeah, thanks. Thanks so much. I really enjoyed it.

Bushi 59:04

You're welcome. And if anyone would like to continue to reach out to me or to follow me, they can do so at a number of corners. Bushispeace.us. And then you can just type in Bushi on Facebook or Twitter, Instagram, and they can they can locate me there.

Seth Price 59:39

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And I'll talk with you next week.

Unity and Brotherhood with Danny Prada / Transcript

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Danny 0:00

The thing about it is Love is the fulfillment of all religion. Love is the essence of all religion. Love is the fulfillment of philosophy and mysticism and ethics and when you tap into love, when you tap into the experience of the Divine, you transcend differences of beliefs and ritual and doctrine, because that's not what is ultimately important. Truth and this was the shift for me, which has a lot to do with the shifts I explained in our church. Truth is not conceptual and truth is not something that we can ever totally grasp, through concepts and through words. Truth is experiential, truth is love, and God is love. So to know God is to love God

Seth Price 1:08

Hey, everybody, how are you doing? It's the middle of April. And so I want to try to do something a little different from now and through the end of the year, so interspersed throughout the year, I want to have conversations with people that are not necessarily Christian, and see what we can learn about God from a lens that isn't ours and a perspective that isn't ours. And I thought a good way to start that would be with my friend, Danny Prada, who is regularly doing things in an interfaith way, with people of other faiths, leading worship being involved in those worship services and I've loved watching from afar. I really liked this conversation. Danny brings a lot to the table. I love what he talks about, about what we have together in common, why love matters. And so I'm Seth. This is the Can I Say This At Church podcast, and let's do this thing.

Seth Price 2:13

Almost Dr. Danny Prada Welcome back to the show, man. How are you doing!?

Danny 2:16

Thank you. Good! Happy to be with you, man.

Seth Price 2:17

I'm glad you're back. Before I get into what I want to talk about today we just talked about a minute ago and I edited it out already, but it's still there for other people to hear. So yeah, what have you been up to in the last let's say two years because I feel like rounding up, why not?

Danny 2:38

The last couple of years, what have we been doing…a lot. I mean, Heartway, our community, is flourishing. It's doing very well. We've definitely taken a very sharp turn towards the contemplative path and the inner journey of self discovery. And that's something that has become a focus for me in my life and and also something that, that our community has been centered on. My wife and I have been working on doing different retreats for people that can take them on these immersive experiences where they can get to know themselves at a deeper level and come to understand life at a deeper level. I'm working on my doctorate finishing that up at Fuller Theological Seminary. So my D Min, as of now is a contemplative approach to self discovery, through spiritual community at Heartway. So I get to kind of use Heartway as a little guinea pig for some of the stuff I want to write about in that project. So yeah, just been doing a lot. But all things that I love and that I'm passionate about. So it's been it's been good, been fun.

Seth Price 3:56

Yeah, I mean, you got to write about what you know.

Danny 3:58

Exactly. Exactly.

Seth Price 4:02

I want to talk about that a bit. I didn't expect you to say that. So what does that look like to do that as a church community? Because I think most communities, most churches, you show up on Sunday, you go home, you come back next Sunday. And yeah, we did church. So like, What is that, like, walk me through what that looks like for, for your community to do faith in a contemplative way?

Danny 4:24

Yeah. So we started by implementing centering prayer on a weekly basis, that heart way. And so I use centering prayer is like a really big umbrella term, not necessarily, in the same exact way that it's been used by practitioners of centering prayer like Thomas Keating. I'm using that as an umbrella term at Heartway to just kind of describe the experience of meditation and silence and not to spook people in the process. You know, so if it has prayer in it, some people feel a little bit more better. But it is prayer. It is centering prayer for us. And it's what we're doing. So every week, there's someone else who comes and talks about centering prayer and leads the community and an experience of that.

And then alongside of that, we have been doing these wonderful little groups called circles of trust. And these circles of trust. We borrowed this approach from Parker Palmer, he wrote a book called A Hidden Wholeness. And the beauty about these circles of trust is that they're intended to create a safe space for people to be able to explore their inner life and share their emotions and be vulnerable without the fear of being judged in the process. And so when we gather every week for for those circles of trust, there are certain guidelines that kind of protect that space. And so we tell people that there is no fixing, there's no saving, there's no over spiritualizing, there's no correcting. We ask people to speak from their center to the center of the circle, meaning use I statements instead of use statements. And when you speak, speak from your own experience, not necessarily telling someone else what they need to or should do.

And we tell them that silence is actually a part of the group. Silence is a member of the group. And so we don't treat silence awkwardly. We welcome silence, we don't necessarily feel the pressure to fill in the silence with words. And so with that emphasis that we are placing on on silence and mindfulness and stillness and meditation the goal is that hopefully this would carry into the everyday life of our people. So that eventually it's not just spending 10 minutes in centering prayer, but all of life becomes the prayer.

Seth Price 6:57

So how long have you been doing that?

Danny 6:59

So we started doing this August of 2019.

Seth Price 7:07

As a pastor you know looking at each individual circle or group or you just just feeling the room what has been a shift like for the for the like these many months and so that's what four or five months has there been and have you noticed any any shift in just the mindset of the congregation?

Danny 7:26

Oh absolutely especially because my journey spiritually has been filled with so many ups and downs over the last five, six years since I started Hesrtway. I began as a member of the Southern Baptist Convention and our church was getting funding from Southern Baptist churches and other reformed communities as well. I moved from that sort of fundamentalism into a progressivism which was a wonderful eye opening experience for me where I was introduced to a whole new world of scholarship.

However, what I recognized about myself was that for a while I still was teaching and communicating in a way that made it seem like information and knowledge was the primary thing; and the transference of that information and knowledge. So now I wasn't teaching conservative evangelical doctrine as the one truth. But I was teaching progressive doctrine as the one truth. And anybody who disagrees with me about that is on the wrong side, and I became the problem that I saw in front of me all of those years.

Seth Price 8:53

Yeah, I do that all the time. Myself included. A lot of people do you just switch one fundamentalism for the other. It's still fundamentalism.

Danny 9:05

Right! You know. And so that's I had just realized that it was still about knowledge and information for me, I still figured out I mean, I still believed in my mind that I could figure out God in my head, you know, and have that all nailed down. So like my dad, for example, I talked to him a lot. He's very close to me and a big part of our community. He's there every weekend, and he's in the lives of many folks.

I'll never forget a conversation I had with him when he said, Danny, it's so good that you teach us to be open minded, and you show us a lot of different ways of interpreting the text and you share with us many different theological viewpoints, he said, but at some point, I have to have something that I can build my life on. I have to have a foundation that I can build my life on. And the idea that there's just many different ways of looking at things. And that no way is necessarily the one right way can probably leave people more confused if you don't go deeper than that.

And so what I realized was that foundation is what was missing. It was the experiential foundation of life with God that was missing from the equation because we think knowing God is knowing things about God, instead of loving God and experiencing God in everyday life.

So that shift has helped to provide like a sturdy ground on anchor a center for people to to base their life off of that has nothing to do with doctrine or belief or theology. We still theologizing I still love theology, and I still throw tidbits of cool information in my messages sometimes but theology is a means to an end. You know, and the end is life with God and union with everything.

Seth Price 11:21

One of my good friends he always says, anytime we start talking about theology, who just say, you know, we made all this up like all this theology, like, we made all this like, I'm excited for you. Yay. But we made this up.

Danny 11:37

Yeah and the best theologians at the end of the day are those who say everything that I've said take it with a grain of salt, you know, because we really don't know what we're talking about.

Seth Price 11:54

So I called you, what was it…been a couple months month? I don't know it. A couple weeks ago, because one of the things that I see you do specifically on social media is you're invited to these gatherings that have Christians ,that have Jewish, have Muslim, have all different faiths, all different walks of life, and y'all will come together, and you will worship together. And I assume everybody preaches or everybody teaches or everybody prays, I don't know what that looks like. And so I wanted to do one thing this year, and that is kind of view God through a lens that isn't mine. And I don't really have that ability, at least not readily accessible.

However, you get invited to these things, and you get to participate in it. And so that's kind of what I wanted to talk to you a bit about is that like, what does that look like? What have you learned etc.? So, at those gatherings, can you kind of paint a picture for like, what that is looking like, like kind of what the purpose of a gallery Like that is and kind of how you approach it, and maybe what you walk away with?

Danny 13:05

Wow. Yeah, well, some of the most impactful experiences that I've had over the last couple of years doing ministry have been in those interfaith, multi-faith contexts and not even just like interfaith services that I've been a part of, which have been a part of a lot of interfaith things that have been very meaningful to me. But not even just the the services that I've been a part of, but also like the lunches that I do, and the dinners that I have over people's homes, and the phone calls and the outreach events that I've been able to partner with others doing and I've gone to Morocco, and Abu Dhabi, with Rabbis and emails and pastors from all over the United States and abroad, for different multi faith movements and things of that sort. So, there's so much I can say, ultimately, I would say the one thing that I get out of those gatherings every time that I go is just such a such a hope for the future, just such a hope for the future. I feel such a deep sense of camaraderie and true brotherhood with others.

Sometimes it even feels like my connection with those from other faiths can be deeper than the ones I have with those of my own. Sometimes it feels like they can understand me better because we focus on what we have as similarities. And we honor and respect and are curious about our differences. Within Christianity is not really like that we don't focus on our similarities, those of us from different streams and traditions and we definitely don't honor or appreciate much of our differences across denominational and ecclesial lines, more often than not, at least on my Twitter feed, and on Facebook is a huge food fight, you know, and we're all rocks.

And so every religion does this, you know, the Muslims have that same issue, and the Jews have that same issue and it's not that we're unique or that our religion is any better or worse because of that. But the point is, when you move beyond those like, tribal bounds, and you start seeing how similar others are to you, it's beautiful. And I'll never forget, one of the first multi-faith gatherings that I was a part of, they were they were bringing together these triads of imams, rabbis, and pastors. And so there was another Imam and another Rabbi from the South Florida area that was selected along with myself to go to this like cohort for a couple of days. And we really got to know each other.

And then from that experience, we came back home to start our initiatives with our congregants. And in this cohort experience, we got to tell each other our conversion stories. And we got to talk about our callings to do ministry. And there was so many similarities. There were so many things that we held in common about how we got into a life of faith and what our needs to us and how we want to give back to the world. It was just so beautiful.

So obviously there's this unity that's undergirding all the multiplicity and the diversity that we're seeing in in through these different religions. It's just a matter of getting deep enough in your religion to tap into that stream that is flowing through all of them. And so what I have found is that all religions have a mystical dimension and a prophetic dimension. And the mystical dimension and the prophetic dimension of religions are where we can unite. So Marcus Borg, who was one of my favorite scholars, he talked about the fact that every religion has an external form and an internal core. So the external form of our religions are things like our doctrines, our rituals, our sacred texts, that's where we're going to have the most differences and distinctions and those differences and distinctions matter, and we should never minimize them, and we should seek to learn from one another. However once you move beyond the external form of religion, into the internal core, all of the religions share a lot of similarities. Because the internal core of all religion is essentially about the experience of the transcendent the experience of the sacred union with God with reality.

So, the mystical dimension of religion is what highlights that. And so this is where love and interconnectedness and present moment awareness becomes the focus. And so we have this big time in the Eastern Orthodox tradition that has focused on stillness and silence and quieting the mind through the spiritual practices of watchfulness and the Jesus prayer; which is like the repetition of a mantra, the prayer of the heart. Obviously in the room Catholic side of our tradition with many of the monastics. And love is essentially where all of it culminates. And love is what unifies the mystical dimension, which is about the inner journey, and the prophetic dimension of religion, which is about the collective healing of the world.

Love is the word and the energy and the power that I like to speak of that unifies all of it, because we can't have peace in the world, without peace in our heart. So, the inner and the outer belong together. The thing about it is Love is the fulfillment of all religion. Love is the essence of all religion. Love is the fulfillment of philosophy and mysticism and ethics. And when you tap into love, when you tap into the experience of the Divine, you transcend differences of beliefs and ritual and doctrine, because that's not what is ultimately important. Truth and this was the shift for me, which has a lot to do with the shifts I explained in our church, truth is not conceptual and truth is not something that we can ever totally grasp through concepts and through words. Truth is experiential, truth is love, and God is love. So to know God is to love God. And so, hopefully, somehow all of this…I know I totally moved away from the first question you asked me…

Seth Price 21:14

I have another question.

Danny 21:15

Sure.

Seth Price 21:16

So you use a metaphor and I ask it because part of my in the back of my head I'm always trying to ask Okay, so you know I've spent years listening to you weekly years is one of the one of the you're preaching in your churches preaching. It's not always you is one of the ones that I listened to weekly. Yeah, I enjoy it. I get a lot out of it. I was listening to hold on, I'll tell you what I was listening to earlier today. I've actually listened to it a few times. Where are you at Heartway…come here to me Energy in Motion, that whole series. They're right around right before Christmas. I like that entire series.

So, when you use metaphors like streams, and there's shared truths, and focusing on What we share in common, a lot of people that are listening to this, even though I often push the envelope or the boundaries of what's considered orthodox and try to stretch people, they're gonna be like, yeah, I can't do it. Like there's, I can't do it like, I don't want to. I can't do it. And so how would what would you advise to somebody…

Danny 22:20

You can't do what?

Seth Price 22:21

Like, I'll hear people I've heard it today. You know what? You can't say that. You know, when I'm hearing you say that it's almost like people are afraid that if they hear a truth in an Islamic tradition, or in a Buddhist tradition, or a Hindu tradition, you're like, that sounds like Jesus, but somehow that takes away from Jesus, or it makes the Bible “less true”, or which makes my faith less true. And then oh, no, what do I do the house is on fire. And so if someone's hearing you say that about you know this, in all religions, there are lots of truth. Like what would you say to someone if they in this or listening to a sermon, and they're like, what do I do with that? Danny, I don't know what to do with that because I go home to Jesus. But also, I'm hearing truths and other things where that guy that you brought up the guy that you told a story about that sounds a lot like X, Y, or Z. But that's an entirely different faith tradition. So what would you say to someone with that?

Danny 23:37

It's a good thing to honor it there. And regardless of the vehicle of truth, if truth is being communicated, truth is being communicated. So it usually helps when talking to folks like that who are very loyal and faithful to their particular tradition. To show them how, even within our Christian Scriptures, we have truth that is brought in from outside sources. So, for example, obviously, our entire Bible contains the Hebrew Scriptures that are primarily belonging to another religion. So right there even just the fact that we don't only have a New Testament, but we also build upon the Hebrew Scriptures shows you the inclusive nature of Christianity. Alongside of that, even if you look in the Bible, in places like John chapter one, when the author uses the concept of the logos, which was a Greek concept that was then appropriated And used to express Christian concepts and truth. If you go to the book of Jude, in the New Testament, Jude quotes the book of 1 Enoch, which is not in our Bible, but it's a book that was respected by ancient Jews. And so the Bible quotes it. So is that line…is only that line from the Book of Enoch ultimate truth? No! So, even in Acts 17, another one that came to me just now, when Paul quotes one of the poets when he says even one of your poets are the ones that said

in Him, we live and move and have our being and we are all his offspring.

So Even the Scriptures quote sources outside of themselves for truth. So maybe showing this person how the Bible itself, and we can also go down Christian history talking about how we have incorporated truth from other places and made it our own. Because ultimately again, people who are scared to let go in this way, are still thinking and believing that it's their conceptions of God in their head that ultimately matter. What ultimately matters, at least to Jesus is the experience of God in and through love.

The way Paul says it in the book of Galatians is

faith working itself out through love.

So yeah, I think our beliefs are always is going to be evolving and changing, depending on our context and our current access to knowledge. However, the one thing that that we always go back to that is unchanging is the presence of God within.

Seth Price 27:20

If you can think back on these events that you've gone to, and what has been, if you were honest that you sat back and you showed up, and you're like, Oh, I don't know anything about this, like, of all of my study, I just haven't really made my way to this religion or that religion, or whatever that is. And you know, and so as you're sitting there listening, and you're like, this will be good. I'm going to learn something today. What would kind of be that religion and what did you learn? Or you're sitting back and you're like, Oh, yeah, yeah, I didn't….I didn't Yeah.

Danny 27:46

You know, I actually was surprised at my interaction with a lot of my Muslim friends and How it seemed like some of them had a more merciful and compassionate depiction of God than, than a lot of Christians I know. And that was a shocker to me, that was a shocker to me. I wish I could remember this story that my emaan friend had told me about God's love and hell, but it's slipping my mind now.

But I heard this little parable that my mom friend told me, and it was essentially about the fact that God's love will never stop reaching out to human beings, regardless of their constant resistance. And I was just like, Man, that is such a beautiful way to talk about and conceive of God that for Christians, for many Christians will be considered blasphemous. You know, so I had that that experience which was, which was really interesting too. You know, I had a just to take this in another direction just because this came to me there was a female Rabbi that I hadn't met as well who she had told me that when she was in Israel, and she would walk around with her. Gosh, what do you call the… I got? Yeah, yeah, the the yarmulke…

Seth Price 29:30

The cap, that sounds right.

Danny 29:32

I'm not sure. She was wearing that and she was walking around. And she said that elderly men spit on her. Because it seemed like such a blasphemous thing that a woman would wear that and consider herself to be a rabbi. And it was stories like that, that really touched me. You know, and especially myself, like I've been tempted a lot to sometimes be like, do I really want to continue to do this with Christianity as my vehicle just because of all the baggage that comes with being a part of this, but being around people like her who remain faithful because their symbols and their texts and their traditions means something so deep and personal to them, that they're willing to kind of put up with those things as a part of the cost. That's inspired me so much, you know, to remain rooted because ultimately to you can get to a point where you just, you're so open minded and progressive that you can't fit into anything, because nobody agrees with all of your fine points of truth and doctrine, you know, and the same with conservative fundamentalists.

Seth Price 31:02

I always have to caution myself. So I'm constantly and I think you must be the same I'm always reading four or five books at a time. And so I often have to guard what I'm reading because I find that I will make my own systematic theology, but it really only is based on what I'm reading at the moment. And so I'll have to put everything aside for a few weeks detox from all of it and be like, Oh, that's right, there's God, my fault, I got a little bit egotistical. And that's, that's on me. That's on me.

It helps so that my wife kind of, of course, correct me like, I don't know what you're talking about right now. But that doesn't sound right. I don't know what you're doing. But doesn't sound right.

Danny 31:43

I love it. There's a teacher by the name of Mooji. And he says

if you have a choice between being a theologian or a saint, be a saint.

like what what are we doing here, yeah, and what's the purpose and the point? And that's also what I realized, see, like, with theology like, so much of what I thought was theologizing in the past was just me repeating what other people said about God. As opposed to speaking from my own experience of God, in conversation with others and their experience, too. And there's a reason why so many of the monastics would say, you can't be a theologian if you don't pray. Right. Like if you don't actually have a life with God, if you don't actually walk with God, then what could you ever possibly say about God? You know, And, I've seen so many people from other faiths, who just their presence, so calming and so peaceful, that has really spoken to me in powerful ways. Powerful ways.

Seth Price 33:18

So you're married. So what has been the biggest changes as you’re seeing truths and other faiths? How has that impacted the way that you, you know, your marriage works or has it at all? Because I think so often, like, you know, you have an eye or at least I did, I had an idea of, well, I was extremely fundamentalist when I got married as well. So my idea of marriage has shifted quite a bit as my faith has shifted. Like, has it impacted at all? The way that you…

Danny 33:47

Well, no, you know, I my, my wife has always been on a very different path. And I in terms of her relationship with religion and Christianity and faith and spirituality. I think our paths began to intersect a lot more about a year and a half ago. But I would say my interactions, and our interactions, with people of other faiths and my openness to other traditions has enhanced our relationship in a lot of ways, because it's just given us a lot more to talk about and consider. And a lot of the Christian stuff that doesn't necessarily connect with her anymore, you know, but still connects with me, that sometimes can be a thing, so to be able to connect over other stories and parables.

You know, like, for example, when we went to Thailand a couple of years ago my wife came back saying, like, I think I'm a Buddhist, she's like, I think I'm a Buddhist. I love this. You know, and ever since that experience, I took a deep dive into the teachings of Zen Buddhism. I also gleaned a lot from and learned a lot from Roman Catholic theologian who also has a dual religious affiliation considers themselves a Buddhist, Christian or Christian Buddhist. Paul Knitter.

Seth Price 35:24

Yeah, Paul's great.

Danny 35:25

Was he on the podcast?

Seth Price 35:28

Yeah, yeah, we talked about. Yeah, Paul. Yeah. That's one of my favorite episodes.

Danny 35:34

Because ultimately again, people who are scared to let go in this way, are still thinking and believing that it's their conceptions of God in their head that ultimately matter. What ultimately matters, at least to Jesus is the experience of God in and through love. Yeah. So, so that has that, that that has very much just, you know, given us a whole new way of talking and relating to each other. So it's been positive. It's been it's been very good.

Seth Price 35:51

Usually you can visually see everybody for all the years that have done this. For the most part. Most of them are like this. I just wasn't recording the video, but Paul's is one of the few When I was done, I was like, man, I should have been recording it. Because and I'll move the mic a bit like he would do this. Danny, this is just for the people listening at home. He would go, he would be like, “No!!!!!!” He's just so animated. And I'm like, it's like, he's it's like he's rooting for like a bass. Like he's like, no, homerun. We did it. Yeah, he's just passionate. Just so yeah. says it's so much good. Um, okay, so Fuller, for the most part from what I understand a fuller is more. Not what's the word I want to say? How do you go to a school like Fuller? And they'd be like, yeah, cool. Danny, let's talk about all the other face to get a divinity doctorate from Fuller. How does that sit with a school like fuller because I know like they're not Oral Roberts but they're also not like, do whatever you want to do.

Danny 36:54

I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. live there in Pasadena, I know many interactions other than with the professors that I get to choose to be mine because I pick the track, I'll get to choose my professors. From my experience my class setting has always been very diverse and ecumenical. And there have been people from all different streams of Christian thought and faith and practice. So there has been a, an open mindedness on that end. And also, you know, they have several people come in to do classes and courses that are on the same wavelength to some extent. So I don't know what the deal is because I know Fuller, technically is still considered like an evangelical seminary. Yeah, they're definitely more open.

Seth Price 37:52

That's cool. I just was curious. Yeah, in the back of my brain when you said full earlier, I was like, really?

Danny 37:57

Yeah, thankfully, everything’s worked out it's been a good great experience.

Seth Price 38:01

Yeah, I'm so final, just one last question because I know I've got you up later than I think that you usually like to stay up. I'm a night owl. I'll be up till midnight just to until wind down-doing these energizes me so I'll have to, I'll have to wind down. So it's a question that I'm asking everyone specifically because I want to dive into other faiths. But the question I'm asking everyone is when you Danny, say God, or the divine, or whatever you want to call whatever metaphor you'd like to try to use? What are you actually saying?

Like if you had you and you're sitting across from someone, you're having a beer, you're having a coffee, you're having whatever you're like, No, listen, listen, listen. When I say God, here's what I'm actually saying. What is that?

Danny 38:46

Reality. God is reality.

When I say God is reality, what I'm saying is that everything that happens, happens as it should and any time I argue with that I suffer. When I accept and embrace what is when I accept and embrace reality as a gift from God, and as God's very self, I experience peace, because that's what it means to surrender my will to God's will. And so God is what is. God is reality. God is in everything, and in everyone. And God is what we are. And so also on top of that God is when I use it, even just that word is a metaphor for something and it's a word that points to something that is beyond words. It's an experience of connectedness with the present moment and with life and with nature and with self. That’s God.

Seth Price 40:07

I love it. Yeah. Thank you. Yeah, I'm aware of how small, hypothetical small, that question is.

Danny 40:16

It's no great question.

Seth Price 40:18

I've really enjoyed it. I really should have come up with a question for the year every year I've done this because I've been I've enjoyed bouncing from A to B to C to D. I don't know how many times I've asked that question. So it's been fun.

Danny, where do you want people to go? Not where should people go? But if people want to kind of dig into you, where do you want people to go? Because if they if they follow you on Facebook, they're gonna see you auditioning in Paris for like model shots, which I'm jealous of not the model shots, but just the Paris. You know, so depending on what avenue they choose to find you at. I feel like they're going to see a different aspect of you. So where do you want people to go to kind of dive in to a bit of you?

Danny 40:57

Well any platform on social media. I'm not really much on Twitter these days, but Facebook and Instagram, Danny Prada you can find me on there but in terms of what I what I'm doing and my content. I'm a local pastor who preaches sermons every Sunday, and I put a lot of love and time into my sermons. So, Heartway Church has a podcast and people can tune in there every week to hear what's happening in our community.

Seth Price 41:28

Yeah, I would I would recommend that I don't listen. I listened to two to three church sermons. Yours is one my pastors is one as well. And then the other one I don't. I don't I don't feel like advertising. I just listen to it because I need I need 10% coming into my head that infuriates me It keeps me honest. And so I don't feel like advertising it but I do listen to it.

Danny 41:48

Im honored dude. I'm glad it can be helpful to you.

Seth Price 41:52

Thank you again for coming on, Danny. I appreciate it.

Danny 41:55

Dude, you got it. It was great.

Seth Price 42:11

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Analog Church with Jay Kim / Transcript

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Jay 0:00

The only point I'm trying to make is like, man, we have to be aware of how these technologies are affecting the way we participate or do not participate in worship. So for example, the very fact that our song lyrics don't have notes to them and the fact that our people because we don't use Hmynals we don't, most of us don't know even how to read notes. Because we've never been taught. It's not a value. The only way I can sing the song we're gonna sing on Sunday is if you told me about the song beforehand, and I listened to it again, on Spotify, or Pandora, or whatever, I have to consume the song, you know, and that we have to be aware like that in and of itself, is communicating in a subversive way. This is like a song written and recorded by a professional band called Hillsong or Bethel or whatever, you know, and it's really great.

And then you have all sorts of other psychological things happening because when you show up to your church on Sunday morning, chances are no matter how great or awesome the worship leader at your church is they're not going to sound like the recording you listen. Oh, and the volunteer lead guitar player is not going to shred that solo quite the way that Hillsong dude did it who does this professionally, you know, towards the world or whatever. So, then you've got to reckon with like, what that does to us is, you know, are we consuming or participating? How many times have you heard people say like, oh, worship was so good today, which was what they mean is like the music sounded good or that I knew the words.

Seth Price 1:51

Hello there. How are you doing? I am Seth you were you. This is a podcast in times are crazy. Those of you that have listened to the show for a long time you know I work at a bank and can't tell you how walk away each day just so I don't know what the word is. sad, sad doesn't quite fit. Times are crazy when I sat down with today's guest, Jay Kim, I'm pretty sure it was right at the beginning of the Coronavirus outbreak. And many states had not yet made decisions on what they wanted to do. And we talked about church but church in a way that isn't the way that we normally do it. The name of Jays book is called Analog Church. And that word analog means a lot of different things like so many visions come to my head. But I hadn't really put that word with the church before. Jay and I talked about the meaning and the intention behind how we do church. And why community matters. Not the building, not the bricks, not the music, not the U2 cover band upon The stage. And honestly, I've thought back on things that Jay wrote about, as I've watched people do church differently over the past few weeks, and honestly, I don't know when we won't do church differently over the coming weeks. So I find this conversation with Jay just timely, really timely. I hope you're well. Hope you enjoy this episode. Here we go.

Seth Price 3:35

Jay Kim, welcome to the show, man.

Jay 3:37

Yeah, absolutely. Thanks for having me on, thrilled to be here.

Seth Price 3:42

Well, we'll see thrilled is a big word, so we shall see.

Jay 3:50

That's true.

Seth Price 3:53

Yeah. I'm assuming you probably haven't listened to any of the past ones. Right. Or maybe you have some people have some people haven't.

Jay 3:56

I've gone back and listened to little snippets just to get a feel for how it goes.

Seth Price 4:00

I just want to make sure we levels for “thrilled”

Jay 4:05

I'm pumped to be here. I'm looking forward to.

Seth Price 4:08

Perfect. I always like to start with a similar question into just a different way, because I'm not really interested in your CV or your resume. But when like someone says, Hey, Jay, so who are you? And you're like, yeah, these are the important things that you need to know about me. Like, what's that answer?

Jay 4:23

Yeah, I'm the son of an immigrant woman who came all around and raised me on her own. And so I am I'm, I'm hybridity, right. I am the hybrid of South Korean roots and an American upbringing. And that was a tension for me as a kid, but it's a gift for me as an adult now. I love it. And so that's one thing about me. 2: I am a husband and a father. I mean, that's kind of the most pertinent daily realities of my life being home right now. My two littles are right outside this door. If you hear a little bit of I apologize. That's my mic pick it up in the background and then my wife who is the high school teacher, and yeah, my best friend. And then thirdly, I would say I serve and lead in a local church so people call me a pastor, I don't think Biblically I do the work of pastoring most of the time, I'm probably more of a teacher and reader of books and regurgitate tator of ideas. That's probably what I do most, most of the time professionally. But you know, the technical title I guess, for most people would be pastor. So I do that. And I love all of those things. So there you go. That's me. I think

Seth Price 5:50

Is hybridity a word? I've never heard that used in a sentence.

Jay 5:53

Uh, you know, the guy who wrote the foreword of my book uses that word. He's a pretty smart guy. Thanks. That's where I got it from Scott.

Seth Price 6:01

Scott….Scott. Definitely. He made that up. It's fine, though, because he's Scott. Yeah.

Jay 6:06

That's right. Yeah. Yeah. And it's real now

Seth Price 6:10

because it's in print. And he. Yeah, it's definitely. So I want to I want to pivot to something you just said, although, Yeah, why not? So you said you wouldn't, you wouldn't necessarily call yourself a pastor, like, what do you see as the role of a pastor versus what you do? Like, how would you delineate between those two?

Jay 6:28

Yeah, well, I think what I meant was biblically, when we look at first and foremost, the word pastor and to sort of the functionality of what pastors did, at least in the early church, you know, the word itself implies a sort of shepherding and a relational journeying, and almost a fathering of a community of people in a very intimate, tangible way. Certainly that's a part of my life, on relational levels with some people, but I think in the modern evangelical world, when we hear the word pastor, most people are thinking about, you know, at least somewhat charismatic, sometimes not so much, but somewhat charismatic, dynamic sort of personality who stands on a stage that talks and monologues for 35-40 minutes a week, and they're supposed to inspire us and help us in pragmatic ways, and maybe entertain us a little bit and all those things. And some of that is Biblical some of it isn't. But for all intents and purposes, all I mean is I fit into that classic modern evangelical role of pastor I just don't know that that's like the actual Biblical act of pastoring.

I do that a little bit sometimes in my life for certain people. But that's not really I wouldn't call that like my day job. My day job is all sorts of things. They don't really biblical pastoring they're important for sure. And I love them and value them and important for the life of the church.

Seth Price 8:08

Well, you said it. And I was like, I hadn't really thought about that. Because for me pastoring is not necessarily the person that preaches ever. Because a pastor for me, is like going to a pastor for me Should I don't I'm saying this bad. I'm actually not saying it at all. I haven't figured out how to say it badly yet, but I'm going to try. Like, like someone that's going to come down into the congregation and just ugly cry with you. And nothing say nothing at all while someone else preaches if that makes any sense, like preaching. I don't know. Feel like I'm still not saying it well.

Jay 8:41

Absolutely. Well, that's a great dichotomy. I'm probably more a preacher than I am a pastor. That's all.

Seth Price 8:45

So what's your favorite thing to preach on? Like, the go to text. Everybody's got like three, three things like what's the one that you like? I didn't have time to write this one. Here's where I'm going.

Jay 8:53

Oh, yeah, dude, probably anything in Leviticus. Just..just any verse.

Seth Price 9:01

Really?

Jay 9:02

No, not at all. Give me that here. Um, yeah, you know, I don't know, man, I love Genesis 1 and , that I do mean, seriously. Genesis One, two, I think, frame the rest of the story and Genesis to Revelation 21-22. So the book ends I love.

And then you know, the Gospels, Jesus all the way. So if you're asking favorites, there you go.

Seth Price 9:33

Yeah. Well, there's at least my pastor, like, he's been our pastor now for a little over five years. And there's at least a few of the stories of Mike, I've heard this one before. Let's see how he does this. Yeah, I know where he's going. Let's see, I like this, but you did it better as a little more conviction in this one. And if you're listening, Barrett, I'm sorry. That's true. You know, it's true. He knows it that it's true.

So you wrote a book called analog church, which I do want, elephant in the room, the fact that we can't do things in analog ways because we're recording this at like, day 17 of the world exploding because of the Coronavirus, which by the time people hear it will not be true. But nothing really is analog anymore. But I don't really know how to ask questions about that. If we get there, we'll get there.

But I do want to ask about that, a bit. But moreso when you say the word analog church, like what do you actually mean? Because I think people hear that and like, at least when I read the cover before I read anything else, I had a picture in my mind of like high church, like the church that you go to not with your kids, the church that you sit in the uncomfortable pews. So what do you mean when you say analog church?

Jay 10:44

Yeah, that's a great question.

Well, I think just analog the word in and of itself, has some elasticity of meaning, but primarily, it means tactile, physical, tangible realities can mean lots of other things. But it's all based on that sort of the baseline. So by analog church, that's essentially what I mean and, and more Christian ways to say it might be what I mean by analog churches, embodied physical, tactile, present, real space, real time, church. A church where people actually continue to physically gather, show up, share life with one another and real, again, embodied tactile, physical, tangible ways. That's primarily what I mean. And, and yeah, you know, I've heard that several times from people that when they saw the title, they thought I was the book was about essentially high church, you know, high liturgy, that kind of thing.

And it's not not about that, but it's definitely not primarily about that specifically. And, I think I'm using the word analog in sort of a broader, more baseline sense. Another way to say it would be like non-digital, (I’m) talking about a church that is non digital, which is so interesting because our church like most churches have gone totally digital on this COVID-19 reality that we're in. So yeah, by analog church, that that's what I mean physical embodied, you know, the Christian theological idea behind it might be the incarnation. You know, I'm talking about an incarnational, in the flesh, flesh experience of what it means to be two people.

Seth Price 12:26

I do want to be real clear. So I have read the book from front to back. So I'll feign ignorance for the remainder of the conversation. Because those listening have not. So how, why? I can't see. So here we go. So you're a pastor, Minister, priest, I don't care what the word is, in a church, you get paid by a church that most likely has fancy music and all that stuff as well. I don't like I didn't Google your church, and then stream a sermon or any of that, but that's just the way church happens.

So what makes someone on a staff with an inherent need for things To work the way that they normally did work to go, you know what we need to talk about a way to do church differently? Like, how is that like what happens on a Sunday that you're like, you know what now I need to write this like, kind of how did that happen?

Jay 13:12

Yeah, that's a great question. Well, yeah, you know, the church where I serve now is we're I don't know, I guess you would call us a medium sized church. I don't know; if you include kids and babies and everything, all new ages. Yeah. We're probably like, you know, about 600 people on a Sunday. So that's a pretty big church now in terms of relatively speaking, but we're certainly not like a mega giant whatever. We gather in 1938 Presbyterian, red brick, building in a sleepy, eclectic little beach town called Santa Cruz, California. And our building, our sanctuary, actually is small and only seats about 200 people max that's like shoulder to shoulder so we gather three different times on a Sunday typically, but it feels pretty intimate because there's rarely more than 150 to 175 adults in the room at a time.

So that's big, but it's small enough where we can see each other and know each other and get familiar with one another over time, so that's where I serve now however, I've been on staff at that church for about four years. But before that, I served for several years at like the largest one of the largest mega churches, multi site mega churches in town and it was like total multi-site video venue, the whole thing you know, and and it was really and they're wonderful church not bashing them, but it was really around that time I served as a teaching pastor there when pretty regularly I was getting up on a on a big giant stage with big lights and I was preaching to some people in the room but then I was also looking at this like little camera in the back of the room. room, because I was told that I had to look at the camera because of hundreds of other people that I couldn't see or hear or touch were going to meet in other rooms across the city. Not even on that day on the next day, and watch this video me. So I had to talk to this camera.

And I remember that one experience being really fascinating. I was like, this is strange, like it feels what it felt, you know, on the surface disingenuous a little bit. And to just like I really struggled to make that connection. And more than anything, I just had this deep innate desire to be with those people. Like if I was going to share some thoughts and ideas with them, I felt like man, I'd love to see their faces and their reactions. And I'd love to talk to them after I'm done talking and I'd love to stand next to them and sing with them. And I'd love to take the bread and the cup of Eucharist with them, you know, all these things that just kept bubbling up inside of me.

So that's really when it started and when I got to the church where I serve on staff now Yeah, as a church, we've just tried to again, same word, we've tried to embody some of these things in just small ways. And so that's where the book came from. It wasn't, again, any sort of like anger or bitterness. It was just questions and things I was feeling inside, from my own experience, and then seeing some of that stuff, I think move in healthy direction with the church, where I'm on staff now. And so yeah, that's kind of what gave birth to this thing.

Seth Price 16:30

I have a question about mega churches. So I went to Liberty which if you go to Liberty, and you go to convocation, from what I've been told, it's like the largest Christian gathering every Monday, Wednesday and Friday, in the Western Hemisphere. I'm not sure if that's true, but it's like 11,000 people and one place, I don't know how big churches get so but it's not really church. Either. You show up because they make you or you can't graduate. And and yeah, so it's compulsory attendance. Yeah. So that's, that's everybody really wants to be there.

But those mega churches don't really to me seem like they require much commitment. And they allow people to not have to have to know people. There's you're not elbow to elbow in a 200 seater in a 600 person church. So do you think that churches will continue to trend that way or the other like the opposite? Like the no, we really should have like 50 member churches and just deal with it like, and those are both extremes. I'm well aware of that. Like, just Yeah, not really related to the book just genuinely curious, because you've been on both ends, like, in your experience, what do you what do you think?

Jay 17:41

Yeah, I mean, I don't to be honest with you. I don't know. You know, my, my friend Andy Crouch. He has this he just recently told me this about six months ago is really fascinating. He says he thinks that the future of that sort of church, the big giant, over 10,000 people sort of mega church, that they won't go away, but that there will become less and less of them. And he's sort of prophetic with this stuff usually. But his guess is that, you know, in most major cities and urban centers across America, right now, a lot of them have like three or four of these types of churches. He thinks in the future what will happen is most cities and urban centers will have like one. There will be one giant hub of like the 10,000 plus giant spectacle show type of thing.

But he thinks that they will gather probably a fairly aging community. And what we will then see as, as other large churches like that in those towns and cities, sort of change and evolve. We'll see not necessarily only like house churches or anything like that. I'm a big fan of churches of all sizes. But he thinks we'll see more like medium size to smaller size and maybe even some, like sort of big churches but not a mega, like several of the mega whatever. And I tend to agree with him: 1: just because he's really smart, but 2: the way he's he's sort of mapping it out in terms of the trajectory of younger generations.

I mean, I think we're seeing that at our church for one and we're seeing, you know, I live in the Silicon Valley, the epicenter of digital technology, and we're definitely It feels like we're seeing that amongst, especially amongst, younger generations, even here. So I'm not against large churches. In fact, I actually think the future for large churches won't necessarily to get small, I think it'll, it's more about creating warmth, rather than trying to be cool. And I think if we can do that, then even in churches that maybe represent thousands of people, you can lean in to creating spaces that feel warm, and intimate. Some of that does have to do with the size of the room. So it might demand more gatherings than less, you know, rather than 4000 people in one giant room, it might be 400 people in the smaller room 10 times over a weekend or something. So I think we can, you know, I think there is a future for large churches. I hope there is because I think there's a lot of good that comes from churches of all sizes. So, yeah, those are some thoughts.

Seth Price 20:27

I began reading your book while my daughter tried to do gymnastics, she's really struggling for the back handspring. She could do it. She just doesn't know she can do it. But she bounces 19 times after that huge cartwheel and I’m like “just keep going over”. So in between watching her and reading your book, I highlighted so many different spots, and I kept highlighting a different keyword. But early on in your book, you say something, Is it fine if I quote your book back to you, please? You say

since its earliest days, the Christian Church has been marked by its invitation to transcendence, not relevance

and relevance makes a lot of sense especially In today's culture, but what do you mean by transcendence? Because I think people hear that and they're going to go a million different places the old reptilian part of my brain that was beat into me I immediately think rapture, but I know that's not what you're saying. So normal it's what nor is that what I think now it's just that's the trigger. That's…that's what happens to post traumatic stress. So what do you mean when you say transcendence there?

Jay 21:24

Yeah, well, I guess most simply what I mean is that which transcends the ordinary, normal, mundane, everyday, expected, unsurprising reality of life. So that's a big sort of way to say it, but that is genuinely what I mean that which transcends the stuff that we expect and the stuff that we know and are familiar with. And the reason that's important to me is because when we see transcendence against the backdrop of relevance, if you take away the words and you just go based on data definition. You know, I thought that that would be a helpful dichotomy because it's, it's pretty clear to me that in so many of our churches, if you take away the words, it seems like by their definition, what so many of us in so many of our churches are trying to do is be relevant.

You know, it's one of the reasons why there's an entire industry of companies that, you know, help your church get into the latest and greatest of, you know, like the furthest edges of digital technology, and the latest and greatest and lightning and sound and I'm not bashing those things. I think there are tempered, tasteful, ways to maybe use some lighting and sound and all of that and I'm definitely grateful for skilled sound techs who make things sound good, you know, I think that's great. But we we churches put so much of an emphasis on that stuff. And I I'm just I'm just trying to make the point that when we do just know, we're running hard into irrelevance, we're just trying to look sound and feel like everything else, you know, we're trying to keep up with the technological spectacle Joneses, essentially. And when we do that, I think we miss out on the very gift of what it means to be the church, which is the opportunity to create transcendent spaces.

Spaces that don't look sound and feel like everything else, and everybody's over digitized life, but rather invites people to take a deep breath in a space that feels so other and so unlike everything else, and the way to define that is just to ask what is everyone's lifelike and what is the Christian called creates spaces that aren't like that. So in the digital age, everything is fast and everyone's in a rush. So a transcendent thing is not necessarily to do like magic. It's just what if we just created space that was slow and that took its time? That's transcendent in the digital age, you know, or yeah, so there you go. I could go on and on.

Seth Price 24:07

I want to ask a question about that. So being that many people church hop or they have their own expectations about and I think you actually use I don't remember what page it is invited me to use the word church shopping, or church hopping or turn some of that and it's a chop it's Yeah, it's in italics, I think as well. Anyway, I can't remember page like 872 there's not that many pages in there. But you know what I mean?

So, I think most people come to church with an expectation of minimal participation, like watching an NFL game at my couch, like I'm going to participate, but I'm going to participate tomorrow when I'm comfortable participating (on) Monday morning quarterbacking, your sermon or music or whatever. So as a pastor or someone reading the book, or maybe a pastor reading the book or whatever, how do you do that at a church wide level without the membership falling apart so the church doesn't sustain? And preparing people to do that, especially because unless you're a church intentionally built to do that, I think the people that are already there, the people coming have a different expectation of what to expect. So how do you pivot a church into that?

Jay 25:19

Yeah, that's a great question. So I would, you know, and I think what you said earlier is, like, is so important that how do you do that without essentially ruining your church? You know, like, how do you do that without thumping them over the head with a Bible, you know, and doing it, right? It's like, all of a sudden, they show up and you just turn the tables on them. They're totally not used to it. So I think that's a great, that's a great, really important point. And it gets back to pastoring.

What we started the conversation with earlier, you know, to pastor our people, well, it doesn't mean that we have to, you know, that we just sort of like that moment we see we recognize some shortcoming or whatever. You know, we go crazy. just expect people to change overnight. You know, we have to pastor them, we have to journey with them. So if we are currently leading, serving and leading, in churches were really the expectation of our community is to show up and consume a product rather than participating and creating worship together as the family of God, then I think we have to do the hard work of just saying, “Okay, what is the very next step we could take to take our people in that direction”, and then take a step further after that, and after that, and there was such a wide variety of ideas there.

But you know, for example, like, communion to me it's one of the most accessible and yet deeply participatory reminders of what it means to be the church. You know, I would argue if you're doing like, you know, “quarterly communion Sunday” or whatever my opinion is, that's not nearly enough. You know, Jesus leaves us a meal, the bread and the cup by which to remember him. And I cannot fathom why we wouldn't do that break bread and drink have a cup to remember the risen Christ. I can't even fathom why we wouldn't do that as much as possible every time we gather. And it is every time we gather it is by its very nature, a communal exercise now. So that's one idea.

You know, I think a lot of it sometimes like music is a easy example. Because we so in the digital age, especially, we are so accustomed to think about music as something we consume. So I talk to worship leaders and worship pastors all the time, who gets so incredibly frustrated because they're like, “man, our band practices and we sound so awesome. Then we lead worship on Sunday and the people just have their hands in their pockets and they're kind humming along and swaying back”. And I get the frustration. But I would say two things. One, maybe it's the very fact that your band is so professional that communicates, inadvertently, that this is music to be consumed, because that's the way most people think about music.

And this is like a recent phenomenon, right? We went from 1000 songs on a little device called the iPod in 2001 to less than, you know, two decades later, I could find over 50 million songs on Spotify.

Seth Price 28:31

Yeah…

Jay 28:32

So like, I mean, when we think about music today, most people are thinking music is something I consume. They are not thinking music is something I create and yet the invitation of the church week after week is to come and create. So if our bands are leading toward relevance, just we're just going to sound like Spotify every all the bands on Spotify or whatever, then no wonder people are like, oh, is another piece of music I consume, you know, and I'm not saying bands should not practice and be excellent. I absolutely think they should be because it’s distracting if they're not. But I think they've got to do you know, worship leaders have to do the hard work of Okay, let's sound excellent. But craft and cultivate this space in a way where it's very clear, we're inviting participation. Yeah. And as a worship leader, I'm not just leading the six musicians up here, leading that 200 people out here like I am the worship leader for the entire community. Yeah, there you go. I think there's little steps we can take in that direction.

Seth Price 29:27

I want to stay on worship for a minute, but I want to say something for so I actually do lead the worship for our church, and I don't know how big our church is maybe four or five 600 members, it really probably, you know, I don't know how many people four or 500 a week, um, yeah, but I find the weeks that I'm trying to make the music sound good-I don't personally worship and the weeks that I get the most feedback of people saying, you know, I really, like that was helpful. I got really Yes, today was because I like when people give me feedback, though. I don't usually respond, because my wife will tell you (that) I don't accept praise or criticism. Well, I just kind of cool. I just keep right on rocking and rolling. But the weeks in this, maybe I'm doing it wrong. But the weeks that I honestly don't care if like you were in the in the congregation, I don't care if you worship, but I know that I'm worshiping. Those seem to be the weeks that everyone else is also able to worship with me if that makes any sense. And I'm aware of how selfish that sounds. I know, especially as I say it out loud.

But I find if I'm not worshiping if I'm too worried about the notes, the rhythm, the tempo, oh, shoot, we slipped into 3/4, it's fine, it's fine. But the weeks that I'm able to actually worship and forget that I'm on a stage, are the weeks that everyone else actually also works those as well. At least, that's what I've been told you. Staying on worship you talk about whole body participation, and there's a part in here. Where is it? Nope, I can't find it. Yeah, so what Yeah, Where's it at? I thought I highlighted it and I didn't You, whereas it,

Do you know where I'm at?

Jay 31:11

No, I don't have my book in front of me.

Seth Price 31:13

Yeah, hold on, I'll find it. Now, so you are, it's alright, I'm gonna pivot away from that because I can't find that I thought I had it highlighted in the page number written down. Apparently I don't. Instead I'll go to the other part of that chapter that I want to talk about. You talked about it a minute ago, have you have 90 bajillion songs in Spotify and worship being something we consume? You talk in here a bit about in the 18th century you know, Charles Wesley wrote basically all the hymns, and that what it did was it focused the collective gaze of the community downward. And so I like

Jay 31:52

the hymnal. Yeah.

Seth Price 31:54

I like the visual of that but I'm curious as to how that would break worship?

Jay 31:57

Oh, yeah, I wasn't trying to make a strong point about that. I think I was in that section of the book, I'm just trying to paint a trajectory of how we got to where we are in terms of, you know, and what's funny is like, I should have included the Spotify stuff and sort of the ephemeral nature of music previously, I touch on it, but I've done a little more work on it since then. So I'm like, a little bummed that, you know, the books done.

Seth Price 32:23

You could amend it, I guess, make version two

Jay 32:26

Yeah, but um, yeah, I'm just trying to paint a picture, you know, before hymnals. And such, our song choices were limited, right? Because like any song or everything together has to be stuff that's committed to memory. And then once we got the hymnal, that's when hymnalty exploded, essentially. It's when Charles Wesley just started writing thousands of songs because we could keep them all we could keep track of them all in this book, you know, and not only do the books have words lyrics, the books also had a no purpose and most people know it's a pretty simple to learn once you learn it. And most people you know you can say him number 426 and everybody could sing it because the notes are there and the words are there and the tempo is there. So if you have like a basic leader, you're not performing you're not humming along everyone's just kind of jumping in because you've got it right there in front of you. But also, like you're visually your your gaze is fixed down below but a book you know, because you're looking at the lyrics and reading notes. And then you know, when we got to the 20th century, late 20th century, we had the the overhead projector, you know, transparencies, I used to run those of youth group in the 1990’s

Seth Price 33:37

Where the pastors kid just switches the thing out and hope you don't get it upside down.

Jay 33:41

Yeah, totally. Exactly. So um, yeah, that fixed our gaze upward. But we also lost something right. We lost several things, but one of the things we lost was like transparency slides as such, unlike hymnals, don't have notes. So even though we're not looking down at a hymn book anymore, we're all sort of looking up, we can sort of just peripherally see one another, you only see the lyrics, you know, I don't know how to sing that song and, and that's been taken further now with like, you know, pro presenter and all those things. Which we use, and it's super helpful. But you know what, the only point I'm trying to make is like, man, we have to be aware of how these technologies are affecting the way we participate or do not participate in worship.

So for example, the very fact that our song lyrics don't have notes to them and the fact that our people because we don't use and most of us don't know even how to read notes. Because we've never been taught it's not a value. The only way I can sing the song we're going to say on Sunday is if you told me about the song beforehand, and I listened to it again, on Spotify, or Pandora or whatever, I have to consume the song you know, and that we have to be aware like that in and of itself is communicating in a subversive way, this is like a song written and recorded by a professional band called Hillsong or Bethel or whatever you know, and it's really great. And then you have all sorts of other psychological things happening because when you show up to your church on Sunday morning, chances are no matter how great or awesome the worship leader at your churches, they're not going to sound like that recording you listened to. The volunteer, lead guitar player is not going to shred that solo quite the way that hill song dude did it Who does this professionally, you know, towards the world or whatever. So then you've got to reckon with like, what that does to us is, you know, are we consuming or participating? How many times have you heard people say, like, oh, the worship was so good today, which what they mean is like the music sounded good.

Seth Price 35:47

I knew the words is what they mean.

Jay 35:53

Yeah! So it's just the fascinating thing.

Seth Price 36:12

Oddly enough, when I sing music, the ones that I enjoy doing the most are the ones that nobody knows the words to. But I think it's because it's not on K-Love and so I don't have to compete with it

Jay 36:22

Oh, interesting.

Seth Price 36:24

Yeah, yeah. Like what really about it? So there's like a countdown timer sometimes in our church and I told our pastor this like, I'm like, “Don't play the song that we're about to play, right before we play it. Because that's disrespectful. That's hateful. It's unrealistic expectations. None of this is okay!”

You touch on the Tower of Babel. I believe you touched yet you do touch on the power of Babel. And there is again, see I'm not as prepared as I should be here where's it at? That? Yeah, so you use the word “babbling”, which I think is this third word. We're going to make up today's conversation. I can't remember the third one but hybridity but babbling and its effect on community. And I want to find where I highlighted it. Yeah. So you say

one of the most dangerous things about our babbling is its propensity to radically lower our expectations of one another, as our interactions are mostly comprised of our shallowist articulations, we begin to see others as only superficial characters. And this has in turn has a toxic effect on our understanding of community.

And so I wondered if you could set some context of when you say babbling, what do you mean? And I will say the story at the beginning of that chapter, like I read it a few times, and I'm like, every two days I do that, like I show that to your daughter saying, no more email, daddy. That's the story. And I'm like, ah, I do that all the time. But can you kind of contextually say, like when you say babbling, like how does Babel and by that we're gonna talk about the Tower of Babel a bit like how does that comprise to a digital animal Long way that we do church and the way that we do in just the digital age overall.

Jay 38:05

Yeah, well, yeah, we could talk more about the Tower of Babel story found in the tail end of that opening section of Genesis, Genesis 11, which is all sort of one overarching narrative to tell us how the human story went so awry. But, you know, that whole section culminates in the story of the Tower of Babel, where people all over the world, every person actually, and their core idea is we have to build this tower to reach the heavens to make a name for ourselves so that we we are not scattered. And so their fear is to be scattered, right. They don't want to get scattered and essentially in their pursuit of making a name for themselves to sort of solidify their place on the planet. God undoes the work and he It says he essentially confuses their languages. And that's that's sort of the origins of these differently, which is, at least in the Biblical narrative telling of the world.

And what's fascinating is, you know, God in undoing sort of their selfish ambition he basically take some sort, he scatters them, which was the very thing they were afraid to, like they were afraid of. And I'm just I'm using that story as a parallel for what I think is happening in the digital age, we have these digital technologies that we think, we've been told, are supposed to connect us create one global village and make us one and connect us with everybody and a deeper sort of connection than we could, you know, we've ever experienced before and all those sorts of things. And what all of the data is actually showing us as with, you know, with the rise of the Internet parallel to the rise of the internet has been arising feelings of isolation, anxiety, illness, a sense of isolation. So the very thing we were afraid of the very thing we thought these tools and technologies were going to create for us. They turned us into just these babbling sort of people who don't know how to really deeply connect with one another. And that means all sorts of things. I'm not attacking, you know, particular mediums like, I love Twitter, I'm on Twitter all the time, and I get a lot of, I don't know, I get a lot of laughs from Twitter and some good information from time to time from Twitter.

But also, let's be honest, there's a ton of babbling on Twitter, and we have to, you know, like, if I want real depth, I don't go to Twitter.

Seth Price 40:51

Definitely go to Facebook.

Jay 40:53

(laughs) yes… or I read a book. No, it's on Facebook or Snapchat for the real depth. Yeah, yeah, no, I mean, you get what I'm saying. So I think we find ourselves in really similar situations.

Seth Price 41:09

Yeah, your story at the beginning and I'm not gonna say the story just because people should buy the book and read the story themselves. For those keeping score. I think it's on like page 90 or 86, something like that. Um, but it reminded me of a song for one of my favorite musicians. Maybe it's not a song, I think it's spoken word from Propaganda. You have to know who propaganda is, I think. Yeah, he talks about his cheating on his wife with his black wife, but by that he means like his iPhone, and I don't know if that's what it's called. But it's I think it's spoken word. And yes, just powerful. It's like a powerful for six, seven minutes there. Yeah. So I have a couple questions that I want to end with but I have another question for so you have a chapter literally called How to Read a book. And so I intentionally skimmed this chapter, but two questions just because I'm a smartaleck. Why would you not begin with a chapter called How to Read a book if you bought a book that you're about to read and then By that, I'm assuming you mean the Bible and then so how do I read a book? But first question first, like, why would you just not begin with that chapter on How to Read a book?

Jay 42:09

I don't know, man, maybe I should have…I don’t have a good answer (laughs). No, I wanted to set the you know how to read a book. It is about reading the Bible. So I felt like starting with analog, yeah, just the digital analog stuff was important to set set the tone first. And then you know, I thought worshiping community are actually more primarily the things people sort of viscerally feel in their own lives, like digital age is affecting worship and tech community. I don't think too many people think like, think about how it's affecting the way they read, and particularly the way they read the Bible or so I saved that sort of for the end, because I thought it was a little bit more niche specific. But it's actually a funny thing you asked that it's probably personally the parts of the book those two chapters were the parts of the book that I had the hardest time writing but enjoyed writing the most.

Seth Price 43:07

Why had the hardest time writing what about that? Because I get like I agree with a lot of what you're saying here so why why had the hardest time writing that what was also difficult?

Jay 43:17

Yeah, I just hadn't thought about it as much. It actually the first two sections or first three sections about discipleship to Jesus in the digital age and then worship and community. The the was it things along time for several years, but the sections on how to read the Bible and how the digital age is sort of undoing the way we even think about reading and ingesting information that was much more recent. So I felt like I was like, writing on the fly, to be honest. One of those chapters, my editor came back to me shout out to my editor, Ethan McCarthy, brilliant man, je came back to me, and he's like, just cold and brutal. He was like, Hey, man, he put some edits in at the end of it. He said, Hey, man, be honest with you. This entire chapter makes no sense. You’re gonna have to rewrite the whole thing and here’s why. So actually, I have two versions of that chapter because I just had to read, but really hard to do, but I enjoyed it. And I think it's important, I think we need to re-engage.

Seth Price 44:24

Yeah, there's a part in here, which literally made me laugh out loud where you're talking about, you know,

at the earliest New Testament manuscripts are written in Greek, and all caps with no space in between the words and minimal punctuation

and then you literally just have like a sentence yelling at me. Have you think about reading like, just like a run on yelling? sentence? I honestly just want to type that on Twitter with no context. Just take that, put it on Twitter, hit Send and be done with it. I might do it tonight. Why not? I wanted to ask you a bit about what you said at the beginning. So why Genesis one and two like if I sat down at your church where you came mind you're like, here's where I'm gonna lean on. I could do this from memory like what am I gonna walk away with where I'm like, huh? Like what what approach Do you take to Genesis one and two because you could go about a lot of ways like we could go young earth creationism we could go everything's a metaphor, we could like we could go so many different ways. So what what's your approach there? I'm genuinely curious because I was expecting you were going to get a Pauline epistle or the Gospel of John or you know that the you know, the Patron at the top shelf but most people don't go with the Genesis.

Jay 45:30

Yeah, yeah. Then Genesis is Jose Cuervo or something. Well there are lots of fascinating conversations you know, like you said, the science conversation and all that you know, all that stuff. I think for me, I just Genesis wanting to our, almost everything you could trace back Genesis one as you know, there's so much happening throughout what we call the Old Testament, the Jewish scriptures. And then much more emphatically in the New Testament, there's just all of these callbacks to Genesis 1 and 2, by Jesus himself and then especially by Paul and others, and that's not an accident. You know, Genesis 1 and 2, I said, Genesis 1-2, because I believe Genesis one two gives us the picture of what he intended for his own glory and for the good of humans for the flourishing of humankind. And those two things are intrinsically linked which is made clear in Genesis 1 and 2 and then throughout the scriptures in various places. So I think for me, you know, the beauty of Genesis 1-2 has a lot to do with a good God ordering a disordered worlds, you know, the, there is debate about this, but my reading of Genesis pointing to when it's tells us that, you know, God creates he speaks to creation into being.

You know, the Jewish scholar Everett Fox, he translates the words of the beginning of Genesis one. Not that God creates out of nothing, but that God creates that of wild and waste. And he's trying to capture the poetic language language, the poetic linguistic power of the original language in ancient Hebrew, which is Tohu wa-bohu, which is very poetic sounding. So he translates a wild and waste. So it's not that there's like nothing it's that everything is disordered. And so the creation narratives for me are not about the Big Bang, necessarily.

And I'm not saying one thing or another about the Big Bang. I'm not a scientist. What I am saying is what I think the story is telling us is that a good God creates an ordered beautiful world at a distance. ordered chaotic world, or you might not even call it a world a disordered, chaotic, unreality, he creates a beautiful ordered reality. And the reason Genesis 1-2, based on that reading of it is so important to me my favorite place to preach, I think, is because that's the entire human story. Every moment of the Bible from then, culminating the resurrection of Christ, and the promise of new heaven and new earth is that same motif. It's a good God, creating, ordering and creating a beautiful reality out of a disordered, chaotic unreality, which is the fallout of sin. And we're seeing that even now, you know, we're we're feeling in visceral ways.

Seth Price 48:47

So I do want to ask because I would be remiss and I would kick myself if I didn't ask you about Coronavirus. So, in a church where we're structured around intentionally being in the presence of one another and I'm aware of how weird that sounds when we are talking a continent away over the internet. But, hey, technology is the thing. How does a church, if you've accustom people to that, so say it's 15 years from now, and that's the way the churches and it's arguably more healthy because we genuinely do life together. And I don't disagree with that at all. How does a pastor come alongside people to prepare for the loss? If something like a pandemic ever happens again, or like what's happening now? Because there's like a retraction of community, which is depressive. So what word would you say to that? Because I mean, it's happening now, although churches necessarily happened not like that, but some do. So how how would you protect against that? Because that I think that could be dangerous.

Jay 49:44

Yeah, well, I mean, from giving me a little bit more frame the question because I thought I thought I was tracking with you, but then you were asking about the dangers.

Seth Price 49:52

Yeah, so I can so the way that church to me works now is I could show up at any service any Sunday, anywhere and could participate, quote unquote, and I could leave and nobody would ever know that I'm there. But if we can reframe things in a more analog way, everyone knows that I'm there because it's such a small body and it's so deeply integrated. And then as I find a church I can plug myself into, that's your family like it becomes your family, at least I would hope so. And then something like what's happening with the Coronavirus happens, and I am removed from my family like I'm currency and I'm restricted, I can't commune with them. I can't be with them. I can talk to them on the phone.

But we both know that that's not the same because long distance relationships don't work. So as a pastor, if a church is modeled around a more analog style, which isn't really what you write in your book, like how do you protect against the feeling of grief and loss or should you even protect against that? That the people in the church are going to be like, Ah, it's been a month and I haven't been with my people!! This is church for me and now I'm no longer getting that. You know what I mean?

Jay 50:57

Yeah. That's great. I will would not protect against the feeling of grief and loss, I'd actually lean into it. And for us at our church today, and at so many churches I have friends who serve and lead at churches in town there is tremendous grief and loss and the grief and the loss is painful. But for me as I think about the future of the church, it's beautifully helpful. You should be feeling grief and loss.

First of all, let me say in you know, COVID-19 reality, I believe, the wise and responsible thing to do, at least in our part of the world where we live now, not just based on government mandates, but the wise and responsible thing to do is because of Jesus, driven by love of neighbor and seeking of the common good, the wise and responsible thing to do, I think is to bless the world with our absence, and to do the right thing, you know, particularly for the most part memorable amongst us.

And so it's hard. And it's a sacrifice and I have cabin fever and I've only been in my house for 48 hours. But you know, when I get out and but that's even, you know, that's small potatoes to what so many others are dealing with when it comes to like the loss of income. The jobs is like such a disruption, but it's the right thing to do.

But when it comes to analog, you know, I think the grief and the loss is a good thing. It's helping us understand. I mean, think about what's happening, right? I've actually gotten some messages, Seth, recently, from people that I've like debated about the whole digital online church thing. I've actually recently gotten messages in the last few days. And they're good hearted and these are good people who love the Lord. But I've gotten these little jabs at me you know, on social media like “Hey, man, hope the digital online church thing is working well for you”, you know, as if they've won some arguement. And you know, their friends and I love them and we have to agreements on our ecclesiology. But my point back to them would actually be like, actually, dude, this is you're just, we're on the front end of the conversation. But what I'm seeing is that when we get to the back end of this thing, what's going to be very clear is that the heavy leaning into digital and online realities as church and I'm using air quotes here, for those listening, it's going to be exposed by this strange time that we're in.

Because we're just like, a couple of weeks into this thing, and really a couple of days into the most intense parts of this thing. And already what people intrinsically are feeling is, even though I have my Facebook Live and FaceTime and Instagram, and we canZzoom and we're doing all of this, even though we can do all of that something is missing, like this isn't quite human in the most beautiful and meaningful, deepest sense.

And so I think we're To get to the back end of this and the grief and the feeling of loss, we lean into it. And let people know as those leaving and serving in local churches, we cannot, this is what we have to do for the common good for love of neighbor right now. But when this is over when it's wise and responsible to do so, we cannot wait together with you again, face to face, as Paul says in 1 Thessalonians.

So I think it's a good thing to feel this pain to be responsible, but to feel this pain and lean into it in a way where when we can gather again, I think there's just going to be this incredible celebration of like, Oh my gosh, I took for granted. Yeah, how meaningful and important it is that we're, we're embodied with one.

Seth Price 54:42

So I've been asking this question to everyone and I'm going to try to frame it differently for you because I'm trying to frame it differently for everyone. It's a challenge that I've kind of challenged myself through so you're getting coffee, and someone that you don't know is like, oh, you're a pastor tell me about God. And I don't mean the trice response like, I mean, the one where you're like, yeah, you know, they're like, yeah, don't tell me I don't want to hear Jesus, you say the word Jesus, I'ma throw this coffee in your face like, so when you say the word God, and I do want to be clear, you can say the word Jesus, it's fine. It's fine. I'm like, What are you intending to say? Because I'm well aware that they're all metaphors, like when we're trying to talk about God, like the best that we can come up with is not enough. So when I say the word God, or the divine, or Yahweh, or whatever you want to say, What are you actually trying to mean?

Jay 55:30

Well, I'm, I'm going to break your rule, man, because for me, it's hard to talk about. Yeah, it's hard to talk about God, apart from Jesus. Yeah, you know, without getting into the details of my own faith journey. I grew up being told a lot about God and not necessarily even like God, the Father, just God and have went through a whole deconstruction process and my faith that the So many go through. And what brought me back was the compelling, undeniable story of this, you know, first century Jewish rabbi. So it's hard for me to talk about God without talking about Jesus.

So I think my honest answer is that that's probably where I'd go, you know, that as a, you know, you can call me whatever, like, I rarely call myself, I rarely self identify, like as a Christian, not not to say I have a problem with that, or to deny that I am a Christian. I am one—but that word has such baggage, particularly today 2020 in the western, modern Western world. So what we say a lot at our church is not necessarily like as Christians we say, a lot, not just me, but many of our folks will say, as followers of Jesus, and then whatever, you know, yeah. And so it's hard for me to talk about God without talking about Jesus and I'm not denying the Trinity or anything, I don't want blogs to go out saying that I'm a heretic or anything like that.

You know, God the Father, that Jesus is the son of the Holy Spirit totally. But it's hard for me to talk about any any one of those without the other. For me, I think Jesus of Nazareth is the one who most compelling lately and beautifully is that, I think my and my answer would be to break your rule would just be to want to talk about Jesus of Nazareth and why he’s such a compelling figure.

Seth Price 57:40

Yeah, it's a loose rule. So it's fine. Yeah. Yeah, I'll give a little more context to that in a minute. So point people to the places like you your books, like 200 pages. We didn't talk about most of this stuff in there intentionally. I like to hit some of the things that just speak to me because I'm not a huge fan of usually questions that the publishers put together? Because, yeah, I feel like those questions are for people that didn't read the book maybe they're not and if any, it doesn't matter. So where would you point people to if they're like, Alright, I got to hear this sermon on Genesis, or I want to get a hold of the book, or whatever. Where would you send people to?

Jay 58:18

Yeah, well, for the book, you know, you can just find the book. It's called Analog Church, and you can find that anywhere. They sell books, little boutique online store called Amazon might be a good place, you know, a little niche. And then, yeah, I have a little website, JayKimthinks.com. I'm not saying I'm the only one who thinks it's just the stuff I'm thinking about. And I have stuff up there about our church.

You know, teaching stuff, my book stuff, our podcast that I co host with a friend Isaac Serrano. So it's all up there. So my website, probably a good place to go.

Seth Price 59:00

Well, those will be in the show notes. Jay, thanks for coming on. Thanks for your time. I did hear kids a little bit now. And then I'm gonna leave them in they’ll be guests on the show. Yeah, but I'm aware of the time commitment. And so thank you to both you, your family and your wife as well. So appreciate you coming on. I enjoyed it.

Jay 59:17

Absolutely Seth, that was thrilling. I just want you to know it loved up to the billing. I was thrilled an hour ago and it was thrilling!

Seth Price 59:24

(Laughter) See, that's why your a professional orator, you brought it all full circle.

Jay 59:31

No, I enjoyed it. I appreciate it so much. Appreciate what you do.

Seth Price 59:45

I'm not sure if you're aware of this or not, but this show is a free podcast like you don't have to buy it. But there are some amazing people that do help created and those are the patrons of the show. If you go down to the show notes, click on the link or just Google it. Can I Say This At Church and Patreon. I mean, there's so many different ways to get there. I want you to become part of that community.

Now, I'll be honest, the last few weeks with the increase at work that I've had my attention to that community has waned. And so for the patrons listening, I'm very sorry for that. But I hope that you hear me and know that, that will not be a long term thing. It's just been a crazy few weeks for us all, hasn't it.

But I'm so thankful to those of you that helped create this show. And I would ask a few more of you to pitch in to that tent. If you're able. If you're not able, just tell a friend about the show, share your favorite episode. Maybe in that episode, you find the transcript for it and let people know that it's there. So many different ways to connect with each other and I love it.

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