Unsettling Truths with Professor Soong Chan Rah / Transcript

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Soong-Chan 0:00

The underlying narrative that drives in both dysfunctional parties is American exceptionalism. And so that is really antithetical to the gospel. The belief that a single nation in this day and age can be the chosen nation, when the scriptures only testify to Israel as the chosen nation. And that, you know, arguably is for that time period within the Scriptures. There is actually zero indication, zero idea that America, the United States of America, is the exceptional chosen nation of God. But again, these narratives have played itself out in so many ways that it doesn't matter what party you belong to the idea of American exceptionalism is going to find its way into the rhetoric.

Seth 1:02

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The book is deeply gripping entirely for me, I think abrasive is the correct word, and worth every single moment that it took to read it, and I may reread it again. And so that book is called Unsettling Truths, which is about the ongoing dehumanizing legacy of the Doctrine of Discovery. So I'll hit pause there, way back in like February of 2018. I talked with Mark about the Doctrine of Discovery. And so I would maybe hit pause right now and go back and listen to that one. That's going to give you some context. And I tell you why, Mark, because he's running for President was unable to join the show. Even though I tried my best to make it work. We just couldn't do it with three different schedules. And so I have Professor Soong-Chan Rah, you're going to hear us talking on an old school telephone, and so the audio quality is slightly less than what we normally have, but the content is fantastic. It's challenging, it's needed. So here we go. conversation about unsettling Truth America, the church trauma, so many different topics with Professor Soong-Chan Rah.

Seth 4:43

Professor Soong-Chan Rah, so there's like seven or eight people that have been on the show twice. There's even fewer number that have on the show more than twice and so I'm excited to welcome you back to the show! Yours is one of my favorite episodes on American exceptionalism because I think it's a timely message. Regardless of the year, sadly enough that we did back in the day, and I think a lot of what we talked about there will shed some light on, on what we'll talk about today on unsettling truths in America as we break that apart again, but I'm really looking forward to the conversation and welcome back to the show.

Soong-Chan 5:20

Very glad to be back here and to be back on.

Seth 5:22

You and another past guest of the show, Mark Charles, wrote a book called Unsettling Truths, which then has a large subtitle, the ongoing dehumanizing legacy of the Doctrine of Discovery. And so I want to preface for those listening. I normally have the guests say a bit about themselves and kind of their upbringing, but we've done that already in the prior episode, and so we won't waste those 10 minutes. We'll use those a little bit more wisely today. But it is important, I think, as a framework for the conversation and so those that are listening should probably go back and hear that, but real quickly. What do you mean when you say unsettling truths?

Soong-Chan 6:01

Yeah, you know, as you probably know, many of the book titles go under multiple transition and changes and originally the working title and we were working through the book itself, the title was truth be told. And part of the reason we never went with that title as good for the books by that same title, so it was a little redundant.

But the idea, the central theme of that was, what is what are some truths out there that are truth that is out there in our history, and especially around our stories around kind of American identity in American politics, that we in the American church that we just tend not to talk about. And so essentially, that obviously, on both titles was the idea of a truth that needed to be told, truth and need to be revealed, and a truth that had not been told. Whether it's in our history books, whether it's in our churches or in our kind of ministry context, and certainly within kind of American Christian circles. These are truths that have not been told. Now the play on word, it's our editor Al really deserves a lot of credit for putting this together, the idea of settling, you know, the whole idea of settler colonialism that this nation was invaded or this landmass was invaded by European colonialist who were settler colonialists. And so they came into settle land that was not theirs. They weren't discovers of the land as well, you know, as the book tries to unpack that they were settlers of the land, and kind of interlopers in the land. And so the idea of unsettling is kind of a play on words there as well as talking about settler colonialism, and shuttling that needs to occur and also these truths to be told.

Seth 7:44

I like a good play on words. And I'm really sad that I didn't realize that before you said it. Although now that you say it it is self evident, because in the back of my mind, the last time that I heard about this text was from Mark, and he I think he kept calling it truth be told and every time that we would email back and forth as well, either way the history of our country. Once you get past the you know MacLaughlin, Hill approved literature for eighth grade history class is crazy.

So I want to begin with your right towards the beginning of the book you talk about and and if it's all right, I'd like to quote a few places I actually don't remember when the book is out. But by the time the book is out, I won't be I won't be plagiarizing this. So, there's a part where you all talk about the power of metaphors. And you talk about George Lakoff and assert that metaphors, you know, are a particular form of communication, and they impact the formation of social reality, and the institutions that function in that society. And so, I want you to break those two apart. So what do we mean when we mean like a social metaphor, impacting social reality? Like, what does that actually mean for someone not engaged in that type of thought process?

Soong-Chan 8:59

Sure. So I've tried to engage how social reality comes into being and what is the social reality the cultural you that we live in? And there's significant work on this and sociology circle is probably the, the landmark work was by Peter Berger and Thomas Luqman when they talk about three different factors that form social reality. And one of the key factors and the language I use is a little bit different from burger and local language, but Berglund loves and called internalization, I use the word narratives. And narratives are the stories the metaphor and the imagination that gets the embedded or embodied or internalized within our society, and within the individuals, that we play out over and over and over and over and over again.


And so I use the example that systems and structures might actually come and go at times like a system the structure of slavery, and then once lately as an institution is broken down, its replaced by another institution, in this case Jim Crow. And then even when Jim Crow was torn down, it's replaced by another institution, The New Jim Crow. So you have three systems that are operating, essentially the same way they are oppressive towards people, particularly African Americans.

So you have the systems that you thought you were overcoming, you thought you were tearing down, you thought you were breaking down. But what you didn't deal with were the narratives that were fueling these systems. And so what I point out is that we can keep tearing down these systems that don't deal with the fuel that drove the systems in the first place that identifies narratives, you're going to end up rebuilding the system and reworking the system over and over again.

And so how our narratives form is the question that's being asked you in this chapter, narratives are formed through the social imagination, narrative form and how, how is imagination imagination is formed through metaphors to embodied experience. And so that, to me was a very interesting concept, of course, and other kind of communication experiences have been dealing with, which is we don't always operate out of self interest. We sometimes operate out of embodied experiences and emotions and feelings that become a part of our narrative, imagination, and worldview. And so sometimes it's it goes beyond rationality, sometimes it goes beyond kind of human logic, because it has become so embedded and embodied in who we are, to some extent explains what I call the “Trump Evangelical effect”. Which is that certain narratives that become so embedded within the Evangelical circles, that it was very hard to even escape some of the logic, some of the rationality, because these emotions have been so deeply embedded.

So part of the questions we're asking is, what are these narratives? What are these embedded American metaphors and embodying experiences that have shaped our Christianity and you can trace the history of the Doctrine of Discovery to show how profoundly this dysfunctional imagination of the Doctrine of Discovery, which essentially white supremacy or European supremacy, how that has lived its way out in American society and American Christianity.

Seth 12:22

One of the questions I'm always asking myself is if I'm calling and I often call on this podcast, for growth and for the church to grow and be more prophetic, like do just do it better. If you can't, like, be more Christ like, but at the risk of becoming the next institution that then takes that power that you vote, you know, that you've you've taken as you as you grow, and become the next institution that oppresses and so I don't want to mix metaphors and I may be mixing a metaphor, but I want to drill down a bit to what you were talking about there with that Trump. What did you call it Trump evangelicalism now it's not what you said, right? Maybe that is what you said. What do you mean by life? As you talked about the logic of that, like, what do you mean the logic of that?

Soong-Chan 13:11

Sure. So if you look at, for example, the history of evangelicalism, and this is actually not in the book it's in some of my more recent academic work, and hopefully this will be published in my next book about evangelicalism. A book about African American evangelicalism and the way African American evangelicalism was rejected by the larger general movement. And what I’m looking at there is the way the definition of evangelicalism has changed. So that's what I mean by systems and structures come and go. What define, what was the boundaries around it and delicate Christianity. And earlier on its history, if you go back and I'm talking about American evangelicalism and its unique iterations, you go back to you know, the reformed evangelical movement that you can trace all the way back to Jonathan Edwards and say, that was theological driven. It wasn't theology that somebody agrees with somebody say it's, you know, it's not exactly what I believe in. But it was a theological boundary. It was around Reformed theology. It was around human depravity and God's grace. And you know, these are very key theological markers.

And then you see this in kind of a neo-evangelical movement, and you can see it in fundamentalism. And so even if you may not agree with every little point, that's a theological definition of evangelicalism was at least a theological discussion. But these systems and structures come and go. And what happened was that new systems began to be formed that was not necessarily theological in nature but more social, political and cultural in nature. And so in the 70s, when you see the rise of evangelicalism in kind of the social cultural arena, you see much more politicized and evangelicalism, you see the emergence of the “religious right”. You see kind of the time of conservative politics with conservative theology. You see, kind of Republican, religious right base for evangelicalism being the base of that group.

So what you're seeing is these systems are being replaced and new systems are taking its place. And so Trump Evangelicalism is another system that takes over from the previous system. So you had a system called the religious right and the religious right had certain boundaries. It wasn't necessarily theological it was socio-political. It was about prayer in schools, it was about, you know, opposition to same sex marriage, it was about anti-abortion. These are all, you know, markers of what defined a evangelical in the 80s and 90s and 2000s particularly. What was interesting about the Trump Evangelicals is that a lot of those things didn't really matter anymore. Prayer in school, nobody talked about that for decades. If you remember, I don't think people do but in the lead up to the 2016 election, when the Republican Party had their debates; I think it was about the seventh or eighth debate that finally talked about abortion. And so what was the driving system that drove evangelicals to Trump? Well, a lot of it was anti immigration, a lot of it was anti Obama, a lot of it was anti-Muslim. There was a kind of a new system, and people are just kind of still bought into the system.

So what do you see is that systems come and go. But the underlying narrative that drives these systems continue along their merry way. And these metaphors become so embedded, that we actually act in contradiction to ourselves. We actually act in contradiction to what we claim is our value system, and it's what we’ve been talking about is how can we support the factors around this president, you know? The lies and manipulation affairs, I mean, you name it, he's done it in terms of what is not a Christian behavior. And as we've also talked about in the media and other places, the Evangelical support has unwavered. I mean, it has been rock solid, it's the base out of which he will go into the 2020 election.

And so new systems kept taking the place. But the underlying narratives that fueled these systems have actually never been confronted. So this is a little bit outside of the scope of the book. But what I learned before is that what you're seeing is, no matter what the system is, if you don't deal with the underlying narrative, these systems will keep playing itself out in new forms or in different forms. And we'll lose ourselves in the process. Which I think is clearly happening with the Trump Evangelical movement.

We've lost ourselves. We've lost who we are as an American Christian community. So what you end up having is the narrative of American exceptionalism, the narrative of white supremacy, these narratives go along their merry way. And we keep saying, oh, “we're changing the system over the years” “Oh, we've got you know, we're trying to do different things.”

No. Actually, we're not. We really haven't changed all that much because the nature has not been dealt with. And that's what the book is trying to address in saying, What are these embedded narratives? There's so many of them, but the Doctrine of Discovery, which again, is a reflection of kind of a white exceptionalism-white supremacy, that narrative has held in American history all throughout; and then it goes back, you know, predates American history.

But the sense of American exceptionalism and a sense of kind of white supremacy has been a narrative that has been deeply embedded in our kind of worldview and in our kind of narrative worldview.

Seth 18:30

Well, that was my next question. Actually, I have a follow up question and then I will get back to the question on the Doctrine of Discovery. I often hear, and I want to make sure I phrase this correctly because I 100% agree with you, especially your talk about Trump evangelicalism, I genuinely think it is damaging the church and possibly irreparably. And for those who listen to the show. I don't really talk about politics a lot, but I'm I'm happy to say that like I think it is genuinely damaging, I'll use a bad church words. the “testimony” of the faith for lack of a better way to say it. But do you feel like often the inverse of that coin so if Trump is the tail side, the head side would be the exact opposite, is equally damaging at times? Because I feel like we always pick on whoever's in power and then we forget to talk about (the other side). Do you think that or no?

Soong-Chan 19:21

Well, that's one of the things that we kind of address in the book that, you know, it's not a political party issue. It's not necessarily a left/right democrat/republican issue, because American exceptionalism, this kind of sense of white superiority or white centrality and is actually evident on both sides, both sides of the aisle, you know, you have a different angle on American exceptionalism, but its exceptionalism In either case. So you know, this is actually more Mark’s line, but you know, I stand behind it as well. That's what you had in 2016. The election was Trump saying, Let's make America great by going back to certain time periods. And Hillary saying America is already great. And you saw that at the convention, the speeches that were given at the convention, the Republicans say we got to bring greatness back. We got to bring American exceptionalism back. And the Democrats saying no American exception is already in place. Now, I might be more in agreement with the Democrats view because of, you know, other parts of the platform. But the idea that American greatness can come from its diversity. Whereas the other side, you might say, no, they're actually seeing American exceptionalism in kind of a white American, you know, identity, and so on that love, I may be more sympathetic to the Democratic perspective.

But the underlying narrative that drives in both dysfunctional parties is American exception. And so that is really antithetical to the gospel. The belief that a single nation in this day and age can be the chosen nation, when the Scriptures only testify to Israel as the chosen nation, and that you know, arguably is for that time period within the Scriptures. There is actually zero indication, zero idea that America, the United States of America is the exceptional, chosen nation of God. But again, these narratives have played itself out in so many ways that it doesn't matter what party you belong to the idea of American exceptionalism is going to find its way into the rhetoric.

Seth 21:25

So I want to give a bit of context. So the Doctrine of Discovery is something for you know, I've talked about with Mark in the past, although well before this book was written, although I think he was working on it. And the last time I talked to them, he just published a long form blog piece about Abraham Lincoln, February of 2018, I think is when he published it somewhere around there. So that's kind of where he was when I spoke with him. So I don't want to spend a lot of time on that because we talked about that in depth, you know, with the papal bulls and that type of stuff, in that episode. But I do want to focus a bit on Christian Empire and the term Christendom because the way that you'll talk about that term Christendom when I talked or thought about Christendom, I've always thought of like the body of believers, like all of the Christians, the church could also be the Christendom. But that's not really the way that y'all approach Christendom here. Can you kind of go back in time, millennia ago, and kind of break apart for listeners where the Church hitched its wagon and wedding ring to Empire?

Soong-Chan 22:26

Yeah, so the idea of Christians and I mean, you're going to get, you're right, there's going to be kind of multiple uses of this term to actually one of the more intriguing uses by Philip Jenkins and his book, The next Christendom, and he's using that term the way you described it, which is the whole of Christianity, the whole of Christendom. But remember, you know, the word “dom” there at the end of Christian is “kingdom”, you know, dominion. And so the idea of that word even kind of the root word where Christendom would be kind of the amalgamation of Christianity and Kingdom/Empire.

And so that's where we point out that, where did that intersection or blending or bleeding together of church and state of Christianity and Empire; where did that begin to happen? And most obviously point towards Constantine, you know you have centuries of oppression of the church by the state, the Roman Empire is brutally in it’s oppression and persecution of the church. Then you get a highly political move, but you know, this is all this is arguable but yet a highly political move by a Roman Emperor by the name of Constantine, who kind of declares, you know, he's a Christian now and the Roman Empire is now a Christian state, and he's going to go out and conquer under the banner of Christendom. And that is where many point to this kind of conflation of church and state is conflation of Christianity and empire.

In our book with Mark and I work to (towards) is that that was not a Christian move, it was not a move of the Holy Spirit of God. This is a Satanic move in some sense that there's conflation of church and state, this kind of seeking of empire by the church. And the example that we give is of the city as the church historian who is talking about the martyrdom of the church. But then when Constantine is kind of emerging into power, he kind of hitches the churches wagon to Constantine power, and sees Constantine is kind of saving the church out of its persecution. Which is kind of interesting, because that shouldn't be the role of the state that should be the role of Jesus. You know, to save the church and so you're seeing kind of early on the buying into the narrative that a state could save the church; or the state will help the church. When actually throughout most of its early history, the church was surviving by identifying itself over and against the state. And so what you see in the rise of Constantine and the Holy Roman Empire and the way that, that the Roman Empire kind of under the Edict of Milan and under Constantine embraces this idea of a “Christian nation”, and that narrative becomes embedded in kind of Western society, and it becomes a part of the storyline for Western culture.

What's interesting to me is where that line, and obviously, we try to trace that line through to the doctrine of discovery, so that this mindset of believing that a state could be, in some sense, an expression of the church or vice versa, and that there's kind of this blurring of the lines between the church and the state allows for the Pope to say to the state, in this case, to Spain and Portugal, you are now the agents of God, your destruction, your enslavement, your genocide even is now as agents of God.

And so that becomes one of the most dysfunctional expressions of Christendom. But it doesn't just happen in the 15th century with the Doctrine of Discovery. It traces all the way back to Constantine and the emergence of the idea of a Christendom, a Christian Kingdom here on Earth.

Seth 26:47

So I don't quite understand this is something that I've I don't think I've ever asked out loud, is the early church and from what I understand, was an entire they were more focused on you know, the way quote The way of self sacrificial love like martyr just just an entirely different version of the church and what we have today and something I think, hopefully one day we can be called back to. How did it…how…how did it get conscripted? Because I can't see. I mean, people have always been or at least they are now so quickly to brand people as heretics. So how did something like that become the status quo? Because I feel like there should have been a large church body. And this is me with no historical learning at all on this. I felt like there should have been a large cry of the church saying, “No, no, no Constantine”, and “no, no, no, Augustine, we don't do this; this is not what we do”. Was there not that? And if so, how was it kind of quelled?

Soong-Chan 27:50

Yeah, I mean, you can see that throughout history I mean, you know, the I can look at it from two angles. I can look at God's sovereignty in that through it all God does retain a remnant. God is never unfaithful in His sustaining of the church. And even if there is this kind of a “falling out” by the church in then falling into the temptation, you know, ironically, it is the exact temptation that Jesus’ was positioned from faith in the scriptures. But it's kind of falling into the temptation. God is still faithful to retain a remnant of sorts. And you know, there's actually a wonderful book by Vince Bantu that's coming out soon that talks about the history of the global church that goes all the way back to the 1st Century. So, if you can, have Vince on the show to talk about his new book where he talks about how African Christianity and non Western Christianity and how there was a remnant of faithfulness there as well. And so, you know, on that kind of big picture level, we can always say, God is faithful to continue to sustain and to and to continue to work to his church and the Protestant Reformation is a reflection of that. The non Western European church is a reflection of that.

And so, you know, on that level, we can continue to say God's sovereign rule over the church. Do we call them into question? I don't think we should. And then on the other level, this may be points to what we see in Acts chapter 2, that the Holy Spirit does truly fall upon all the people. It does not just fall on Peter, it doesn't just fall on the apostles, and the 12. It falls on all the people, all the believers that have gathered. And so I do believe that maybe that's one of the way God sustains that there is a faithful remnant that is oftentimes what is what we would see people on the grassroots people in their local churches. And that's kind of my hope, even to the present reality that even as we're seeing this, what I would argue some kind of stupidity around these really dysfunctional narratives that play in American society. We still have the faithful remnant of the local churches, we still have those that are having conversations like this.

We still have, you know, students in seminary that I’m privileged to work with, who understand that this is not the way the church should be. The question is, do we just get power, do these kind of folks see something wrong here? Just get more power? Or do we seek new communities and new expressions of the faith, or we did the old expressions of faith maybe, but create communities and create expressions that demonstrate that the meta narratives are dysfunctional and causing so much pain are not new narratives.

So we create narratives or we express the old narratives, the true narrative. And I think God, in His faithfulness ,always has that remnant that continues to try to seek out a faithful witness. And it should not always be the loudest voice in the room, you know, because it became a loud voice and it would become, it would get caught up in the same system again, and it will be as simple as the old system because it will get it into the trap narrative of, you know, a person who can speak for everybody, you know, key leaders and can do all the thinking for us. So in some sense, the fact that we don't have an anti-Trump in the Christian community or anti-Franklin Graham was Robert Jeffries in the Christian community, that might actually be a good thing that there is no one or two voices, who are like superstars. Who are getting a national public audience. Maybe that's not a bad thing that we actually, are hopefully, the remnant that are living this out in their local church in ways that provide a counter narrative to what is the dominant narrative in power.

Seth 32:10

There's a part of your book, and I wrote it down, although I don't quite…I usually write down page numbers, and so I can't find it—I've been searching a little bit off and on. You talk a bit about, like myself perception emerges and by proxy, the church that I'm a part of, because I'm going to bring my lens as a person to my church from a dysfunctional theology. And then I also think that y'all argue that you know, that dysfunctional theology was brought here as a European mindset. And so what do you mean by dysfunctional theology?

Soong-Chan 32:48

You know, that influence comes from my doctoral work with Willie Jennings, who was my doctoral advisor at Duke is now at Yale. And you know, in his book, Christian Imagination, he talks about-he actually uses the phrase diseased imagination, and I'm just kind of riffing on that concept. And it goes back to the idea that, how does our social reality, how does their worldview, how do our narratives get formed? It comes out of our imagination, but my imagination, let's say making stuff up, you know, kind of fairy tales and things, imagination in this context, theological imagination, social imagination, is the possibility of the way the world can be…the way you organize thoughts and ideas around the world. So it isvery much about narratives, worldview, even metaphors come into play here.

And so the idea is that if we have a diseased imagination, and we externalize that diseased imagination that comes from our messed up metaphors are messed up meta narratives, then we're going to end up forming dysfunctional, diseased, theological framework and theological imagination. That's where the baseline of that definition comes from. That…is there a place where we have formed our theology and shaped our theological categories and our theological discourse, and emerged out of a disease imagination emerged out of dysfunctional metaphors emerged out of shameful tendencies. And that's a very important question, as I think for any theologian and historian, academic, or pastor, to say, “I don't have it, all right. And so therefore, there are times when my imagination, my theology, my social reality is going to have some sinful aspects to them”. And so one of the questions asked is, well, let's identify, let's identify the places where the theology has gone off the rails, let's identify the places where our theology comes out of a diseased imagination, rather than out of the Scriptures.

And that's one of the things we're pointing out that the Doctrine of Discovery at its time was considered good theology. And obviously, in retrospect, we look back and say, “Whoa, where did it Where did that come from?” But I'm asking you the question, well, how does that dysfunction theology gets replayed over and over and over and over and over again. And so we can look back and say, Discovery Oh, that's terrible! But I'm saying that the narrative that drove the Doctrine of Discovery, the imagination that drove this dysfunctional theological framework of the Doctrine of Discovery is still playing out in our churches today. It's still playing out in American society today.

So I think, you know, as an academic, as pastors, as church leaders, one of the most important things we can ask is, where are the places our theology is broken? Where are the places of theology is not quite coming from the place of Scripture, but it's actually coming from a diseased imagination? I think I might have said this in the last podcast but it’s good to reiterate here about, to me, the distinction, and this isn’t in this book it is in my previous writing. The distinction is between truth pursue and truth possess. What something like the doctrine of discovery does and what kind of the rigid barriers we have around our theology does is help us, or make us assume, or allows us to assume that we own the truth-that we possess the truth. And if I look at history, every time a person says, I own the truth, or I possess the truth, it's led to tyranny.

Joseph Stalin owned the truth. Adolf Hitler owned the truth. Andrew Jackson owned the truth. That's why it's interesting when a political leaders says I know what's best. I know what to do. That kind of ownership of truth. “I alone know how to fix this.” That always scares me.

No matter who the Democrat, Republican, obviously, our current president says that over and over again, in my wisdom, I can figure this out. I'm the one that knows how to do this. That kind of language always scares me. Yeah, yeah, that's right, because I know what I'm doing. So that kind of the truth possessed, I don't think is really the way we should be doing theology. Truth pursuit, on the other hand, to me makes more sense. It's the idea that we were trying to get to the truth. Now, none of us own the truth. Because if we did we would be God. That was the kind of basic sin of Genesis 2 wasn’t it? The assumption that Adam and Eve could own the truth and possess it in their food that they ate. I mean, you know, that was a that's, that's a very, very basic premise of original sin. And so the idea that you can own that truth, and that nobody else, can actually, you know, call you out on that. That's a very dysfunctional theology. But the fact that you can pursue the truth and go after truth, that to me feels more like what the Scripture seems to testify to. And so the Doctrine of Discovery was a dysfunctional, theological, framework, imagination, that was an owned truth theology, and that was very dysfunctional. One of the questions to ask is, what are the assumptions of possessed truth that you own the truth that is playing itself out over and over again now to the point that it leads to a dysfunctional theology?

Seth 37:56

Trying to find I have a question (I found the quote). There is a part of the book on dysfunctional theology and the impact of it. And the bed that that is made of, you know, taking a theological Doctrine of Discovery and then amplifying that to an empire and then just basically killing people because that's I'll use a lyric from one of my favorite songs from Propaganda, which is, you know,

that's my land, I licked it

you know, like, like a second or third grade mentality. I don't know if you've heard that song or not. The lyric is something about blah, blah, blah, we have a we have a destiny to manifest because that's my land. And in your land, you're now trespassing or something like that. I'm, I'm not a real artist, and it's very good song. If I can find it. I'll send it to you. It's a very good song.

Soong-Chan 38:41

Okay.

Seth 38:42

However, there is a quote about from Richard Pratt, and then just for context, yeah, he is the one that basically created the Indian Boarding Schools to what did you say save the man destroy the savage or something like that? I don't think I'm saying that quite right. But sadly there's a quote that I literally got confused on and so I'm hoping you can help me make some sense of it. So, one of you says Dietrich Bonhoeffer examines this approach to sin in creation and fall. Bonhoeffer posits

that man's limit is in the middle of his existence, not the edge. The limit, which we look for on the edge is the limit of his condition of his technology of his possibilities. The limit in the middle is the limit of his reality of his true existence.

I read that about 20 times. I don't know what means..can you tell me what that means?

Soong-Chan 39:38

(Laughter)

Sure, I mean, I had to throw Bonhoeffer in there somewhere. So you know, I thought it was going to be fun because as as you probably know, Bonhoeffer is used by everyone differently. So someone like Eric Metaxas can make Bonhoeffer whatever he wants him to be kind of a right wing, you know, fascist and others take Bonhoeffer in different ways. I, my teacher of Bonhoeffer was actually Jay Carter, at Duke, and he said that he went to Dallas Theological Seminary, very fundamentalist conservative school, Southern Methodist University, which was a more mainline liberal school and then he went to UVA. So three graduate degrees. And all three of them love Bonhoeffer. All three schools love Bonhoeffer and all three use Bonhoeffer very differently.

So I'll preface my remarks by actually saying, you know, when we talk about Bonhoeffer, you have to give a lot of latitude for where people are gonna go, people going to go to lot of different directions. Where I take that quote, is to understand because that's the context of again, but the context of the book is creation and fall. It's about the fall of Adam and Eve and fall of humanity. And that the great sin that Adam and Eve committed was not actually you know, kind of disobeying God in that God said no and we're disobeying God, in kind of maybe the most mundane sense of the word or even the act itself of eating something that was forbidden. It was the attempt by Adam and Eve to transgress and go across the limits that God had set in their humanity, right. And so, God as God, sets a limit for humanity. Human beings in their hubris, in their pride, in their sinful nature, what becomes the sinful nature says, I will not staying within those boundaries, I will move beyond the limits.

And so humanity was created to exist within the limit. And this is again, my interpretation of Bonhoeffer here, and the act of taking that fruit, the forbidden fruit, was to transgress and move beyond that limit. And so what dysfunctional theology does is it transgress the limits. God did not put humanity here on Earth, to act like gods over other people. To say in that or out of the image of God to say, “I alone have it, I possess it. You people over there and Africa, you people over there in North America, the natives, you don't have it.”

That's the ultimate act of transgressing the limit, where you take a gift of God, the image of God, and now you own that. And now you operate out of that…you transgress the limit of it. (Yet) God gave you the image of God, God created you in his image, for a purpose, not to lord it over others, not to say I have it others don’t. But to actually live in community, actually, to love one another as you know, as those who are made in the image of God as care for one another as those were made in the image of God. And so what Bonhoeffer is pointing towards is the opposite of that idea of the Doctrine of Discovery. The dysfunctional expression of a human being, clearly transgressing the limits, to say, “I own the truth. I own the image of God, and therefore I can act in this way towards another person”. Bonhoeffer would say he were transgressing the limits.

Seth 43:17

I want to end with at least with maybe this one. And if we have time for one more, but there is there are two chapters at the end. And they both deal with trauma. One is the trauma inflicted, and then the other is the trauma-the PTSD is a result of the bombshell of that trauma. And the way I read PTSD, and that what I'm hearing there is the ultimate ramifications for my children. So this trauma is affecting me, but that PTSD is going to affect the next generation. And I know based from your story, from when we spoke last as well as Mark, like you both had trauma related to race and all those tensions. And so how does trauma fit into this Doctrine of Discovery and the church, and then what do we do with that? Because I think when the church has the mirror pointed back at it, I don't know how to fix it. Like I don't know what to do. I even if I can admit that, even if we could all tomorrow admit what needed to be fixed the systematic part of the institution is not built to run on that diesel fuel were built to run on kerosene, or whatever. So how does drama relate to this?

Soong-Chan 44:30

You know, what I'm hoping with those two chapters, and Mark might have a different opinion on this, what I'm hoping is that a psychologist, researcher, a PhD in psychology, will take that chapter and really run with it. There is another interesting book that's coming out Sheila Rowe, I did the foreword for her book, and she's a licensed psychiatrist who looks at the issue of race through the lens of trauma. It's brilliant. I would really strongly suggest that book as well.

But the idea of trauma and the role of trauma especially in kind of racialized history is…two things that I wanted to point out. And that is 1: the role of trauma in a complex way that is generational. I think we talked about the last time that, you know, there's actually now, kind of clinical studies done, on the way trauma plays itself out multi-generationaly. There's a book called a Post Traumatic Slave Syndrome. And slavery has had a traumatic impact multiple generations later. And it was actually a clinical study that was done recently about kind of multi generational impact of the Holocaust, that grandchildren, the Holocaust survivors or Holocaust victims are still experiencing the trauma from you know, two or three generations back.

By the way, this is interesting, but the the Amazon TV show Transparent, which is supposed to be about kind of the transgender community. It actually, in the final season, really, there's some religion stuff with Judaism and you see in kind of children of a virtual grandparents of the Holocaust, who are in their 30s, feel the effect of the Holocaust three generations down. So I mean, you know, you don't want to watch it for kind of the trans story it’s really interesting-some of the religious motifs that come along, especially on Judaism, and a third generational impact of Holocaust on a third generation of Jewish survivors.

So, you know, what it's shown is that stress and trauma, like genocide and Holocaust, don't just have one generation of impact but have multiple generational impacts. So could slavery have that impact? The genocide of native boarding schools? Certainly, we've seen that in kind of the Khmer Rouge massacre, where survivors and their children and grandchildren of the Cambodian massacre are still feeling the effects of it and certainly the Holocaust as well. So I think that's something to consider of kind of this generational, multi, kind of social systemic narrative based type of change. So this goes against the idea that, you know, racism is just the a personal thing, it's an individual thing. No, it's not just only a structural systemic thing, it could have generational effect and trauma could have a generational effect.

But the other part that was really kind of interesting for Mark and I to kind of work through and I'm hoping that a trained psychiatrist or PhD in psychiatry could maybe pick up on this idea of the victimizer is also suffering PTSD. And this was a little more anecdotal. There is some emerging research on this. I believe it's coming out of Brigham Young University and there's a couple of other places where there is an emerging research but it's not comprehensive yet.

So you know, there's others who can kind of pick up on this, of the idea that the victim as also experiences trauma. Now, anecdotally, what you see is that sometimes it's the drone operators that have PTSD. You know, they just dropped the bomb on some unknown village somewhere, and they leave that bunker shell shocked. Now, they never experienced physical trauma, they never actually will physically harmed by what was going on, they were the ones that actually got the bomb. [Yet} They still feel the trauma. So could it be that the victimizers could also feel a trauma. And so talking about is an entire nation that has been traumatized, an entire nation that has been profoundly wounded both victims and victimizers.

And that's where you know, practices like lament are so critical because lament, clearly the Scripture lament is one of the ways that Israel deals with trauma, that lamentation is the…is this incredible lament experience after the most traumatic experience that Israel could experience the fall of Jerusalem. And so I would love for others to kind of pick up on those two chapters and go a little further with it because I believe, you know, we kind of, you know, kind of scratched the surface on that issue. But I do believe that there is a profound trauma and people are acting out of trauma, and even the victimizers are acting out of trauma. And so what they're seeing is a traumatized nation that has different ways of experiencing trauma, the victim versus the victimizer, but it's still trauma nonetheless.

Seth 49:07

Those two chapters. I really liked them a lot. It was new information for me. And yeah, I don't I don't know where I sit with it yet, but I hadn't really considered that. And honestly, Professor, I thought about it more than America because it's not just America that has really wronged and treated indigenous tribes. very poorly. I mean, New Zealand, Australia, like it's not just America like it is a worldwide trauma. And that's just a powder keg, of of Oh yeah, of things, but I'm not qualified to have that conversation. But that's what it made me think of as…andn really, part of that is because I've started to have listeners from New Zealand in recent years and they've asked me about it and I’m like, you know, I don't know anything about that, but that sounds really familiar. You know, with what I'm used to.

Soong-Chan 50:03

So I was in Melbourne, I suppose the last year two years ago, there's this incredible conference where they're trying to bring in kind of Euro-Australian Christians with Indigenous tribes, and it was one of the most moving conferences I've ever been to. Where they really made an effort to affirm and lift up Indigenous Christian communities as leaders they were kind of central to almost all the conversations I was coming in as an outsider; but worship was led by Indigenous Aboriginal peoples. So, you know, I would love to see more of these kind of conversations occur. Certainly New Zealand, Australia, Canada, you know, we've seen these kinds of settler colonial impact, and you know, they are these common threads. So I know there is a scholar in Melbourne, Mark Brett, who has actually done some writing on the Doctrine of Discovery as well. So there's these themes carry through kind of any place where European settlers have displaced and, you know, genocide of Native communities, a lot of the same things are coming to New Zealand, Australia, Canada.

Seth 51:12

How do you spell his last name that Mark,

Soong-Chan 51:14

Brett - BRETT. And he's at the Melbourne University, (a) Biblical scholar who's done some great work on Doctrine of Discovery.

Seth 51:26

I love new voices. So I've written down all three of those names, although Vince’s is I still don't know how to say his last name either. But I get that from you in a minute. There is a lot in this book. And we literally barely scratched the surface, and we don't have any more time. And so I want to give you the last word like if I missed something that you want to make certain that people as they begin to engage with the book. If I missed something and all that you're like, no, as you read it, keep this in the back of your mind. That this is what you need to have sitting on your shoulder as you read through it. What would you say?

Soong-Chan 51:55

I mean, I would argue for the larger themes. I mean, there's a lot of information in there. A lot of content, a lot of kind of historical information that, you know, it's probably going to be new. But I will, I will keep the eye on the bigger theme around where did all of this comes from? How did this happen? And the dysfunctional imagination and narratives that are so deeply embedded, that they keep playing itself out over and over and over again. So, you know, we're going to have some conversations, and some people are going to have some like minutiae here and there. “Well, I don't interpret this as this way, I don't think you should look back on the history this way”.

That's fine.

What Mark and I are asking is these large narratives that have been so profoundly embedded in American society that keep playing themselves out, over and over again, how are they manifesting itself now? So that's what I would keep in the back of the mind. How are all of these storylines contributing to this very large, narrative, theological imagination, dysfunctional imagination, how did this all come to pass? And maybe begin to ask well…what does it mean to begin to dismantle that need to create counter narratives to speak against?

Seth 53:12

Plug the places I will plug Mark, so you can get ahold of Mark, since he's not here to speak for himself at wirelesshogan.com, I believe is where you can get everything related to Mark. But where do people go to engage with you a bit and to learn more about what you're doing, possibly grab some of those other texts that you were talking about?

Soong-Chan 53:32

Sure. You could also look up MarkCharles2020.

Seth 53:37

Dropped the ball. I'm sorry, Mark. (laughter both)

Soong-Chan 53:41

That's probably where he wants most people to go.

Soong-Chan 53:44

No, I'm not really a social media savvy guy, but @profrah on Twitter and I have a “face page face”. Facebook page that people can look up. I've maxed out on my friends, but I am trying to get a little more activity on the opinions that I'm working on, but I'm not very good at it. But Twitter and Facebook are the two places to kind of follow. And, you know, to be honest, I'm really not good at social media, mostly to keep up with my teenage kids. But I do post offender and every once in a while to Twitter and Facebook.

Seth 54:22

I like that “I'm not good at social media or the ‘face page’.” I like that makes me…makes me laught

Soong-Chan 54:29

(Laughter) pretty much summed it up for me.

Seth 54:33

(Still laughing) I very, very much appreciate you coming back on pleasure as always love to do it again. Let's plan it for another 18 months, that seems to be our cadence. So let's do that.

Soong-Chan 54:42

That sounds perfect. That sounds perfect.

Seth Outro 55:08

I have spent a lot of time since reading the book and since talking with Professor about considering social reality, and how those truths matter, I spent some time in DC with my son actually. And I just kept walking past and having conversations with people, random people about so many things and asking them questions about this book. And I will tell you that conversation is needed. This book I think is needed, but the conversation itself is needed because I think, and if I can ever get mark on, I think Mark says something all the time that we struggle to have conversations like this at length, because we don't have a shared history. We don't have a shared narrative.

Everybody's coming from thing from a different approach. And nobody quite hears each other. We air quotes here each other but we don't here. actually listen to each other. Because we don't come from shared memory will come from a shared mindset. So I think texts like this. And some of the texts that Professor Soong-Chan talked about at the end there are needed. I strongly encourage you to go out and grab this book. It is gripping. And I think it's needed. You can find the music in today's episode at the link for Can I Say This At Church, the Spotify playlist there, as well as the apple playlist and any other playlist that maybe someone has made as well as in the show notes.

I cannot wait to talk to you next week. I hope as we enter into the holiday season here in the West, that we treat each other kindly that we have conversations with our family and our friends at tables, and that we hear each other that we show compassion with one another, that we can maybe table the bickering and arguing and just love on one another. And if we can't speak without bickering, that maybe we just do something else we go outside and play. We tell stories about great grandma great grandpa we find a way to develop new communities in our families as we enter into the holiday season. Know that you're loved, you've been loved and that you were the Beloved of the Divine.

I'll talk with you next week.

Unearthing Religious Roots with Nora Sophia and Rabbi Peter Tarlow / Transcript

Note: Can I Say This at Church is produced for audio listening. If able, I strongly encourage you to listen to the audio, which has inflection, emotion, sarcasm where applicable, and emphasis for points that may not come across well in written word. This transcript is generated using a combination of my ears and software, and may contain errors. Please check the episode for clarity before quoting in print. — Additional clarification for this episode. I’m not the best with Hebrew and so I may have errors there—please let me know where and when I’ll correct them.

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Rabbi Tarlow 0:00

I taught many years, a course at Texas a&m in Biblical philosophy and my students would always say to me, which translation should we bring? And I would say, I don't care because they're all wrong. It doesn't matter. And that's not because the translator is a liar. So in Italian, you do say, to translate it to be treasonous. It's because you cannot take the Hebrew text and translate it into English. So people who are really interested need to take the time to learn the text and how it sets up the world and take the text for what it is, not for what you want to be. So my advice is really, with all due respect to the English Bible, is to learn Hebrew.

Seth Price 0:54

Welcome to the show. Happy Veterans Day. At least I think this will release on Veterans Day and if it didn't, I'm leaving that in and I hope that you had a great Veterans Day anyway. So last week, I had committed to trying to figure out how to make the logo and artwork work on a hat. And I haven't figured that out yet. And so I'm sorry, still plan to get that done before Christmas. And there's been a recent uptick in people over at the store grabbing different things, head over there. CanISaythis@church.com/store and see if there's anything that you'd like to other ways that you can support the show, you can go in the show notes to Glow FM or to patreon.com tried glow last week, we'll see how it goes. It literally is something new, so we're going to give it a go. Because back in the day, PayPal didn't work. But Patreon is where it's at. So I'm beginning to try to do writing. And I'm posting those thoughts there. You get early access to the episodes, all kinds of different things happening over there. Love that community it is by far one of my favorite places. I would encourage you if the show is helping you. You're hearing anything that you like, if you hate this show, but you still want it to continue. Go over to that Patreon there at CanISay thisatchurch.com, click support or Patreon, I forget what it's called exactly, and click that button. Any dollar amount really does help for the show to continue to grow. And because the show does continue to grow, I cannot express my gratitude enough that those supporters are there, literally the engine that drives the show.

So today, I am joined by two guests. And those are always fun, because they're really hard to edit and it's hard to bounce back and forth. And I'm gonna have one of the guests back on, because I have so much more questions about her story, where she's coming from. She has a beautiful story, and I want to dig further into it. But you will hear from both Nora Speakman (now Sophia) and Rabbi Peter Tarlow, and we cover a lot of ground we talked about the fact that I need to learn Hebrew, and you probably should to. We talk about translation and living in an empire. We talked a bit about having multiple jobs and wearing multiple hats and the stress of that. We talked about deconstruction we really talked about a lot love this conversation. I think you will as well. Let me know what you think when you're done listening to it. Here we go.

Seth Price 3:12

Dr. Rabbi Peter Tarlow and Nora Speakman welcome both of you to the show. I don't often have two people at the same time. These are always fun. And they're a blast to edit usually as well. But welcome to you both.

Nora 3:25

Thank you. Thank you, Seth. We're excited to be with you.

Seth Price 3:29

Yeah, I am as well. I'd like to start out the way that I started out almost every episode and then Rabbi Tarlow, so you're the second Rabbi that I spoken with on the show, but probably a handful of rabbis that I've spoken with period, there's not a lot of rabbis, where I met here in the Blue Ridge Parkway. So it's good to speak to someone that can come from a different point of view, which I think is is rare.

Rabbi Tarlow 3:52

Thank you.

Seth Price 3:53

Tell us a bit about you. For those that are listening. They're like okay, so who is this person? What would you want people to know about you? What makes you tick? What makes you; you?

Rabbi Tarlow 3:56

Well, I'm probably your more unusual rabbi. I actually, I would say, I live a legally double life. But in reality, I live a life maybe five or six lives at the same time. I was a Rabbi at Texas A&M University for about 35 years at their Hillel Foundation, working with students. I'm also the chaplain at the College Station Police Department, which is kind of in the same area. I am also the chaplain at the federal prison in Bryan, Texas, where I work with a women's prison. And my main job is to encourage people not to come back to prison. And my PhD specialty is in tourism security and in protecting visitors when they travel. And last but not least, I'm a member of the faculty of Texas A&M Medical School.

Seth Price 5:00

What's your actual job? What do you really tell people if you only have 12 seconds in an elevator?

Rabbi Tarlow 5:04

I'm probably retired and I try to be a good husband and father and grandfather.

Seth Price 5:09

Fair enough, Nora, tell people a bit about you what makes you tick? How do you be the best you?

Nora 5:16

Rabbi keeps me in line. You know for me, Seth, honestly, Rabbi’s life, as he has shared of many hats. I'll never forget when I first met him, and asked him about all of these lives, and I said, “what do you do when you get stressed?” Remember, this conversation Rabbi?

Rabbi Tarlow 5:36

No, not really. Helped me. (Everyone laughs)

Nora 5:41

When I asked you, what do you do when you get stressed? You said, “I tell myself, I'm being so foolish because I have more to be grateful for.”

Rabbi Tarlow 5:50

That's true. I agree with myself. (Laughs more)

Nora 5:57

So he taught me, you know, I think that is, as Americans, and certainly in the realm of Christianity, there is a difference between, I feel like I want to do this and knowing what is the right thing to do; which is what Rabbi has taught me through the beautiful branch of Judaism.

Seth Price 6:18

So you would call yourself a Jew or follower of Judaism? Sure.

Nora 6:23

Sure.

And, yes, but I would say that I was a Christian, if you want to say, “Christian”, for most of my life, and I will tell you that I learned more about what even that was through Rabbi Tarlow.

Seth Price 6:43

Hmm, let me defer to you there Rabbi. Well, actually, yeah I have some follow up questions from your intro there but I’ll get back to those.

So when you hear Nora say that, like, what does that mean? How can a Christian learn more about Christianity through a lens of Judaism?

Rabbi Tarlow 7:00

Well, really, to a great extent Christianity, pure Christianity, is part Judaism. It's only in the fourth century that Christianity split off and really took a facade of Judaism and mixed it with Greek policyism, to create sort of a new religion. But I can't believe Jesus would want to be a Christian, I would think he would want to be a Jew. He lived a Jewish life. He followed Jewish principles. If you go through what Christians call the New Testament all of the uplifting literature in there, it's really, from classical Judaism, be it from the midrashic literature, the Talmudic literature, or the Biblical literature. So it seems to me you really can't be a Christian, whatever that means, if you don't know your roots. It is kind of like saying, I want to be myself but I don't want to know who my parents were. (We all chuckle)

Seth Price 7:55

Well, I mean, I've been a kid before, and I think there's some honesty in that of I don't think anybody wants to hear the truth about what their parents were. Because I know as I get older, and I realize how much smarter my parents were, and also dumber in some places, and I'm sure I'll get there as well, I don't necessarily like those truths, if that makes any sense. So if we take that metaphor, and we break it closer to faith what do we do with those things when when it's extremely uncomfortable?

Rabbi Tarlow 8:23

We learn to live with them. My mother is almost 100 years old and it's very difficult there is a Jewish saying that people with a lot of vinegar live long, and she could be a vinegar factory. But that doesn't mean I get rid of her. It means that I had to learn to live with it, and try to figure out those things that makes me uncomfortable; why do they make me uncomfortable? And what is God's lesson in being uncomfortable and learning how to deal with it?

Seth Price 8:55

Follow up questions from your intro so I want to make sure I was writing everything down so Chaplain at College Station, Chaplain at Texas prison; you said female prison or just penal prison. I wasn't sure I heard that.

Rabbi Tarlow 9:06

Right. So I'm the police chaplain here in College Station, also one of the chaplains at the US federal prison, it's a camp, a prison camp, for a females in Bryan, Texas. I teach at our medical school, I lecture all over the world on tourism security. And I write books, and I was a Rabbi for many years here at Texas A&M University. And I taught in the Department of Sociology. So I tell people, most people are retirement (but) I'm in re-tired-ment with a D.

Seth Price 9:39

You're exhausted, you're exhausted, but you still do seven things. So you said you encourage people not to come back to prison. Do you find that you're successful as a chaplain in that role, or is that a fight against the ocean?

Rabbi Tarlow 9:51

Uh it depends. Some people it is successful. Some people it is a fight against the ocean. If you're successful then they’ve learned whatever lesson it is. They have taken something away from it and they have moved on to a new stage of their life. Those who've learned nothing often come back. Those who've learned something never come back.

Seth Price 10:15

So it is all about the lessons-or I guess, what do they call it, the goal of prison should not be to incarcerate but to educate. I think I've heard somebody say that somewhere and if not I made it up, but I don't think I did. I'm pretty sure those aren't my words.

Rabbi Tarlow 10:29

No, I'm pretty sure you right. Um, you know, the whole concept of prisons is there's many lessons that you could learn in a prison, how to get along with people you don't like. How to share food when you really would prefer not to. How to learn to be a little bit more humble. How to learn to find ways to use time creatively, when you have too much time. How not live a life that's basically the movie Groundhog Day where every day is the same. So, lessons are not only books, but they're also life. And you have to be smart enough to learn those lessons

Seth Price 11:09

Nora question for you. So you graciously gave me some nice preface material for this evening. And in there, though, you said something that caused me to almost reply to the email with a question. And I realized why would I do this because I could just ask you without any ability to prepare ahead of time, because that's so nice of me. But you would you would said that one of the things was powerful for you is that, you know, as Rabbi has taught you how to not read the text forward, because you know the story and allow the text to stand on its own. And so I'd like to define both of those, like, what do you mean by that? And when you say text, are you talking about the Christian Bible, the Catholic Bible, the Jewish Bible, what are we talking about when we say “text”, and then what kind of what does that mean; not reading it forwar?.

Nora 11:55

So I think text for me can be anything in the becomes a road and for us, regardless of what version or what if you're following Buddhism, it doesn't matter. If we become so familiar that it becomes strictly a regurgitation of memory, then it's no longer feeding us anything. So I remember when I first met Rabbi, and I would say, you know in this story where Cain kills Abel and blah blah blah, and he's saying, “hold on”. He would say, go back to the context what are the lessons right in front of you without thinking because you know, the rest of the story? You know what happens next; you know the next chapter.

And so there's so much in that Seth, because if you study for example, the Hebrew text, the Torah, you would know that they don't have the same chapters that we do. We did that in Christianity to the Hebrew text. Theirs is a beautiful flow that makes more sense when you read it all together versus reading it the way we do quoting chapter and verse. It is more of a powerful narrative that is truly as it was supposed to be taught by oral tradition, not by memorizing it.

So, for example, in Genesis, it says that “God told them not to eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil”. We often will say “the fruit” because later Eve says “well he said not to take the fruit”. So there's so much wisdom in Okay, well, what is the tree? What does that represent in our life? And so this rabbinical understanding is, what do you think about it? And as rabbi said, with the Midrashic, every dialogue matters rather than having one absolute answer.

Seth Price 13:58

Rabbi, do you agree because she said that she got got that from you so I want to make sure that we're on the same page?

Rabbi Tarlow 14:03

No we are. I think there are two other basic things that would help. One: Hebrew is a verbal language, English is a static language.

So for example, the word “book” in English refers to something that static, the word sefer it means every time you open the page to get a different story. And so in Hebrew all nouns are verbs and that changes the entire way that you see things. To add to it we don't vocalize Hebrew text, which means that you can read each word multiple ways within context. And because there’s no punctuation it's kind of like reading a Garcia Marquez novel. You don't really know where that verse begins and ends, therefore, it's a never ending flow, which has story and story and story and story. So if you think you know you don't know it. It's only when you know you don't know it that you will be getting closer to beginning to know it.

Example, Nora spoke about the Tree of Life, while the word tree of knowledge, in Hebrew, unless you understand that the word yada means carnal knowledge. Well, that changes things. Or you need to ask the question, if God really didn't want you to eat of that tree why did He put it in the middle of the garden? Why didn’t he put it in a corner someplace where nobody would see it? Maybe the goal was to have a eat from it, because you don't really grow up until you have a sense of the ability to choose. And until you ate from that tree. You know what you had that inability you would be a child forever.

So what Eve is, in Hebrew, Eve is Havah. She is the first Liberator. She's the first one would you do to two key elements. One: the knowledge of everyday would not be the same. Remember I started work at a federal prison, a federal prison is paradise, they feed you, they take care of you, every day is the same there are no challenges. If we lived in that type of Paradise, we'd be in prison. But instead Eve got us out of it, and taught us something else. Without the gift of death you would never create. You'd be like my dog who sits by the swimming pool every day doing nothing. Because we know our time is limited we have to create and it is death that makes us partners with God.

Seth Price 16:41

I've read often that and I'm going to not use death I’ll use something different, without any death at all there's just no new life.

Rabbi Tarlow 16:54

Yes and Havah (Eve) means that which gives life.

Seth Price 17:02

What is a person today that doesn't read a scripture, any scripture, regardless of the religion as a scroll, or as an oral type tradition, like what am I supposed to do with the Bible sitting on my desk because I got seven or eight of them here? Like if the words and the syntax and the sentence structure was supposed to be more fluid, and it's not and the way that we train human beings to learn is two plus two is four. But in a Hebrew Scripture not written with syntax like that, I don't think that that would work. And I'm, maybe speak out of turn because I'm ignorant of this. How do I read in a better way?

Rabbi Tarlow 17:37

Learn Hebrew! (Everyone laughs)

Seriously, I taught many years, a course at Texas A&M, in Biblical philosophy. And my students would always say to me, “which translation should we bring”? And I would say, “I don't care because they're all wrong. It doesn't matter”. And that's not because the translator is a liar. So in Italian, you do say to translate is to be treasonous. It is because you cannot take the Hebrew text and translate it into English. So people who are really interested need to take the time to learn the text, and how it sets up the world. And take the text for what it is not for what you want it to be.

So my advice is really, with all due respect to English Bible, learn Hebrew. And many Christians are learning Hebrew because of that.

Seth Price 18:31

I know so much, little, Hebrew. I want to ask the Hebrew word, because to be honest, I didn't look it up. And I probably know what it means. So I'm going to spell it because Nora I don't know how to say this word. And if you want to say it Tzedakah. What does that mean? And then if either one of you could just break that apart a a bit.

Rabbi Tarlow 18:56

Tzedakah? (pronounces it)

Seth Price 18:57

Sure. Sure. Absolutely. I don't know how to say it.

Nora 18:58

Yes, Rabbi, I want you to explain it because it's beautiful.

Rabbi Tarlow 19:03

So first of all every Hebrew word comes from a three letter root. So you have to understand this. And so the root there is TDZ(or K) which means righteousness. Tzedakah is to be righteous by being charitable. So you cannot be righteous if you're not charitable. I know I have lots of friends that tell me “well I don't have to give charity because I pay taxes”. Ridiculous statement! A tax is what the government takes from you. But a charity is what you choose to give. But in Judaism the English word charity comes from the word that means a gift, something I want to do. And in Judaism to be charitable, is not what you want to do it's what you ought to do. It's the obligation of helping your fellow human being.

Seth Price 19:55

Nora, what would you add if anything to that?

Nora 19:58

I think that what I would add is that as I've learned from Rabbi and that is growing up in Christianity and understanding it. I don't know, it's that we put such a almost like you're supposed to be impoverished, especially if you're serving in ministry. I don't know where that comes from. But it seems like it feels like that's what is sort of presented. And I think that what I’ve gleaned from Rabbi is you have to be pragmatic with your finances, and it isn't to give everywhere you feel like it but I think it's knowing that if we all were to be aware of our fellow man and community, it we would be living out what it does say in Torah or Old Testament. And that is that we wouldn't have all of the issues in the labels, and all of this what do we do with the homeless kind of thing, because I think that people would take more responsibility across the board. Do you think that's true Rabbi as I'm describing it, or trying to?

Rabbi Tarlow 21:07

I think that tzedakah is not just giving a money. It's also giving of yourself. And lots of people give themselves in lots of ways.

But the reality is that the Earth was not made specifically for you it was made for all of us. And we need to learn to live with each other as much of the “we” as we are of the “I”.

Seth Price 21:30

Yes, I want to ask you a question that I've always wanted to ask a rabbi and since there's not one close, I've been unable to.

Rabbi Tarlow 21:36

You can alwasy call me, it's okay.

Seth Price 21:40

I will I've got your number now. I'm going to do it. So, for you, not necessarily for where you worship or for those that you have influence over, for you, what is your relationship to what Christians would call you Jesus Christ? And then bigger than that what Kind of the Jewish relationship to that because I don't get to have that talk all that often.

Rabbi Tarlow 22:05

Yeah, I get to these statements of if I asked you the question, what is your relationship to Buddha or Mohammed? You're coming out of a Christian perspective and so in your world, everything centers around Christianity. But in my world, Islam, Christianity, Buddhism, they're all foreign religions. So just like you have no relationship, this does not mean you have anything to hurt, but you have no relationship to Mohammed, in the same way I have no relationship to Jesus.

Seth Price 22:38

Okay. I wasn't expecting that. But I like it, I just wasn’t expect the answers. I didn't have a follow up. It's one of those questions I've always wanted to ask.

Rabbi Tarlow 22:45

But think about it Seth the question tells you a lot about where your thinking is. The fact that you formulated that question, tells you (that) you're thinking is Christian centered rather than human centered. So, you know, I appreciate Christianity for what it is. I appreciate Islam for what it is. I appreciate Buddhism for it is, each one of those are independent thought systems. They're not necessarily mine, but they're independent thought systems. And I accept that if a Christian gets great comfort from Christianity…great! If a Muslim gets great comfort from Islam…great! If a Buddhist get great comfort from Buddhism…great. I get great comfort from Judaism because it is the culture, the religion, the thought process of my people.

Seth Price 23:35

Nora, I’d ask you the same question. Mostly because of what you said earlier when I asked you what are you like, “sure, why not.” So what is kind of your relationship there?

Nora 23:44

So I’ve putting together the beginning of a book, Jesus is A Guy I Knew, that is the title and the reason is is because I think honestly, I learned more about the person of Jesus through studying Judaism then I knew practicing hardcore Christianity. And I think that we only learn what is taught to us. But we don't go beyond that. And it's almost for me, any religion sometimes can be more of an identity and sort of a membership club versus understanding what that is really supposed to be at all. And so I think that I've been grateful to have Rabbi in my life, and others have spoken into it, to help me sort of, as we like to say in Christianity, deconstruct and reconstruct. formation of something foundational that we weren't given as an oath, or something like that, but it's truly coming from within and so that’s where I’m at.

Seth Price 25:29

I like that. Thank you both for that.

Rabbi I have a question. From what Nora tells me (and) a lot of this is new to me. I just know so precious little about the practice of Judaism. Is it true that it is the only Abrahamic religion that doesn't really proselytize its faith? Which is probably why I don't know a lot, if true, because there's no interest in I guess conversion or am I saying that wrong?

Rabbi Tarlow 25:51

It probably what the proselytization 2000 years ago, which is probably where the Christians got it. But so many Christians were converting Judaism in the 4th Century, that the church got scared and told the Rabbi's, if you proselytize will take your head off. In which case they said, Oh, we don't really proselytize.

On the other hand, today, Judaism is kind of a live and let live religion. So if you’re happy with who you are, I don't want to change you. That's perfectly okay. On the other hand, we do see, especially a reawakening of people who were forced to convert to Christianity. That's especially true in the Latino world, and many of those people are finding their way back to Judaism.

So that's kind of changing the demographic of who we are for the better. And often, we end up with people who’ll become interested in Judaism, either for one or two reasons. They discovered their family once was Jewish and was forced to convert, or we see especially true among highly educated people who find Judaism to be extremely rational, (and) logical. And Judaism is based on action rather than so much on belief. And Christianity, I always tell people, the key to Christianity is belief and actions give profundity to that belief. In Judaism, the key is action and then your beliefs add profundity through your actions. So it's a different way of seeing the world.

Seth Price 27:22

I like that. Although I will say, as I talked to many people, I will go round and round with many Christians that just say they're Christians, but don't act as such. And so I think I would mirror that. And I think there's a big push towards that. And not only Christianity, also, I've seen that in some friends that are of Muslim faith that are the same mindset. Which is, I think, it makes things uncomfortable, but I think it's a progression forward. You brought up the 4th Century twice. And so can you give me some examples about kind of that, schism, is the wrong word, but I don't have a better word of kind of what was happening there?

Rabbi Tarlow 28:01

Well remember in the during the Roman occupation, especially the what Christians would call it 1st Century; for us it would be like the 34th century, but we’ll use your terminology. You had a major revolt against Rome. And the Romans (did what was) normal in all societies they were both fascinated and hated their enemies. They should have conquered Judea in about three days. It would have been kinda like the United States, Russia, Germany, England, France against Luxembourg. Instead the revolt was so successful, even though they failed in the end, that the Romans had to bring soldiers as far away Scotland in order to put it down.

So the Jewish world was always fascinating to the Romans. Why is it that this little people tucked away in the corner of the Mediterranean was able to withstand the total power of the biggest Empire the world had ever known. And that led eventually to sort of a kind of understanding. Now, eventually, some people started to accept Christianity who were not Jewish. They were definitely Gentiles and they really started pulling through a lot of Greek mythology into their Christianity.

You see the second stage of that in the Reformation in the 16th century. But in this period, you're going to have the Council of Nicea and they take a vote on it. Is Jesus God or not? I think Jesus wins by four votes, if I'm not mistaken (I can’t find evidence for this but looked to link here…) it was a very narrow vote, and you had the huge schism. And that's when Christianity really separates itself from Judaism.

But on top of that, in order to justify themselves, they entered for the first time into a world of anti semitism. And that anti semitism will manifest itself all the way through to the 20th Century, and with periods of acquiescence and in periods of war. But that has been a struggle for Christians. Christianity's had two struggles. One the struggle of faith versus action. For example, Protestantism puts more emphasis on faith. Catholicism puts more emphasis on sort of a mélange of the two.

But secondly, what is its relationship to the Jewish people (and) on some level Christians have resented it, because we gave up Jesus. On the other hand, Christians about a problem, the only people who knew Jesus said no that is not what we need, you misinterpreted. And so there's this uncomfortableness within Christianity of where it stands. And that's not a Jewish problem. That's a Christian problem. That's something that Christians are still trying to work out for themselves. Who are we? What are we? What is our role? What is our background? How did we get here? Those are not for me to answer it but that's the Christians to answer.

But those are challenges. And the people who created those challenges are the Jewish people and so our existence is therefore a challenge to Christians.

Seth Price 31:12

You think that's what most Christians would say? The Jewish existence is a challenge to Christianity?

Rabbi Tarlow 31:18

No, I don't think so. I think probably theologians would say. I think the average Jew or Christian really doesn't do a lot of deep thinking about his religion, they just do it. Just like, I doubt the average Christian thinks faith versus action. But the theologians do it right. I mean, you had a huge fight between the Catholic Church and Martin Luther in Germany, but he puts his demands on the church door and nails them there. And he says, no actions don’t count only faith counts. And that's a struggle that takes place in the Christian world.

Seth Price 31:54

I saw a meme today that I almost posted but I didn't feel like getting an argument today, on Facebook, that had Martin Luther. And it had a picture of Luther and it was taken from, I don't know if either of you watch football and I feel like being that you're both in Texas you must. I'm also from Texas and so football is literally in my DNA. And that's the wrong way to use the word literally but I'm going to do it and I'm not going to edit it because I'm the one editing it and (laughs from all)

Rabbi Tarlow 32:22

I like that

Seth Price 32:23

Yeah, I'm just not. I'll say that I will and then I'll forget, but there was at the Georgia Notre Dame game someone held up on game day a picture of Martin Luther and it took me a long time to realize why that was so funny. And about 30 minutes later I'm like oh, clever somebody is or isn't really is really clever here. And then the the main that I saw the day was Martin Luther I believe inerrancy so much that I'd like to throw out a few books of the Bible. Which really makes me laugh quite a bit as he wanted to redact everything.

So I want to drill back down. So how we're Christians, can you referenced earlier, Christians converting to Judaism or the intermingling of the two in the fourth century and how they like threatened beheading. Like, what did that look like?

Rabbi Tarlow 33:10

They were not Christians until the Council of Nicea, okay. So they were, you might call Jesusites. Now there's some Jews who saw Jesus as a potential messiah. But we have to be really careful because the Christian word Messiah and the Hebrew word Messiah are very different. So basically messiah would be a successful politician who would help bring back the Jewish people who were scattered to the land of Israel. Greeks intermingled that with the idea of Jupiter, and eventually come up with Jesus as a god. But that's a big argument between the Jesusites, and what eventually will become the Christians. And that only takes place in the middle of the 4th Century. But I don't want to lecture Christians on Christianity; that seems kind of unfair.

Seth Price 33:57

No, no, that's fine. So I will say my church history is lacking and you don't know me well, but the way my brain works, I have so many more questions, and I'm gonna have to buy 100 more books. And this will probably cause an argument with me and my wife. And it's definitely going to be the two you’s fault, because I'm going to add books to the library and I'm going to blame you both; and it'll be fine.

Rabbi Tarlow 34:18

(both Nora and Rabbi laugh)

Yes, I understand. When I retired, I had to give away over 10,000 books…

Seth Price 34:27

That hurts me…

Rabbi Tarlow 34:28

…it hurts me too. It hurt me. I put another 6000 in my son's attic to store. And now I only read a lot of books electronically, as we have no more space.

Seth Price 34:40

I read books electronically because I don't have to have evidence that I have them. I can hide them.

Rabbi Tarlow 34:44

Yes, we are out of space! Literally that's it. I need to buy new house!

Seth Price 34:54

For your books? You just need to buy a library with a bedroom is what you need. I can't make my mind stop spinning about the questions I had, but it will derail. I want to talk a bit about just the posture of a Jewish faith in the politically charged world, especially of Texas, that we live in now. I don't know when this will air but that's not going away.

Rabbi Tarlow 35:21

No it is getting worse.

Seth Price 35:22

I don't know how it can not get any, the bar is really low, it's becoming lower, and eventually it will only be able to get better. I'm not even sure what that looks like. But the bar continues to Limbo to the floor. And I don't know where it stops, eventually when it's flush, I guess. But what is the posture of a Jewish faith living inside what I will call an empire of America? You have the strongest, I can use it as an anagram for Babylon or something like that, like what is the posture for Judaism living in America?

Rabbi Tarlow 35:50

I'm not sure I understand the word posture but I’ll try the position. I think most Jews feel very comfortable in America, currently. And of course, you could never tell where we’ll be in the future. But currently, I would say this being a minority in a gentle country is very good. Being a minority in a country that is hostile, or cruel, is very bad. On the whole, the American people have always been a gentle people. My family's been here for 100’s of years. My first language is English, my parents language is English, my grandparents language is English, my great grandparents language is English, you know, as far back as I can remember. And even at probably the worst time in the world, there only really two times that I say Jews ever felt uncomfortable in this country. One was in the Civil War, Ulysses Grant signed a decree expelling the Jewish population of Memphis, Tennessee. He was immediately overridden by President Lincoln and called to task. And eventually he apologizes profoundly. He actually ended up being a really great President, Grant, but he did that without really thinking. So but that was definitely a low point (but it) didn't last long and Lincoln, you know, put a stop to like, as quickly as he found out about it.

I think the other time that probably people felt a little bit uncomfortable, and not with American but with we didn't know what would happen, was World War Two. But if Hitler had won, that would have been a different situation. But the nice thing is that we were in it with everybody else. It was a national fight for survival. But I think, you know, there's certainly anti semitism, I'm not going to say there wasn't.

You may remember Arthur Godfrey, he was an entertainer when I was a child, hnd when we went to Cub Scouts to meet him in Teterboro Airport in New Jersey, he would not allow Jewish Cub Scouts, he would not shake their hand, and he had a sign over his house that said, “No black Jews”. Well, he's a much worse word for blacks. “No blacks, Jews, or dogs permitted”. So I remember that, you know, as a child, but that was the exception. You know, it wasn't the norm.

Probably the only time you really feel uncomfortable is Christmas. I always tell people the favorite day of most Jewish children is December 26. And they say why? And I say it’s because you don't have to deal with Christmas for another year. (laughter from all)

And a lot of Christians are starting to agree with me, it's interesting.

Seth Price 38:26

I agree with you. I'm really upset that on Columbus Day, it will already be Christmas everywhere that I turn.

Rabbi Tarlow 38:36

And it seems to me, as a non Christian, that Christmas is all about going into bankruptcy and killing trees. When I asked people what the meaning of it is, they tell me to spend money. I go, that's quite a holiday; where is the religiosity in this? But certainly in the public schools where they force you to sing Christmas carols. That's kind of uncomfortable. Today it's not like it was when I was a child. Today, schools tend to try to be much more inclusive, one way or the other. But 50 years ago, 40 years ago, it wasn't so inclusive. I do think though that we’re overwhelmed by Christmas. You know most of my Christian friends feel overwhelmed by Christmas. I have lots of friends who are ministers and priests and they can't wait for the holiday to be over. Because it's been so commercialized.

Seth Price 39:25

I fully agree, Nora do you agree?

Nora 39:31

Completely.

Seth Price 39:32

I'm not a fan. Let me try that again. As a Christian I like Christmas and I emphasize the words that way on purpose, but the rest of the stuff god it annoys me so much, but I don't even like to celebrate my birthday really. Like days don't matter to me. Like it's the anniversary of the Sun orbiting the day that I was born. Yeah!!! We did it. We did it. Yeah, I can't. I can't stand it at all. I feel like often, and Nora I want your opinion on this, I feel like often the way that we talk about Scriptures, we sanitize it to the Prince of Egypt of the Scripture, it doesn't really matter what we're talking about. It's always the Prince of Egypt. It's there's no blood here. It's it's definitely not the Deadpool version of Scripture. (Nora laughs) Yeah. That's when you know you've watched the movie. It's a great movie, the sarcasm level is 127% in that movie, I love it. So I'm curious as to your thoughts on why and then how would you kind of combat that in faith as you engage with people of I guess both faiths, or any faith really, because I don't think we're the only one that sanitizers it but we do it frequently, very frequently?

Nora 40:45

You know, I think it's a disservice and especially as I learned, as Rabbi says, you have to learn Hebrew and I began down this path of trying to learn Hebrew, but also learning Greek, for the New Testament background, and bring understanding. Because what I came to realize is that the translators, especially, and Rabbi will speak to this, they're human, they're men. Why do we think suddenly, because they're translating something that is going to be revered, that they would not make mistakes or not put their bias into it? And so when you look at it through that lens, and I think that sometimes we can pedestalize pastors, we pedestalize even the Bible, and we forget, just like the, you know, Glenn says with his What if Project, we have to be willing to see that we create something we want to worship rather than, again, allowing it to stand on its own and get get the full breadth of it and maybe like it or not like it, and it's okay.

Seth Price 41:56

I'm curious your thoughts on that Rabbi on the Clorox sanitation of Scripture.

Rabbi Tarlow 42:04

Well, if you read Hebrew you don't have to worry about sanitizing.

Seth Price 42:07

But I don't. We have been over this! (everyone laughs)

Rabbi Tarlow 42:09

What I'm saying is there's two reasons against translation. One is that no two languages can say quite the same thing. In English, everything is past, present, (or) future. In classical Hebrew everything is ended, not ended, not begun, or did begin. It's a completely different verbal sense.

So the moment you translate your misinterpreting. But on top of that Hebrew doesn't hide things. For example, I remember seeing the Christian word God waxed verily or God vexed verily; but it means God's really angry. The Hebrew is “God was pissed off”. But in English you don't like dirty words. The whole concept of a dirty word, or to believe that sex is dirty, is a Christian concept.

Nora 43:07

That’s right.

Rabbi Tarlow 43:08

It's not a Jewish concept. So right away, the moment you translate you sanitize. What you're doing is you're Christianizing, you're taking a text and putting it into a different culture.

Nora 43:19

Yes.

Rabbi Tarlow 43:20

And in English there are many, many words that are sexual, that are considered to be improper, or dirty, or swear words—they're not in Hebrew. If it's human and God made us then everything we do, every every part of our body, is a gift of God.

Seth Price 43:39

How do I learn Hebrew then, actual conversation not a leading one, if I wanted to? So I'm 37 and I have a limited amount of time because I have three human beings that depend on me.

Rabbi Tarlow 43:48

The nice thing about Hebrew is that modern Hebrew and Biblical Hebrew are basically the same language. The Hebrew spoken in Israel is much closer to the Hebrew that Moses would have spoken then English is to the time of the Declaration of Independence. And so that's a big advantage. And secondly, Hebrew is absolutely mathematical and logical. The only difference between modern Hebrew and classical Hebrew, they're more words. But even the words are derived from ancient words.

For example, word for jet plane, in modern Hebrew matos, comes from the verb latus, like to fly like an angel, the machine that makes you fly like an angel. And then from that, we get all the, you know, stuff like that. A red light in Hebrew is the light that winks at you, that gives you a hint if you should go or not. So every word in the Hebrew language is connected to a Biblical word.

But I would say there's maybe some great programs on the web. I mean, you know, there are, I don't know if you're close to a university, but they may have a course. Usually most Jewish centers will have a Hebrew course but you may be far from that.

Seth Price 44:59

So I'm right outside Charlottesville. But as I google there's not a lot but I'm 35 minutes 40 minutes west of Charlottesville.

Rabbi Tarlow 45:13

We know there's two synagogues in Charlottesville.

Seth Price 45:15

Okay, I just have to dig deeper. I know there's one in Crozet and every time I drove by, Crozet is on the way to Charlottesville. Every time I drive by there's nobody there.

Rabbi Tarlow 45:27

Yeah, call them to find out when they meet or if you can speak to somebody. But we definitely know that there's an active congregation in Charlottesville. You remember the crisis in Charlottesville?

Seth Price 45:40

The Unite the Right rally?

Rabbi Tarlow 45:42

Yeah, that the statue remember that? It went right past one of the synagogues and that became a big deal.

Seth Price 45:50

Yeah, I remember that day vividly. We were supposed to go to the swimming pool that day (in Charlottesville) to play and we instead stayed here and watch the madness and then eventually play outside on the swing set, because why am I going to watch this?

Rabbi Tarlow 46:02

So that's why I know that there is a synagogue in Charlottesville.

Seth Price 46:06

Nora it tells me that you, somehow or another, have a relationship to the Pope. And I'm curious what that looks like?

Rabbi Tarlow 46:11

It's not that I have a relationship. The Pope has very close relationship to the Jewish community.

Seth Price 46:17

Okay.

Rabbi Tarlow 46:18

The Pope's best friend in Argentina is a Rabbi in Argentina. And they wrote two books together. And this particular Pope, who is really very open to everybody, invited all the European rabbis last year for Hanukkah. And they said, well, we have a real problem go to the Vatican and what will we eat? And he said, not to worry, we have a kosher kitchen. So this Pope is not the same as the Popes of 200 years ago. Same name, very different game.

But, I would actually say ever since Vatican II, there has been a major shift within the Catholic world, for the better; that’s a compliment.

Seth Price 47:00

One of my favorite people that have learned about Vatican two from is Paul Knitter he was there as a small like a what's the word? He was working in the Vatican as someone that would go fetch the scrolls and whatnot for the Bishops that were there that were voting on things. So he was under he's one of the last people to studied under…gosh the name escapes me the books too far away from me to go get I don't remember. He wrote a book about you know Without Buddha he could not be Christian as he starts to blend…

Nora 47:32

I remember, yes.

Seth Price 47:33

I just can't remember the name of the person that he was studying under. But I liked the way that he blended faith together.

What are those books that were written together with the Rabbi and with the Pope?

Rabbi Tarlow 47:49

You can look them up I don't remember their names anymore. I remember seeing it at the time and thinking oh isn't this neat. And then I kind of, you know, my mind moved on to the next thing.

Seth Price 48:00

Alright, so I'm say two things in closing, Nora, I'm gonna have to have you back. There's a lot more there that we didn't talk about. And I want to talk about it. So we were gonna make that happen.

And so I want to ask you both the same question as we engage into the next season in America, which is going to be fun. As we began to impeach the President, apparently today, right or wrong, that's gonna be fun (sarcasm). That's a thing.

Rabbi Tarlow 48:26

Though I understand that it is an inquiry into impeachment, which does not exist in the Constitution. That was kind of a political ploy.

Seth Price 48:31

Well, everything's a political ploy this time of year that's not going away and that animosity is not going away. And so what is one thing regardless of your faith that you both think we could do to actually be better? To play on what you said earlier Rabbi said, that if we have faith that things are whatever, you know, Republicans are going to fix it or the blue button is going to fix it. But to have action like to have a faith that even really matters of having a faith or a practice or a religion. Like what would be one thing that you would install that you would advise people that you were chaplaining, or that you were talking to Nora, you know, that would that could possibly help move the ball forward down that field?

Rabbi Tarlow 49:12

I probably would quote Micah,

To love justice, do righteously and walk humbly with your God.

Calm down. Be humble.

Nora 49:21

I love that. And I think I would, I would say, because if and Rabbi knows this, he knows my husband, and he knows how different we are. And I say that laughing out loud because Rabbi, you know, all the conversations that are probably running through your head too, but I would say to listen. But listen not to prosecute—listen to understand.

Seth Price 49:45

Rabbi if people want to have tourism security from you or anything else from you where would you send them?

Rabbi Tarlow 49:50

They can write to me at Ptarlow@tourismandmore.com. And if they want to get my weekly Bible portion in both English and Spanish they can just write to me and tell me they're interested in that.

Seth Price 50:23

Side question: how many languages do you know? Were it English were it Spanish were it Hebrew? You said another word earlier you said melange, which I think that's French. So how many actual languages do you know?

Rabbie Tarlow 50:34

Five.

Seth Price 50:35

That's ridiculous; just ridiculous.

Nora 50:36

And then I'll add this real quick. Rabbi had to go to France, and I said, “Rabbi, what are you doing”? And he said, “I'm learning French”. “When do you go”…”next week.” (we all laugh)

Seth Price 50:51

Nora where would you point people to?

Nora 50:53

For me? NoraSpeakman.com is where they can find everything they want to know. And then some.

Seth Price 51:03

Thank you both so much.

Rabbi Tarlow 51:06

I've enjoyed it. Thank you and have a good evening.

Seth Price 51:18

I was really challenged by Rabbi and by Nora, that I don't know really any Hebrew. The fact that I can't pronounce a Hebrew word really makes me mad. And so I'm going to begin doing that I have no idea how to start, I have found a few different resources to do that. And I told my family actually at dinner last night, or at least my wife, I think I'm going to learn Hebrew because it matters for at least my faith. I’m really looking forward to seeing what I learned, how I hear from God differently as I read the Bible, and Scripture, in the language that was actually written in, or at least try to. And so if that is something that interests you, or something that you've done, let me know how you did it. I need some resources. I need some help. Let's crowdsource that. I don't even know where to begin. And I could Google it but sometimes that takes you down a rabbit hole that you're just not really prepared to mess with. I'm going to do that it's going to be good.

Next week, what you will hear is a conversation that I really liked about a book that deeply challenged me, especially as we walk into the political election. And so, Professor Soong-Chan Rah along with Mark Charles, both of those have been past guests. And Mark, if you're not aware is currently running for President, which is amazing. And I love what he has to say about reconciliation and conciliation and what it means to actually be for all the people. He's doing some big things but his book along with Professor Soong-Chan Rah is called Unsettling Truths are really think really, really, really think that you're going to enjoy it.

I’m actually going to try something a bit different this week. I want to leave you with a little teaser of what you will hear next week. I can't wait for you to come back next week and hear the remainder. Here we are. Be blessed everybody.

Seth Price 53:04

The history of our country, once you get past the you know MacLaughlin Hill approved literature for eighth grade history class is crazy. So I want to begin right towards the beginning of the book you talk about and if it's all right, I'd like to quote a few places I actually don't remember when the book is out. But by the time the book is out won't be plagiarizing this. So, there's a part where you all talk about the power of metaphors. And you talk about George Lakoff and assert that metaphors are a particular form of communication, and they impact the formation of social reality, and the institutions that function in that society.

And so, I want you to break those two apart. So what do we mean when we mean like a social metaphor impacting social reality? Like what does that actually mean for someone not engaged in that type of thought process?

Professor Soong-Chan Rah 54:01

Sure. So try to engage how social reality comes into being and what is the social reality, the cultural world view, that we live in. And there's significant work on this in sociology circles Probably the landmark work was by Peter Berger and Thomas Luckmann, where they talk about three different factors that form social reality.

And one of the key factors, and the language and even a little bit different from Berger and Luckmann’s language, but what Berger and Luckmann called internalization, I use the word narratives. And narratives are the stories, the metaphors, and the imagination that gets the embedded or embodied or internalized within our society and within the individuals that we play out over and over and over and over and over again. And so I use the example that systems and structures might actually come and go at times-like a system structure of slavery. And then once slavery as institution is broken down it's replaced by another institution, in this case, Jim Crow. And then even when Jim Crow was torn down is replaced by another institution, The New Jim Crow.

So you have three systems that are operating, essentially the same way. They are oppressive towards people of color, particularly African Americans. So you have the systems that you thought you were overcoming, you thought you were tearing down, you thought you were breaking down. But what you didn't deal with were the narratives that were fueling these systems. And so what I point out is that we can keep tearing down these systems but if don't deal with the fuel that drove the systems in the first place, that identified the narrative, you're going to end up rebuilding the system and reworking the system over and over again?

And so how our narratives form is the question that's being asked you in this chapter. Narrative is form of the social imagination.

Outrunning the Expanding Universe with Brad Davis

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Seth 1:35

It’s November, everybody, welcome to the fall and welcome back to the show. I'm still Seth, I'm still your host. Maybe one of these days I'll take a week off and have someone else host, I don't know who that'll be. Maybe one of you. Let me know if you want to do that. I'll line it up and I'll set you free anyway, and I'm excited to be here. I'm excited for the chat today and I think you will be too. There's a lot of different stories mixed in that are beautiful, but before we get there a couple quick announcements so many, many, many months ago, quite a few people emailed in and said, “Hey, I don't really like to do Patreon. I'm not a fan of that. I don't want to have to make another username and password because I just kind of would like to support the show if you'll let me do that. So I tried PayPal, and that is a pain in my existence, it just PayPal and I've never really gotten along, ever. And I think that's a me problem because I know millions of people like PayPal, I just don't. And so that is the first announcement. So there is now if you click in the show notes will be towards the top there, right around where it says here's the transcript. For this episode, I have partnered with a new service called glow, and you will see a link right in the show notes. You can support the show if you feel so led. And you can click that button right inside your app right on your phone or wherever you happen to be. And you can support the show in one of two ways. And I'll let you go there and click there. So consider doing that if that is still something for those of you that requested that they would like to do that. It is a different avenue for people that don't want to do something like Patreon. Deeply in love with Patreon, it literally makes this show available the way that it is now. So that is definitely never going away, I want to make sure that you all knew that that is there. And I'll figure out how to refresh the website as well to have those links go appropriately. Hopefully, by the time this airs, I'm trying to figure out how to get the logo re stitched for embroidery because some of my lines as you'll see on the logo there are not uniform. And that apparently does not make the little printer thingys- the needle, whatever you call those happy. And so I'm working on that in as soon as I do. I'm ordering myself a hat from this little bald head that I have for the winter. And so hopefully those will be there. But consider getting something for somebody that you love in support of the show for Christmas or for yourself. Why not for those Patreon supporters, you when you enrolled got a discount code. If you didn't shoot me an email or a message inside Patreon and I will get you that I've got a nice little discount code there for the people that support the show that way. There we go. We did that. We're midway through November a few months back in the episode on parenting with Cindy Wang Brandt, the music in that struck a tone with many people like the singer in that band or one of the singers in that band of the Eagle and Child. His name is Brad Davis. And so we began chatting back and forth and decided, you know what, let's have a conversation. And I really liked it a lot. I laughed a lot. And those are always my favorite as I've said before.
We reference it at the end, but I'm well aware that some of you take weeks to listen to podcast if you're like me, you will listen to a little by little by little and so if you are in the central Virginia area, Brad and his band, as well as Citizens and a few other actually artists that have been on the show as well are going to be doing a concert in Lynchburg on November 6, which I think is a Wednesday and so I plan to go there. I would love to meet up with anyone going there in person. That would be fantastic. But if not, either way, I'm going to go listen to some music. So here we go without any further rambling, a conversation with Brad Davis of the Eagle and Child.

Seth 5:25

Brad Davis welcome to the show man and before we get started for those that need a little context, so a few episodes back, Brad sings in a band called The Eagle and Child it's not and the child is just an child because you caressed with my mind a bit there. And then you know, we messaged a bit and him and I'm excited to have you on to the show excited to talk a bit about you know, your story kind of what you're doing.

Brad 5:47

Yeah. Thanks for having me. And thanks for playing our music a couple episodes ago.

Seth 5:52

Well, thanks for writing it. I'm a big fan of music that isn't on Spirit FM or Klove or really the radio period. My wife will tell you I don't ever not have music playing, I think to her chagrin, she's like, “Can we just have silence?” No, no, no!

Brad 6:08

No way. That's uncomfortable.

How did you end up? I actually wanted to ask you, how did you hear about us? Where did you find us?

Seth 6:18

Oh, man. Well, so I was out shopping with the kids. And the kids get to run my playlist on Spotify. So I have my like, the playlist, that those that listen to all the you know, the songs from each episode going to that playlist. But then I have another one that I use to try to find new music. And I do that by intentionally listen to a different genre every single day, so that I mess with the algorithm. Like I intentionally will listen to slow and then tomorrow. It's only fast stuff. And then the next day, it's all Bob Dylan type stuff. And the next day, maybe we're going to throw some Cumbia in there. Just because I want to screw with the algorithm and then my new release radar, whatever. It's literally all over the place. There will be gospel They're right next to some classic rock. But sometimes it gives me the same stuff that anybody would get. But it rolled up in there. And so I heard the song that I originally emailed you about, and I cant rember the name of that song died had to find it.

Brad 7:14

Probably everyone in everything.

Seth 7:17

That is it! Yeah, and then, you know, went to your website started, listen to everything. And I'm like, I like this a lot. Yeah, latch onto something, I just devour it all. So everything that's available.

Brad 7:27

Amazing, you make an effort. And I appreciate that, to find new music. It's like so hard to do.

Seth 7:34

I figure, the topics matter. And I try to find music that matches the emotionality of the conversation and if I can't, those are the ones that you'll hear that I just have some instrumental stuff from a guy that lives locally here that lets me use his music. If I can't find something, I'm not gonna force words in there. Because I feel like it breaks the conversation. So that's kind of how I found you. Well, yeah, it's one of my favorite, my favorite things to do usually every day listen to about an hour of new music.

Brad 8:04

Wow. I want to get there.

Seth 8:07

I just turned it on. (Laughter) just push the button

Brad 8:11

Sounds simple to you.

Seth 8:14

Well tell us a bit about you. What's kind of your story? Give us the rundown?

Brad 8:19

Yeah. Well, I am a musician. My name is Brad Davis. Yes, I live in San Diego. I am a musician, and a freelance director and editor and video maker. I grew up in church and sort of left of the faith for part of my 20s and came back to it. And when I started going back to church, I was like, “Oh, this speaker is amazing. What if the music was as good as the speaker”. So then I thought I wanted to start a band that was like making worship music that sounded like the music that I love. And so I started a band with some friends and that's called The Eagle and Child. They used to be in a band called Future of Forestry, which is a good band.

Seth 9:03

I know that them.

Brad 9:05

They all played together, the three guys in my band, Nick who plays guitar, Luke plays bass and Spencer plays drums, they were all in Future of Forestry and played on a really amazing record called Twilight and some other stuff too. It's great. Yeah, met up with them and started sort of writing music and we started rearranging worship songs to be sort of fun, musically, and trying to match the depth of the concept and depth of the lyrics with like the musical arrangements.

And then we made a first record doing that we made a second record that's like all original songs, trying to expand ways to describe God, I think, trying to not use Christianease, which which is in fact Christianease. Which is

Seth 9:53

It’s really hard

Brad 9:57

It is really hard. And then we just released the third album called Sight which is a concept album trying to bridge a gap between worship music and being objectively helpful to the world.

Seth 10:06

I didn't know that the other people were from future forestry. I didn't really do much research on the band. I just listened to the music.

Brad 10:15

That's okay.

Seth 10:17

Yeah, one of my favorite songs is one of theirs is what was it called? Um, I don't know if they played on it ..slow your breath down. That's the name of the song. So that's a common story. The 20s. Yeah that's a common story as I've come to talk with a bunch of people kind of what was it that disconnected you? From the church?

Brad 10:33

Yeah, I think there's so much emphasis. Well, I I can talk about what I think it is now. But I mean, partially there was just an overemphasis on the importance of what happens when you die. And then the lack of emphasis on what happens today. And so it was not necessary for me to worry about until I was getting older, and it's kind of the smallest version of faith that ever was given So, and it's and I was a part played a part in that too that's what I would say. That's kind of the thing that that it didn't seem like it was a practical help in any way. And even though like the Holy Spirit is the thing that supposedly lives inside of you like it didn't change anything or wasn't explained in an exciting way at all.

Seth 11:27

So that's a fancy word for eschatology. So I'm going to use a nickel word they're great and Penny words, I'm going to go right up to the nickel word. So does that still hold any sway for you at all as you've come back to the faith now where you're like, “yeah, I still don't really care”. Or like, like, where are you at with that?

Brad 11:42

Well, let's see. I guess. Well, where am I at with how it how what happens when you die?

Seth 11:47

Yeah

Brad 11:49

I have been blinded by worry with that conversation. Just too often and for somebody who like believes I know where I'm going after death or whatever, um, I still just had horrible conversations with people I love who don't believe the same thing. And I think that anytime I focus on that I'm just like gripping something in an unhealthy way that I cannot…I cannot be loving to people, I can't listen to them. It's just like something when I think of my own, or my friends like eternal salvation or eternal destiny. Eternity is something I can't understand and my responsibility for their Eternity is pretty intimidating. So what I do focus on is like trying to learn from what Jesus did and how that is radical and wild and is different than what I thought being a Christian was and different than what I think a lot of people think being a Christian is.

Seth 12:49

I've asked that question to a lot of people. I don't usually ever get same answer, like ever, and I kind of like that I don't get the same answer. But it also makes me really wonder if we're all reading the same Bible. If we're all hearing the same, like literally like, we don't agree on, not agree on much. And often we don't agree on loving others.

Brad 13:08

Yes.

Seth 13:09

Which I feel like that's the most blatant like I'm, I feel like you missed it. I don't know what you read. I just don't understand. Yeah. So I want to talk a bit about one of the things that you messaged me You said I believe more than ever in the potential of the body of Christ. What do you mean by that, like, define what you mean when you say the body of Christ and then what is that potential?

Brad 13:31

Yeah, that's a great question. So I would just say like, I imagine, so I like know that on paper, something like 3.2 billion people in the world identify as Christian. And I don't think that 3.2 billion people are actually trying to, like break from culture in the ways that Jesus navigated like. I mean, I would say that I believe in the potential of these people who like love Jesus, and that, that if the people who believed in Jesus behaved like Jesus, it would be such a wild place and racism wouldn't exist and poverty wouldn't exist. And I just think all of these, like these tangible needs of other people would be resolved. And so it's very easy for me to imagine that when I think of the amount of people who say “I'm Christian“, who maybe don't know what it means, totally and, and who maybe don't even know that, that's like, what they're invited into when I see the Christian sort of, like culture in the US and how much we love our Christianity, like if we loved acting like Jesus as much as we loved holding on to our political Christianity thing. Yeah, the US would look different, you know, and, and also, as a ”Christian nation”, I think if we did align ourselves as a Christian nation, like with I'm making ”Finger quote, by the way, is a Christian nation.

Seth 15:02

Yeah, I can see you there are a lot of air quotes happening.

Brad 15:06

Our nation is one of the most powerful nations in the world. And if we aligned with Christ, we would be powerful in a different way. That didn't look like the same power that we have now. I just love imagining about that stuff. So I believe that that's not unrealistic. You know, somehow, like, I do believe that God is calling people toward him, and even people who know him, and you know, and over time, I feel like progress will will be made.

Seth 15:35

I hope so, although, I teeter back and forth between whether or not I feel like that's realistic, because in my heart of hearts, I'm like, Yes, that wouldn't this be like, literally the world would change. Everybody would lose their power. So I don't know that it will happen. But I also know, and this happens a lot, at least in the conversations that I have, especially locally, I find that the way that we interpret the Bible changes when you live in the Empire of the day. America basically is Babylon or it is Rome, and so because of that, and you alluded to it earlier, you know, like people kind of mix religion with politics. I don't know how to distance from that. Without I don't I'm not saying that well, but yeah, I don't. I don't know. I don't know what that looks like, as I don't know that. I feel like if we got there, the church is a different church in America probably doesn't exist anymore or America looks so drastically different that we don't have any power anyway. Right. If that makes, if that makes sense.

Brad 16:30

Yeah, I mean, I definitely teeter between the hoping for it and thinking that these people that are somehow like, more aggressive and more angry and dismissive because of their faith, like I get so frustrated with those Christians and those brothers and sisters, you know, and I'm trying to say that in my heart and say that out loud when people that have like a different stance, but still believe the same faith, that more air quotes there. But yeah, I'm trying to refer to them with respect and love. But I don't know. But there's so much dismissiveness and hate and that we have tied up in our Christianity. So that's very frustrating to me and part of me thinks like, well, then American Christianity just needs to fall like the Empire needs to fall and then maybe some type of healthy Christianity will be born out of the brokenness of the the lack of power, which is where we learn from…

Seth 17:32

I both fear and hope that. My fear because I want something stable for my children to go into. But also hope for it, because I don't want him to walk into what's happening now. Like, someone's got to break it for it to be repaired.

Brad 17:43

I mean, and if it did, your kids would have the opportunity to access that type of courage that you and I have never had, you know. And access that type of reliance on God that you and I have never had. I'm assuming; but it is a scary thought.

Seth 17:58

So talking about empire and the way that we treat religion and faith in the church here, you said in your message that you had been to Israel and it was like life changing, transformative, why did you go to Israel to begin with? Like a lot of people like yeah, I'm gonna go to Israel and get baptized in the Jordan. I'm gonna take a picture. I'm gonna come home and put it on the wall. Look at me.

Brad 18:21

I'm gonna go there without seeing anything.

Seth 18:24

Now, Israel is on my bucket list. But like, I don't want to go into the places most people go to. Yeah, I just yeah, I want to go to like this archaeological dig that there's 17 walls there and be like, yeah, a lot happened here. Let’s talk about this. Yeah. So what kind of took you there? And then how did it reframe? You know your faith?

Brad 18:42

Yeah. Well, I guess there's been a lot of reframing…adjustments. I'm always adjusting things refiners fire, that's what that songs about. They've been really formative experiences that I've had with that organization called the Global Immersion Project, which is a peacemaking training organization. My wife works for them and, and I've gotten to go on some different trips, they lead peacemaking training, immersive experiences in San Diego/Tijuana, which is very close. San Diego is like 10 minutes from Tijuana, and vice versa. And so, I mean, not vice versa, because driving back you've to wait in line for five hours but (Laughter) and we learned from people who are on all sides of the hot immigration topic, and learn from Border Patrol agents and learn from people who have just been having dinner with people who were just deported, like the day before, like have no idea what they're going to do with their lives. Meet with people who are pastors and believers down there and they actually refer to the US as the Empire which is wild, which doesn't feel good. Yeah, so Global Immersion Project does two trips and one is to San Diego/Tijuana. One is to Israel/Palestine. And I didn't know much about Israel and Palestine, and I knew that it was complicated. And I knew that people have very strong opinions in the Christian faith to be “pro Israel”. And I don't know what that means. And so, I had signed up to do this because of because my wife was working there and I wanted to experience it. And then, so, some backstory, my mom passed away, like a few months before we were going to go and so my dad who's like, super wonderful and super conservative politically, and my brother, who's super liberal politically and not religious, and I feel like I'm in the middle. And I guess I'm quite religious. So I asked them if they wanted to come with me. And we're all just kind of like, well, we have our lives just turned upside down with losing my mom. And so we went on the trip to Israel Palestine.

Seth 20:57
How close is this to losing your mom?

Brad 21:00

Lost her I. October and then we went in April. So yeah, it was like a couple months later. And we were just like, learning and the whole process you were like doing research, reading books on the extremely complicated conflict that's there, and how people think it should be fixed and what's, what a Zionist is and all that stuff. And so, and also what role the US has in that conflict too. What I had heard about Israel is that it's this wonderful holy space like that. It's this wonderful place that you can go and see where Jesus walked in this wonderful, amazing place. Then going there. You meet different people on sort of all sides of it. So you meet with, we met with a Jewish rabbi, we met with a Muslim Sheikh when we met with Palestinian Christians and in that dynamic you just are experiencing the gift of learning from people who are experiencing extremely tough conflict and living under oppression or living on top of oppression or just kind of all those things. So there's one thing that that one phrase sort of that it's a sound bite, you can use it we met with a man named Dauud who is a Palestinian Christian who owns his family's farm land for generations and Israeli soldiers are just encroaching on the land and just have been. And he is really, really persistent in trying to protect his land and soldiers come onto his land with machine guns all the time. They drive over his gate and ruin his gate and they come into his property with machine guns and say like, “talk to me, we want to we want to talk to you” and he's like, “You're in my house. You must have tea with me”.

And I can't even imagine that type of experience and that type of tension—machine guns pointed at me in with my family there and They're like, “No, no, we need to talk to you come here“. And he's like, “No, no, you are my guest”. And he basically sits down with them and makes, you know, as a family member make tea, and then they sit down and have tea. They don't really talk that much. And then they just get up and leave. And like the soldiers didn't have anything to do there.

But he likes to do fused violence, with peace, you know, and with persistence and creativity. And there's another story about him where he was driving in the car with his kids sleeping in the back. And these soldiers with like masks on and laser pointer guns, you know, pointing it, they pulled him over, pulled him out of the car and said, “wake your kids up, get them out of the car”. He's like, “please, don't make me wake my kids up to this sight“. And they insisted, and then he said, In English, which is the common language between the soldiers and him, he told his kids children “Wake up. There are soldiers here, but don't worry. They're also human”; and it like diffused this extremely Intense situation.

And he just was telling us these stories of his ability to navigate those situations in ways that I can't imagine thinking of, you know, just this element of creativity. And he said this, this is the thing that stuck with me as he says, “the Palestinians are waiting for a political Savior, or a leader to lead us out of this oppression” But he said, “but a Savior is not coming”. And he said, “the Savior is already among us”, which he's referring to the Spirit of God in him is what God has provided. And so like, to me that just blew my mind.

You know, it's like the Holy Spirit is like access to wild creativity on how to navigate the difficult parts of life and courage. And that was just mind blowing to me because I had heard the Holy Spirit is just like a nice thing that's a bird on your shoulder, you know? Those experiences have changed the way that I view the Spirit of God. The way that I view power, it's really helped me to see the US as a really, really powerful influence. And what we learned so much about in the Bible is like that. If you look at the power dynamics in the stories, we are on a sketchy side of things, and the people who tried to keep others out and the people who tried to make their religion divided things are the people who get the most pushback from Jesus and, and so being able to have those experiences were totally life changing. You should, you Seth, should go on a trip with Global Immersion. You would freak out, your love it.

Seth 25:44

I would love to go I don't know how well I would do…I get confrontational sometimes, though. And I've got quite a smart mouth. Very, but I think I though being in a country that didn't speak primarily English would temper that because that only works when we all know that this word has four meanings, and I'm using the third one in place of the second one. And that's why it's so cutting. That doesn't work when you have someone that doesn't have English as a first language. So that could temper that. I can't imagine living a faith like that. I'm thankful that I don't have to. But I also know like when you're talking about, like, you know, who Jesus sides with. I remember not long ago, I saw it was a cartoon. I think it was a cartoon like a drawing it had the wall, you know, that everybody wants to argue about and I'm sure as we get closer to the elections will get more arguments about this idiotic, arbitrary latitude that separates humans.

That's an aside, we can talk about that later. And all it said was something to the effect of and I'm going to paraphrase this you know, every time you try to draw a boundary between you and someone else, because you're scared of them, or they don't agree with you, or you think they're wrong, or they're heathen or their pagan or the wrong religion, or whatever the reason is, Jesus is always on the other side of the wall. And you really need to figure that out. Like every time you build a wall and you think…you're wrong. He's always standing on this side of the oppressed. Whoever the oppressed is, you know, whoever, doesn't really matter who the oppressed are. I'm curious, what did those interactions do to kind of you, your brother and your dad, your brother being farther on the spectrum one side than you and your dad, the opposite side? How did that kind of change like the family dynamic? And maybe their faith or did it? Yeah, I don't want you to speak for them necessarily.

Brad 27:26

One thing I noticed is that toward the end of the trip, my brother and my dad and I were at dinner, and I had pointed out something that our political conversations within the three of us, particularly between my brother and my dad, my dad would bring something up, and my brother would just like lose it and just like, “Can you believe that orange idiot“ and just like, you know, just like going, expressing his rage, you know, in a way that didn't create space for my dad to respond. In any in any conversation, you know, and so I just kind of mentioned, “hey, I noticed this, like, I would love for us to talk about these differences, because we're probably just more aware of them than ever. And, like, I'd love for Dad, did you feel shut down by that“? And my dad said, Yeah, I think so. And my brother’s, like, I never thought about that. So it was like a moment of peacemaking within our family that was generated on the peacemaking trip.

And then otherwise, my dad said, He's like, well, I've always after coming home, he said, I've always known I should be pro Israel. And he said, but I couldn't tell you why. But I’ve knowing that that's what I should be. He watches a lot of Fox News. Maybe that's part of it. But now he's met so many, he has friends that are Palestinians, and that complicates things in a way that is necessary for humanity. Y

ou know, I like what I call “slacktivism” is where I engage on Facebook in conversations about things that are political or regarding the faith or things they disagree with, I think so it's called like it's a combination of activism and slacker activism.

I posted on this thing today. It was a post about abortion, which is obviously gnarly thing to bring up, and it's just a gnarly thing. And so, but somebody said in the comments below, it said 100% of Democrats are evil, wicked people and bone. I mean, you said it was just like a thing that said, All democrats are this and all of them. And then I said, Are you giving that much credit to our political system that it's 100% accurate with good people on one side and bad people on the other side that's giving so much credit to this? This? Yeah, part system. Anyways, I just…

Seth 30:02

How did it go?

Brad 30:05

He hasn't replied yet. I've really I've blown his mind. (Laughter From Both)

Seth 30:09

You know, so I get a lot of comments that are people poke at me with theological rhetorical questions. And my my Pat response is always I believe what Jesus said on the topic. Now the nice thing is, often Jesus said nothing on the topic. And so that's where I leave it. And I'm like, well, he didn't say anything. Oh, yeah. That's kind of where I'm at then. Yes, that's where I'm at. Like there's nothing to argue about when I'm like, Yeah, I kinda. I don't know. Let's just love the person. I kind of think that Jesus had the right idea on this topic. Yeah. He didn't talk about the second amendment. Yeah, no, actually, well, he kind of did in Luke. But again, we're getting in the weeds there.

Brad 30:56

I mean, and I was definitely raised and I think that a lot of our country. is in the position to like live with apologetics and with like, you need to convince your friends to believe the same thing you're just like, always thinking instead of how to be like a friend to them, you're always thinking of how to drop the mic on them. Which no one has ever dropped the mic on me and made me change my mind ever in my life. Did you ever think about this?

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Oh, like this too proud of a move, you know? And so I just think the tempting thing to do is to want to drop the mic. Good luck saying something that were questions and dialogue or where people and relationships are where people are changed, you know?

Seth 31:44

Definitely yeah, you can't hate people that you have relationship with. Yeah, you still lead worship now then or you're like on staff at a church or like what's the what's the main gig like? Are you pick a touring musician? Like what's, what's the gig? How do you eat?

Brad 31:59

Yes. Well, I…

Seth 32:02

with a fork and a knife, but outside of that…

Brad 32:05

I considered going there (laughter) Yeah, so I kind of have two half lives I have a I run a like production company and I'm a producer and like director editor for video stuff. We're doing music videos and stuff like that, which is really fun. And then that feeds into my band. So we do lead worship at camps, or churches and stuff like that. And I've been on staff at a church as a video director while our band was playing there regularly. And we recently ended that season. And But yeah, I think we play occasionally. And we're doing a tour in November. Yeah. So it's kind of have to have careers.

Seth 33:10

There's a method to that question. So you said at the beginning, you were rearranging worship music. Yeah. And I know how hard that can be. I lead worship for free at my church, often with a group of other people. I just like singing, I like playing. I don't know that I'm good at it, but I enjoy it. And I'm going to do it because they give me the microphone, and I don't get paid. So you can't fire me. Yeah, but I know how hard it can be to rearrange songs and you get the pushback from people. You really can't mess with that song like that song. The way that it was written 190 years ago is gospel. You can't touch this song!

Brad 33:46

Yeah.

Seth 33:48

So what have been some of those ones that have caused you the most pause? And then I'm going to piggyback off of that one of the questions I asked every musician I talked to is, how has writing music impacted the way that you see God? And normally everybody goes (sigh) so that's a tough question, which is why I like it.

So I give you the easy one first, what are some of those hard ones that you're like yeah, to rearrange this worship song in a way that still works, and holds credence to what it was intended to be back when it was just an organ or whatever it was. Today, like, what's the one that you found has been the most impactful for you?

Brad 34:22

Well, I mean, I feel like when we started out, we had Nick, our guitar player, is really good at being emotional. And I mean that in a great way he has access to

Seth 34:37

he cries on stage?

Brad 34:39

Nearly. He's a four on the enneagram if you care, but he has access to the emotion of the song. And so a lot of times with the arrangements, he usually just like sits in it in silence and just sort of feeling Like where emotionally it needs to go and he'll write something. And it's like, we're off it.

It's happened a handful of times where he just thinks about something for a moment, and then just like, emotes the song instantly. It is pretty amazing he's a gifted guy.

Seth 35:19

Are those recorded anywhere or are they all live?

Brad 35:21

Well we made arrangements out of like those those are usually just like practices. There's a song that's an original song but I suggested an idea of a song to him. And then he just basically wrote, as is, the song; it’s called Fault Lines. I suggested this concept and then he went (Large inhale…breaking your music)

Seth 36:18

And then on it…

Brad 36:20

Played the song as is. So, yeah and then so with I guess we have more trouble when there's like rock band arrangements of songs. Like if we're going to try to do a more modern song, like Reckless Love or something who would beg there's like pretty good arrangements of it now and so how would we do we just do that?

Seth 36:42

I just medley the song with a different song.

Brad 36:45
Thats a good idea with “I am a C..I am a CH..” did you ever sing that one?

Seth 36:52

I’ve never rearranged that song. My daughter sings that song…have you rearranged that into reckless love? (Laughter both)

Brad 37:02

Not yet but I’m looking to break the he creative threshold next time.

Seth 37:12

So I missed practice, we usually practice on Monday for worship, and I actually was mixing. Probably cut this out. But yeah, I was mixing reckless love with death was arrested. So I don't know that I was happy with 100% of either of those. But they are the same time signature I have them in the same key and they really work well together. And it worked well//haven’t gotten it quite right but I’ve got till Sunday to figure it out. If not I’ll just leave it along, I’ll just do Reckless Love.

Brad 37:41

I mean you could throw in like one phrase from Death in his grave and then that would just really confuse everyone.

Seth 37:49

I’m not interested in confusing anyone

Brad 37:53

That’s kind of our expertise so if you ever need help with that we can help.

Seth 37:57

Mostly I’m just doing it because usually it’s just a guitar and I have to move a capo and so if I can medley the songs then everyone won’t have to stand there wondering well are we singing…we are not singing…oh we are singing again. Back to the harder question: how has writing music impacted the way that you see God.

Brad 38:20

I don’t think I’m stumped by this question I love trying to articulate something about the way God is and the way that God works while imagining more than I have traditionally imagined. It has allowed me the freedom to imagine more of who God is. There is this infinite being that is not bound by time and knows everything-is everywhere.

I learned that in schools that God's omnipresent he's omniscient and it was like that did not cause any curiosity or any like wonder imagining, trying to picture the outside of the universe expanding, like trying to picture the outside of that and then picturing God caring for us faster than that.

There's actually a lyric in one of our songs called Radiance where I tried to articulate that idea.

Seth 39:18

That’s a big thought.

Brad 39:20

W e try to even, it got bigger, we tried to say that God's love is on the outsides of the beyond the universe expanding and then also like attentively with each of us. So like that span of the universe and span of God's love is like, so exciting to me.
So to me, it's really allowed me to wonder and try to like, the words that I grew up, knowing about how to describe God are not as potent to me as they as they could be. Because I'm totally used to them. And so giving myself permission to try to say it a different way has has led me into a faith that I think… led me to look at a bigger God and look at a kinder God; and it's also totally intimidating to articulate your experience with God into a song. Because everybody has individual experiences and to sing it corporately is like really scary, but it’s okay.

Seth 40:26

It's really fun to though, really fun, most of the times it’s fun. Well, you alluded to going on tour and I know you're coming to my neck of the woods because I think you said you're coming to Lynchburg

Brad 40:36

Yep,

Seth 40:37

November 6th, something like that doesn't matter. So where do people go as they want to, like where would you point people to listen to the music, do the things, hit the Facebook's? Where would you send people to Yeah, to do all the things.

Brad 40:54

You could follow us, doing all the things on Instagram. So that's @theeagleandchildmusic and on Facebook to it's the same thing. Oh, if you follow us on Spotify, that's helpful. And then yeah, and you could go to our website, which is the theeagleandchildmusic.com. Or you could go we're going on tour with a band called Citizens and a band called Ghost Ship. And also Allie Page. And so you could go to citizens website or our website to find that, which is wearecitizensnet. been really fun. We did a leg of it in September, and we're doing a little bit more than a week in November it's gonna be sweet

Seth 41:31

Well, Brad, thank you so much. I've enjoyed it.

Brad 41:34

Yeah, me too, Seth. Thank you.

Seth Outro 41:45

Since editing this episode, I have tried to wrap myself around what Brad said there about trying to put words to the infinity that is the divine that we worship together and I find myself struggling. But as I began trying to write more, both for me and for other reasons, I am finding the same struggle of how to find words that can adequately describe the God that I worship. And it is so hard and it is so worth it and the stories that he's told with the Palestinian Christian and the way that he defuse those situations. I wish I could be that patient. I don't think that I could exam certain that I couldn't but what a way to live, right, what a way to live. Big thanks to Brad for coming on. thank each and every one of you for your time today. Be blessed and I'll talk with you all next week.