46 - A Gospel of Hope with Danny Prada / Transcript

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Danny 0:00

Everything, everything ultimately comes down to how one views, the biblical texts when it comes to theology. I mean, that's the, that's, that's the ground. That's the foundation. And so sometimes like conservatives and more progressive folks like myself are just talking over each other's heads because we are just starting at two completely different places. And so I like the approach of Karl Barth, when he says that Scripture is a witness, divine revelation, but should not be equated with divine revelation. So, we have to understand that what the scripture writers are saying is coming from certain culturally conditioned and historically rooted perspectives, not eternal ones, you know what I mean? So, the when you see Scrpiture this way that allows you to now use some discernment and say, okay, just because that's what was believed back then doesn't mean that's what necessarily needs to be believed now. And so the question becomes, okay, well how do I discern when I read through the Scripture what’s reflecting God's truth and what's just reflecting, you know, the humanity of the authors?

Seth Intro 1:50

Everybody welcome back to the Can I Say This At Church podcast based on feedback from the most important person that influences this show, which is my wife. We're going to try the intro live. So here we go. Today I'm joined by Pastor Danny Prada, who comes from Heartway Church in Florida. Danny, welcome to the show.

Danny 2:09

Thanks. Glad to be here.

Seth 2:10

I always like to start kind of the same way, a little bit of your background, your story, your history, and then how that kind of impacted you to the ministry that that obviously you feel called to do as a pastor. But just kind of those those huge milestones that that were life changing or life altering for you.

Danny 2:30

Yeah, so I grew up in church. I have two wonderful parents who kind of trained me up in the right way. And every Sunday we were going to church and worshiping together, we would pray together and so that was kind of like, always put in front of me when I was a child. But my faith wasn't really my own until I got to college. When I was in college, that's when I really started getting around some Other folks who were serious about following Jesus and I started to become a lot more passionate about my faith, to the point where I transferred schools at the time I was at a university studying sports management. My freshman year of college and I went to school in West Palm Beach called Palm Beach Atlantic University, and got my Bachelor of Arts in ministry leadership.

Then from there, I went to the Southern Baptist Theological Seminary. I had got around some reformed friends at college and they had sucked me into that world. And so after I graduated, I said, You know what, I want to go to like, the hub of this kind of stuff. And so SBTS, was that for me at the time, and so I went and I was exposed to you know, fundamentalism at its best, I guess. You know, a lot of challenging things were taught to me and things that I challenged as well. And during that time, even though I liked what I was being taught to believe I didn't like how a lot of the heroes of my faith were holding their beliefs.

Like they were just really combative and kind of argumentative with other streams of Christian faith and practice. And for me, that was a problem because I have half of my family is Catholic half of my family that's charismatic. And according to the folks that I looked up to both of those streams were just like, probably not even considered to be Christian, to be honest. So that started getting me investigating a lot. And long story short, I just started expanding my my reading. And it got me to a point where I really started questioning a lot of what I had held to be true. And so during that time, I decided to start a church. And so I started a church. And shortly after my faith kind of crumbled, completely and totally. And so I tell folks all the time, there would be weeks where, on a Thursday, I was doubting whether God existed and on a Sunday, I had to preach to a roomful of people about this God that I didn't know existed or not.

And so it's been a crazy couple of years. But right now our church has become somewhat of like a safe place for spiritual refugees and people who are on the fringes and people who are struggling with questions and doubts, because that's kind of been my journey. So I appeal a lot to those folks who are trying to rethink their faith in light of the contemporary world.

Seth 5:51

I want to clarify something you said in there. So you said when you got to college was when you met reformed?

Danny 5:55

Yeah, when I was when I was in college, I just kind of made friends with some guys who are like all into Mark Driscoll and Wayne Grudem, and john Piper and RC Sproul and John MacArthur and Matt Chandler.

Seth 6:09

So how does that different than from your upbringing? Were you more Catholic upbringing or more charismatic or some kind of...

Danny 6:17

No, I grew up going to a seeker sensitive mega church that was not really too keen on theological conversations, to be honest. So none of this stuff was even like, a thing to me. You know, I mean, it was the same conservative evangelical theology, but they weren't like, mean about it, you know, so, I didn't have too much baggage from my upbringing. But, but once I got to college, and I started getting introduced to this world, that's when I really started having some issues with a lot that I was reading and learning.

Seth 6:53

I can echo that. So I was the opposite. I went to a church that preached a lot. I went to an Independent Baptist Church, in West Texas, and then went to Liberty to you know, cement all that. And then after leaving Liberty, I was like, man, I don't, this doesn't hold water in the world that I live in. And the way that we treat people doesn't seem to match very well with the Jesus that I say that about that the Jesus that we talked about. And it just, man, it's rough and I relate a lot because during my whole phase, like I lead worship at my church pretty much every Sunday or I'm involved with it.

And I struggle with not necessarily preaching things that I don't know if I believe in but singing them, which for me, singing is one of the ways that I currently like worship God in a way that I can't quite describe if that makes any sense. Like there's something…

Danny 7:46

No, I get it

Seth 7:47

Something primal in it that I don't know…something deeper than humanity.

Danny 7:49

Yeah. You know, I’m with you man. For me when I started kind of exploring outside of my box, because there was a point in time where I stopped Christian box was the only box everything else was just painted or, or wrong or confused or misguided, like I had the truth and my group had the truth. But when I started like moving beyond that, what kept nagging me was that I would listen to a lot more progressive minded Christian thinkers, and I just couldn't fathom how they could be so free in their love. It was hard for me to understand like, wait, how can they talk in a way that's so inclusive and all embracing, like, no this Bible verse and this Bible verse in this Bible verse, and what about this doctrine? And what about this theological teaching, and it just didn't make sense and it was hard for me, but I knew deep down inside even though intellectually, it wasn't computing. Intuitively I knew that I knew that I knew that it was right. And sometimes I've heard it said that the job of a good spiritual teacher is to be a midwife, which is essentially saying that the job of the teacher is to help give birth to that which is already inside of you.

And that's what I feel was happening during those early stages. Maybe about four or five years ago, when I really started expanding my horizons. I just knew in my heart that greater love and greater freedom and greater inclusivity was pulling me forward. The Spirit was pulling me forward. And I just had a whole bunch of Bible verses that I was arguing and using to resist that movement forward. I think that the Spirit of God is always ahead of us and we're just playing catch up. I honestly believe that with all my heart, you know,

Seth 9:55

I hope I catch up one day, I don't disagree with that. Um, but I also don't know that I like it because I saw a lot of work on my part. And I'd like to hope that one day I did it; that I did it well. But that's probably because I'm lazy. So real easy question. And I say that with a smile on my face. What is the purpose of the Bible? And in your view, I've got I've got six or seven different versions on the shelf over here. I read it regularly. And I've got probably every version known to man on my phone. What is the actual purpose of the Bible?

Danny 10:29

Oh, well, that has been a big question that I've mulled over on countless occasions over the last few years. What I will say is that when I think about the Bible, I used to think about the Bible as one book that's saying one thing. Now my view is very different in the sense that I've come to the realization that the Bible is a library of books, written by many different authors, over a very extended period of time. And these books record the developing understandings that were found within the ancient Jewish and early Christian communities.

And so I personally believe that the Bible is a conversation starter, not a conversation ender. And so this is what we as Christians are constantly in conversation with, and we find nourishment in the pages of Scripture, and we find God in the pages of Scripture. However, it's very easy to use the Bible as a weapon. In fact, I think the Bible in the hands of immature people, undeveloped people, and unloving people, is probably the most dangerous book in the world. Because you can really prove anything you want from any verse in the Bible. And history has proven that to be true.

We’ve use the Bible too legitimate a bunch of hatred and prejudice and violence and an exclusion, even within the church. And so the way I say it is like this, the Bible does not speak with one voice, but with many voices. And of all of those voices I elevate the voice of Christ. And so the teachings of Jesus, the story of Jesus is what gives shape to my approach of interpreting Scripture, if that makes sense.

Seth 12:35

No, it does. Yeah, one of my favorite quotes of yours. I have it saved on my phone. I screenshotted it, because it's easier to find it that way. I'm trying to this from memories, is you said

how people interpret the Bible says a lot more about them than it does about God.

And the way that I hear that is if I'm a hateful person, I'm going to interpret Scripture as Brueggemann says, you know with my own implicit bias. Especially if I don't care to research ancient near us culture, and what these words meant in the time that it meant. I mean, even 50 years ago, Snapchat wasn't a thing. And in 100 years, who knows what that word will mean, but it is referenced in many books. So that that matters. And I like that thought of when we read Scripture, if what we read is hateful, it's probably because we are. Which then I mean, that leads down so many, so many horrible, horrible conclusions, if you're not willing, if you're not willing to deal with it.

Danny 13:36

You see and ultimately, I'm glad you brought this up. Because everything, everything, ultimately comes down to how one views the Biblical texts. When it comes to theology I mean, that's the that's, that's the ground that's the foundation. And so sometimes like conservatives and more progressive folks like myself are just talking over each other's heads because we are just starting at two completely different places. And so I like the approach of Karl Barth, when he says that

Scripture is a witness to divine revelation, but should not be equated with divine revelation.

So, we have to understand that what the Scripture writers are saying is coming from certain culturally conditioned, and historically rooted perspectives, not eternal ones. You know what I mean? When you see scripture this way, that allows you to, to now use some discernment, I say, okay, just because that's what was believed back then doesn't mean that's what necessarily needs to be believed now.

And so the question becomes, okay, well, how do I discern when I read through the Scripture, what's reflecting God's truth and what's just reflecting the humanity of the authors. And that's where, you know, number one, we should always say Jesus should be that measuring stick for us. And I like to also just very bluntly say that love should be the measuring stick because that is what Jesus embodied through his life. And that is what Jesus said mattered most.

And so I like how John Wesley put it when he said,

whatever a passage of Scripture means, it cannot mean that God is not love.

And if you take that approach, you're going to probably come to a lot of different conclusions then you may have been handed down in the past. And then of course, we have, you know, so much good Biblical scholarship that can help us sort through the text. But, you know, it's, it's not just like you can pluck up any Bible verse and say, “This is eternal truth forever”. No, the Bible, the way Marcus Borg puts it, someone I really admire? He says,

The Bible is sacred in its status and its function, but not in its origin.

And so again now that allows us to approach the text with with a more critical lens and say, Okay, let's take what we need to take and let's leave behind what we need to leave behind. You know, nobody, hopefully on a Sunday morning is preaching slaves obey your masters, some people are still preaching. The women must be silent in church, but hopefully they're becoming the minority the more time that passes.

Seth 16:35

Hopefully, they're not reading Romans considering that was most likely read by a woman to all the people there in Rome. So just if you want to preach that, which is funny, because it takes Romans to justify that view, you're going to struggle when the verses you're using were probably first delivered by a Roman woman.

Danny 16:55

Exactly.

Seth 16:56

Yeah. But again, that requires me to know that and I have to learn that so with that being said, what then is the role of the pastor? So if you've got me as a captive audience at whatever church it is, and I know there's quite a few pastors that listen to this show, what is the role of a pastor? Especially as you have doubts with what you believe, weekly and then on Sunday? Like how should you approach that when you know that you have doubts, but you also have to speak truth? What does it look like?

Danny 17:26

Well, it's not easy, for starters. You know, but something that I've noticed is, the more vocal I've been about my struggles and my doubts and my questions, the more people have kind of come out of the woodwork and raised their hands to say, hey, me, too. I've actually been thinking those things this whole time, but I didn't know I was allowed to even say that.

And so I always tell people, the worst thing you could ever do is put me up on a pedestal. I'm just like everybody else. I speak to others what I need to hear myself. And so when I'm preaching, I'm preaching to me, and I'm letting everybody else listen in. And if it's helpful for you great if it's not fine, but I think ultimately the job of the pastor is to witness to all that they have been experiencing of God in their life, and to help other people become the most loving versions of themselves. That's what this whole thing is about from top to bottom and so that's what I try and do. My job is to serve, my job is to bless, my job is to help. And you know, me being honest about my journey can serve that purpose than great, that's what I do.

Seth 18:44

One questions that always nags at me and I've never honestly I've never been ballsy enough to ask it to a pastor but I've got you and so I'm going to try and if, if it doesn't come off, right, for those listening. I intend this from the best from the best perspective. Thinking in light of the pastor that just committed suicide and then I've been reading a lot about suicide.

I just read a book from Steve Austin called Catching Your Breath, which is a got a lot of that struggle and anxiety is so many people, specifically people in a position of leadership be that you know, a manager or a pastor, you're not allowed to show you can't turn it off. Like you have to show up Sunday. You can't turn it off. Everyone else gets to grieve and check out but the pastor, and you have to answer the phone if someone calls because that's how this works.

So how can the church partner or or create a safe place that that brokenness doesn't continue to be a leading cause either in the congregation or in the leadership like people just literally ending it?

Danny 19:46

Yeah, I remember hearing a pastor say once that everybody who is even considering to enter into pastoral ministry should first spend a whole lot of time in some AA meetings. Because in those meetings, you will kind of learn how much BS we kind of put up with in church and how many masks people are wearing and how inauthentic people are within the walls of the church. I think the answer is always honesty and vulnerability and transparency. And yet it's so sad that church, which is where people should be able to freely and totally be real about where they are, is the very place most people say they cannot do that.

They can't, they're judged or they're looked down on for their disciplined or, you know, excluded because of whatever that they said or shared. And so I think it's so important that we learn how to create environments and spaces where people can really be themselves without any repercussion. And I also think it's important for people in the church to recognize that we are not the end all be all. And there are some issues that are way past our pay grade. And there's nothing wrong until a people go see a professional, go take medication. Go ahead and pray, that's fine! You know, go ahead and do some spiritual practices that can help you, but get the other help that you need to!

And I think for a while, there's just been this weird stigma around mental health and stuff like that. Sometimes we just kind of catch it when it's too late. You know?

Seth 21:51

So I've been reading a lot on that and, and it's, it's heartbreaking and I think stigma is the right word. And, and I'm I'm so hopeful that my kids generation does not look at like, if my car was broke down, I take it to the mechanic and the brain is nothing more than any other part of our body. Like if I'm sick, I go to the doctor.

And for some reason, you're not supposed to do that, if you're struggling with depression, or you know, we'll pray it out of you. And the reason I asked that question is I feel like churches that I grew up in, and churches that I see, for the most part, are really good at calling out the problem, and decent at trying to help with the solution and horrible at walking through it with you when it hurts that there's only a handful of people that will. And so how, and your church is probably different because you were going through everything while the church is being founded. So I have to think that your congregation is probably in a different headspace than the normal church that existed in Atlanta, Georgia for the last hundred years or my church that's over 100 years old, you know, and so, right. That's why I asked that question. Like, I don't know how to how to retrain a congregation that their entire life Church has been programmed that this is the box that are—this is the puzzle piece that church fills in your life, when really, it should be many puzzle pieces that are interchanging.

Danny 23:17

100%! 100%! And, for us at Heartway it starts with me. I mean, it always starts with the leadership. You know, I have zero problem being completely honest about what I struggle with, where I need to see growth, what I've been experiencing, how I've been hurt in the past. And so a lot of people just they just kind of need that permission. I know it's probably weird to put it in that way but people they don't feel like they're allowed or they're able to or like it's not correct and so when spiritual leader comes out and it's just totally open about things that helps create a culture where other people can embrace that same kind of mentality and just be open and honest and real about whatever it is they're struggling with.

But yeah, I just spoke with somebody actually last weekend who said, who talked to me about the fact that they're dealing with depression, and you know, they don't know exactly what to do. And they asked me to pray. And I said, listen, I'm gonna pray for you. But can you promise me that, like, you're going to go see somebody and if they tell you to take medication, you'll take that medication too, because the mental health is such a big issue. This is such a big problem that we need as many ways to kind of confront it as possible, not just one way and we should utilize all those different ways in order to, you know, get to that place where we can actually enjoy life and live as we were intended to live.

Seth 25:00

I didn't intend for this to go there. But I'm glad that we did. Because it's honest and if there's ever anything you you wonder if you can say at church, it's definitely that I want to circle back around to the Bible. So I find often, as I'm in a different place now than I was 10 years ago, when I speak with people that we no longer theologically align. They struggle, and probably I do too, if I'm honest, at dissolving the belief and the person like, I am not my beliefs, but my beliefs do inform me. And so how do you deal when people like I've been called like, well, you're just cherry picking Scripture. You can't just talk about love, or Jesus. And it seems like every time I give you a Scripture verse, Seth, you want to try to twist it to match it to fit what Jesus said, which a part of me finds funny, actually, genuinely funny. But I get tired of being accused of cherry picking which scripture I do and don't want to Use for whatever the situation is, Do you find that to be true?

Danny 26:04

Um, yeah, it's just kind of silly everybody cherry picks, everybody chooses a set of texts that they're going to prioritize over others. And all we're saying is, we're open and honest about admitting the fact that we do it. And other people they just aren't. And so what we're saying is because of Jesus, and what he valued and what he taught, we want to prioritize these texts that speak of love, and justice and compassion and peace, and wholeness and renewal. And we want to read all of those other texts, in light of these, which we're giving priority.

And the example of this is Jesus, this is what Jesus did. Jesus was very selective in his quoting of Scripture, sometimes Jesus would even change Scripture

you've heard it said, But I say to you

Jesus would challenge certain readings and interpretations of Scripture. And what ultimately, was the goal for Jesus and all of this was love and compassion. That was always the goal for Jesus. That's where he wanted to end up. And so there were certain people who were using the law to exclude other people, or to belittle other people. Jesus said, Hey, I know that's what it says. But people matter more than rules. And relationships matter more than your dogma.

And so when there's a conflict, you gotta you gotta be willing to question some of this stuff and some of the way you're reading it. So I like how one, one teacher by the name of Paul Knitter. He says he's from Union Theological Seminary. He says that he operate with what he calls an ethical hermeneutic, which means he basically test the validity of truth claims on the basis of the ethical fruit that those truth claims produce in people's life. And so if the ethical fruit of a certain belief is bringing harm, then we've got to go back and rethink that belief or rethink that interpretation. Does that make sense?

Seth 28:32

It does. But how do we measure harm? Because what could be harmful for me? Yeah, so like, say, I own a business. What I think is harmful, is entirely different than what you might think is harmful. So how do I measure harm in that hermeneutic?

Danny 28:46

Yeah, I think that when you look at the life of Jesus, there is always always always liberation. theology speak of it like this. There's always a bias for the bottom, there's always a preferential option for the poor. God's heart is with the oppressed. God's heart is with those who are excluded and marginalized.

And so, you know, in what way are our beliefs and our interpretations and our on our theology impacting those folks. And that's where that's where we can look and say, Hey, this is actually producing a lot of harm or this is actually doing something that's good. And again, love is our guide. Love is our guide. At least that's how I try and simplify it in that way.

Seth 30:33

When we think about social justice, and when I say that I don't mean the political, social justice, I don't mean Democrats, Republicans, I could care less about that. When I think of bringing that salvation to me social justice is a form of salvation like things are being reconciled and and if I'm just to be overtly blunt, like I believe that, that humans ultimately are being reconciled, but so is everything else. You know the computer that we're talking on, this microphone, the universe, everything is being made whole. And that that's what the kingdom of God is ultimately going to look like, which I believe is going to be extremely loving. So how does the church do that? What does the church need to change for that version of the kingdom of God to come into being? Because what I see now does not look like that except for really small pockets. And I want to make sure I don't have just an echo chamber of people that agree with me.

Danny 31:32

Yeah, you know, I'm a big proponent of the statement made by Jürgen Moltmann, when he said all theology is eschatology. All theology is eschatology, meaning, how we think about the future is going to have a huge impact as to how we live now in the present. And so we've got a skewed vision of what God intends for the future, then we're going to have a skewed vision for God's purposes in the here and now.

And so how do we conceive of where this whole thing is headed? That's the big question. And you answered it very well already when you mentioned the kingdom of God, the kingdom of God. There are so many, well, just like every theological term, there are a million definitions for everything. Some of my favorite definitions of the kingdom of God, Thomas Oord calls it the reign of love. One of my professors from cooler Reggie McNeal calls the kingdom of God-life as God intends. Marcus Borg speaks of the kingdom of God as the dream of God for the world. John Cobb, process theologian, speaks of the kingdom of God as the Commonwealth of God. It is a vision of a new kind of world. A new kind of humanity.

And so we are called to partner with God, to bring about that reality that was Jesus, his prayer to Your kingdom come and Your will be done on earth as it is in heaven. And so I think the church is always going to have problems if we relegate social justice to something that is secondary to the Gospel; or just an implication of the gospel. When you separate social justice from the Gospel, you no longer have the Gospel—those are one in the same. Now, of course, there's an individual component to this. We preach the good news that people can be reconciled to God through Christ. But here's where people get it mixed up. What if what that means, okay to be reconciled to God through Christ, what that means is you are partnering with God, to bring about this alternative social vision that God has for the world. That's what it means for you as an individual, to be reconciled to God, and to be faithful to God, and to live the kind of life that God intends.

So the social component, and the individual component of the gospel belong together, they belong together. God has a vision for what the world could be we saw that in Jesus, and now are calling is to partner with God to create the kind of world that we saw, made known in Christ.

Seth 34:48

How do we do that well, when we have things that like just came out to yesterday that social justice activism reform that so many Protestants their name to it, I have to think that you have to be aware of it. I haven't read it in full. But I hope you know what I'm talking about that John MacArthur espouse like, how do we, how do we, on one side of the church, join hands with the other side of the church when they seem to just not care?

Like, just check out like you're reading it wrong. It's your fault. Like, I don't need them to agree with me, but how do I actually partner with them? Because it's going to require that like, like a church, like there's a part of the church that to do the ministry that needs to be done requires the mechanisms and the infrastructure that the body of the church historically has made. But it seems like sometimes his body just doesn't care to use it for anything but game. So how do I partner and I love what you're saying about social justice, but I don't know how to make that key fit into that lock, to even start down that road.

Danny 35:49

Well, on a personal level I am trying to spend a lot less time fighting the old and a lot more time building the New. So kinda like Richard Rohr says

the best criticism of the bad is the practice of the better.

I just think that those of us who have captured the heart of the Kingdom need to pay a lot less attention and give a lot less energy to folks who are dragging everything back. And we need to give all of our energy and all of our focus to moving things forward. So what does that mean for our communities like we just kind of be on the ground, we've got to be connected to the poor, we have to be actively at work in our communities, bringing about change, not just and I make this distinction oftentimes; a lot of churches are good at doing the work of charity. But not a lot of churches are good at doing the work of justice. There's a big difference.

You know, charity is doing nice things for people who are need, and we need a lot more charity. But that's not where it stops for us. The vision of Jesus and God's goal and desires the kingdom, then we also have to fix and change the structures and systems that create the poverty and the neediness in the first place. So, that's where churches need to need to get really creative and and start figuring out how can we actually make a lasting impact? How can we actually bring about change, not just do nice things for people and take pictures and post it up on social media, and then pat ourselves on the back and make a video, you know, I mean.

So yeah, it's not easy. You know, it's not easy, but I'll tell you what, the fact that these folks had to make a statement tells you that folks like us are making enough noise, that that's a necessity for them. Do you know what I mean? Because I'll tell you what, when I was when I was in that world, four or five years ago, this wasn't a conversation. But it is a conversation now; the reflection is happening, the conversation is happening, the dialogue is happening. And I think Unfortunately, the church has usually had to have to be dragged kicking and screaming into the future.

Seth 38:37

That's the story of which I mean is that happens every like, that's biblical. Like that is the story of Israel. Like I will save you from Egypt. All right, we're good. You promise you do this? Yeah, of course. That's our covenant. Just kidding. He was gone too long. Let's make a calf. Let's do this thing like that is the story of the church to kicking and screaming, which makes God more graceful honestly.

Danny 39:02

I know. And that's my biggest frustration like when you talk to people who are not in church world, and you ask for their opinion of Christians. I'll tell you the one thing you're never going to hear, oh, Christians, and those are those people who are just really ahead of the game. Those are those people who are just always challenging the way that we do things and, and trying to pull society forward into a better future. No, that's not what people say about us! What they say about us is, “Oh, those are the folks that are holding everyone back. Those are the folks who are still like getting mad about the fact that women are wearing jeans that have holes in them”, which by the way, we had an incident like that at my church which is why that’s stuck in my head.

Seth 39:57

Well, to be fair, I don't like that. I feel like that's a waste of money. That's me, that's a personal preference. If she likes it, I don't care, that's fine.

Danny 40:04

We just worry about these issues that we make, which is so behind. It's like, I'm so bored by some of the conversations that we're still having in the church. Like, why are we still having these conversations that…I mean, the world has moved on, the world has moved on. And eventually we will have to as well. But guess what, we're not supposed to be the last ones to wake up. We're supposed to be the ones ahead of everybody else. If the spirit is always ahead of us that means that we as people of the Spirit should be ahead of everybody else to letting the world know, hey, there's a better future. There's a better way to do this. There's a better way to be human. Look at how we're living amongst ourselves. This is what God desires for you and for the universe as a whole. But that's just not the reality. You know it’s tough, it's tough even for me, like, I hate that every time I introduce myself as a pastor people recoil, and then I have to spend the next 10 minutes apologizing, and and and basically explaining to these people that I'm not that kind of Christian, which they're used to. You know, I mean, like, I get why some people feel like they just need to check out and throw the whole thing away the labels not even helpful for me.

I understand it. You know now I believe too much in the message of Jesus and in Christianity to do that. I'm gonna stick it through at least, that's where I am now. But yeah, it's not easy.

Seth 41:43

What do you think changed in the last five years because I agree with you like, I'm only at a college for 10 years and I know I was in a bubble at Liberty, but just even when you turn on the news or social media like Facebook existed then. Although to date myself, Facebook came to the campus because you had to be at a college to get Facebook, so I'll let people Google what year that was.

But like, I don't, what do you think is changed in what you've seen? Not necessarily what you've heard, but what has changed either in the western civilization of humanity or in the culture of the world that we are it appears gradually progressing? Which which scares me for what my son will deal with in 30 years. What will I stop progressing at but I'm not there yet. What is, what has changed?

Danny 42:30

Well, I can probably speak better as to what's changing in the church, we can start there. What I will say is more and more people are speaking up and speaking out. When previously, they had so much to themselves, because speaking up and speaking out, meant that you got fired. Meant you lost your livelihood. You were deemed a heretic. I mean, look 2011 Love Wins comes out…Farewell Rob Bell, fast forward, I mean that book created such a ruckus in Christianity.

Seth 43:15

That book rocked me. So I remember reading that I had just started my banking career read it on my lunch break over the course of a week. I remember walking away slightly angry and extremely confused specifically because he didn't really give any answers. He just said, here's the different views and go figure it out.

Danny 43:31

Well, that's his style, you know, but what I will say is there were a lot of people who had to pay the price. And because they paid the price you have this podcast right now and you don't probably get as much heat as those people did. You know what I mean? Like, so that’s what I’m saying

Seth 43:52

I'm pretty sure I don't get as much as they do. But I get more than I thought that I would.

Danny 43:58

Yeah, of course. You know, I get criticized all the time. But my point is like, alternative theologies are being normalized now. Like I said, there are more and more people who feel bold enough and courageous enough to now speak because others have spoken before them. And so I think, especially with social media, and the more content that's being put out and listen, my journey, my journey towards the kind of Christianity that I practice now, a big part of all of this has been podcasts.

I listened to and I'm not even kidding. I still probably listen to anywhere upwards of eight to 10 hours of podcasts every week, and that's probably not…I probably do more than that sometimes. I mean, so those podcasts are people like yourself, who said, you know what, let's change the conversation. Let's talk about stuff we weren't allowed to talk about before. And so the more we normalize this, the easier it'll be for other people to pick up on the fact that you can't just put a label and call of heretics and expect us to be silenced now and not taken seriously. No, that's just not the reality anymore of the world that we live at. So I think that's been a big part of the shift.

Seth 45:22

Yeah, no, I agree. I used to be afraid of the heretic label, mostly because I used it as a weapon. But I'm finding more and more and more I posted a quote not long ago that was given to me. What is say? It's, it's a Helmet Thielicke. I can't say his name. It's German, like Helmet Thielicke. I can't say it. It basically it's,

a person who speak it's th e l IC K. That's too many consonants in a word for me as an American and I'm willing, I'm willing to admit that but he says

A person who speaks to this hour’s need will always be skirting the edge of heresy, but only the person who risks those heresies can gain the truth.

Which I really resonate with, because I feel like I get permission to keep doing what I'm doing, which which I find life giving, like the more that I research and the more that I read, and honestly, the more that I watch the numbers of which podcasts are downloaded, like, you would think that it would be the big, you know, because I've interviewed people not just progressive I've interviewed people from all all different walks, but it is the the topics on hell. The conversation on atonement, and the conversations on salvation that have been historically every month consistently enough so that they almost outweigh many of the other episodes, which are like tentpole, portions of our faith, like, where do I go when I die? What does salvation look like? Why did Jesus die?

Which if those are the most listened to, I really wonder what most pastors are preaching on Sunday? But I find the more than more that I dig in the more and more that I read and engage in different streams of theology. The deeper God gets. And in this the, I don't know, the more flexible I become, and that's not the right that's not the right verb, but it's close.

Danny 47:18

No, but I get it. I believe the search for truth is the search for God. And that truth, big “T” Truth has nothing to be afraid of. So there's nothing that's off limits. Ask the questions, search, investigate, read beyond that which you have originally been exposed to. That's when you're going to start growng. That's when you'll get stretched. That's when you'll…see I didn't even know that other theologies really existed. And if I did think that other theologies besides my own existed, I just dismiss them automatically as falsehoods because those articulations were different than mine. And that's what a lot of us are taught this is there's just one way to see it. And that's it. And if you don't see it this way, you're wrong. And people have no idea of the breadth and the depth and the width of Christian history and Christian theology.

I tell people all the time, there are many ways where I have challenged Christian tradition and move beyond certain traditional formulations found within the church. However, there are other ways in which I haven't moved beyond I've just created deeper roots. I just went, I just went further in and I've been able to find stuff and and unearth treasures that were there all along, but have just been ignored.

So, ultimately, I think the big question is, what does it mean to be faithful? Repeating the past or continuing the conversation? There are some people who say our job is just to regurgitate what has already been said, forever and ever and ever. Absolute, unchanging, eternal truth. And there are others that say, you should be a little more humble. Recognize that even though there is absolute truth, no one possesses that truth absolutely. Which means we're all on a pilgrimage. We're consistently and constantly just figuring it out. We should always be open and willing to learn and adjust. And theology is a discussion! It's a discussion from beginning to end. But yeah, that's difficult.

Seth 49:41

One of my favorite friends. One of my favorite friends, that's awful. One of my friends. Anytime we start talking about theology, he's like, I just sometimes have to remember that we made this up. lJesus is who Jesus is, but all of this, all of this theology, like we made this like this. So if it's bad, we just That and if it's good, we did that.

But this theology and how we work with it, we made this up. We did this which is, yeah. Which is it is what it is.

So, Danny, I want to give give you back time. I know we've we're really close to the end of the amount of time that we have. So thank you so much for coming on. I appreciate your afternoon. And I appreciate I genuinely I've listened to a handful of your sermons. I really appreciate what you're doing. I don't necessarily always agree with you, theologically, but I really genuinely appreciate your authenticity, and what you're doing.

Danny 50:39

I appreciate it.

Seth 50:40

Where can people hear more, either your sermons or dig into maybe some books that are impacting you or some theologians that are being life giving to you in closing?

Danny 50:53

Yeah, well, all of our stuff is that HeartwayChurch.com and every week I'm preaching different sermons and so we do have a podcast, you know, on podbean or iTunes. If you search for Heartway church, you'll find what we're doing.

But I wouldn't even know where to begin in terms of books for people to read right now what's bringing life to me there's a wonderful book by a man named Martin Laird called Into the silent land, which is it's a beautiful book on prayer and contemplation. And I'm also reading a book by Richard Rohr called The Naked Now. And that book is really good. So that's kind of what's on the tip of my mind as we speak, but yeah, if anybody ever reaches out to me and you're curious about reading, reading some good stuff I can I can spend less inundations for sure.

Seth 51:54

Absolutely. Well, Danny, thank you so much.

Danny 51:58

No, you got it, man. Thanks for having me. It was fun.

Seth Outro 52:37

The church is changing and if you don't think so you just have to pay attention but the Church must change. You heard Danny and I talk about it quite a bit there and I hadn't given much thought that we just need to stop fighting the fight to change people to do something different and instead just move forward; just move on and do something. Be formative be Jesus, like just go and chase after the Spirit and where that leads is fine.

Thank you so much the new patron supporters I know there's been an uptick in that I appreciate each and every single one of you.

Willl talk to you next week.

Be blessed.

45 - Faith in the Shadows with Austin Fischer / Transcript

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Austin 0:00

So I think probably the chapter in the book I've been asked about the most is the chapter on stuff is what I call it, you know, the new religion. And the basic idea and it comes from first, 1 Timothy, 2 Timothy, one of those two where the writer says, you know, for the love of money is the root of all evil. And many people have walked away from the faith because of it. And have I just never seen anybody explore this idea that's so clearly laid out in Scripture that a lot of people walk away from faith, not because they have, you know, existential questions or despair or, you know, other religions or what do I do about science? No, a lot of people walk away from faith, because they had a lot of stuff. And it made God irrelevant, a pain, someone they needed to get rid of, so they can enjoy their stuff, you know, and it's so clearly laid out, but it's never explored. And so that is the idea that stuff causes a crisis of faith because God is clearly laid out there. All scripture is a threat to our stuff because God says that all of our stuff is actually his stuff. You know, that's Psalm 24:1

The earth is the Lord's and everything it contained. yes

I don't own anything you said you don't own anything. God owns everything everything that we have we have alone. That's like a pretty tough thing to really believe this day and age. And so I do think that our stuff which we love has made believing in God very inconvenient. So we've just kind of decided on a subconscious level none of this was intentional, that it would just be easier to just not believe in God so we could just enjoy our stuff.

Seth Intro 2:11

Hey guys, welcome back to another episode of the Can I Say This At Church podcast. Regardless of what my voice sounds like, I am still Seth, your host. I want to apologize up front for this intro and the outro is recorded well after the conversation with Austin and fall apparently has set in; and with that comes whatever has happened to my throat So firstly, thank you so much to each and every one of the patrons supporters and thank you each and every one of you that have review the show on iTunes, Google Play podbean everywhere else, the Facebook pages, the Twitter pages, the private discussion group, for honest discussions around religion and anything else are all upticking and I've really gotten to know a few of you that I know are listening to the show. really have enjoyed it. On September, 11, Austin Fisher, who is a returning guest to the show, who was the lead pastor at VISTA Community Church in temple, Texas, prior, he wrote a book called young, restless and no longer reformed, which done a little bit quite a bit with Calvinism, and his fall away from fundamentalism.

But the problem is pastors still struggle the same way that you and I do. They just don't get to turn it off. They start to show up on Sunday. And so Faith in The Shadows is about that. How as a person in leadership of the church, how we deal with the problem of evil, how we deal with doubt, how we wrestle with grief, how we deal with cancer and kids, and how we still continue to worship God through that doubt. Because scripture is fairly clear. It's okay today doubt. There's nothing wrong without certainty, and the need to have it, I believe, will kill the church if we can't learn to wrestle and struggle with questions that we have. excited for you to hear today's conversation. If you're not familiar with Austin, I would recommend you find him on Twitter, Facebook, Instagram, but on Twitter. You'll you'll see a bit of his theology at play as he as he discusses things with people daily. So you'll find the links and socials in the show notes. Here we go. Faith in the shadows with Austin.

Seth 4:54

Austin Welcome back to the Can I Say This At Church podcast you were one of three people that has come back for the second time.

Good company. So a person that I count is a friend Keith Giles, who also gets his name bashed around a lot for some of his views, but that's fine. And then Alexander Shaia who is one of my, my, he's someone that's greatly impacted my spiritual journey with his works and with our conversations and chats that we've had afterward. And so, welcome to the club of second time commers to the show.

Austin 5:21

It's elite company, I'm glad to be in it. Glad to be back.

Seth 5:24

For those that don't know, you're a pastor in Texas or a co-lead pastor or lead pastor. I'm not sure how you differentiate that when there's two pastors.

Austin 5:32

Yeah, we just got two lead pastors.

Seth 5:35

So, in Texas, and so I already like you, as we said last time, because I'm also from Texas. And for those that want to know a bit more about Austin, and what brought him to where he's at now, I would recommend going back about a month's worth of episodes, and you can hear that there so we will forego all that. I'm greatly excited to talk to you about this book that you had come out on September 11, called Faith in the Shadows, Finding Christ in the Midst of Doubt and I was hoping you could tell me a bit a bit more specifically, of why you wrote the book. Like it's it's extremely personal. And there are stories in here that were deeply moving, as I read it for different reasons. And I'm sure we'll get to it in a minute. But why this?

Austin 6:18

Yeah, so I wrote this book, because I mean, I really did and we'll get into but I almost walked away from from my faith, even as a pastor and really struggled with what to do with this kind of growing doubt I had over a period of years and didn't know how to process it, felt ashamed of it. And so when I kind of got to a better place with it all (I) just thought how helpful it would be for a lot of other people who are doubting who aren't even pastors who don't have the training or resources that I have, who have no clue what to do with their doubts. And we know that people doubt you know, that's not really up for debate, we will doubt that's not a decision we get to make. The only decision we get to make is what we're going to do with our doubts and my kind of conviction in the book was that that makes people abandon their faith, obviously. But people don't abandon their faith because they have doubts so much as people have been in their faith because they think they're not allowed to have doubts.

And a lot of people aren't aware that within the Christian tradition, there's this huge history of faithful doubting, stretching all the way back to the apostles, right. Which is one of the stories I tell in the book, the Great Commission, the disciples are up on this mountain, Jesus is resurrected. They look into the eyes of the resurrected Christ. And we are told they saw him and they worshiped him, but they still doubted. Right‽ And how is that possible? How could somebody look at the resurrected Christ and still doubt? I mean, most of us probably would say, Hey, man, you give me a you know, five minutes with the resurrected Jesus and I wouldn't for the rest of my life. I wouldn't need anything else from God for the rest of my life. And yet the apostles got that and they still doubted and Jesus still built the church on these 11 apostles who saw him but still doubted. And so no Christian should think they have to choose between Jesus and their doubts. Yet most of us do.

Seth 8:01

what do you think is the relationship between faith and doubt? Like, how is that intertwined? Like, can I have a faith that’s worth having without having doubts?

Austin 8:12

So that's a great question. One of the things I really tried to do in the book was not, I'm not trying to convince people they should doubt, you know, some people, you know, there's some seasons where we don't doubt there's some people who just for various reasons, never really doubt. And that's fine. So I don't want to talk you into it.

But it is my conviction that most of us will doubt and that properly understood, Christian faith comes packaged with a set of beliefs, that when they interact with the kind of relentless suffering we find in our world, it's almost inevitable that some sort of crisis of faith will happen. And so one of the things I mentioned in the book in the chapter on evil is if evil doesn’t almost make you walk away from faith at some point, then you may not have Biblical faith or you may not understand it, either. You may not have felt the full weight of evil.

Seth 9:02

Yeah, I agree. So my wife is a nurse and she takes care of some kids that are really sick, like the sickest of the sick that have to come for chemo and cancer and Chrons and there's nothing more disagreeable isn't the strong. I don't know what the strongest word…there's nothing more offensive than a kid 10 years old with brain cancer that dies. There's nothing more evil to me, because there isn't any malicious intent. They didn't do anything! I mean, what could they have done‽ And I talk with people constantly and honestly, that's one of the few times that people actually talk religion with me when it's something medical with their family members. And I don't know why that is why there's something different about that kind of evil as opposed to people in you know, other countries like you referenced an earthquake story in your book, and I don't know why there's any difference in evil. Can we categorize evil in that way? Is there a worse evil?

Austin 10:00

So there's been a long running kind of debate among philosophers and a distinction drawn between moral evil and natural evil. You know, and so moral evil would be, you know, if you do something wrong, and you get a consequence for that, and and that, you know, the consequences seem to greatly outweigh the offense sometimes. That we can at least make some sort of sense of that, like all of us have some sense of justice, and when we do things wrong, and sometimes there are consequences.

Natural evil is more difficult because there's nobody to blame for an earthquake. You know, like, you know, the kids in the orphanage I mentioned in the book who were affected by this earthquake like they didn't do anything to cause an earthquake. The kid with cancer didn't do anything to deserve cancer. And so it's just harder to find culpability. And if there's no culpability, then it just seems like gratuitous, needless suffering. And gratuitous, needless suffering is a big problem for a Christian because we believe in a God of infinite beauty and grace.

Seth 10:53

I didn't send this to you in the questions, but I'm curious because I see the painting that you referenced at the beginning of your book literally right behind you. Can you walk the listeners through and I'm gonna advise you strongly go by the book. Um, honestly, you might be able to see it in the preview copies that Amazon gives you like one or two pages for free; a bit of the story of that Rembrandt Return of the prodigal son, can you walk through a bit of that analogy and how that painting specifically behind you has impacted your I mean, just the way that you worship and the way that you lead people in worship.

Austin 11:22

Sure, so Rembrandt's returning the prodigal was one of the most famous paintings certainly in the Western world. And if you've ever looked at it, you know, you've got the kind of the key figures the father, his prodigal son, the older brother, and we're familiar with those three figures. They're Central. But then on the kind of periphery of the painting, you start to see these other figures and they're kind of in the shadows. And then like in the deepest thing, it's the top left corner, there's this figure that is impossible to see. Unless you have a really high quality print of the painting. It's this figure like kind of in the very back in the shadows watching this, you know, incredible scene of reconciliation, but it looks like It's a woman.

And her face is real kind of indifferent. Like she's taking it in. But she's not experiencing it. She knows that something's happening, but she doesn't quite know what it is. And so I start off the book by telling the story of how I do have this painting in my office and I sit across from it most every day when I have time and just kind of let it center me; like this is my reminder of what the universe is about. It's about the reconciliation of God, God reaching out to sinners.

And I remember one day they're looking at the painting and as I've been going through the season of really difficult and doubt. So the center of gravity and the painting being the reconciliation between father and practical, my eyes kept going to this woman who's tucked away in the shadows and just kind of wondering what she thinks about what she sees. Wondering how she feels about what she sees, and feeling like, in some sense, that's where I was in my faith. Like I kind of believed in God at that point, and I'd seen things but I wasn't there where the action was, it was like I was watching the reconciliation and I was watching other people have faith. But I didn't feel like I really had faith.

I think of the story of Paul and his companions. You know, when Paul gets blinded on the road to Damascus, and Paul hears this voice, he sees something and his friends, like kind of hear something, but they don't see anything. But they see Paul seeing something. And that's kind of what faith had become for me, I could see other people seeing things, but I just wasn't seeing it or hearing it anymore.

Seth 13:24

Yeah. So what changes then? So if I'm trying to relate with this woman that and I will say if you Google it, you can get a good enough quality but you do have to fullscreen the thing to find that image because I've never noticed her either. I've seen that picture in many, many, many books. It's referenced often; is that the only role that she play—is a bystandard that is watching and not interacting at all. Is there any other role that that character in that painting can play in our faith?

Austin 13:57

Oh, I mean, so you know, one thing you could say about her as well, she's not at the center of the action kind of in the scene. She's still there. And she's still hanging around. And I think that's one of the things I learned, as I, you know, was trying to figure out if I was going to walk away from faith or not, is, I both chose too, and other people kind of chose for me to still keep me around.

And even though my faith wasn't, you know, in the light, in a great place, it was still close enough that I caught these little flickers of the light in other people's faith kind of I talked about in a post that other people kind of believed for me for a little bit. And I actually discovered that other people can at least for a time believe for you.

So like, as a pastor, you know, I still had to show up to church and all that. And even though I didn't really know if I believed or how much I believed, I knew other people believed, and I saw their belief, and their belief carried me for a season when I didn't have much belief; and so I've that's a really important lesson to learn, especially for a lot of us Protestants who are so individualistic, and priesthood of all believers is great and all but sometimes it can go sour. And there are times when we need others to believe for us and just showing up even when you don't feel like it can kind of keep you in the game when otherwise you might walk away.

Seth 15:18

That reminds me of, you know, of a person's marriage or of a person's friendship or a relationship with someone that's long term. I mean, even if, even if I'm upset with my wife, we're still in this like, I gotta do it. You can't just peace out. So and that's an oversimplification, but it's an easy analogy.

In your book, you talk about people that are just naturally talented, gifted Christians. You know, the LeBron James of Christians and that they're just born with a gift and that that type of gifting or that type of Christianity is not a faith that will sustain them.

How does that work? Like, what is that kind of Christian and not to name any names what does that look like? Like how Is that something like this eight year old kid is teaching the pastor or they just know the right answers often like, what does that actually look like?

Austin 16:06

Yeah. So what I mean there and I think that's in Chapter One is that there's some people for whom faith specifically, you know, which is one aspect of Christianity-faith. Faith just comes really easily for some people. For some people believing that God is good. And obviously they're even when the most horrendous things happen, like they would never think to question their faith and that's great, you know, again, good on ’em. But for a lot of us, faith does not come naturally. And faith has never come naturally for me, like certain things the general idea of there being a God, that comes naturally enough.

But I've just never found a lot of the, you know, classic, apologetic arguments for Christianity totally persuasive. You know, when I do funerals for children, which I have to do a lot, I'm a pastor at a young church so when I do funerals it's usually for children. I don't, you know, like see a divine purpose behind it, I just see nonsense.

It's all I see. It's all I've ever seen. It's probably all I'll ever see.

And so faith in those moments is the least natural thing imaginable for me. So if you're that sort of person, and again, I'm not saying that's better, I'm not saying that's worse. It's just who I am. And there are a lot of us who are like that. If that's you, then you have to learn some habits to sustain you in this faith that doesn't necessarily come natural for you. And it comes with its own set of strengths and weaknesses. You know, like, I think one of the things I say in the book is what I lack in ease when it comes to my faith I make up for in grit. I got a lot of grit when it comes to my faith and I've learned how to push through and some of us have to grit it out because it’s not easy for us.

Seth 17:38

That's probably the Texas in you and honestly I can relate to that like I'm used to being I mean, if you want to go get groceries, you got to drive an hour. I don't believe that's the case anymore. But at least where I'm from in Texas, like we're planning this out. We're spending $800 and we're getting three baskets full. We got to make it last you don't ask for help you got to make it work which is also dangerous. As we alluded to earlier. You need to Come beside people, if you're always relying on yourself when when you break, everything breaks.

I have found in having these conversations repetitively, and recently having more specific conversations with listeners of the show that it is hard to define God and that I struggled to define God when people ask me who God is, at a level without having any church talking in it. And so when we have faith in a God that we worship, how do we state what that God is?

Austin 18:33

So if you're a Christian, any attempt to explain who God is or what God is like, has to start with Jesus. And so what I always tell people is, “Hey, you know, there are all these arguments out there, historical arguments, rational arguments, on and on and on, and some of them are kind of persuasive, but at the end of the day, none of them are bulletproof.“ And so here's why I'm a Christian. I'm a Christian because a couple thousand years ago, there was this dude named Jesus and He lived a beautiful life, the most beautiful life that's ever been lived. He literally changed the world. And not by raising an army or conquering anything. He changed the world by dying and living a beautiful life while dying and forgiving the people who killed him-and it was so powerful that it literally changed the course of history. And I have experienced some sense of that ministry that changed the world. And so I'm not certain about all sorts of things. I follow Jesus, because I think it's the most beautiful way to live my life. And I think that if you take a few steps towards him, you'll probably find that the same is true for you.

And then all the other stuff, man, like it can make some sense, but it only makes sense. If you're like moving in the direction of Jesus. And you're probably only going to start moving in the direction of Jesus, if you think that Jesus is beautiful.

Seth 19:43

Well, the reason I say it's hard for me is when I'm talking to people, I'm talking to my fundamental fund fund. Ahhh, I hate this word, my fundamentalist evangelical brethren. And so when I describe God, it doesn't sound…I do tend to gravitate to Jesus. But it doesn't sound like what they hear in church each week. Which is funny that Jesus is offensive to Christians often. But that's where I struggle. Lately though I really find myself with I relate a lot to the eastern Eastern orthodoxies of some other people, I just the practices and the cadences, and that's not Protestantism. And so when I try to describe God it's a mix of everything. And so I don't actually know what I am. It's like, your your

Austin 20:31

Yeah, you’re promiscuous in your theological sensibility.

Seth 20:36

(laughter) Promiscuous! I guess that works. Why is fundamentalism a possible issue for the church for the next 10-15 years?

Austin 20:46

So fundamentalism, as I define it in the book is less a specific set of beliefs and it’s more way of believing. So fundamentalism is more spirit than form, more attitude than, you know set of propositions. And so when I say fundamentalism, what I mean is a general posture of doing theology that is very rigid. And that has a deep need for certainty.

And I think fundamentalism is a huge danger because as we've realized the world hasn't got more complex. We've just realized how complex the world always was, is what's happened, you know, in the last couple hundred years. And so fundamentalism, I think, is trying to retreat back to a very naïve picture of what Scripture is almost a complete refusal to acknowledge some of the claims and discoveries that have been made in science; how many different other religions there are, how many really good questions there are out there.

And so fundamentalism, I think, is a danger because it teaches people that the only way to have faith is to have a certain faith. And the only way to have a certain faith, honestly, is to not ask any questions. So it sets people up for failure. And so you got the typical story of the typical, you know, fundamentalist student who was told that they have to believe the earth was created in six literal days, 6000 years ago. If that's not true, then Jesus wasn't God. They go to college, they take freshman biology or geology, and they see all the facts laid out for it. And they realize all these kind of cheap answers they've been given about, you know, how the dinosaurs just didn't make it on the ark or whatever it was, don't work. And so then they're faced with this crisis of faith where they go, “Well, I can believe in you know, science and evolution, or I can believe in Jesus, but I can't believe in both; science and evolution is pretty clearly real. It's a little more tangible than Jesus”. So it looks like I'm walking away from Jesus. And that happens all the time. Like, we know that the majority of students who leave home, end up walking away from their faith. Some of them will come back once they have kids and they need help raising their kids.

But most of them won't come back. And this is what's hard for me about fundamentalism. There's so many legitimate reasons to have a car crisis of faith, right? Like evil! Evil is a great reason not to be a Christian, you know, it's a great reason to have a crisis of faith. You having to choose between Jesus and evolution is a really bad reason to have a crisis of faith. And so I hate that we have created these artificial crises of faith for people, when there's so many legitimate ones out there. And that's what fundamentalism has done. It's just given us more and more reasons to walk away from our faith. And they're really bad reasons for the most part.

Seth 23:26

Yeah, you talk. I like the way you talk about science in your book. You and I could find the page if you're patient with me, but you may know it. You give a quote from someone else basically saying that when, when we're talking about science and the universe and whatnot, it is describing how the world works, and that religion is describing why it works. And that's not right. That's not what…

Austin 23:49

No, it's a quote from a Rabbi named Jonathan Sacks. He's really well known and he says,

science takes things apart to see how they work. Religion puts things together to see what mean,

which is just a really helpful, like punchy explanation to help you see that science and religion look at reality from different angles, asking different questions. And so they come to different conclusions about things. And so there is some overlap in certain areas, but for the most part, science and religion are not in competition with each other.

And when we really trace it out, I mean, this is one of the things I say in the book, I'm not aware of a single core claim of Orthodox Christian faith that science has got anywhere near contradicting, not one, not a single one! And yet there's the general impression among Christians and non Christians, that science and Christianity are incompatible. And I really think that's one area where the modern church and it's not the whole church, like most Catholics, Eastern Orthodox certainly, they don't have this struggle with science that Protestants do. It's mainly a Protestant problem and it's a problem that's mainly rooted in rigid Biblical literalism.

Seth 24:54

No, I agree. I've learned from just personal practice that the other versions of our faith that aren't Protestantism are less legal, less contractual, less bank note of I prayed prayer to Jesus. And so I am guaranteed this. This is the promissory note. Let's do this thing. But that is also the most scary part for me, because I'm not used to dealing with those emotions. It wasn't trained to handle emotions.

Austin 25:21

Yeah, yeah. And again, and there are ways there are things Protestantism does really, really well. I'm still a Protestant and proudly am. I am drawn and just more open to obviously, Eastern Orthodox traditions, Catholic theology, you name it. And so honestly, it's less of a Protestantism issue. And again, it's more of a fundamentalism issue and they're Catholic fundamentalist. There probably aren't many Eastern Orthodox fundamentalist, but they're certainly Catholic fundamentalist and Protestant, fundamentalist, and that's where the problem is. Again, there are enough legitimate reasons to question Christian faith without the fundamentalist, God bless their hearts, giving us extra batteries. And so you know, I found the book love the fundamentalist hate fundamentalism.

Seth 26:05

You say in the book. And this makes me sad, because I feel like it gives a reason for evil to be there. And that's probably wrong. This is probably me inferring something that I'm going through saying the book that a direct correlation between our ability to apprehend beauty and our ability to apprehend brutality, there's just a correlation between there. And there's something about that that feels wrong to me. Like I shouldn't have to experience something horrible to also see something beautiful, or am I reading am I reading more into that than I should?

Austin 26:38

Sure. So it sounds like you're reading it like I've given kind of the Calvinist more or less explanation for evil, which is, you know, there, there has to be hell for us to appreciate heaven. There has to be wrath for us to appreciate God's mercy so on and so forth.

And obviously, I don't believe that I spelled that out pretty clearly in the book. And so what am trying to say there is (that) the more you come to understand just how beautiful and kind God is Jesus is, the more evil becomes a problem for you. Right?

So, if Jesus wasn't really that good, and the God of Christianity was just like kind of good, and evil wouldn't be that big of a problem, because it's like, well, you know, God's good, but he's just kind of good. So, you know, yeah, kids die and terrible things happen to people. But, you know, again, God's just kind of good, so bad is just kind of bad. But if God's infinite goodness, then all of a sudden, any evil becomes infinitely evil for you.

And so that's what I'm trying to say there is once your senses get kind of trained and tuned in to seeing just how beautiful God is, then you see more and more brutality in the world. You're more tuned in to both beauty and brutality. Once you understand how good God is.

Seth 27:55

And I might have missed…so what I'm trying to say is it the brutality is overwhelming. Like it's, it seems unsolvable, it seems untenable. And it doesn't sit right with me. And I know that that means I'm called to do something about it. But I feel like it doesn't matter what I do, it never seems to matter.

Austin 28:16

Yeah, there's a there's a real kind of primal tension and Christian faith, between surrender and rebellion. We're called to, in some sense, rebel against evil. and right it whenever we can. But there's also the sense in which we can never right all the evil we can right so little evil. So we have to surrender in the sense that we have to ultimately trust God to set evil right. I think it was Moltman who said that. At the end of the day, the only credible theodicy is eschatology. Which just means at the end of the day, we're trusting God to sort this thing out. And that's really the only sense we can make of it.

Seth 29:34

Most people know, and I think I've alluded to this in the show, I work at a bank for a living. And there's a part of me that struggles-I'm beginning to believe that capitalism is not inherently wrong, but most likely the way we're doing it is…probably sinful. Just because it enforces greed and want and you will learn allude to a story of a divine Council of demonic beings coming together and being like, Hey, what's the best way to get people to not believe in God?

When I read that story of Mammon, and then everyone else being like, this is an awful idea and st me right now that's gonna work like people. This is gonna, this is gonna hit at their home. I personally wrestle with the daily job, which I feel like I'm pretty good at. And I know its outcomes are not working well for what I think the kingdom of God should look like. I don't know what to do with that.

Austin 30:23

Yeah, so I think probably the chapter in the book that I've been asked about the most is the chapter on Stuff is what I call it, you know, The New Religion. And the basic idea and it comes from first 1 Timothy, 2 Timothy, one of those where the writer says, you know, a lot of people have for the love of money is the root of all evil. And many people have walked away from the faith because of it.

And I have just never seen anybody explore this idea that's so clearly laid out in Scripture that a lot of people walk away from faith not because they have you know, existential questions or despair, or, you know, other religions or what do I do about science? No, a lot of people walk away from faith, because they had a lot of stuff. And it made God irrelevant, a pain, someone they needed to get rid of so they can enjoy their stuff. You know, and it's so clearly laid out, but it's never explored. And so that is the idea that stuff causes a crisis of faith because God as clearly laid out throughout all scripture is a threat to our stuff, because God says that all of our stuff is actually his stuff.

You know, that's true of Psalm 24:1,

the earth is the Lord's and everything it contained.

I don't own anything. You Seth, you don't own anything. God owns everything. Everything that we have we have on loan. That's like a pretty tough thing to really believe in this day and age. And so I do think that our stuff which we love has made believing in God very inconvenient. So we've just kind of decided on a subconscious level, none of this was intentional, that it would just be easier to just not believe in God so we could just enjoy our stuff.

And so to your question, that was a long way to get your question, which is well, you know, I'm a part of this system that produces absurd amounts of stuff. And it really, really benefits a few people, and then it crushes a whole lot of people. What do I do? And you know, I don't have an answer to that one. What I would say is the Church, I think, has to become a place where we're willing to give a more honest look about capitalism.

And then more specifically, though, so when we talk about this at my church, and we do a lot people get crushed under the weight of it. Because they're like, well, what am I supposed to do man, like, become Amish and get off the grid? I think it's helpful to go hey, you know what, stop trying to think so big about this. We say at my church all the time. You can't change the world. You can't change the world. You can change your world. And so what we try to practice in our church is within the church, something close to a communalism, not communism, but a communalism, which I think the New Testament clearly lays out. And if we practice something like that, and we've done a little piece to be faithful to what the kingdom of God looks like, and if we invite people to come be a part of this community, that is the church, then we are this little bitty pocket of resistance in the world. Because again, we're not changing the world. We're not changing capitalism, but you could change your world. And that would probably start out by you in your church, living out in the New Testament teachings on wealth, at least a little bit better.

Seth 33:35

With the pushback that I get is not a religious one. So when I'll bring that up anywhere, mostly online, but I've gotten to where I don't even argue with people on social media anymore because I just don't have the mental and emotional capacity…

Austin 33:48

What‽‽ It doesn’t work for you?

Seth 33:49

No. Well, usually I say appreciate your input and respond with a passive aggressive meme. Over and over.

Austin 33:56

It kills ‘em.

Seth 33:58

Well, it makes me sad, but I’m person I hear people say, well, that's just socialism. Like you're not talking about religion, you're not talking about Jesus, you're talking about government. And then it turns into something entirely different from Romans, it turns into an entirely different conversation. And it's like the goalpost moves to a different entire field in a different entire sport that doesn't need to have goalposts. So I really struggle with having an honest conversation with people, because we don't have the same foundational understanding of it, of what we're talking about.

Austin 34:32

Well that’s where one of the things that we tried to do at my church when we deal with this is, I see one of my primary goals as a pastor in this particular cultural day and age is to help people understand that the primary sphere of their political involvement is in their church. Not out in the world, not in Washington DC, not on Wall Street, but when they think politics that first and foremost think their church. Okay, so just put all the big picture government conversations about you know, is capitalism really the best system is it's something else, what do we do?

And just go, Hey, if we were to be faithful to the New Testaments teachings on wealth in our church, what would that look like?

And you start there, and then you let you know those seeds start to grow in people and I found that it does grow over time. Because if you get caught up in the big picture conversation about like, “Oh, you know, should the government be capitalist or not?” All it does is just just a bunch of cathartic chat chat chat chat that no one can even do anything about, like, how can you act on? Is capitalism good or bad? What could you possibly do one way or the other to act on whatever you think about that you can't really do anything if you're thinking big picture. But if you think in the context of your specific community and what the New Testament teaches about community, then it actually becomes actionable.

So I'm not here to tell the government what to do. I'm here to tell my church what to do. And I want my church to understand that their Christian involvement and their political allegiance to Jesus in the context of their actual community should get more of their attention than national conversations about politics. So, inside the church, it probably ought to look something close to socialism, or at least a communalism. And let's just start there and see what happens.

Seth 36:10

And you use this analogy in the book of, you know, having a telescopic lens view, as opposed to a microscopic lens view and so if we are zooming in microscopically, that looks like when someone in my local congregation needs something, we band together and pay for it, or we band together and fix it, or they need a new roof. And so we do it, or whatever it is, is that what I'm hearing you say? Or, you mean the entire community around the church, which I feel like is probably the right answer.

Austin 36:34

Well, this is what I think I'm and I'm a little Hauerwasian when it comes to this, so I love Hauerwas; I think the anabaptist have this really, right. There's a line in Galatians 6, I think it's first 14 where Paul says hey,

do good to everybody, especially those of the household of faith.

Okay, and so we hear that and I think we can go on and that's everything that's wrong. with religion, you know, like take care of your own household first, ignore the world. But that's clearly-no one could accuse Paul of that. Right, Paul evangelized the world. So that's not what Paul's saying. What I think Paul is giving here is a vision of the Christian community has to be a viable, vibrant alternative way of life in the world. Okay. And if it's not, then we don't really have anything to offer the world.

And so focus on making sure that the church is actually a viable, vibrant alternative that in some sense, embodies the kingdom of God. And we invite the world into that community, right. It's a close community, but it's an open community. And that ultimately, is the best thing that we can offer the world.

So specifically, like at my church, we do a lot of benevolence for people who need help addicted, homeless, and we help them up to a certain dollar amount when we can. But we always tell them, “hey, if you become a part of our community, I promise you'll get taken care of.” I've never met a single person at my church who had a serious need that was not met and we're not afraid to attach that little bitty, you know, carrot at the end of the stick, because we know ultimately, if we just give them a little help here and there, we're not providing any sort of holistic healing. But if they come and they ground themselves in our community, they're going to experience holistic healing. So we don't mind giving that caveat. Because that's ultimately the best thing we could offer somebody come be a part of our community, and I promise you'll get taken care of.

Seth 38:21

Well, and I think, if it's intentional like that the act of giving whatever you're giving away, I've never given something away and not felt good about doing it. And there's something that's restorative about giving your time, your whatever.

There's two more things I want to ask you about. And so you say in your book that you felt like, what do you say I've got it written down here.

You felt yourself teetering on the on the edge of just believing that there is no God, which we talked about at the very beginning, but that you were not capable of not believing in a god. And either I just realized that's a double negative where or wrote it that way. I probably wrote it down wrong. What does that mean? Like? How can someone not be capable of not believing in a god? Because I know a lot of agnostics and atheists that would highly say absolutely not. It's entirely possible to not believe in a god.

Austin 39:11

Yeah! So if you grew up in the Western world, which most people listen this probably did. My thesis would be that you are in a certain sense not capable of understanding what it would be like to not believe in God. Because the world in which you live and move and have your being is so grounded and rooted in the idea of God. That is just kind of inescapable. It's ubiquitous. So many of the things that you believe in, are so inescapably tied to the idea of God, Christianity specifically, but the idea of God at minimum, that you're just not really capable of even understanding what it would mean to not believe in God.

So for example, I mean, a lot of the really vocal kind of new atheist. So you're talking Sam Harris, Richard Dawkins, those folks tend to like really high views of, you know, it being important for there to be justice and fairness, and so on and so forth in the world. But those are ideas that really don't make any sense without there being a God. And those were ideas that did not exist in their present form. Until what I would call the moral eruption of Christianity forever changed the way we think about morality, the way we think about other people.

And so if you're an heir to the Western tradition, which again, everybody listening to this podcast is, then I just, you can say you don't believe in God, but I just don't think you know what you're talking about. Because you would have to so reinvent who you are, and the cultural process that has produced who you are at this particular place at this particular set of circumstances at this particular point in time, that I just really don't think even know what you're talking about when you say you don't believe in God. Like, you can feel like there probably isn't a God, you can wish there's not a god. But to reject God wholesale would mean a rejection of basically the Western tradition, which I just don't think any of us are fully capable of. Yeah, we can say we do, but we don't know what we're talking about. I don't think.

Seth 41:21

So when you say moral eruption. Do you mean specifically for Christianity or the West? Or do you mean, like globally, like, when Christianity became Christianity? You know, when the church was founded like it, it changed the moral compass of humanity. Is that what I'm hearing you say?

Austin 41:35

Oh, absolutely. I mean, again, there was some basic ideas of, you know, justice in the ancient world that have been around for a long time. We know that I would never dispute that. But this idea that you know, all humans, every single human, is created with inalienable rights with, you know, the constitution here, these rights to life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness that no human deserves to be tortured or trampled on. Like those were not believed in the ancient world. And those were not beliefs that were given to us as a result of enlightenment rationality, those were beliefs that were given to us by Christianity.

Nothing like that nothing to that level had ever been believed in the history of the world. We all now just kind of assume that the Enlightenment gave us those ideas, but it's complete nonsense. Christ gave us those ideas. And again, they're present in some ways and some other religious traditions. But specifically, that idea that every human has be created in the image of God with a dignity that is violated Prince and pauper, sin and sinner alike, is an idea that Christianity gave us and it's an idea that's so deeply embedded in the western worldview, that we don't even know how to get rid of it. And again, it is not an idea that reason magically gave to us one day reason you go around the world, and if you're reasonable, the world does not tell you that all people are created equally with you know, a right to life liberty and pursuit of happiness if the exact opposite.

Seth 43:04

Yeah, now you just ride around my county and the world will tell you that.

Austin 43:09

Yes! It’s complete nonsense.

Seth 43:11

The fact that schools are portioned money at a federal or local level, based on the average property value of the neighborhood they're in would tell you that; like, there's a lot of things that tell you that and I'd argue that we don't believe that all people are created equal, because we don't act like it. And when we do try to act like it people either call you racist or racist or racist, it doesn't really matter which direction you're taking it from. If you're coming at it from you know, a white privilege or white power, a black, what doesn't matter what, what angle you're coming from, you're racist for that side. Which is probably the wrong the wrong category to try to justify people as if they're supposed to be created equal. I guess you could be humanist and I don't mean that in a philosophical way.

I lied to you. I have two questions. I don't. How do you describe hell to someone because when I read Your chapter as I went through my Oh, so I know he's that No, I don't. Oh, so I know where he's at. No, I don't. And especially when you start talking about Hitler, it reminded me a lot of when, when Rob Bell got excommunicated from allowing to be self-professing Christian, although I still enjoy his stuff, where he walks through as his Nooma video kind of ways of, you know, talking about Gandhi and heaven and Hitler and heaven and that type of stuff.

Can you walk through that story of Hitler and how hell or how heaven may actually be a hell for him? And then what you believe because I'm genuinely confused on what you believe.

Austin 44:35 (Laughter)

What every author loves to hear! No, so

Seth 44:39

I mean that to say, because you speak well to all three parts like you, you speak well to all and so. I don't know. I'm having trouble voicing it.

Austin 44:48

Sure. So the Hitler story. It's an imaginary scenario similar to what CS Lewis does in the Great Divorce where I just say, Hey, you know, if Hitler got five minutes and have it what do you think it would feel like to him? So he got through the scene you know and obviously he shows up and let's say St. Peter welcomes him at the pearly gates. St Peter’s a Jew, Hitler would not like that very much and so Hitler goes in and he tries to assemble you know, and an army of angels to take over heaven and all the angels, you know, won't give him the time of day. And then Jesus welcomes the man and says, you know, eight off you know, little man, he did some really terrible things, but I forgive you and I have a place for you in my kingdom.

And Hitler, you know, probably thanks. What do you mean? You mean, forgive me, I don't you know, I don't need to be forgiven. I didn't do anything wrong. I'm a big deal. I conquered a lot of Europe back in the day for a few years. I don't bow before you you bow before me.

Big idea would be if Hitler got Five Minutes in Heaven, it would probably feel like an eternity in hell to him. And so what I'm trying to tease out there is this idea that heaven and hell I think are better thought of not as you know, these places that God has created and God sends people to, and more of realities that people have created for themselves because of the people they have become over the course of a lifetime.

There are some people who spend their entire lives and I almost was a person like this rejecting love and goodness and forgiveness and mercy, and loving cruelty and wickedness and unforgiveness and bitterness. And if you become a person like that, I don't think you would like heaven very much.

You know? I think you could be in heaven and it would feel like hell to you. And so that's kind of the idea is that what we call the fire of God's love will feel like heaven to some people, and it feel like hell to other people.

The lake of fire that we find in Revelation is really just what the love of God feels like experienced by a soul that has spent its whole life rejecting the love of God. And so hell exist. Absolutely. But it's something that we very much choose and have created for ourselves. It exists on our end, not Gods end. God will love all people forever. I mean, I think Scripture is very clear about that. But I do think some people might hate God for it forever, because they've spent their whole lives moving away from God, and hating other people and hating God. And so you know, God's not going to magically make them enjoy heaven. They've decided that they don't want to be people who love what is true, good, or beautiful.

So hell exist. But it's just what heaven feels like to people who spent their whole lives becoming crooked and hateful.

Seth 47:35

Do you think they can opt out of that, like just Hey, snuff me out? Like I'm really not interested in any of this? Like, is that is that a possibility?

Austin 47:44

You know, that's beyond my paygrade. But I think Dallas Willard has this line I think it's in the divine conspiracy, where he says that everything that is just becomes more and more itself.

And so if you have spent your whole life again rejecting that which is true, good and beautiful. I don't see any reason why that would change in eternity. I think you probably just move further in the direction of painfulness and cruelty and wickedness until you probably just snuff yourself out.

Seth 48:15

That's sad. That's very sad.

Austin 48:19

It is a ad and I hope it's not true but you know I think that's probably the best way to make sense of Scripture and the churches traditional teaching on how

Seth 48:30

I asked that because I'm still struggling. So just full disclosure, quite a few people not in the less listen to the show, oddly enough, predominant still the West, but the most popular episodes are ones on doubt and a few on hell and the one on atonement, which blows my mind.

I've talked about so many topics, and it's the tentpole issues that continue, month in and month out, to be chewed on and eaten the most. And I still find myself who waffling most of the time, I tend to be on the traditional-annihilationlist views, but even then I still don't know the nuance is. And I'm, I'm think I'm totally fine too with changing that. And so that's probably why I read that chapter that way, because I'm still not quite solid on where I'm at.

So as I was finishing reading your book, I just finished the day prior, a book on stigma and psychological health, specifically in pastors because you're not allowed to not show up. You have to be there and you have to, I guess you have to fake it. I'm not a pastor, but you can't be broken because I am. I need you to unbreak me and, and then the news of the gentleman in California, the pastor that committed suicide, and I read what his wife wrote. And then I was reading your chapter and I was listening to John Mark McMillan as I do when I'm sad and he's got a song called…there's something about his lyrics.

Austin 49:57

I love John Mark McMillan

Seth 49:59

Oh, man. Maybe it's the way he sings them. There's a song in there where I think it's called thunder and the lightning, where he says, you know, they say I'm struggling with all this stuff. And when I go out and I yell, and I'm really having a bad day, I'm having a bad year, I'm having a bad, whatever. And you always seem to find me somewhere in between the thunder and the lightning. And the next morning, I woke up, I read that part of your book where you're like Jesus is that. Jesus is, I think you say

Jesus is the lightning and everything else is the thunder.

Austin 50:29

Yeah.

Seth 50:30

And I just had to shut the book because like, I can't do this right now. I don't deal with emotions well. I'm not ready for this. So I would like to end on that. So as as a form of Hope is when we're doubting when we're grieving. When we're struggling, and when we feel like we can be honest with ourselves, what does it look like when Jesus is the lightning and everything else is the thunder?

Austin 50:49

Yeah, so I use that metaphor in the book to try to explain this idea that Christian faith can be incredibly complicated; and you know, so many people have so many different ideas about who God is and how we should think about God, it can become paralyzingly confusing sometimes. And so when you get to that place and you don't know where to turn, and you don't know if you believe anymore, and you definitely don't know what you believe, even if you believe, then, you know, go back to the source of why you believed in the first place.

And again, if you're like me, you ended up believing not because someone made an awesome argument about you know, well the tomb was empty, and then there's this historical this and that, and they found the walls of Jericho at some point. And, you know, here's this indisputable argument for the existence of God based on fine tuning in the universe, whatever. They found the ark. Most of us, at rock bottom aren't Christians for any of those reasons, were Christians because again, there was this guy named Jesus from Nazareth, and he lived this life and it was the most beautiful life that's ever been lived. The ripple effects of that life have so carried out throughout history that it's literally changed the world. And it's changed me. Like I'm a very different dude than I was before I met Jesus. And I don't know if I'm a better person than people who don't have Jesus, but I know I'm better with Jesus than I am without Jesus.

And so when everything else gets unclear for me, I go back to the source of why I believed in the first place, and I'm never disappointed by Jesus. Like I've been disappointed in a lot of other things. Arguments make sense and don't make sense. Sometimes my feelings come and go, but I've never been disappointed in Jesus. And so when it gets really confusing, and you're heartbroken, you don't know where to go, go back to why this Christianity thing started in the first place. And it started because there was this dude named Jesus who lived a beautiful life and claim to change the world and has changed the world and has changed a lot of our lives. So that's where you go back tooyou go back to the lightning when you got nothing else.

Seth 52:52

And everything else is just noise. Yeah, it's beautiful. It's a beautiful picture. Beautiful analogy. Austin, thank you so much for coming back on a genuine Appreciate it genuine pleasure to talk to you.

Austin 53:02

Absolutely, the feeling is very mutual and we'll do it again sometime.

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44 - The Great Spiritual Migration and Evangelical Future with Brian McLaren / Transcript

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Brian 0:00

I think in just about every, well let me say this, in every religion I have studied and gotten to know people who are part of there is a pull of that religion that calls people towards love. That calls people towards mutual respect, that calls people toward working for the common good, that calls people towards humility and says we don't have all the answers. That calls people to be humble and keep learning through their whole lives and through all generations. So that pull really exists. And in every religion I've been exposed to, there's another pull that is like, we're better than everybody else. We've got it right. They've got it wrong. They're out to get us. We better defend ourselves.

And it's just remarkable how similar…so I've become convinced that that problem isn't a religious problem. That is a human problem. And because human beings are involved, it shows up in every religion. And this, to me is a wonderful thing about Jesus, you can say, “Oh, Jesus was entering into this human problem" and if we say that we want to follow Him, then we are going to take very seriously what he said about how to deal with that human problem.” We're going to watch how he does it in the stories about him. And we're going to listen to what he says, in his teaching, and find that and we'll find great guidance and resources for dealing with it in our situation. Because it's not just, it's not just religion. There are different ways of being American. There are different ways of being a capitalist there. You know what I'm saying? There's a more and less loving version of everything. And if we believe that the Spirit is the presence of God in this world that evokes love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self control, if that's what we believe when we look for those fruits and say, Oh, it's not that this person has that religious bumper sticker on the car; or that they're wearing that religious label. It's, oh, this person is showing fruit that comes from the Holy Spirit. I don't think that's being less Christian to believe that I think that's being deeply Christian to believe that.

Seth Intro 2:48

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As we look at surveys and research, and it seems like every other week or month, new survey comes out that says millennials and the generation after millennials could care less about the church. I am a millennial. And I do mere that I feel like I care about the church, but I know so many of my friends could care less but they are generous. They are humble and they do care about humanity. Just The church doesn't do it for them. And so what does that mean? So I sat down and spoke with Brian McLaren, who is very, very well spoken. And he wrote a book called The Great Spiritual Migration. And we talked about that what is the future of evangelicalism? How do we talk about this with our kids? How do we deal with our religion in America? If we're migrating away from something, where are we going to? How do we prepare to get there? And how do we, how do we get healthy now today? How do we begin to actively engage and help in our communities and our families to do church better? To do religion and Christianity better? And so I think those are big questions. So here we go with Brian McLaren.

Seth 5:50

Brian, thank you so much for making the time and I know we've worked through many different times over the past few months to come onto the Can I Say This At Church podcast. I appreciate you being here today.

Brian 6:01

I'm very honored to be with you.

Seth 6:04

So I gotta be honest, I've read not all of your books. I realized this year you've written for two decades and so I'm still young enough that I wasn't aware of you even though I probably should have been as I was growing up and had I been maybe I wouldn’t have…

Brian 6:20

No, no apologies necessary. You're one of the seven and a half billion people that has never heard of me so no worries.

Seth 6:26

I'm sure it's less than that at least 7 or 6.9 billion or so it's I'm sure it's but to be honest, I feel like if I had maybe my angst over the past decade would not have been so prolonged or so whatever the adjective is. I don't say this half heartedly, I'm extremely excited to talk with you and and I think the conversation that will have about your most recent book and kind of where that leaves the trajectory for the church is worthwhile and needed.

So can you start with since there are 6.9 billion people, at least that are maybe unfamiliar with you can you just briefly bring us up to speed on you? Just in a nutshell, kind of your upbringing and what impacted your life all the way to now?

Brian 7:16

Sure, well, I grew up in a fundamentalist Christian household. Nowadays they call them evangelicals. But I really just think evangelicalism and fundamentalists are, you know, like, like, vanilla and, you know, vanilla fudge or something. They're pretty closely related. And I was very sincere kid, firstborn child. So I wanted to please everybody and I learned the Bible. I memorized so many Bible verses and went to Bible camp and went to Bible club and you know, I was just very much in that culture. When I became a teenager I really was interested in science. And I remember thinking, I thought evolution was just fascinating.

And I remember my Junior High Sunday School teacher said, No, no, you have to make a choice. You can either believe in God or evolution, but you can't believe in both. And I remember I was 14 years old, and I thought, okay four more years, and I'm out of here. And I also loved rock and roll music, and I played in a couple of bands. And back in those days, fundamentalists and evangelicals didn't like rock and roll. So of course, nowadays, they hold it a bit better. But anyway, I just thought I'm on my way. I'm having a kind of surprising, quite a powerful spiritual experience in my teenage years in connection with the Jesus movement and the charismatic movement.

So I went from fundamentalist to charismatic and in the process, I was exposed to what people know called Neo Calvinism So I just got thrown in the deep end and somewhere in there, I started reading Francis Schaeffer and CS Lewis, who back in the 1970s, when I was kind of coming of age, when I was young adult, they were the smartest Christians that I knew about. I should say I also am very grateful I was an English major. And when I was in graduate school, I ended up doing my thesis on a Catholic novelist named Walker Percy who, in many ways, opened the door for me to something a lot broader and deeper than, you know, various flavors of evangelicalism / fundamentalism that I’d grown up with.

And my plan was to be college English teacher, I started teaching and but during that time, I ended up being part of a little group that started a church and several years into that ended up leaving teaching to become a pastor. I was pastor for 24 years and during that time, all of the issues and questions that you spoke about, you know, causing you angst. were causing me a lot of angst. And I wasn't really aware of anybody who was grappling with the same questions I was. When I started writing my first book, I managed to stumble across a few people who, you know, I felt I wasn't totally alone. But in many ways, that angst that you spoke of, is what drove me to write, I was gonna say drove me to drink, but it's an equally addictive and sometimes destructive habit of writing. And so that's what I've been doing for the last 20 years.

Seth 10:38

Yeah, well, and for those listening if you're in that 6.9 billion, just stop right now. It's not uncommon to find some of Brian's books on sale quite frequently well, less than a Starbucks coffee, some of the older material, and it is well worth digging through that. I am curious so the title of your book is The Great Spirit Migration. And when I hear the word migration, I instantly go to birds. And it implies that I'm going somewhere, but I'm also going to come back and so where am I going; or where is the church going? What are you trying to say and are we coming back or are we just are we immigrating, not migrating?

Brian 11:19

Yeah. Well, I'm, I'm a big bird guy. So I'm interested in birds in their migration, as well. And you could say there's a cyclical dimension to this. In many ways what in for those of us who are in the United States, America has the cyclical pattern of populism and an openness you know, racism, moving away from racism, a drift back toward it, populism you know, you there certainly are cyclical dimensions to American culture. And maybe even just in human behavior that we the pendulum tends to swing from one side to another.

But you know, another way to think about migration is to think that human beings as far as we know by science right now, every bit of DNA and every human being in the world came from a group of people in East Africa somewhere around 200,000 years ago. And some time around 70,000 years ago, they started their population grew enought that they started migrating out of Africa. That has not been a cyclical or Boomerang kind of migration. That's been a steady expansion around the planet.

And, of course, while we're talking, there's a good chance that the space station will go overhead to remind us that our migration might only be in its very earliest stages. Who knows, maybe by the lifetime of some people who are listening, there'll be a human colony on Mars. So, you know, we human beings are migratory creatures. And that's really the the image that I wanted to work with this idea that we're on a journey that we don't stand still that we always move forward. And one of the horrible traps, that religious communities fall into. This certainly happens in Christianity, but it happens in Islam, Judaism, Hinduism, Buddhism and so on, is we get this idea that there is some golden age, whether it's right now or 50 years ago, or 500 years ago, and that religions job is to remain nostalgic about that golden age and hold on to it as strong as possible. When I think a much better way to think about religion is that religion is actually an evolutionary survival strategy and that at its best religion is one of the things that helps us survive and continue to adapt and move forward in changing times.

And the fact that that might sound crazy and radical right now just tells you that we're, I hope in the later stages, of a major regressive turn in religion. And that's part of what I'm arguing against.

Seth 14:20

And when I read your book I was reminded of and I can't think of the book right now. I am at a loss, Phyllis Tickle, wrote a book and she talks about like a great upheaval or a rummaging every 500 years, and it's new. I've started reading about back in February. And as I read, like, This can't be true. And so I started researching out that she's onto something every 500 years. And so I mean, we just last year had the 500th anniversary of, you know, the Protestant Reformation.

And so I wonder, do you think, is there any truth to that, and how does that relate to a spiritual migration? Because what I see is, as I go by through and and I've recently found a channel on Netflix or Amazon, I can't remember which I can go back and look at the news broadcasts from the 50s and the 60s and the 30s. And there's not really anything changed except for the quality of the camera work. And some of the reporting like, it's the same horrible, racist, just horrible things. It doesn't matter if it's the church, or if it's politics, all we're doing is changing the name. And so I hear a possible shift or reformation coming. But I also don't see anything changing, if that makes sense? And maybe I'm not saying that well, I don't know.

Brian 15:35

No, no Seth. But I think you're the kind of tension that you're feeling is exactly what an intelligent person should feel. Let me say it this way. If people are optimistic and you know, see the sunny side and say, oh, we're, you know, in every day in every way, we're getting better and better and that kind of thing. That's just incredibly naive. You know, just the issue of weapons, for example. The human species has been creating more and more dangerous weapons for a whole history and, you know, in the generation just before mine, when nuclear weapons were unleashed, you know, this was epic. This was ethical. This was, I think, an inflection point in history, where suddenly the stakes became higher.

A friend of mine said, well, Dr. King said our choice isn’t between compassion and lack of compassion, it's between compassion and non existence, or non violence or non existence. And, so I think it's really unwise to be overly optimistic. On the other hand, let me give you just maybe one real quick example. I’m 62 so when I was a kid in the early 60s, you know, there were only about four TV stations. And on Saturday and Sunday afternoons, they played movies. And they were usually black and white movies from the 1930s 1940s and 1950s. And when I was a boy, it was extremely common on Saturday or Sunday afternoon to see a man in a movie, flap, or push or hit a woman.

And what is really shocking for people to hear is it wasn't the bad guys doing this. It was the good guys doing this. In other words, violence toward women was tolerated, and it was so common and when I tell people that today they're so shocked to hear it. Well, the truth is, we really changed and we don't show those movies anymore. In fact, people are appalled to even see those movies anymore. And that's just in my lifetime.

Same thing with smoking. Smoking was normative, you know, 50 years ago and if anybody would have said, at Sunday it will be up the legal to smoke in a restaurant or to smoke on an airplane, or something public place. People would say well that will never ever happen. So, I agree with you. It's unwise to be overly optimistic. It's unwise to be naive. But on the other hand, it's also inaccurate to say that we aren't making progress.

And I also would say that an excessive pessimism can be just as harmful as an excessive optimism. Optimism says, oh, everything's gonna be okay. Just take it easy and relax. And there's a kind of pessimism that says nothing's gonna get any better. There's no hope. Just take it easy and relax and both end up being anesthetizing and turn people into becoming complicit and the worst things happen. So all that's to say, I think the tension that you're articulating is a very good and healthy and wise tension.

Seth 19:19

That's both encouraging, but it's also slightly exhausting, because I, and you talked about earlier when you began writing, and I hear some of that same…I had some of the same thoughts. And that's this has been my outpouring, I'm not much of a writer. But I do like to have the thought experiments, which is the outpouring of this podcast. I did not expect that many people would listen, and I was wrong. And I also did not expect how often I would get called, you know, a heretic or I’ve basically inserted myself into a tension that I don't know I was theologically prepared for, and that's fine. I mean, that's and to reference the movies that when you were speaking about movies, do you Know and shows being dismissive and abusive towards women, I immediately thought of John Wayne, because he does that often. And I watched those with my grandma growing up. And for those listening if you don't believe me, find the movies and he does that. And not only the women but the children. But he would often just throw a kid in the river and say, What do you mean, you don't know how to swim? And so I feel like I've done that to myself. But I guess it's encouraging to hear you say that that should be expected, but it's also…I find it exhausting.

Brian 20:28

Yeah, well, and I don't want to minimize that at all Seth, but let me just say that it takes a lot of courage to be the first person to ask questions in a community that is addicted to a certain kind of certainty, and that has a social pressure against questioning convention. Takes a whole lot of courage. For the second person that takes like 3% less codes, but it still takes a lot of courage and for the third person, maybe 3% less, in other words, that as the process goes, I think it becomes easier.

But the first people in any group that are in that social circle, that are the ones asking questions, it really is, there's a huge headwind that you're going into. One way that's helped me understand this is I’ve become convinced that thinking is a social act. In other words thinking doesn't just happen inside my brain because my brain is wired into the brains of all the people to whom I belong. And, and so I find that if I'm in the center of a group, like just sort of the average of a group, it's easy to think. But the closer I moved to the margins, the way, I said sometimes I feel that I'm thinking in molasses, you know, it's just harder to think. And that's totally apart from the negative feedback that comes, it's just, we're so wired for tribal behavior, that to differe from our tribe is really, really tough. It really takes courage, you know, as someone, you know, rooted in the gospels, that's why I think Jesus had so much to say about people not being ashamed of him. And not being ashamed of his message, and, and so on, because it takes courage to differ.

Seth 22:28

As I'm questioning things, and I'm trying to interpret Scripture and I'm trying to make sure that I guess I'm migrating to a healthy place, knowing that I'm an influence on my children, and my church and the people that I work with. How do I make sure that as I'm dealing with Bible and theology and living that I'm not just one huge mobile Dunning Kruger hypothesis that's doing at the same time?

Brian 22:53

Yeah, well, first of all, you know, the thing you'll hear from your critics and it's a slippery slope. If you question this, then you’ll question that and the next thing you know, you'll be a Nazi throwing babies in the river, right? So you know, there is an awful lot of anxiety. But here's the problem. And I'm not about to make your life easier Seth,

Seth 23:18

Fantastic, thank you so much.

Brian 23:20

I'm going to make it harder in a positive direction. And here's what I'd say, when you learn about our religious history. And you learn, for example, the role that white of angelical Christianity played in justifying and perpetuating and defending slavery, or the role that white evangelical Christianity played in opposing the civil rights movement, or in opposing equality of women, or the ongoing stigmatization of LGBTQ people, or in the exploitation of the environment, or in an absurd eschatology that basically tells people be happy when things get worse becasue that's a sign that Jesus is coming. So don't do anything to try to make things better just, you know, just, in offense be a bystander to the decay of the world. You know, all of those elements of our heritage say that if you don't ask questions you're in great danger too.

In other words, you're coming from a tradition that has done remarkable, amazing harm. I didn't even mention what our ancestors did to the native peoples and justify that based on the Bible. I didn't even mention the horrific history of Christian anti semitism. And so you put all that together and you realize life is dangerous and we have moral responsibility. Asking questions is risky, but not asking questions, I would say is even riskier. And what that means is we just have to be morally responsible people. And I think we have to be humble and, you know, however, I know people different places in their faith and so on. But whatever degree whatever meaning prayer has to a person to be saying, Please help me not lead others astray, please help me find the truth. Those sort of sincere, gut, prayers, it seems to be, are deeply valuable on many levels, but just on a psychological level, they're a reminder to us that we don't have all the answers and their in a sense a reminder to us to not just be reactive, and not just be reacting against one thing isn't been jumping to the opposite extreme. You put all that together and suddenly, it matters that we become sincere seekers of truth. And I think that's a great place to be.

Seth 25:46

I agree and you're right, that doesn't make my life any harder or any easier. But that's fine life shouldn't be easy. I am curious and it's because it happened to me last night. So and when I told a friend of mine that I actually works in Chicago with the Evangelical Covenant Church. He had said, Well, you know that Brian has talked about that before. And I said, No, I did not know this. And so I put something on Facebook that said, you know, remember when we throw around words like heretic, that Luther was branded as one up until, like 2008. And so, and it wasn't until I forget, which I think was Pope Benedict basically said, Yeah, nevermind, I don't think he meant to hurt the church. So we'll say he's not a heretic, but for 500 years. He was a heretic.

I tried to tell people remember when you call someone that, that you are currently sitting in a faith from one that was branded that—and it's awful hypocritical. And so he had said, well, you have to ask him about something called, I think you said “generous orthodoxy”, which is off the topic of spiritual migration, but I'm genuinely curious and I did not have time to prepare or even read that book from last night's today?

Brian 27:02

Oh, no, no worries. So, yeah, in 2004, I had a book come out called Genesis Orthodoxy. And the funny backstory is I've written a couple of very controversial books, I've written a book called A New Kind of Christian and the head got me a lot of a lot of people really, really helped them and other people. You know, it put me on target on my back.

But I wanted to write a book that would be completely non-controversial, and just very, you know, kind of pastoral and so on. So I wrote this book, Generous Orthodoxy, which ended up making some people matter than anything I've ever written. But the title comes from a theologian named Han's Fry. And Hans Fry said something like this, I'm going to guess he said this in the 1960s or 1970s. Maybe a little later than that, but contract said something like this,

that the way forward is going to involve certain elements from liberal Christianity. certain elements from conservative Christianity,

and he said,

what that will lead us to is a generous orthodoxy.

Now, I know that the word orthodoxy means a whole lot of different things to a lot of different people. It's like that word heretic. It's the flip side of that. What a Calvinist calls orthodoxy, Methodists calls heresy and what a Protestant calls orthodoxy a Catholic calls heresy and what the Catholic calls orthodoxy the Eastern Orthodox might call heresy.

So, you know, these are all contested words. But what I, when I use that word, here's what I mean. I think there is a way for us to remain to be even more deeply committed to Jesus I and even more deeply rooted in the Scriptures but that is actually a way out of fundamentalism of whatever sort. And that actually sends us into the world with generosity toward our neighbors who have whatever religion or non religion. And I don't think that that path is a path of less fidelity to Jesus, and less fidelity to the best of the Christian tradition. I think it's actually more faithful.

And that's why the book that book, Generous Orthodoxy, got a lot of attention because I basically was saying that if you're not generous, if you're not living a way of life, which is way of love, that sends you into the world to love your Muslim, Buddhist, Hindu, Jewish atheist neighbor as you love yourself, then I don't actually think that's orthodox. And that your Orthodoxy is to paraphrase Paul and noisy gong and clanging cymbal. And so, you know, I feel totally comfortable and confident saying that, but I know it really upsets some people.

Seth 29:59

Yeah. It definitely does upset quite a few people. I find that people don't like when you question their certainty because they don't have anything to fall back on.

You just referenced you know other churches you know Muslim brothers and everything else. So how should our church and us as members of it work in unison with people of other faith?

Brian 31:08

Yeah, so let me, if you don't mind, let me just take one word that people like you and me who are brought up in a certain form of Christianity and a word that was very clearly defined for us the word salvation. And for us salvation meant we were born with this thing called Original Sin or total depravity. And that meant that God was obligated to torture us forever in a conscious torment in hell. And that unless we could somehow get an exemption from that original sin, we certainly couldn't work our way out of it. So we would need some sort of legal pardon or exemption. You know, our future is hot.

And so the word salvation means the exemption you get from being punished by God. Well look I've done 20 wrong things I need all the forgiveness that's available to me. I'm not downgrading forgiveness. But that's just not what the word salvation means in the Bible. And, and I know that's shocking for people to hear because we've been so deeply indoctrinated in a certain religious tradition. But if you go into Hebrew Scriptures, first of all, they didn't believe in heaven and hell. And I know that comes as a shock for a lot of people, but it's uncontestable that ancient Hebrew people had no concept of heaven and hell as Christians do. They had no concept of original sin. These were concepts that didn't even exist in early Christianity for a couple of three, three or four centuries.

But the word salvation derives its meaning from the story of the Exodus. God saved people from slavery. And so I think the deepest meaning of the word salvation is not getting an exemption card so you won't go to hell. I think the meaning of Salvation is being liberated from the unjust, dehumanizing, cruel, destructive systems that we human beings make. If you want to say it this way, it means being liberated from human systems of sin, on a personal and social level. So if you understand salvation as liberation, then when I see my Muslim neighbor, who's being oppressed, I want my neighbor to experience liberation. By the way, including if he's being oppressed by my fellow Christians. I want liberation for him. Not in spite of me being a Christian, but because I'm a Christian. And I believe that Jesus taught a message of liberation and lived a lifestyle of liberation, and launched a movement of liberation on all levels.

And so, then, if I have a Muslim neighbor, who wants to work for mutual liberation, who wants to work for the common Good, I just celebrate, I rejoice, I say thank God that the Spirit of God is at work in the world to inspire more and more people to want to work for the common good and work for a shared liberation. And I want to show them every single guest that I've received through being a follower of Christ. But I also don't want to impose on them all the dysfunction that I've experienced in the Christian religion.

So to me, being a follower of Christ means of course, I love my Muslim neighbor as myself, and my Buddhist and my Catholic and my Baptist and whatever neighbor. To be a follower of Christ is to learn to love others as you would as you love yourself and to treat others as you wish to be treated.

Seth 34:47

I saw this and I didn't verify it, but I've seen recently it had basically a lot of the the major religions broken down and it said, basically, you know, Jesus said, Love your neighbor as yourself. And then it had text on the Quran and texts from the Torah and texts from Buddha and texts from everywhere. And they all basically boiled down to that simple truth. And I'm not saying that all paths, quote unquote, merge into one. I'm not saying that mostly because I haven't really studied that.

But I find it not a random consequence or a random coincidence that many of the major religions that still exist today have that same tenant at their heart. If you can get past the ISIS version of Islam, or the Westboro Baptist version of Christianity, or, you know, the extreme, the extreme wing or the extreme arm of whatever the religion is that you're looking at.

Brian 35:41

I think that's very well said. Seth, if you think about it like this, I think in just about every, every well let me say this in every religion I have studied and gotten to know people who are part of, there is a pull of that religion. That calls people toward love that calls people to our mutual respect, that calls people toward working for the common good. That calls people towards humility and says we don't have all the answers. That calls people to be humble and keep, keep learning through their whole lives and throughout generations. So that pull really exists. And in every religion I've been exposed to, there's another pull that is, like, we're better than everybody else. We've got it right. They've got it wrong. They're out to get us we better defend ourselves. And it's just remarkable how similar so I've become convinced that that problem isn't a religious problem. That is a human problem. And it because human beings are involved, it shows up in every religion. And this to me is a wonderful thing about Jesus. You can say, Oh, Jesus was entering into this human problem. And if we say that we want to follow him then we are going to take very seriously what he said about how to deal with that human problem.

We're going to watch how he does it in the stories about him. And we're going to listen to what he says in his teaching, and find that and we'll find great guidance and resource in that for dealing with it in our situation, because, it's not just religion. There are different ways of being American. There are different ways of being a capitalist. You know what I'm saying? There's a more and less loving version of everything. And if we believe that the Spirit is the presence of God in this world that evokes love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self control, if that's what we believe. Then we look for those fruits and say, Oh, it's not that this person has that religious bumper sticker on their car or that they're wearing that religious label. It's Oh, this person is showing fruit that comes from the Holy Spirit. I don't think that's being less Christian to believe that I can just think deeply Christian to believe that.

Seth 38:07

So when you wrote this book, it came out in 2016, which is right when President Trump was doing whatever he is still doing. And so, I feel as though I was fine calling myself an evangelical prior to his presidency. I don't know that I'm fine with calling myself that now. Because of huge figures like, you know, Jerry Falwell, Jr, or Paige Patterson, or just people that, that speak or treat people in a way that I can not endorse in any way shape or form. And I'm also if I'm honest, really have to watch my tongue especially on Twitter. Because I find that my worst, sarcastic, self is 140 characters away.

So how do…I have some snark and I have to have to really rein it in sometimes. How do we exists in religion and politics as a “evangelical Christian” and by evangelical and someone trying to tell other people about Jesus, not whatever Jerry Jr’s doing, how do we exist in America and religion and politics today and tomorrow and honestly for the next four years, maybe eight?

Brian 39:21

Yeah. Yeah, there's a whole set of things to talk about there. But you know, I have the same struggle, I have the same struggle. I grew up evangelical in some ways, I feel it's rude for me to call myself an evangelical now because so many of them it just upsets them so much, and they want to say that I got angelical or whatever. I don't like being rude and, and so on.

It is true that I am from an evangelical background and that will be true until the day I die. It is also true that I have not rejected the greatest treasures that I received in my heritage. But it is also true that I have changed and evangelicalism has changed. And I, like you, am appalled, and disgusted. I'm sickened by what goes on under the name of evangelical, especially in this Trumpism that we're witnessing, and the racist, anti environmental, anti poor, anti muslim, anti gay rhetoric that goes along with it. And now what I've come to see is, oh, this is a really common pattern in human behavior and human politics where politicians, in a democracy it happens one way in ancient monarchy should happen another way. But where powerful people create alliances by making promises to people. And those people are so enamored by the promises that they're willing to swallow whatever else is sold to them and, and I think that's what's happened with evangelical leaders.

They received promises, and they're willing…Donald Trump could shoot someone in the middle of Fifth Avenue. And they would say he had a good reason to do it, you know, they would support him. So, we have every reason to be appalled by that.

So here's what I recommend. For what it's worth Seth, I just recommend that we start by saying, I'm a human being and as a human being, I have all the problems that human beings have. And I'm a mess, but I'm trying to leverage my life to go in a better direction of being human. And I'm a human being, like all human beings, who is born in a tradition, my tradition was Evangelical Christianity; I could have rejected it. But instead, in the core of it, I found a treasure that I've been trying to be true to and faithful to and I still find life giving. Whether that's called evangelicalism, whether it's called Christianity, I don't really care how it's labeled, but I just have to be honest that I see a treasure there.

So I'm a human being who's trying to be honest. And I received a tradition that I'm frustrated with, in some ways, and other dimensions, find life giving. And I'm working that out. And, you know, you don't always have time to give that kind of explanation. But the interesting thing, whenever I do give that kind of an explanation, I have Jewish friends who say, oh, man, that's me, too. And Muslim friends say, yeah, that's me, too. And suddenly, we find this deeper connection. You know, that's to me what's, what's beautiful.

Seth 42:40

There. And I'm certain that you've seen it. I don't see how you couldn't have. It's been everywhere. Um, there was a pew research study a few years ago about millennials, and I am one barely, technically, I almost was whatever was before them, whatever that is. Basically, they're leaving the church and for reasons that if anyone's listening to this podcast from beginning I parroted in my very first episode about just you know, to face in this, and I don't necessarily want to give money to a building, I want to give money to love on people and all the normal reasons and I have to think you're familiar with it.

But my concern is this how do I as and I have a nine year old and a five year old that are constantly asking about God, asking about Jesus. And I think I know that we go to the, to the right church to handle that on Sunday, but I struggle as someone that is still in the middle of I'm going to borrow a phrase from one of the followers on Twitter and a listener. He had talked about, well, don't call it deconstruction, think of it more like art restoration where you're, you're, you're moving away things that are tarnishing the beauty of the foundation of the Gospel. And I really like that a lot. And so how do I, how do I sit with what I'm doing, and not break my children or raise them in a way that they're not able to see Jesus in the way that I am is it unavoidable to to quote unquote indoctrinate them? Is there a way to do it correctly?

Brian 44:09

Yeah, yeah, you're asking a really important question. It’s interesting, you might remember in the early part of the book, The Great Spiritual Migration I talked about, what if our churches became schools of love? And what would the curriculum of love be of this thing is all about love how would we do that?

And, of course, my hope is that five years from now, 10 years from now, 50 years from now, that there could be 10s of thousands of churches whose primary focus is helping people become the most loving version of themselves possible. So that they go their lives in love for neighbor self and of God and and so I, you know, I still have hope that that can happen. I also have agony when I think of it not happening because of it doesn't happen. It's not like there's a long line of other organizations that trying to teach others all but what we do in the meantime is really, really tricky. And so two things about this awakening experience.

I took a sabbatical—10 months after travel and speaking right after I wrote The Great Spiritual Migration—and during that sabbatical I got a spiritual director and a coach and therapist and I just wanted to do some work on my own story of my life. And I entered this period, I think, about six weeks, where I felt about as down as I’ve felt in my adult life. Like this huge pain and grief inside of me and part of it was that Donald Trump was bringing out the worst in America and I was just was greeted by this ugly ugly Americanism that was being sort of having the flames being fanned. But on a more personal level, I realized what it was grief that I had anything to do with Evangelical Christianity.

In other words, even though the church that I pastor was on the very fringes of evangelicalism, I realized I brought people into the orbit of evangelical Christianity and I, in some ways, rendered people more under the influence of some of these toxic religious personalities who think they're wonderful and think they're, you know, they're the real deal, but I think are dangerous. And then the deepest grief came and I realized I'd expose my children to that.

And then one step after that as I continue to uncover it. I remember one day when I realized I'm grieving what this religion did to me as a boy, like, I was a curious kid, and this religion made me feel guilty for being curious. You know?

So all that to say that I think the number of parents who feel like this one is huge and, and I was just on a call not long ago with a group of people who are saying, we got to figure out what to do about this. And I don't know if this term will mean anything to you, but they said, “we’ve got to create the post of evangelical Focus on the Family and provide resources to parents who don't want to do it, you know, the way they were taught”. So here's what I'd recommend. I'd recommend you just be honest, and you say to your kids, listen, kids, religion can be a beautiful thing. Religion can be a bad thing. And I hope you'll follow my example. I'm doing the best I can to set an example for you. Here's how I see it. And I hope that makes sense to you. And you can always ask questions, you can always disagree that here's how I see it. In other words, and you might even say here's the kind of family we're trying to build together and you're part of this family. And I hope you'll help the speech in and of our family.

So in other words, you don't have control for how the Christian religion presents itself. But you do have control of how you present yourself, and some influence on how your family does, and I start there and build from there. And I would try to build in them the ability to discern just as Jesus taught that it's, you know, a tree, not by its label, but by its fruit. And I teach people-I teach them where they see bad fruit not to hate that person, but to want to help set a positive example for that person.

Seth 48:40

No, that's good. That's hard, but that's good. And I will say we're trying that, but I find I can see when I answer my son's questions about Adam and Eve or creation, it's usually something that's big like that it's never a big theological concept. It's always the merging of what he sees and the mystical realities of what religion has to fill in. And he, I think he, I think he can see that, I don't know what to say. But that I could answer the question. He knows me well enough. And you can tell that there's a portion in the back of his brain. That's like, I know that you're not telling me something. I know you're not. I think you're right. Maybe I should just tell them. Here's why. I'm not telling you. I just because I'm not. I'm just not sure. I think as parents we are afraid to not be sure so though.

Brian 49:30

I think that's really true. And, you know, I think when our kids are young, especially, we can give them clarity even where we can't give them certainty. So clarity might be you know, son, I want you to know, there are many kinds of truth. But if your son says is the Genesis story true? You can say, I want you to know there are many kinds of truth. That you can say that with deep, you know, confidence and clarity. And your son might not get it. But what he just got is something clear and honest from his father. And, you know, for the next 20 years 30 more times, and over time, that's going to be one of the wise things about his life. And he might not be ready for the whole meaning at seven. But being given that piece of wisdom from his dad, all of the sudden will mean a lot to him when he's 14.

Seth 50:33

Yeah, yeah. Last question. I always like to ask a similar version of this question to everyone. So, knowing what you know, your experience, your wisdom, your history, your knowledge of church history, what is one thing that those that are listening, be they a layman or a pastor or who knows whatever? What is one thing that we can do to actually impact our community in our churches today that will be something that will become generative that will further itself just by measure being a good thing?

Brian 51:07

Yeah. Well, I know this is gonna sound trite, but my honest answer is focus on love. That's what this thing is all about-focus on love.

Seth 51:18

That’s your answer before the wedding, the Royal Wedding, because that's everybody's answer.

Brian 51:24

Yeah, that's right (laughter). Oh, hey, listen, I just gotta say, Thank God that while we have all these bozos, you know, getting Jesus and Trump in the same peanut butter sandwich. Thank God we have somebody like Bishop Michael Curry, who's really emphasizing that this thing is really about love; and thank God for Pope Francis, and thank God for people like you and this podcast and others who are are trying to set a more positive example. But yeah, that's what I would say. That's, that's what it all comes down to.

Seth 51:55

Small aside I told my wife and a few other friends is like, I feel like I'm now gonna have have to be Episcopalian—like I feel like I just joined Episcopalian because that was a fantastic sermon.

Brian 52:06

It was, it was, it was a great sermon.

Seth 52:09

Yeah. Well, Brian, thank you so much. Where would you point people to, obviously we've got your website BrianMcLaren.net?

You’ve got some great blogs there and a large archive of blogs, where else would you point people to? To engage in this rabbit hole of deconstruction, reconstruction, questioning in a healthy way? Where else would you send people to?

Brian 52:33

Well, the good news is there are so many, there are so many people like you who are opening space on these conversations through blogs and through blogs and through podcasts and so you know anybody who you recommend I’d recommend too.

If people are struggling with the Bible, my friend Peter Enns has an incredible podcast called the Bible for Normal he does a great job. If people are just interested in geeking out on theology, it was a whole lot bigger, you know, higher roof and, you know, bigger dimensions mmy friend Tripp fuller has Homebrewed Christianity Podcast I mean, the resource of that is incredible. And I work with an organization called Convergence. And I'm leading something called the Convergence Leadership Project, which is aimed at trying to help congregations that are on this journey together, keep moving forward in a good way. So lots of great resources out there that visit the few.

Seth 53:38

Fantastic for those listening, I'll link those in the show notes. So make sure you hit pause, go down and click on all the appropriate links. Brian, thank you so much for being on. Thank you for your time. And I generally look forward to maybe doing it again in the future.

Brian 53:52

I look forward to that as well.

Thanks so much.

Seth 53:58

No problem. Take care Brian.

Seth Outro 54:20

So this was recorded in the middle of the year 2018, right around the royal wedding, and you'll hear us reference that and I apologize for that dated reference. But I have the small problem of I did too many interviews at one time, and there just weren't enough weeks to release them on. So forgive me for the dated reference. I find it kind of funny, but I still feel like I should say something about that.

I cannot stress how big of a topic this is. Specifically, as I think about my son, and my daughter, my son recently accepted Jesus as his Savior. And that causes bigger questions, questions that I'm not prepared to answer. But I feel like I need to be. And that's only going to get bigger the older that he gets. And your families matter in the same way. And the kids in your vicinity matter in the same way, and your peers matter in the same way. So that's huge.

I would encourage you, if you haven't read The Great Spiritual Migration to get a copy of it. It's been out long enough that it's in many libraries, and if not, it's almost always on sale, somewhere at Amazon or other places like that. So get you a copy.

The music that you heard interwoven throughout today's conversation is from musician Louise Gregg. She's a worship leader, a songwriter, and she's based in Manchester in the UK. She also works as a music therapist where she uses her music to help people who are having a wide range of challenges. So I would encourage you to support the artists that that lend their music to this show. Go to LouiseGregg.com, support her in any way that you can. You can find her on Bandcamp and everywhere else.

As always, you'll hear the selections from today's show on the Can I Say This At Church podcast Spotify playlist.

We'll talk to you next week.

Blessings