19 - Conditional Immortality with Chris Date / Transcript

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Seth - Intro 0:00

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My guest today for the show is fellow podcaster, author, blogger, overall smarter than me guy by the name of Chris Date. He runs the Rethinking Hell podcast and the website. He is featured on many YouTube debates and videos. He's also organized conferences about the topic of hell. This episode was not able to be aired before the most recent one that happened in March. So the question is, why revisit hell? Some of the feedback that I got after Dr. Stackhouse interview on the conditionalist, or annihilationist view of hell was that we didn't really touch much on the Biblical and hermeneutical and exegetical foundation for this view. And so I was able to talk with Chris, about some of that. Let's get into it.

Seth 2:10


Chris, thank you so much for joining the Can I Say This At Church podcast. I like, well I more than like, I enjoy very much you're Rethinking Hell podcast, it has helped me a lot. The episodes that I've listened to kind of work through some of this and full disclosure, I still am not 100% certain whether or not I want to lean towards evangelical universalism, or conditional salvation. But I know, I'm not eternal conscious torment. That's where I'm kind of coming from at this time. So and that's okay. That's I think, in my mind, at least, that's okay. Because I do want to make sure where I come down, that I come down there for for reasons that I can sleep with at night.

Chris 2:58

Sure, I totally get it.

Seth 2:59

I'd like to start with a bit about you. What can you tell the listeners about yourself? I've heard you on other podcasts on the Bad Christian podcast and others. And so I'm certain that there's some people that that are not familiar with either your, your podcast or some of your views, and kind of just a bit about you and your training.

Chris 3:16

Okay, well, first of all, on a more personal note, I am a husband of 17, almost 18 years, my wife and I have four sons ranging in age from four to 16. I, myself am 38 and my wife is nearly 38. Although I should say she's 28 because of course, wives are perpetually 28.

I am a by trade a software engineer have been for the past 17 something years, but very early on in my faith, I developed a passion for for Biblical exegesis and theology and apologetics and things like that, and knew that I would have loved to have changed the time gone back in time and done an actual degree. I at the time did not have any sort of higher education I just had a high school degree and I've worked my way into software. And I knew I wanted to go back and get a higher education in theology or something because this was my new passion. But I thought at the time that it was not going to be affordable both in terms of finances and time as a husband and full time father and and full time software engineer.

But then about I want to say around six years ago, my best friend and the person who was responsible for the discipling me early on in my faith, he began a seminary education at Liberty University. And when he told me about it, and I looked into what its costs are and what an education online looks like, I realized it was eminently achievable in terms of time and finances. And so I began an undergraduate in you know, bachelor of science and religion a little over, must have been something like a little…about four years ago, graduated with my bachelor's degree religion, summa cum laud at the beginning of 2017, at which point I enrolled or applied to and was accepted in the Fuller Theological Seminaries, Master of Arts degree in theology. And my my dream is one day to be a professor at a seminary or a Christian University. And as such my plans after graduating from Fuller, Lord willing, is to go on to enter a prestigious PhD program. I know I'm rambling, I'll stop in a moment. But just for listeners sake. When they hear names like Fuller and Oxford and Cambridge, they might be thinking screaming liberal, no, I'm extremely conservative, almost as conservative as you can get.

I'm in an inerrantist, I'm even a young earth creationist, it's crazy, people are gonna think I'm crazy fundamentalist. The reason I chose Fuller, and the reason I want to go to somewhere like Oxford and Cambridge is because I don't think that the education is going to prepare me for the kinds of challenges I'm going to face in academia in Christian apologetics, if I get my education at an echo chamber. I wanted to go somewhere where I would be challenged, stretched, presented with things that I wouldn't agree with and have to evaluate them and so forth. And that's why I ended up going with fuller and why my dreams are to go somewhere like Oxford or Cambridge.

Seth Price 6:16

I think that's wise. I think that's wise, because I can tell you personally, when I left Liberty, and quickly realized that things were not the way I was taught, the bottom fell out. And it took a while of faking it. And pretending before I had the guts, at least, to question things. So I think that's, I think that's wise, because there will be many people like myself, and I think it's wise to be able to speak to both aspects of that.

Chris 6:44

I think you're right, although I will say it in Liberty’s defense, that that was not my experience.

Seth 6:50

Oh I loved [my time at] Liberty, I just don't know that I agree with a lot of what I thought I believed when I went into Liberty, it is not what I believe now.

Chris 7:00

Fair enough, what I will say about Liberty, though, in their defense is just that I was exposed to rigorous articulations and defenses of views that aren't lot that don't line up with Liberty’s views. I was even assigned textbooks which presented those views. I'm looking behind me, for example, at my bookshelf, where I've still got a book called Across the Spectrum co-written by Greg Boyd, you know, and it had things like I think, a Christus Victor view of atonement and other things. And I articulated, I defended views that go very contrary to Liberty’s, stated views in a number of things. I'm a Calvinist, for example, I'm as will be discussing what sometimes called anhilationist. And I defended these views in in my papers and got top marks on them all, so it's not the kind of school where although they have a very fundamentalist, very conservative ethos, they're not going to, you're not going to be experienced view point discrimination. And I also think that people will be exposed to a variety of views, not like you're being sheltered and not exposed to those things. But, I hear what you're saying, I just I hope people will, I'm a big fan of liberty, as I know you are as well. And I just want people to know that it maybe doesn't deserve quite the reputation it has, you know what I mean?

Seth 8:15

Well, yeah, well, I think the reputation it has is not theological. The reputation it has is when it tries to mix theology and politics. And that's, that's, that's probably a bad thing to do in any age, because your ship will sink or sail on on the political winds.

But you alluded to it a minute ago. And I know when we first started conversing, and I find it odd. I don't know if on your podcast, but on this one, I'll ask people for feedback. And sometimes I'll get some and it's rare that I do and so I was surprised to get yours. You, you had said, and Dr. Stackhouse and I had spoken on it very briefly, that that the conditional list view or the annihilationalist view does hit quite a bit on atonement. And we didn't really get into that. And, and so what do you mean by that?

Chris 9:08

Well, so um, first of all, there are a number of areas where somebody like Professor Stackhouse and I agree, in certain particulars of this topic, but there are a few in which we do not and one of those is that I don't want to misrepresent my, what I consider a friend, and I think he does me as well. I don't want to misrepresent Professor Stackhouse. But he would argue and has argued both in with me in recordings and in book form, that the penalty for sin is at least in large part, some sort of conscious suffering, and that in hell, when the last have finished paying for their sins by suffering, then they will die. I don't think that's the case. I don't think that's a Biblical testimony. And that's not what we Rethinking Hell, which is the ministry I'm a part of. It's not what we argue what we argue is that the punishment is this. Now that punishment might be inflicted, and probably will be inflicted by violent, painful means, just like Christ's death was inflicted. But that punishment is death, the privation of embodied life, that the privation of psychosomatic life, that unity of body and soul of human beings have souls that separated at death, and the body is no longer alive, this embodied physical life that death deprives a person of is the punishment for sin. And we will look at various models of the atonement various doctrines of the atonement as Professor Oliver Crisp, at Fuller Seminary might call them. Most mainstream views of atonement entail some sense of substitution.
I am an advocate and defender of penal substitution atonement, but even views like Christus Victor, you know, which is also known as the ransom view, the sort of Anselmian satisfaction view, these mainstream views of atonement, they all include an element of substitution. Which just means that what Christ bore He bore in our place-in our stead, so that we won't have to. Now the question is, what did he suffer on our behalf and the Biblical testimony, as I argue in the, in a paper that's about to come out in the McMaster Journal of theology and ministry, and as I'll be arguing at the upcoming rethinking hell conference, which we'll talk about a little bit later, probably.

What I argue is that, you know, from a variety of angles, both from animal sacrificial themes in the Old Testament, as well as explicit statements in the original Greek of the New Testament [is] that Christ died for our sins, the Greek word ____ or ____, meaning something like instead of or in the place of, he died in place of his people.

Now, when we think about what a substitution is, imagine if I hired a needed to hire a substitute teacher. And so I went, and I looked at a bunch of CVs or resumes for people that want to be substitute teachers and I hire one, but I assign them to go substitute for a pitcher on a baseball field. Well, just because, you know, I guess what I'm trying to get at is that the by pitching baseball's at a baseball field, even though I hired what I'm claiming, as a substitute teacher, nobody in the right mind would grant that what that person did was substitute for the teacher, because what they did was radically different.
Okay. But if Christ was our substitute, and bore what we should have borne what we deserved, as the consequence for our sin, whether it's penal or otherwise, then, and if as scripture testifies, what he bore in our place was death, the privation of embodied life, then the consequences that we would have faced in hell had he not done that for us and ergo, the consequence of winning those for whom he didn't die, if somebody is a Calvinist, like me, or at least those who fail to believe appropriate his atoning work to themselves through faith, they too uncovered by the blood of the Lamb, their punishment that's awaiting them in hell must likewise be death, the privation of embodied life.
And that doesn't sound all that controversial until you realize that the traditional view, the doctrine of eternal torment that has dominated Christian thinking on this topic, since about the time of Augustine, that view, entails the resurrected, immortaliization of resurrected lost people. They will be raised back to life, they will be granted bodily immortality and they will go into eternal life. Albeit in a bad place instead of a good place.

And you could see this all throughout the history of the tradition. So if Christ as our substitute for death, but what the last way in hell is everlasting life and immortal bodies that live on forever in torment, you couldn't get more different in terms of what he did on our behalf what he did in our place, and I've gone on and on, but basically, so the point here is, is that we can we can discern from the atonement, that since Christ died in our place, so that Christ died in our stead, so that we wouldn't have to, therefore we will live but those who aren't covered by his blood will themselves die-and forever.

Seth 14:18

Are there any versions of atonement, that in a conditional view is not going to hold water? So you got like mimetic or even Christus Victor, it sounds like it would for that. But are there any views of atonement, regardless of how far out there they are that a conditional view can't maintain?

Chris 14:39

I wouldn't say there are there any that condition was can't maintain. I mean, I'm a memetic view. First of all, I'm a huge critic of mimetic theories of atonement and other things in Scripture. And we don't have to talk about that here.

Seth 14:55

Good because I have not prepared for that.

Chris 14:58

Well, I'm not prepared for it either. But I would say there aren't any doctrines of atonement that a conditionalist view of conditional immortality view is incompatible with. But I would say that this argument that I'm making this positive argument for conditionalism isn't an argument that would be easily easily made in certain other models.
So for example, you have views like the vicarious penitence model of atonement, which Oliver Crisp calls a non penal substitution view. In that model, that doctrine of atonement Christ died, not in our place, but as a demonstration of what our sin deserves. Well, if he died, not in our place, but as a demonstration of what sin deserves, well, then you would think that sin deserves death.
So there's a there's a doctrine of atonement, that is not mainstream, but which would lend itself to the positive argument I'm making. On the other hand, you have something like the governmental theory, which Oliver Crisp calls penal non substitution, in that view, Christ bore a punishment but it wasn't in our place, and the punishment that he bore isn't necessarily equal to the punishment that we deserved. It was some sort of equivalent that may or may not be identical. And an analogy might be something like, imagine you owed me $1,000. Well, you owe me $1,000. But I might accept as an equivalent payment, a painting on your wall that's worth around that much money. That's not the same thing. But it's worth something equivalent. And so one could argue from the eternal torment side of things that Christ bore death, but but that's not what we deserve, we deserve something similar or equivalent to that, which is eternal torment. But of course, know that, although that doesn't lend itself to a positive argument from conditionalism, it also doesn't lend itself a positive argument for eternal torment.

Seth 16:52

Yeah, at least in my understanding of the cross, it seems kind of a weak argument, overall. But that's a different topic. You had talked a bit about or alluded to, there are a lot of similarities between you and Dr. Stackhouse, and there are things that you differ on. And one of the things that we discussed in brief, is a label that he used his “terminal punishment”, and that that you and most of your compatriots at rethinking hell would would have issue with that terminology for conditionalist view, why?

Chris 17:27

Well, again, remember, as I explained a little bit ago, our view at rethinking hell and I think the Biblical view is that the punishment is death, not suffering, and then after the suffering exhausts the penalty owed, then they die. That I think, is a fair way of characterizing Professor Stackhouse’s view. Now, if you think about the word terminal, and phrase-ology that we're accustomed to hearing that word and think of something like terminal illness, right, or terminal disease I mean, that's not the only example the word terminal is used, but I would say that's one of the most common one of the most recognizable. And what is a terminal illness? A terminal illness could be construed in at least one of two ways. It could be an illness that results in death, or and I think this is probably more likely, it's an illness that ends with death. Okay, so in either of those cases, it's not that the illness is death, it's that the illness produces or ends up with death. Okay. But if the punishment, as I would argue, and as we rethinking hell would argue, is death itself and not something leading up to death? Well, then terminal punishment communicates something a little bit different terminal punishment would indicate that there's a finite duration of punishment that ends in death.

And my biggest problem with that is simply that the Bible says in places like Jesus doesn't Matthew 25:46, that the punishment is eternal, not get the punishment last for a time and then ends, but that the punishment itself is eternal. As a conditionalist, that holds to my understanding of conditionalism, I can say that the wicked in hell will be raised, they'll be judged, and then they'll be punished with death, and their privation of life will last forever, it will be an eternal punishment.
I don't think that Professor Stackhouse can make that claim as consistently as we can at we rethinking hell and that's why I don't like the label “terminal punishment”, because it leads our critics to think that what we're saying is that the punishment is finite in duration, and then after it's over, then the wicked will die.

Seth 19:29

And one of the other critiques that and rightfully so, in my episode with Dr. Stackhouse, is we didn't give, we gave a lot of emotional and we have a lot of subtext. And we talk a lot about the Bible, but we don't really ever name any Scriptures. And so some of what I've read and been, not accused of - but allowed, was just weak hermeneutics, weak exegeses, with very little Scripture to stand on for those that are listening.
And so I would like to dedicate a good portion of time, specifically to that. And so I have many questions that I've tried to gather of everything opposing and some of them are my questions, because as I alluded to earlier, I still don't know where I am. And so this should be interesting.
And so I'll just start with Matthew 25, that you just alluded to—the thing that I've noticed is everyone that believes in the quote “traditional view”, seems to use very similar Scriptures, but just in a different way. And so in Matthew 25, everyone tells me “Well, you know, this means just this, and this is what it means. This is what it's always meant. And if you read it any other way, you are bordering on heterodoxy, possibly heresy”. And if, for instance, like Matthew 25:30, and I can't quote it, because I don't have my Bible in front of me. What would you say to people that say, “Well, this is how you read Matthew 25, where you use the eternal torment” its also in Jude 6 and in Matthew 8:12. And Matthew 22:13, just the eternal eternal torment.

Chris 21:08

Okay, so I want to break that down and cover three verses in that text, because that chapter has three verses that I think the traditional view likes to focus on. But before we do that, what I want to do is just say, because you mentioned emotions and things like that, for the listeners sake, I want them to know that, prior to becoming conditionalist, and since becoming conditionalist, I have never had any sort of emotional or philosophical or moral objection to the doctrine of eternal torment. And maybe that makes me hard hearted, somewhat, you know, a curmudgeon, or something like that. But honestly, I've never really wrung my hands over that idea.
I'm conservative, I'm reformed, I think that God has every right to dictate based on his own Just and holy nature, what the appropriate punishment for sin is. And if that punishment is eternal life in torment, then so be it. I can trust him in that. And meanwhile, all of my emotions pulled me and continue to pull me in the opposite direction back toward the traditional view. And that sounds really bizarre, but consider that when people adopt alternatives to the doctrine of eternal torment, it often endangers their livelihood. It endangers their social community at church and things like that. I mean, their churches, I could not only teach that I couldn't even be members at their schools. I couldn't teach that or even be a student that their ministries like Answers in Genesis where somebody who becomes convinced of conditional immortality for Biblical reasons, is forced to resign. And and I say that as a fan of Answers in Genesis, I'm a young earth creationist, as I said, so I knew it would be, it would make me somewhat of a pariah in the very conservative circles I most identify with. And so everything pulled me in the direction of the doctrine of eternal torment. But I was taught very early on in my faith, that it is important that one follows the Bible wherever it leads. And I did that and that's how I came to the view that I have now.
Now, having said that, I'm, I'm glad we turned the Matthew 25. First, because as I often tell people, the thing that convinced me of conditional immortality more than anything else, was that with virtually no exception, every single prooftext that historically has been cited in support of the doctrine of eternal torment, proves upon closer examination to be better support for conditional immortality. And this is no exception to that rule. So let's go through the three verses in this text that I think the traditionalist is going to argue from at least the primary ones, and we'll just take them one at a time and you can ask your questions back and forth.

You started with verse 30,

cast the worthless servant into outer darkness in that place, there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.

Now, first of all, let's acknowledge what this verse doesn't say. This verse doesn't say that weeping and gnashing will go on forever, number one. Number two, that verse does not say that their punishment is weeping and gnashing of teeth, it only says that that's what will occur there. And with those two things in mind, if you imagine somebody being capital punished, like even an electric chair today, or hanging or something like that, there's going to be pain, visceral, terror, and emotion and pain as a person is dying. And when they die, it's over. And it could equally be said, of such a person that in that electric chair or in that noose, there was weeping and gnashing of teeth. There's just nothing incompatible there with this verse. But I don't want to leave it at that. I'm not simply going to say this verse is perfectly consistent with our view, I would actually argue that it's more consistent with our view. And it's because of the way that weeping and gnashing of teeth is used elsewhere.
So for example, in Matthew 13, there's this parable that Jesus tells of the wheat and the tares. And at the end of the parable, Jesus quotes the person in the parable saying “gather the weeds first [or the tares], and bind them in bundles to be burned, but gather the wheat into my barn.”
And what's critical there is that the word burned, that's actually not the best translation of that word. the word is κατακαίω.

The verb in Greek kaio, by itself means burned. But the word κατακαίω means completely burned, burned up, burned down, burn the ashes, that kind of thing.
Now, if the parable weren't enough, Jesus goes on in verse 40. Actually, a few verses before that, but he goes on to interpret that parable that he had just told him which weeds are burned up in fire. And what he says is that just as the weeds are gathered and burned with fire, so will it be at the end of the age, the Son of Man will send his angels and then they will gather out of his kingdom, all causes of sin and all law breakers and throw them into the fiery furnace. In that place, there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.
So what we could see here is that Jesus interprets his own parable and which tares are completely burned up, reduced to ashes in a fire. And he says that, just like those weeds, the wicked will be thrown into a fiery furnace, and there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth. The picture is that just like these weeds are burned down to ashes, so too will the wicked and a fiery furnace; and of course, there's going to be weeping and gnashing in that kind of an experience.

But the picture again, is one of complete consumation, complete consumption. And just as one little last bit of evidence there what Jesus is also alluding to is Malachi chapter four, which says,

Behold, the day is coming burning like an oven, when all the arrogant and all evil doers will be stubble, the day that is coming shall set them ablaze so that it will leave them neither root nor branch.


It goes on to say in verse three,

you shall tread down the wicked, for they will be ashes under the soles of your feet.

So I'll put all these things together. And what you have in the picture of weeping and gnashing is a picture of exclusion from God's kingdom and capital punishment. There's just nothing there about eternal torment at all. In that parable in verse 41, Jesus says,

Depart from me, you cursed into the eternal fire, prepared for the devil and his angels.

And when people hear eternal fire, one thing they sometimes think of especially because this is the way they've been trained to understand the phrase, eternal fire, is a fire which continues to burn forever, because it never runs out fuel. You could even look into some of the first few centuries, when defenders of eternal torment would say things like the fires of hell melt off your flesh, but then simultaneously regenerate the flesh. And so the fire never runs out of fuel to burn. But that's actually not what the phrase eternal fire is a reference to.

First of all, this isn't the first time that Jesus uses that phrase. He also uses it, Matthew 18, verses eight and nine, where he sets it in parallel to Gehenna, which is the New Testament Greek transliteration of the Old Testament Hebrew valley of the sons of hinnom. And when you look at places like Jeremiah 7:33, the Valley of the Son of Hinnom, God promises will one day be called the Valley of slaughter, the corpses of God's slain enemies won't be buried because there won't be any room in the ground. And so they'll just be left scattered on the ground where they'll be eaten up by scavenging beasts and birds that can't be frightened away from these corpses upon which they feed. So by setting that picture, and that's not the only picture, mind you, but I mean, that's not the only place where the Gehenna is talked about as being a place of death.
But when Jesus sets that picture in parallel to eternal fire, you see a fire not that forever has fuel to burn, but a fire which completely burns up. It's irresistible because it's God's fire. It's its fire, as if from God Himself, and God is the quintessential, consuming fire.

But that's, but that's not the only evidence for eternal fire, meaning what I'm talking about. You could also go look at Jude, verse seven, and I say verse seven and not chapter something seven, because Jude only has one chapter. Jude, verse seven says that Sodom and Gomorrah eternal fire rain down from heaven upon Sodom and Gomorrah, as an example of what awaits the ungodly. And Second Peter 2:6, Peter’s own accounting at the same kind of ideas as Jude.
He says that

just as Sodom and Gomorrah will reduce to ashes, so too, will the wicked be in the end.

So this language of eternal fire doesn't lend itself to the doctrine of external torment either. And then with that, that brings us to verse 46

Seth 29:54

This is the verse that I seem to find Matthew 25:46 seem to find the most rebuttal. And I don't know why it's probably because of J. I. Packer. And I do want to read something that he said before you kind of write down and so I quoted it. So he says,

It boils down to whether when Jesus said that those banished at the final judgment will, go away into eternal punishment. He envisaged a state of penal pain that is endless, or an ending of conscious existence that is irrevocable. And that is a punishment that is eternal in its length or on its effect, and that mainstream Christianity has always affirmed the former, and still does, and evangelical annihilationalist unite with the many Jehovah's Witnesses, Seventh Day Adventist and liberals.

And by that I assume he means progressive Christians,

and just about all indeed who are not Universalist to affirm the latter.

And beyond this point, he goes on to say that annihilationalists have fanned out and that there is no unanimity.

Chris 30:54

What do you want me to begin with that?

Seth 30:56

I mean, so with that in mind, he said, seems pretty damning in his “No”

Chris 31:03
Excuse the pun, right.

Seth 31:04

Well, no…no pun intended. But vitriolic in his stance that this is wrong. It's always been wrong. The church has never believed this. And others have told me You must be a fool if you believe this. And so with that being said, how then do we view Matthew 25:46?

Chris 31:28

Well, very briefly, or at least relative to how non brief I usually am. Let me just mention two things. First of all, you know, he mentioned Jehovah's Witnesses and Seventh Day Adventist and things. I could equally say that defenders of the doctrine of eternal torment unite themselves with the Westboro Baptist Church and you know, Appalachian snake Wranglers and the Mormons and Muslims, all of those groups and many others believe in the doctrine of eternal torment. So I'm not sure what this poisoning the well, or this guilt by association is intended to accomplish.

Actually, that's not true. I know exactly what it's about, and trying to accomplish. Secondly, as for whether or not the doctrine of eternal torment has always been the Christian view, that's simply false and scholars nowadays know as much. The reality is that in the first few centuries of the church, you had all three major views of hell represented by one respected teacher or another.
I think Universalists overstate their case when they claim that universalism was the dominant view in the early centuries of the church, and I think that's wrong, but it certainly was prominent. There were some who held it, but so too, was conditional immortality. And so you've got people like Clement of Rome and Ignatius of Antioch and Iranaeus of Leon and Athanasius the Great and Arnoviusa Sikka, you've got a number of people in those first few centuries of the church prior to Augustine, who all held to this view.
So it's simply false to say that this is a novel invention, that only soft hearted liberals and progressive and so forth there are turning to in order to escape this terrible notion of eternal torment. So those out of the way, let's look at Matthew 25:46.

Packer is, right, Jesus does, quote, the king in this parable, saying these will go away into eternal punishment. But perhaps, intentionally, or perhaps not, Packer doesn't go on to quote the rest of that verse. Because the verse goes on to say,

but the righteous will go away into eternal life.

Now, it's true that both punishment and life there are described using the same adjective in Greek, it's aiónios. And it doesn't mean I think, anyway, something like everlasting, but in that way, their duration is, in fact the same. They are parallel in terms of duration, they both last forever. But the judicial context here means that the one fate assigned to the one cannot likewise be the same fate assigned to the other otherwise, what would be the point of the contrast? In other words, there's not only a parallel, there's also a contrast.
But if the righteous are the ones that go into eternal life, then surely eternal punishment can't also be eternal life, that wouldn't make any sense at all. And so at the very least, on the very surface of it, the punishment, we ought to expect not to be some sort of eternal life and torment, but rather eternal death, the capital punishment, eternal capital punishment would be a good way of putting it.
Now, of course, that raises the question, how could that kind of punishment be called eternal? After all, it only takes a few minutes to die, right. Well, there there are two things that I will say to that, first of all, as far back as a Augustine you know, people like a Augustine, were acknowledging that the duration of the death penalty is not measured in the time that it takes to die. If that were what the duration of capital punishment were measured in, then lethal injection, which involves a relatively small amount of pain would be merciful compared to 20 years in prison. Right.
But nobody thinks that way everybody recognizes the capital punishment, no matter how briefly, it takes two to inflict is more severe, more egregious, or, you know, whatever, more dire, more serious than 20 years in prison. And so a Augustine observed that the duration of capital punishment and by and by the way, Augustine was a defender of eternal torment. But he said that capital punishment is measured, not in how long it takes to die, but in how long one remains dead. And so if the wicked are raised, and if they're punished, and their life is deprived, it's taken away, and it remains taken away for eternity. Well, that's an eternal punishment.

Now, the second thing I would offer in response to this issue about eternality is that when in other places in the New Testament, when the Greek adjective aiónios is used to describe what could be called nouns of action, meaning, nouns that sort of share an idea with a verb, but have lost the verbal aspect of it. The adjective describes the outcome of the verb, that that noun communicates. Now that sounds like a bunch of gobbledygook, but let me give you an example of what I'm talking about. So because it'll be clear what I mean.

I'm in the book of Hebrews. In Hebrews 5:9, the author of Hebrews says that

Jesus became a source of eternal salvation to all who obey Him.

Now the verb that shares this, you know, that is in this family as the noun salvation is, of course, save. Jesus isn't saving us anymore, arguably, I mean, he is sanctifying us, he is interceding on our behalf. And if somebody wants to claim that that is continuing to save us, that surely won't go on after we are glorified. And we no longer sin any longer because there'll be no more, you know, our sin nature will have been completely obliterated will be completely transformed, we won't sin any longer there will be no need to intercede on our behalf anymore.
And similarly, the author of Hebrews says that Jesus in verse in Hebrews 9:12,

by needs of his own blood, Jesus secured eternal redemption.

Again, the verb there that is associated with redemption is redeem. But nobody thinks that Jesus is still redeeming us. What is forever in both of these cases, what is eternal, is the outcome of saving and redeeming. The saving took a little bit of time, the redeeming took a little bit of time, but the salvation-the redemption, that results from those acts are forever.

Well, so if we look at that, if we take that concept now back to Matthew 25:46, what we can see is that eternal punishment can easily be understood as a punishing that lasts for a time, you know, the infliction of the punishing is brief, but the punishment, the deprivation of life, that constitutes capital punishment, that lasts forever. So on every level, there's just no arguing from this passage against our view. It lends itself in every imaginable way to conditional immortality.

Seth 37:54

What would you say, or especially Scripturally, what would you say—and so one of the feedbacks that I got was, it's not just the act of sending that you have to keep in mind that God is an infinite being. And so it's it's not you sinning but it's who you send against, and so an infinite God would require an infinite punishment. So scripturally, is there anything, either for against that?

Chris 38:22

Well, the answer to that question, is there anything biblically to support that notion the answer is no. Anselm if I'm not mistaken as the first person to have made this argument, in defense of his satisfaction view of atonement. And Anselm, we're talking something like 1000 years after Christ, I find it interesting that apparently nobody thought of this argument prior to Anselm in the first thousand years of the church. But let's let's assume for the sake of argument, I have no problem affirming the notion. Because if the penalty that is required is an infinite penalty. Sure, eternal torment would qualify. If death is the punishment, if death last forever, then that punishment is likewise infinite, infinite in duration, infinite in severity. They will never ever, ever, ever live again, their punishment goes on forever. So annihilation, the complete obliteration of a person's life and being would qualify as an infinite punishment.

Seth 39:19

So the other text and and oddly enough, my, my wife and I volunteered to teach Sunday school, at our church, and we just literally on Sunday went through Luke 16:17, through the end of the, of the chapter there of Lazarus, the rich man, the beggar, we took it more from a perspective of if you are blessed with things, you need to share it how best could we have been, you know, if we were the rich man? But it's also used quite frequently and and oddly enough, one of the older middle schoolers asked an aside in the middle of it of, well, what is hell? What does that mean? What was he trying to warn his family of? And I'm was like, well we can talk about that after class? And I'm not sure what to tell you. And I and I didn't really answer his question. I kind of just gave him more questions. But you'll see people use Luke 16:22-24 of the rich man is burning, and they'll say, you know, he's burning eternally. He says as much and I'm up here, and please let me go back and save my, you know, my family, someone has to tell them. And so how do you answer that? All right, let's take it in a different way. Because I find that most people accuse it and it can condition a list of hermeneutics, Lee using eternal weekly and I don't believe that you are doing that. But is that version of Lazarus burning? Different than throwing that Lazarus, the rich man burning different than, than anything that used anywhere else in either Matthew or revelation?

Chris 40:54

Well, the thing that you need to remember about the story of Lazarus and the rich man, even if we take a completely literally, is that there is a bit of a hangover that modern translations sometimes suffer from that resulted from the King James translation, you know, back 400 years ago, whenever that was produced, and that is the King James translators, for whatever reason, they translated a number of different Greek words all the same.

And so you have passages like the one I quoted earlier, Matthew 18:8-9 where Jesus sets up Gehenna as a parallel to eternal fire Gehenna is properly translated hell, if what we mean by hell, as most people do nowadays, is future punishment, a place where we go to in the final day to be judged.

But the King James Version also translated another Greek word in the New Testament, hell, and that Greek word is hades, meaning, Hades. Hades is the New Testament Greek equivalent of the Old Testament Hebrew word Sheol. And sheol, even if we take the what I would argue to be poetic verses in the Old Testament where sheol was described as having people rise up out of it to greet people, Kings that are dying, and so forth. Even if we take all of that literally, then sheol in Hebrew thought was the place of the disembodied, conscious dead.

Okay. And that's what at most, Luke 16 is describing and we know that for three reasons.

First of all, in verse 22, the text says that both Lazarus and the rich man died and were buried. Okay, there's, there's no, and this is important because hell, when we talk about future punishment, eternal torment is after resurrection, it's after people come back out of the dead. Secondly, the text explicitly calls this place, Hades, not Gehenna, not hell, anything like that. And then thirdly, the rich man's brothers in the parable or in the story are still alive. And you'll remember that the rich man pleads with Abraham, please let me go and warn my brothers. That kind of thing couldn't happen in hell. Because Hell is when we talk about the place of future final punishment. The judgment has happened, the judgments done, people are either in one place or the other. There's no third place where people need to be warned not to head to the bad place. None of that makes any sense at all.

Meanwhile, you have places in Revelation chapter 20, where Death and Hades are emptied of their dead at resurrection, and then thrown into the lake of fire. And sure enough, Paul says in 1 Corinthians 15, that the final enemy to be destroyed is death. So the picture of all of this is Sure, let's, for the sake of argument, say that Luke 16 has to be taken completely, literally. And what Jesus is doing is giving us some sort of historical account of some of these two people's experiences in Hades. It's Hades, it's the intermediate state, it's, you know, the place where disembodied dead people go to await the resurrection and final judgment. I mean, there's a reason that theologians call it the intermediate state, because it comes to an end eventually, and resurrection. So no, I don't think there's any arguments to be made here for eternal torment.

Seth 45:10

Is there and this is a question as I was driving back and forth today that hit me. And it may be off base, and if I am telling me as much so it seems, if one wants to hold a view that it seems like if I want to hold this view that I have to be willing to think at some level, that souls have no intrinsic value at all, and that only Christ can give value; which sounds beautiful, especially if you believe in Christ. But it also sounds horrible if you've never been in a place that you've been evangelize to, or never have gone beyond any form of common knowledge of a creator. And so do you think that souls have an intrinsic value, with or without Christ?

Chris 45:57

No, I don't think that's the case at all. I think that life is intrinsically valuable. There's a reason why as a Christian, I'm opposed to abortion and to euthanasia. It's because I think that life is intrinsically good, intrinsically valuable. And I actually would argue that final capital punishment, as I've described it, honors, the dignity and the value that human beings have. And I write about this in an article at rethinking hell called intrinsic value, sanctity of life and capital punishment, a response to JP Moreland. In this article, I quote JP Moreland who in in the, in a section of Lee Strobles book The Case for Christ, he argues that, that an annihilationist treat life as if its value is in its quality of life rather than quantity. And I showed that that's not, that's not the case at all. And in quite the contrary, Moreland himself in other books, defends RL defends objections to the death penalty on the grounds. And I'm not saying you have to accept his grounds. I'm just saying I'm using his own argument to illustrate my point. He argues that capital punishment says your, your dignity is such that your choices have genuine consequences, severe consequences, in fact, because your choices matter. When you sin, however grievous it may be or however not grievous it may be in from a certain perspective, you are not only disobeying an infinite God, but you are doing things that you're not meant to do, as a human being being created in God's image. There's a host of ways that you could try to describe what it is that I'm saying. But the point that I'm getting at is that a philosopher like JP Moreland argues that capital punishment, doesn't dishonor a person-doesn't say life is valueless, quite the opposite in upholds the value of life because it says that life is so precious, and sin so severe, so serious, that it warrants the cessation of life as a punishment.

Now, you don't have to accept that argument, I do. But the point that I'm getting at is that don't need to think that annihilation assumes that souls are valueless. Quite the contrary, you can accept that what God is doing is he has said, because he reflects his character, that sin is so serious, that it warrants the worst imaginable penalty; and that penalty is the privation of the very life that is so precious, that is so valuable, and anything else, and that wouldn't be as severe with it. You know, imagine if the penalty were to be to have $10 taken away, you know, which is more precious, which is more valuable? $10 or life, right? Well, life!

Seth 48:56

Yeah. How do we deal with, and you've alluded to it, and so I'd like to end with that and then we'll wrap up.

So I'm alive now, I die eventually—there's some intermediary period of whatever the duration is, and then I am resurrected and I'm held account and Revelation speaks to this in many different ways. And Revelation is a book that has always intimidated me and still to this day, but how do we deal with you know, that that second death? How do we, how do we view that and specifically, you'll see that as “no, everything is going to be consumed and fire” everything is they just use it the same way? But revelation seems to imply, at least from what I've heard, I have not read Mr. Fudges book, but from what I've heard him say in some other just clips, that that the eternal way takes that in the wrong direction. The eternal conscious torment way.

Chris 49:54

Takes what in the wrong direction? That verse? The second death?

Seth Price 49:59

Yeah, I've heard someone tell him “Well, this is just a text that you can't, it's hard for you to interpret and it's hard for a conditionalist to speak from a position of authority hermeneutics on this text.

Chris 50:12

Well, I mean, first of all, in another article that I've got being published in the day now and Evangelical Quarterly, which is called the hermeneutics of conditionalism, the defense of the hermeneutics method of Edward Fudge, I actually argue from these texts that hermeneutics, if we exercise standard accepted, respected principles for hermeneutics, we will come away with the impression that Revelation actually supports conditionally mortality rather than work against it.
And I could spend hours explaining why but I'll just suffice it to…I'll just say two things briefly, number one, both outside of the book of Revelation, and inside the book of Revelation, the extreme imagery that's used in places like where the devil, the beast, and the false prophet are tormented forever and ever in a lake of fire (that’s Revelation 20) and Revelation 14 where smoke rises forever from the torment of beast worshippers that are being tormented day and night. That all of this imagery is used outside of the Bible and outside of the book of Revelation, and in the book of Revelation itself to communicate destruction. And just as one example, in Revelation chapter 18, and 19 there's this familiar duo to anybody that is fascinated by the Book of Revelation, as I am. You have this mystery Babylon, this blood drunk, vampiric prostitute riding on the back of this seven-headed 10-horned beast, and together this this duo persecutes the saints, but in Revelation 18 John sees this mystery Babylon prostitute being tormented in fire. She drinks the fullest measure of God's wrath, which is language used in Revelation 14 and at the end of the beginning of chapter 19, a chorus cries out

Hallelujah, smoke rises for her forever and ever.

So you've got the fiery torment in fire and brimstone and chapter 18. You've got drinking the fullest measure of God's wrath and chapter 18. And in chapter 19, you've got smoke rising from her forever. But when the angel tells John what this symbolism means, at the end of chapter 18, he says,

so the great city will be thrown down with violence and will not be found any longer.

You see the picture of this, imagine if you saw a mushroom cloud today, you would think that something had been obliterated. And that's what all of this, this confluence of imagery is intended to communicate; it overwhelms the imagination and it appeals to smoke rising in the Old Testament and Edom being turned to pitch and smoke rising from it forever and ever. And Isaiah 34:10. It's appealing to all this language familiar to John's readers, it communicates complete destruction.

And John's angel tells him as much at the end of chapter 18, that's what that imagery symbolizes in the case of Mystery Babylon. So when we turn to Revelation 14 and 20, and see that same imagery being used to describe the lost in hell, why would we assume that [in] those places it's intended to be taken literally, but in this place it's intended to mean something other than that, it just doesn't make any sense..so that's firstly.

But secondly, the second death, what a lot of defenders of eternal torment, don't realize, and this is forgivable, because this is not something that as interpreters of Revelation we are trained to see. There is this dynamic all throughout Scripture, between the imagery in a prophets vision, and that which it actually means in reality, and there's a particular way that interpreters throughout Scripture characterize the meaning of the symbolism. And let me give you just one example, I'll give you three very briefly, Joseph, with the cup bearer and the baker in prison way back in the book of Genesis. Each of them had these wild dreams. And when Joseph interprets these dreams, he says to the cup bearer,


the three bugs on the branch are three days, after which you will be restored to your office.

And then when he interprets the Baker's dream, where the baker has the three baskets on his head. Joseph says the

three baskets are three days, after which you will be killed.

And then later, Joseph interprets Pharaoh's dream. And in Pharaoh's dream, he sees the seven healthy cows come up out of the Nile. And then he sees these seven sickly cows come up out of the Nile and eat up the healthy ones. And when Joseph interprets this bizarre, perplexing imagery, he tells him,

the seven cows are seven years. And the seven sickly cows are seven years of famine.

So and these are just, this is a handful of examples. You can find these kinds of examples in the New Testament as well. Now with that in mind, consider that in Revelation 20:14, and in Revelation 21:, John, in the first of those two cases in God in the second interpret the lake of fire, they say the lake of fire is the second death.
Now, here's what's important about that, besides the fact that what they're doing is interpreting is the point that when interpreters interpret imagery, what they tell you, it means is delivered in plain, ordinary, straightforward language. That's why…that's how it can interpret the imagery. If Joseph had told the baker that three baskets on his head were three wuzzlewoos, or you know, even some…that was terrible, but you know, some other weird imagery to describe it, the baker would have no idea what Joseph was saying. It's only because Joseph delivered the interpretation in plain language that it made any sense. And it's the only reason that we can make any sense of the dream.
So we have this dynamic in Revelation 20, where the lake of fire with this eternal torment of the beast and the false prophet and the devil, this is all the imagery, all the all the stuff that John is seeing in this bizarre dream is having this bizarre vision. But when he tells you what it means in Revelation 20:14, and when God tells you what it means, in Revelation 21:8, they're telling you that this bizarre imagery is symbolizes the second death.

The second death is the plain, ordinary, straightforward meaning of the imagery. And what would we take second death to mean, we would mean dying a second time. And that's what we conditionalists believe the resurrected last who had formerly died a first time or raised back to life judged and die a second time, it makes perfect sense. And it respects, it honors, this dynamic between imagery and interpretation in the book of Revelation, but now consider what the traditional view does to it. The traditional view, the doctrine of eternal torment, says, the second death is actually a metaphor. The second death is some sort of code language. That is actually that actually means eternal torment, you know, like a fire. So they're actually treating the lake of fire as the plane St. Language and second death as the metaphor as the symbol. And that's exactly backwards of how this dynamic works throughout Scripture.

Seth 57:08

Making a metaphor of the metaphor.

Chris 57:12

Right, exactly, although, metaphor of what they think is the literal, when in fact it's the other way around. So those are just two and then there's a lot more, it could be said, in fact, there's a talk I did at our second annual conference, where my friend and I give a presentation arguing for conditional immortality and against universalism, from the book of Revelation. And maybe I can send you a link to that. So you can include your short show notes.

Seth 57:37

I definitely will. But let's end there, so you have a conference coming up in Dallas, 2nd week of March, talk a bit about that, and then and point people to where they can get engaged, where they can, definitely rethinking how your website is full of more information than I can read, ever, I think, but good information. What I like about your website is, instead of just speaking at people, you tend to quote people when they say something so that your answers have context, which I find extremely helpful for someone like myself with a very cursory knowledge base of many, many, many things. So talk a bit about your conference coming up, how can people interact with that register for it? Come? And just all about that?

Chris 58:30

Yeah, thank you. I appreciate that. So it's March 9, and 10th. That's a Friday and Saturday coming up in just under four weeks. It is, as you said, in the Dallas Fort Worth area. And basically, this is our fifth annual conference, we've had four previous ones. And at this conference, you know, we've covered a variety of different topics related to this one. But this year, we're going to be focusing on the atonement, which we talked about at the beginning of this episode. And so the theme of the conference is crushed for our iniquities, hell and the atoning work of Christ, then a plenary session speakers, that the keynote speakers if you want to use that language, instead, they include four people. First is Preston sprinkle. He is a he was a professor at a turn of eternity Bible college. And he co-authored erasing hell with Francis Chan A number of years ago, and at the time, they both landed on the doctrine of eternal torment. But Preston has since become convinced of conditional immortality, and will be speaking on the topic of this conference. He's also published a number of other books, he's extremely popular. And I think people would really enjoy hearing what he has to say. We've also got Dr. Craig Evans, he is a scholar from Houston Baptist University. Very well known, very well respected. And he actually from what I understand, will be arguing for neither one position of the debate nor the other, but rather laying out some biblical principles that need to be kept in mind as the two sides of this debate. You know, continue the conversation. We also have Greg Allison, he is a historical theologian from Southern Baptist Theological Seminary, and he is a defender of the doctrine of eternal torment. And he'll be presenting a presentation that covers the history of health throughout church history, arguing that the that the dominant view has been eternal torment. And then last, but most most certainly least, is myself. And I'm going to be giving a presentation based on the atonement based on that paper that I've got coming out in McMaster. So there's a whole lot going on. It's really going to be great.

Seth 1:00:25

That's great. Well, Chris, thank you for spending your evening with me. I appreciate it very much. I've enjoyed…I've enjoyed it. I don't… I'm saying it wrong. I greatly enjoyed doing this.

Chris 1:00:39

So have I it’s been my pleasure and honor.

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18 - Ask the Beasts (Darwin and the God of Love) with Sister Elizabeth Johnson / Transcript

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Elizabeth - Intro 0:28

The Spirit of God is in the natural world, in the entangled bank, makes the natural world a place of encounter with God. It makes it a place where God is present where one can speak with God hear God's word. And I would say anybody who has had an experience of God in nature would know this, and I'm just putting language to that.

Seth 1:31

Hey everyone, welcome back to the Can I Say This At Church podcast. I'm your host Seth. Today I have the honor of discussing our planet, our world, the history of creation. Whether or not evolution and science can commingle, are those even proper terms to use, and ways that our church and our communities can live in harmony with creation understanding that Christ did not die for humans alone.

That creation and salvation is bigger than you or I. And the decisions that we make today have ramifications for generations after us.

A bit about Sister Johnson. She is a distinguished professor at Fordham University in the department of theology in New York City, and writes specifically on systematic theology, the mysteries surrounding the God that we worship and what is Jesus's meaning for salvation and ecological ethics and the dialogue that exists between science and religion. I'm excited for you to listen. So let's do this.

Seth 2:56

Professor Johnson, thank you so much for joining us on this week's I episode of the Can I Say This At Church podcast, it is a pleasure to have you.

Elizabeth 3:05

It's a pleasure to be with you.

Set 3:06

I have spent over the past few months since we've been talking by email, trying to get to know you a bit and researching you a bit and listening to other interviews that you've done. Not everyone listening will have had that experience. So can you quickly or briefly, give us a bit of your history kind of your upbringing, your faith and what you do now and then we'll we'll delve into the topic and and at hand, does that work?

Elizabeth 3:33

Surely, yes. So I was raised, Catholic, grew up in Brooklyn, in a large Irish Catholic family. proceeded to teach got a doctorate and now I'm teaching at university level I teach both undergraduate and graduate courses and students at Fordham University, which is in the Bronx.

Seth 3:57

The Bronx, New York.

Elizabeth 3:59

New York City.
Seth 4:02

Are you from New York?

Elizabeth 4:02

I am from Brooklyn.

Seth 4:04

There you go. So born and raised

Elizabeth 4:06

Born, raised, educated, and now still live in the city…so New York..

Seth 4:12

And you are-the sect of faith that you are is a Jesuit Catholic, is that correct..or am I wrong?

Elizabeth 4:21

I would not think that that's the way to put it. I'm a Roman Catholic, in other words, a member of the Catholic Church. And I teach at a university that's run by the Jesuit order. But it's how shall I say this? They also are Catholics.

But I think everyone would just go by the overall idea of being a Catholic, and then there are different spiritualities, within the church and so on that you can break it down to.

Seth 4:54

Sure. So you wrote a book a few years back. And I have fallen in love with that book, predominantly, because the faith tradition that I grew up as Southern Baptist, we weren't allowed to question science. We weren't allowed to question faith. And those two never meet, not allowed to meet, and they shouldn't even be in the same realm. And so the topic of your book, or the title of your book is Ask the Beasts, Darwin and the God of Love. And it's that second part of that title, Darwin and the God of love, you know, I was taught growing up that we don't mix. You know, Darwin is the antithesis of God. He's someone that's trying to break apart the faith that we have. And so can you just tell me a bit about the genesis of how you or the beginnings of what made you want to get into this topic? Because at least in in the, the the world that I live in, this is a not taboo, but a very sticky topic?

Elizabeth 5:57

Surely. But let me just give a quick background of where I'm coming from, and then a more immediate answer to your question. In the Catholic teaching about human beings, there's always been an emphasis on the fact that faith can work cooperatively with reason. And the idea behind that is that God, there's only one God who created the whole universe, and created us as human beings, with intellect, good minds, that can figure things out. And if you think different scientific methods, people can figure out how this universe works, that is not going to fundamentally be in conflict with the faith that holds that God is the creator of the whole thing, because God is also the creator of human reason, and its capacities to understand the universe.

The Catholic Church hasn't always lived up to that idea, you can point to the Galileo crisis as an example of how the church failed. But in recent times, especially in the 20th century, and going forward, there has been great efforts on the part of the church to be in dialogue with scientific discoveries. The Vatican established an observatory, it's called the Vatican Observatory. There are many astronomers, who are in fact Jesuit priests and other dedicated people in the church, studying the heavens, you know, making discoveries that contribute to cosmology and how the whole universe works, and also how the earth works. So fundamentally, this is, by the way that you described as your own upbringing has been true in to some degree also in the Catholic Church.

But there's been this other river running of discovery and welcoming these discoveries, because they are done by human reason, which is also created by the same God who created the universe. That's one big piece of background faith and reason can be friends rather than enemies. The other background point is that again, in the 20th century, the Catholic Church began to teach that the Bible should be read using literary methods, as well as course under the umbrella of faith. But to understand what the original writers had in mind, what was their context, the historical reasons for writing, and with that approach, the book of Genesis has been interpreted for, you know, going close to a century now in the Catholic Church, as written by people who want to teach a religious truth. Namely, let's say Genesis chapter one, that God created everything that exists, so that creatures whom other religions thought might be gods, for example, the sun was the sun god Ra in Egypt; no, they're creatures of the one great God.

So reading Genesis in that framework, does not set up a conflict with science, let's say in this case, evolution. Because God created everything that exists is the teaching of Genesis one. But it doesn't aim to teach how God did it. So God created the world by empowering the world to create itself, which is really the story of evolution. That doesn't diminish the teaching of Genesis, in fact, it in one way makes it greater that God shared the power of creativity with creatures. So those are two big background pieces in the tradition from which I come. And then the immediate reason for taking up this work for me was the 150th anniversary, of Darwin's publishing of On the Origin of Species, which put out the idea of evolution, in a whole series of beautifully written and very convincing chapters.

On that year, which was 2009, because the book was published in 1859, the Dean of Fordham college where I teach, invited any faculty that wanted to join a reading group and read that book, because everyone thinks they know what it says. And basically, I found out we really don't. And we read it throughout the year, couple chapters each month. And it was interdisciplinary discussion, because you had the scientists there, the philosophers, the economists, the historians, and I, myself a theologian, and so on. And I just said, you know, this is so interesting the way he did the way Darwin describes the way evolution works. And I just kept seeing with the eyes of faith, more and more, if you will, Glory being given to God, this narrative. And so I decided, in the end to write this book, trying to lay out how the two could work together, the story of evolution from science, and the face narrative of God is creator, and how they could in fact, increase our understanding of both the world and of God's greatness.

Seth 11:27

I will say, I learned more about the Origin of the Species from the first three or four chapters of your book than I did in most of my school. Now to be fair, they don't really teach a lot of that in high school, and then I went on to go to Liberty University, and they definitely do not teach anything from the Origin of the Species.

Can you for the benefit of the listeners just kind of give us some of the highlights of what struck you as you read through origin of the species? Because you say in your book that you've read it cover to cover many times? And what you write about it is beautiful, and I'm ashamed to say I haven't read it. What are some of the things that stuck out to you that you could bring to the faith.

Elizabeth 12:04

Well, let me just say two things. One is how everything happened. So relationally, everything is connected with everything else. So the fact that a certain let me give it a concrete example, a bird developed some mutations for a stronger beak. And in that area, there are seeds that have tough shells. Well, that bird with the stronger beak is going to be able to eat better than birds with weaker bills, and therefore be stronger in the reproductive area. And that quality will get passed on to the chicks. And they'll pass it on to their chicks. And eventually, there's going to be a lot of birds with strong beaks taking advantage of the strong seeds in the area. So the sense that what happened throughout evolution, it was a straight line development that was not, you know, automatic. Everything happened slowly and in relation to everything that was around. Some scientists down a Galapagos Island some years ago did some studies about the birds there. And then one year, there was a tremendous amount of rainfall, when they were doing this study, and a lot of grass sprung up on the dry island. And the birds with the strong beaks weren't as successful that year, it was the birds with the weaker beaks who could eat the grass seed, which was softer that had been a reproductive success.
So it just put to my imaginations. This whole story of evolution, the way Darwin tells it. That nothing stands alone everything is connected. If I that's a quote from Pope Francis's encyclical, On Care For Our Common home—that the atmosphere, grass, the all the vegetation, all the plants, all the animals, plus the water, the air and the soil, everything is as flow of life back and forth, throughout the whole thing, and we are so connected. It gave me a tremendous sense of communion or community on this planet. That's one thing that the story of evolution brings forward. That sometimes it's presented simply as you know, survival of the fittest as if it's all this struggle. And that, in fact, is how some 19th century philosophers interpreted it. But when you read the book, actually, it's not that it's at all it is survival of those who can get more food. But the whole thing is relational Lee happening. It isn't all conflict.

Set 14:49

Yeah.

Elizabeth 14:53

So the sense of relationality and the other sense. The second thing that really struck me is the gradualness of this length of time, that life began on our planet three and a half billion years ago, and then evolved over this process, into what Darwin calls, complex forms most beautiful.

So I sent my students that will be studying this, just go for a walk around the campus, look at the trees, look at the squirrels, look at whatever else you see, every single one of these forms, including our human form, have come through this process of slowly, gradually, adapting to our environment and being these magnificent creatures that we are at this point, all interrelated. So the gradualness that developed so much beauty, and so much… it just leaves me with a sense of wonder.

Seth 15:48

What would you say to someone that says, Well, that's all well and good Professor Johnson. But if I take away if I just placed the earth in such a position that God just gave his creative juices to it, and now it's able to continue to create on its own? How is that a worship of a God as opposed to just deism? Because you'll hear that from people saying, ”well, you're taking the supernatural“ is not the right word. ”You're taking God out of the creation”, you're just making him a big, huge juggernaut that pushes the ball forward, and then it doesn't touch it again.

Elizabeth 16:28

Yeah, well, that again, I'm glad you brought that up, Seth, because there's a fallacy in the way Christian doctrine has been taught, that seems to say creation is what happened in the beginning, and leave it at that. But the whole Bible and also the Christian tradition, many of the Fathers of the Church, the medieval, mystics, and so on, as well as Christian doctrine says, No, that is not right. Because there is also what we call continuous creation. That the Spirit of God dwells in all things, and is empowering evolution, if you want want to use that word, is empowering the ongoing development of the cosmos, with infinite patience, and power, and strength, and love. So it's an ongoing presence of God in the natural world as it develops, that's the piece that's been missing. And if I can talk about it in terms of God, its the Holy Spirit we're talking about here or otherwise called Pneumatology , the Greek word pneuma meaning Spirit.

The Spirit of God dwells in the world, God is not simply a distant, as you said, juggernaut, who started the whole thing, and said, you know, go on, have an adventure and that's it. But accompanies is with it is within it is empowering it. So when Paul says to the Athenians, in Acts 17, you know, for in God we live and move and have our being, and he's quoting some Greek poets, but he's adapting it to the Christian way of envisioning. That God is in the world we are in with God with God, overall, in with and under the whole entire process, that's also creation.

And if I may add a third, there's new creation, which will come at the end, the transforming of everything into a new heaven and a new earth, where justice dwells. And this will be the transformation of all of creation, into the Glory of God as you we can read some of this, in the book of Revelation, all creatures are singing, to the praise of God. So it's the beginning, it's all the way through. And it's the final goal. And if you leave any of that out, you haven't done justice, to the fullness of the doctrine of creation. So if I can put it in a simple word, that I really love to use, it's a very God-centric view of the world, a Theo-centric view of the world that sees God present every moment.

Seth 19:13

And, He's never done. He's constantly making things, I guess, redeemed, or better is a better word, unless I'm taking that out of context, which is entirely possible.

Elizabeth 19:24

No, you're not. But also, let's not leave out of the picture that everything dies. And this is suffering and pain and, yes, tragedy in the world. And where is God? That's such a question people ask when this happens, but in terms of the natural world, the suffering of creatures, who are the prey of the predators and so on the whole way, it's developed.

Seth 19:47

Building on that a bit, everything dies, it's, it's part of life, it's appointed, it's going to happen. So what, what do we do then with stuff that is created that is horrible, like mutations that cause cancer or things like that? How can we not point to that and say, “Well, this is inherently not good. This is this is not the way things should be?

Elizabeth 20:12

Right? Well, there's two things to say that one is that God gave human beings, intelligence, and ways to deal with that, not perfectly we’re still working it out, but to heal, to be able to deal with illness, and to know there a plan. I’m thinking of medieval midwives, who had which herbs to give a woman in labor that would ease the pain, and so on. So all the medical discoveries that we're making, how to make these illnesses bearable, or even curable, that's one thing. So a lot is it's the same story as before, a lot is in our hands.

But in addition to that, where the theology is going today, you use the word before, redeem, that God is with every creature in that suffering of cancer, let's say, and is encouraging, and is supporting and empowering them through that. Some theologians want to say God is even suffering with them.

That's more of a controversial idea.

But what we can't leave out of this story of evolution, if I may use Christian language, again, is the cross. That you have Jesus crucified, is one with human beings and all creatures in their suffering. He learned obedience through what he suffered, I'm quoting Hebrews there. And he was made like his brothers and sisters in every respect, so that we do not have a high priest who cannot sympathize with our weakness.

In other words, the suffering and death of Jesus put into this framework, once again, shows that God is with those who suffer with us in our pain and agony, it doesn't take it away. It doesn't make it that people aren't sick or don't die of cancer. But there's a presence of God, in and through that, that can console and comfort and in the end, bring people through with their integrity intact.

Seth 22:23

You said something there that I don't want, it's easy to let it slip through, and the word you used was, Jesus on the cross is, redeeming all creatures. And I feel like that is not the way that the cross is usually preached, it's normally Jesus died for human beings. And I have a feeling this is going to lead to where the title of the book comes from. So what do you mean when you say, all creatures, or I guess to put it more plainly, the entire planet or the entire universe? What are you getting at there?

Elizabeth 22:53

I'm getting at the Incarnation right there. The fact that John's gospel, the prologue says, and the Word was made flesh and dwelt among us, and we have seen his glory, full of grace and truth. Flesh, and it doesn't say that the Word became a human being, but it uses a more general term that the Bible uses both for human beings, and also even vegetation if you Isaiah. So it's this back to my earlier point, everything happens relationally, we are all connected, that the same air and soil and water, the same vegetation, comes into our bodies, and flows through us and all creatures. That when Jesus became among us, as Emmanuel, God with us-one of us, he came as a member of our race wasn't just connected with humans alone, but in so far, and because we humans are connected with the whole rest of life on our planet, Jesus became a member of the community of life on our planet, and sanctified it, and showed that it was sacred, and filled with the Spirit of God. And when dying comes and it comes to every creature, that Jesus has gone down into that darkness, and is there in a redemptive way, no creature has to die alone.

Everything, then, is filled with the presence of God, even in their dying. And therefore, in the resurrection, Jesus rising from the grave, from the tomb, the bodily resurrection of Jesus pledges a future for all flesh. And if you think of the hymns that we sing at Easter, a lot of that comes through. If you think of some of the statements in the New Testament dealing with the risen Christ, that also comes through, for example, Colossians 1:15, he is the firstborn of all creation. And later on, he is the firstborn of the dead, so that in him, everything and that were a top on to all things is repeated five times in that passage, that all things find their redemption.

So we have focused very much in the West, on human redemption and redemption from sin. If you look at the Greek Orthodox tradition, or the Russian Orthodox, or the Eastern pattern of Christianity, they never lost the idea that all creation is redeemed by the cross and resurrection of Christ. That it's a oneness to the whole world, which God created and loves, and is redeeming even through the death of Christ. So that's a theological, Biblical theological theme, that I am convinced and so are others who are working now in this area that we need to dust off, if you will, bring it back and think it through and preach and think about it. Be aware that we are the only creatures that God cares about.

Seth 26:50

So where did that happen, then? Where have you uncovered in your research and you're learning about this, and then you're reconnecting with different traditions from other parts of the world? Where did that happen that the West just created a cliff that we're not allowed to go past when we talk about science or creation? How did that become the status quo?

Elizabeth 27:14

Well, I tell you, my assumption-my research, and again, a number of other theologians would agree with this at the West, really, I’d say lost the view of creation in our understanding of the cross with the work of Anselm of Canterbury in the 11th century. Anselm of Canterbury, wrote this wonderful treatise called core Cur Deus homo, or “Why God Became Man”, have you ever heard of that not or read it?

Seth 27:45

I have not.

Elizabeth 27:50

It turned out to be hugely influential, hugely influential. In so far as he sets up this question, why does God become a human being die in order to save us? And he could have done it some other way? As his answer was, he had to do it that way. Because sin is an offense against the honor of God. And the Lord of the Manor, if you offend the honor, he's using feudalism there as his model of the universe, it was his all political world he lived in, you have to step back, you have to make up for that sin.

And Jesus was innocent, a good, innocent without sin, He shouldn't have had to die, but in the he did in order to pay back what we owed. And therefore, that was purpose of the crucifixion. Now, what's interesting about that is that the New Testament does say, Jesus died for our sins and so on. But it has multiple other ways of explaining why Jesus died, or what the what the Korean fiction, that it is only that Jesus died to make us children of God, let's say, not just to pay back the sins, or to redeem us, in the sense of setting us free to liberate us, as in the biblical sense of the word redeemed, and so on.

So what happened in the West, and this is medieval Europe, the pattern of penance that was coming in, in the church, that you had to do penance for your sins and go to Confession became that sacrament in the in the western, the church came in at that point in very strong way. It all added together to make a coherent pattern of a theology for that time and place. And what happened was that it was such a powerful argument so strongly presented, and it was taken in by the church and put into practice second, mentally, that other things fell away. You can see this, let me just say, could do some historical research in the way that the theology then began in the West began to leave out creation.

Seth 30:20

Yeah. So you talk about and you've referenced it a couple times, that we're all interdependent of each other; that humans impact other things, and, you know, mosquitoes impact of the population of something else, which impacts everything else. So how do we balance the razor's edge of being in “domination” just because we're smarter than every other species, versus having “dominion”, as Genesis says that we have? How do we balance that razor's edge wisely, or I guess ecologically?

Elizabeth 30:53

So two things again, let me just say, we could look at here one is what we mean by dominion. And by we, I mean, what Genesis means by dominion. An awful lot of work has been done on this, it was taken for granted, starting again, in late medieval Europe, that that meant domination. But in the Genesis text itself, Biblical scholars show us that the word Dominion comes from a practice of the Royal Court. That if a king had a very large territory, and couldn't get to every place, he would send an ambassador, if you will. And that Ambassador would rule in the king's name. And that's ambassador had dominion over that area. So he was a representative and his goal, his purpose, was to enforce the will of the king, or to make sure that what the king wanted was being done.

Now in Genesis, that's, that's the idea behind dominion, and God has just created the world, day by day and seeing that everything is good. And then creates the human couple in the divine image and likeness and says, “have dominion”. In other words, be my representative here, and see that my will is done. And what is the will of God for the rest of the creatures already in Genesis, it says,

Be fruitful, and multiply, fill the earth,

you know, telling each creature when he creates them to grow up and multiply, and so on. So in other words, to flourish; and human beings are supposed to oversee that. And in Genesis, chapter two, the the original creature is put in the garden, and given the instruction to to and keep it. And so that's another way of looking at what dominion is-we are supposed to use it and benefit from it, but also keep it. In other words, protect it, guarded it, allow it to be itself and to flourish and to give God glory.

So it doesn't mean, dominion, despite what the development has been the last 500 years does not mean you can go out and exploit to the point of ruining nature, let alone do things that make other creatures go extinct. It just simply, that is such a wrong understanding of what dominion means. So that's one thing, the Biblical notion of dominion.

But the other thing I want to say, this is an interesting thought experiment, that saying we have dominion in a way that we're above everything else ignores the fact, again, of how interdependent we all are, and let me give the example of trees.

Trees existed on this earth, millions of years before humans did. And as you know, they take in carbon dioxide. And in the light of the sun they create oxygen, and that's their waste product, you might say. They created an atmosphere, green plants did, on this planet where human center before us other mammals could come in, breathe, okay, and have an atmosphere. Now take humans away from this earth, trees would do very fine without us. Take trees away from this earth and we don't have any more atmosphere. I'm exaggerating there. But you know what, this be increasingly difficult to have oxygen.

And so who need who more?

It's just a good thought experiment and it's a realizing how interdependent we are. And so we set ourselves up as “King of the Hill” and prance around and we have dominion, and everything else right now, as you well know, is in great distress. Species going extinct at a great rate, which is a disaster, yeah, to lose all this creation, disappearing and it's happening because of human activities.

The point is, we are possible. We are brothers and sisters of all these creatures, and we are responsible to see that it thrives and that's what the dominion means.

Seth 35:19

Yeah, well, I will say it's humbling. When you put it that way, there's no way to say I'm more important than a tree, which is extremely humbling, because I, you're not wrong. But I also feel like, I have to be more important than a tree. But that's probably my pride speaking.

Elizabeth 35:34

Let me get it straight event saying you're not more important than a tree? There's powers in the human person, the human soul, the mind and will the the tremendous capacity of human beings that certainly makes us different. I'm not saying we're all equal. But I'm not saying but I'm also saying it to dependence. Because for all our great human beings could not exist without the other creatures.

Seth 36:05

Yeah, no, I'm with you. How would you describe a well…here's something I've realized over over the past five or six years that I existed in a way of thinking that was dualistic. And I didn't know that that was a term until I realized that I was either black or white. I was either pro-abortion or not pro-abortion. I was either creationists like Ken Ham and his creed, or I was an evolutionist. And I've come to realize that there is a very happy middle. And I find most often that Jesus is is mixed and intertwined. And that middle, which is which is very heartening. So how would you describe a relationship with faith and science in a non dualistic way?

Elizabeth 36:49

Well, the way that it works to me is to put God at the center. And to have faith in God who creates redeemed, sanctified, and most this world, I will bring it to fulfillment. That's to me is primary. And when science comes along with different discoveries, you know about our DNA, or about some magnificent galaxy that's just been discovered all this wonder in the world. To me, it just endorses the magnificence of God's creative ways in the world. Because what I don't believe in believing in God; I don't believe that. That we have a narrative of the precise history and science of how God did everything. So science fills in that gap. So I see it going to get a pretty hand in hand.

Seth 37:48

Yeah, I have. I have two final questions that I'd like to end with and the first is: you talk about the entangled bank getting back to Darwin. And I want to find it, I want to find where I wrote down, oh my..where's it at? Here it is. So you say in your in your book, and I can’t remember what chapter that

the inner secret of the entangled bank

and that being Darwin's entangled bank …

is the dwelling of God's spirit within it.

So can you talk a bit about what what Darwin means when he says entangled bank, and then what you mean, how we can see God in that?

Elizabeth 38:29

Yeah, Darwin invited his readers at the end of On the Origin of Species one of the last paragraphs, to look at an entangled bank with a beautiful wishes with birds twittering around with worms in the dirt underneath with the little stream going past it. and ponder how all these wonders came to be through this long process of evolution. And just look at the interconnection of it all and sort of be in wonder at it. So an entangled bank, I say at the beginning of my book Ask the Beasts, you know, think of your own entangled bank, whether it's a city park, or even a pot of flowers on the window sill or a beach, wherever you have encountered nature, and different aspects of that particular scene all working together to create something, as he puts it, magnificent.

And the grandeur in this view of life as he puts it. So first of all, we have to wake up our eyes, our senses and our spirits, to sensitize ourselves to the natural world around us, which as we rush around and look at our cell phones all day, more and more people are ignoring. So that's, the entangled bank, it's just a piece of nature somewhere, maybe outside your window, where different things, interacting, whether you're looking at them or not, but become aware.

I love the line along those lines. Lewis Agassiz who was a 19th century scientist, and he said, in one of his writings,

I spent the summer traveling, I got halfway across my backyard.

40:22 laughter

The idea there is there's so much wonder even in your backyard, that you need to stop and look and get a hold of how nature is moving on in this interrelated, giving and taking kind of way, and contemplate it, be amazed at it..be quiet and let it speak to you, you know.

So that's that and I go back then, with that kind of view of nature, on our planet. With the notion none of this would be here, if it were not for the creative power of God dwelling in it. I belong to the Catholic Church, and we say the Nicene Creed every Sunday at Mass. And when we get to the part about the Holy Spirit, we say

we believe in the Holy Spirit, the Lord and giver of life.

And that it Latin, which I also know, content? is life giver, giving of life. And so the vivifire would be another way to translate that. It's the touch of the Spirit of God, that creates all this life, enables its interactions gives it the sense of communion and potential as it goes forward. And its beauty. And it's grandeur, and when it's miserable, is still there, because the misery is part of how it goes forward.

Now, as Darwin wrote, when creatures die, they die that is life. And by that he means every creature that dies, by be eaten by someone else is giving life to another, dying and go back into the earth, you fertilize it and then that with something else grow that gives life to another. So there's an endless cycling of life and death. And God is in the middle of that. Not just the good parts, but also the bad parts, if you want to call it that. And so we see the Spirit of God in the, in the natural world in the entangled bank, makes the natural world a place of encounter with God. It makes it a place where God is present, where one can speak with God hear God's word. And I would say anybody who has had an experience of God in nature

would know this. And I'm just putting language today. Yeah,

Seth 42:37

no, I would agree. I mean, that's that's what people do, you know, when they go and walk the Camino or go up in here in Central Virginia, and there's the Appalachian Parkway, and people will spend time hiking and acting with with God. What you just said reminds me a lot of and I wrote down three quotes from your book, the threes that hit me the most and and you wrote one that says

ecological conversion means falling in love with the Earth as an inherently valuable living community in which we participate.

And then you go on to say,

we participate in and we cherish it, the way that God cherishes us with an unconditional love

What would you then say, to my kids generations, the people that we're teaching to cherish the planet in this way, and to not continue to destroy something that is beautiful, and something that Christ died for; as much so as we did. So what would you say to the next generation of Christians, I guess the people that you teach now, as something or a few things that we can proactively do, something that can change something we can do better?

Elizabeth 43:50

Right. Well, besides the teaching of this, which of course, it has to get into the churches, and into the way that people read the Bible. The Bible is very ecologically sensitive, it has to get into the what we teach them about the meaning of life. Okay, so once you know all of that happens, then there are ways of being proactive. I am just, to give you the example of the children who were very upset when they learned about tuna fish fishing by the great nets that leaves the ocean floor a desert, and bring up all this other life from the sea, and then let it die because all they want is the tuna out of there.

And they started this campaign, a bunch of schoolchildren in our country to stop using these kinds of nets to put in escape hatches, let's say for octopus and dolphins and all to get out of the myths, and only to get the tuna. And now when you buy tuna fish, if you look on the can, there's this little fish in the corner that says, you know, sustainably fished or fished without these nets. In other words, they latched on to one particular creature. And one way that harvesting that creature was ruining the whole ecological system in which it lived and brought so much energy to this, that fishing changed its pattern.

The same thing happened with McDonald's and using styrofoam. Because it's not renewable, it's not recyclable. It uses chemicals to be created, and so on. So now everything is cardboard back to paper. We talk about children, there are there are things that children, there's groups called kids for the earth, there's ways of that they could get involved in a way appropriate to their age of caring for another creature together. That would then of course, inculcate terrific habits as they grow up, be responsible citizens on this earth.

Seth 46:05

Hmm. Yeah, that's good. And that's hard, as I can only see it being more hard as a political culture and the landscape that we live in, gets even more vitriolic…

Elizabeth 46:18

You’re absolutely right but I mean, to say, “Let's ride our bikes, instead of taking the car”, you know, there's just plenty of ways with kids that you can do things that make that tap into the ecological sensitivity, you know, those children love little animals and the rest of nature and so on. And, and to say, we have to take care of this, you know, so inculcate those kinds of habits. I agree that it's hard. But it's certainly worth doing if we're going to have a living healthy planet, to the seventh generation. You know, that phrase, the seventh generation,? It comes from the Native Americans, they make a decision, keep in mind how this will affect your progeny to the seventh generation.

Seth 47:03

I have not heard that but I like it, very much.

Elizabeth 47:05

So it's not just like what's convenient for us today, you know, or even for your children, but their children and their children's children, and try to make this earth you know, stay as beautiful and healthy and filled with life, as it was when we were born. Although frankly, it's not going to be because we're losing species at a very rapid rate. But we can slow that down.

Seth 47:31

That idea of acting in a way that seven generations from now, I think is a perfect way to end this conversation of ecology and Christ reconciling all things and science and faith intermingling in a way that are not threatening. And so I would implore everyone listening, go out and get the book it is a very good book and get involved in the conversation. And so Professor Johnson, for those that want to engage in a conversation that way in their local communities, what are some of the avenues that you would point them to in closing,

Elizabeth 48:04

I would say, see if their local church has anything along these lines, some churches are beginning to have an ecological committee, something like this. Look in their town, you know, is there a river or a park that needs refreshing and form a committee or join one that can do this cleanup and fixing what's local. I would say very much start locally, you know, many libraries now, town libraries, are having reading groups around the subject out of which sometimes action committees can form. I said, the first thing I would suggest is really look locally, what's around and connect up your energies with that going forward.

Seth 48:44

Professor Johnson, thank you again for your time today enjoyed it immensely. I wish you could have seen the amount of smiles that you put on my face as we as we spoke, I like talking about science and I like talking about Jesus and and it's not often that I get to do both at the same time, so I appreciate it.

Elizabeth 48:59

Well, it was a great pleasure speaking with you, Seth, it really was.

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Welcome back to another episode of the Can I Say This At Church podcast, I'm your host, Seth. Today's conversation is going to be fun. I got to speak with a what I would call it a rising voice in in our church, in our culture in our community. Her name is Kaitlin Curtice, she has written a book that I have found heartwarming and comforting, and deeply personal. And so that book is called Glory Happening, Finding the Divine in Everyday Places. What you’ll hear today is a bit of a view in the lens of our culture in our churches today. Kind of the changes and the shifts in how we view and listen to God. And you'll hear a call that if we would just slow down and take time to be president we will find and we will interact with God in a way that we are not expecting; but that will be wholly satisfying and fulfilling. And so here we are. Kaitlin Curtice.

Seth 2:10

Kaitlin, thank you so much for making the time today to come on the Can I Say This At Church podcast, I am excited to have a conversation about your faith, a bit of your history, and all that that goes with today. And so thank you again for making the time to come on.

Kaitlin 2:26

Yeah, thank you. I'm excited to be here.

Seth 2:28

Over the past. I don't know, six, eight months after I read your book I researched a bit more about you and have greatly enjoyed and have benefited from the work that you do. I'm 100% certain that there'll be many that are listening that have never interacted with you are familiar with you. So can you give just a who is Kaitlin Curtice, how would you bring someone up to speed on you.

Kaitlin 2:51

So as far as my writing, I am an enrolled member of the Citizen Potawatomi Nation in Oklahoma. Which means that I am on the tribal roles of my tribe. And basically, as a child, I always knew that I was Potawatomi but as an adult, I've been kind of coming around to what that means in my culture. And so beginning to learn our language and you know, learn it with my kids and learn our tribes stories and figure out what it really means to be Potawatomi. And so as far as my writing, that's kind of where I'm at now. And so I'm a Christian, and I'm a Native American and navigating those two things together, which isn't as hard as we act like it is, and that's what I want to bring the conversation to is that is possible and just hits at alot of things in our in our nation and our history and everything. And so I'm a mom, and I'm a spouse and a partner, a dog owner. I…yeah, I'm I don't always know how to define right, or explain who I am. Except that, you know, right now, I'm just focusing in on my writing, and the conversation I want to have in the world and in America. That's kind of where I'm at right now. And so yeah, that's, that's a little bit.

Seth 4:11

From hearing that it sounds like there was a time in your life that you were one thing and then there had to have been something that happened a moment of an event. So what was that moment for you that made you want to dig in a bit to your ancestry, to your heritage, to your roots, for lack of a better word? What was that.

Kaitlin 4:30

So a few years ago, our family was out hiking at a site here in Atlanta, there are a lot of trails if you go out of the city a little bit. And there's an area here. And of course, this is so this is originally Muskogee Creek land, those are the tribes that were here. And so if you go to a lot of these, these trails and hiking areas, it'll tell you, you know, this was a Native American site at one time. And so we like to go hiking and just learn about that.

But one day we are hiking, and my youngest son, Isaiah was like one, and I was still nursing him. So I had to stop and feed him and we're in the middle of a trail. And it was awkward. And I was like, I hope no one walks by this is awkward. And instead, we just kept walking. And I was just, you know, holding my baby feeding him and, and all of a sudden, it was like, God just like stopped me in my tracks and said, This is what your ancestors did on the trail of death. This is what the women who came before you did with their babies, and the trail of death is from the Potawatomi, we started in the Great Lakes region of the US, and then we were moved. And so you know, you heard of the Trail of Tears, and our trail was called the Trail of Death.

And so God just, it was this moment where God was like, you know, you've known your are Potawatomi for a long time, but it's time for you to, to really know what that means. And, and it was just like a, you know, just a switch just flipped on. And I knew in that second like that something drastically changed in me. And in that I was faced with this decision to make that I know, in some ways, you can't choose who you are. But in some ways you can't you know, and so I had to decide, you know, for my children do I want them to know more of what it means to be part a lot of me and, and so our two boys, you know, I'm looking at them and, and realizing that and as soon as I got back in the car, I just like wrote it all down. I just started writing because that's how I process things. So and yeah, it just, it just started me on this really intense, hard, beautiful journey. That is where I'm still at today.

Seth 6:30

I've heard you being interviewed on other podcasts and I've heard you speak a little bit and there's a few clips of you on YouTube. I haven't heard anyone asked you this question though…I'm curious how has your reintegration as a Christian into your tribe and your heritage? How has the tribe and the people that have always been there and maybe they are they are not Christian? How have they responded to that?

Kaitlin 6:54

It's been really, really great to reconnect with my tribe, because we moved away from Oklahoma when I was really young. And so I haven't been connected to my actual tribe in a really long time. So now going back there last summer, we drove through that area. So I was able to go to our tribes headquarters and I've published in our we have a newsletter called the Hownikan. And they've published me a few times in that and so it's really cool to to feel connected to a community again, even though I don't know them personally. I don't know a lot of the people of my tribe, I hope to one day, but I'm far from them, you know, but to Yeah, to have their support a lot are Christians in Oklahoma, a lot of Baptists; a lot are maybe Catholic. So you know, a lot of the people in my tribe are also Christians, and some are, but yeah, so so the support from them has been really cool. And just learning our language and having that support as well, at least online through our program and through emails. And any way that I can be connected from far away, has been really encouraging.

Seth 8:00

So your book, it's titled Glory Happening: Finding the Divine in Everyday Places. I've read it twice now, I find it extremely easy to read and also extremely fulfilling because the stories are truthful. They are stories that you hear at church, or that you hear at work, or that you hear at the soccer game. But what was the purpose behind writing it? What is what are you seeking to do?

Kaitlin 8:22

You know, one of the the things that that I believe is one of the most powerful ways to bring people together is through storytelling and story sharing. I think we need more of it in the church, honestly. It's awkward, because you don't know what people are going to say or you don't know how that's going to work in a church service but I honestly think we need more of it.

So yeah, I basically, you know, was at this point where I was becoming more aware of what it means to be a mystic, I guess you could say, learning about the mystic tradition in Christianity, and then also learning about my culture; kind of these two things coming together. And realizing that all of that connects through stories and through my life. And so what I hoped that when people read it is that even if, you know, if you read it, you're not a mom, like I am.

But I hope that people can read those stories and think, “Oh, this reminds me of something that I've been through” or, you know, “this makes me think of something my mom went through” some you know, hat's what storytelling does, right? It's a reflection of us and of others. And it just, it just helps us mirror each other and see each other. And so that's what I hope. And it was really cool it Christmas, my brother in law who's Haitian was reading it. And he just stopped and looked up at me. And he said, I, I can see my own stories in this. And I just started crying. And I was like, this is it. You know, that's exactly what I wanted for this. And it just made me so happy that that was his reaction. After reading just a few pages. That was exactly what I wanted for it.

Seth 9:53

Yeah, I can relate the story that I seem to relate the most with is that story that you talk about you and your husband, then you have to give a message or a talk and your cars busted into. And I've never hiked where he has hiked but I have been provided for in a way that I wasn't expecting when I knew I had a need to no one else needed to know. And, it just is, I connect…I was a server through college and just that happened constantly. And I don't really believe in coincidence. And I connect with that. For some reason I gravitate to that one most often.

So what then is Glory? How do we see glory? And more specifically, how do we slow down to actually be able to see that glory? Because a lot of your stories, there's an intentionality that seems to be an “intentionally”, calm yourself down? Relax a minute. Take a breath. So what is glory? And then how can we seek it?

Kaitlin 10:52

So growing up in the Southern Baptist Church, when you hear the glory of God, you sing hymns with glory, you know. I would always think this, like very majestic, glory is out there, or God is like, shining down glory on us. But I never thought of it as something like, tangible for me to hold or to see. And so one day, I just looked up the definition of the word and it was like, something extremely beautiful.

And I was like, "Well, you know, that can be a lot of things and so I just started realizing, like, Oh, this, this story from my life has a glory in it. And this story, and in the Bible, there are different kinds of glory of God, you know, if you want to get more Biblical, and look, those things up there, like different, you know, Glory can be like a weight where things are really heavy, but you know, God is there; or glory can be like fire where everything is just like, you know, a blaze, and you just know that God is there. And so that's just what started happening.

We were living in this like, tiny apartment, but for some reason, I just, I knew that God was there. And I knew that even in spaces where it was uncomfortable, or we weren't always content or whatever, we were still being invited into these moments of quiet and of glory. And I'm not a person who likes to sit still, I’m actually always moving. And so I'm training myself to do that. Because actually, and the past few years been really challenging, and really good for me to make myself stop and…

Seth 12:24

How have you done that?

Kaitlin 12:28

Well, about a year and a half ago, when Standing Rock was happening in North Dakota, with the pipeline, and all that stuff, I was watching live feeds of this happening constantly. And I realized, after maybe a week or two that my body was starting to, like, shut down on me, like, in the middle of the day, I was just getting exhausted, just completely exhausted. And I realized later that it wasn't a physical problem it was actually an emotional one. My mind and my heart were so tired from processing something so difficult that my body was making me rest.

And that was such a good reminder that a lot of us are probably like that, a lot of us are processing really heavy things, or we're so busy that we don't stop to process anything. And I think sometimes, literally, you just need to like lay on the couch for an hour, and read a book or watch a show, or do something where you make yourself stop; or go outside and go on a walk and just be quiet and see yourself in nature. And those are all things that are hard. And when you have a family, it's hard. And when you're working a full time job, it's hard, you know, it's hard. But I think it's it's necessary if we want to have true rest. Because especially just with how volatile everything is right now, at least in America. I think we need it even more to be able to have hard conversations, we need to be able to rest and find glory.

Seth 13:55

this past Sunday church, and I know there's a lot of churches following the Lectionary. Our pastor preached on the Transfiguration in Mark, and you know, you saw me do this, but you can't tell anybody, you really need to wait until…so have some patience there. But he took it in it in a way that I've never thought of. And then as I was thinking about talking to you today, and reread your book over the weekend, he talked a lot about that there are thin spaces or he believes that there are just thin places, either in yourself in your conscience or on a mountain in Ancient Israel, that you can experience the divine if you will just lean in and allow the thin space to be there. But I think that I don't know, it spoke to me for some reason. It's odd how everything seems to line up at the same time, but I like the idea of thin spaces.

Kaitlin 14:47

Yeah, I do too. And that over the past year or so that's come to have different words for me. I think it's the same idea. But I keep developing different language to use that, you know, like tethering, I call it tethering sometimes, or people call it presence just being present to the moment. One time I remember I was in Sunday school class and we were talking about that and all of a sudden, it hit me like, in the The Chronicles of Narnia, like when that wardrobe, there's literally just—all that’s between them and this magical world is the back of the closet; and that just hit me in that moment. Like, there's just this, this thin veil or this thin wall. And that's like all that all that there is between us in this space that we couldn't, you know, possibly imagine or dream of that; that holds so much for us. Yeah, and I think that's, that's beautiful. And it's constantly there. It's just whether we want to enter into it, you know?

Seth 15:48

Well, it's it's hard because especially I think in our culture in America, we are programmed to be busy but but most importantly, to excel to always win. And you have to drop your pride at least for me, I have to drop your pride and your walls to enter into a into a thin space. What has been the the most interesting or the most surprising thing as you've dug into your heritage that that has surprised you that you've been like…Hmm, I would have never thought that this was true or that really connects? What has been that one thing that that is impacted you?

Kaitlin 16:21

Oh, man, there's so many things. One thing that has been really good for me is, because I grew up thinking the Bible was literal, and these things happened, and it was like this and, you know, I'm just, I don't necessarily believe that anymore. Nobody hate me.

Seth 16:40

Noboyd will hate you, I agree with you.

Kaitlin 16:44

But like I actually was deconstructing, you know, those parts of my faith and realizing that metaphor is actually really beautiful. And this is that the Bible is a historical document. And, just things like that, where I'm like, it's a piece of literature.

When I started learning, like our tribes creation stories, it was just so cool, because there are commonalities between them. So I was able to lay this story I grew up with from the Bible of creation, with our tribes creation story, or the Cherokee creation story; every tribe has their own there.

So there are tons of them, we all have this different idea of how the world was started. But to have these, these layers of metaphor, and these beautiful stories kind of come together, just made my faith so much richer. And it made me so much more excited to teach my children in that like to have them see that culturally, we have these different ideas of who God is. But at the same time, God is so much bigger than all of it, and that just made me realize that the landscape of learning is so huge, and there's so much to dig into. In the Jewish text and the Potawatomi text and the Greek texts, all of these cultural lenses through which we see everything. Even in our Christian faith, there's so much more in the landscape than we realize, and that just makes me really excited to learn and that'll be a lifelong learning that'll never stop.

Seth 18:15

Yeah, yeah. It's funny you use words, that you use the word deconstruct, I've heard you say in the past that we should as opposed to deconstruct we should look as a way to not deconstruct, but decolonize faith. What do you mean by that when you say decolonize?

Kaitlin 18:31

Particularly in the case of indigenous peoples in the US was started by the work of colonizing. The Europeans came and Christians or Catholics they came and said, Hmm, you don't look like a Christian…you don't look like you love God, the way we do, you need to mirror who we are. So we are going to convert you and colonize you and assimilate you; kill you. And so like all of those things coming together, created a colonized Christianity and some people say it's Empire mixed with religion, these things coming together, and it creates that kind of space.

And so what I want to do is, and what I hope other cultures will begin to do and people of color and all of these ways that we've distorted the Gospel to benefit white people, and White Christianity and American Christianity. That we would begin to come back to our own cultures and say that the Jesus of the Gospels doesn't hate my Potawatomi culture or my Potawatomi faith. The God that we worship does not look on Indigenous peoples and say what the Europeans said in the beginning of this nation. And so it consists of a lot of work, but I kind of paired the decolonizing with the deconstruction because I'm breaking down the things I learned as a Baptist.

As I'm doing that I'm realizing that there’s so much about American Christianity that is a colonized religion and is controlling so. So I hope that answers it, I'm still trying to figure that out in my head, how to verbalize—what it means.

But just to know that Jesus accepts who I am, that I don't have to go to church, and break off my Potawatomi part of myself and just go as a white woman into the church and then when I leave that place, or those people that I can be Potawatomi again. That's not how it should be.

Seth 20:44

How do you navigate faith that way and remain any version of an orthodox [christian] because nobody wants to be called a heretic or does orthodoxy even matter?

Kaitlin 20:55
It's hard…it is hard to be part of an institution that has been complicit or silent when it comes to what has happened to Indigenous people. The Indian boarding schools, which a lot of children were taken from their families, the whole idea was “kill the Indian save the man”. Those are run by Christians, those were Christian schools and institutions. Your Indian name was taken, and you were given a Christian name, your hair was cut, your clothes were burned, anything traditional is gone. And you came out as an assimilated American, that was the whole goal.

So it's really hard; for me, it's hard to be a part of the institution sometimes, but that makes it more important to do it because I need to go to church and I need to constantly be asking questions and nitpicking as exhausting as it is we have to do that. Because, you know, African Americans are doing it constantly in their churches and other people of color are doing it constantly, people with disabilities are doing it constantly who are not seen. Women are not seen and are doing it, because we're trying to figure out what it actually means to follow Jesus. And yeah it's so complicated and exhausting but if we don't do it, then we're just gonna keep doing what we've always done and you have to challenge it.

Seth 22:27

Yeah, I agree. I assume, and I'm probably wrong-maybe I'm not, are you familiar with the work of Mark Charles at all?

Kaitlin 22:35

Yeah!

Seth 22:36

So I spoke with him not long ago about this stuff that they don't teach Americans, it doesn't matter what your culture is, just they don't teach you is so horrible. And as I spoke with Mark, I feel unable to even hold a conversation. Because I don't know, the foundational history to even have one when talking about indigenous tribes. Am I wrong in saying that in Indigenous culture, overall, Indigenous Native American cultural role is entirely more matriarchal. Then the culture that we live in now there's more emphasis on motherhood, the divine womanhood, or I'm probably saying it way wrong, is that correct?

Kaitlin 23:16

Well, I can speak for my for the Potawatomi tribe. So I grew up in the same educational system as everyone else. I grew up thinking, I grew up not realizing, that who I am, as a Native American, just like who the people in the history books were. I had a disconnect because even I was taught the cowboys and Indians and the savage, and all the bad stereotypes that you're taught, I was taught this too, and they are ingrained in me all the way through school.

And so it's like, finally, as an adult, being like, I'm a Native American, and I didn't even learn the right things. So I'm learning all of them as an adult now, and I've talked to a lot of other indigenous people who the same thing happens like as adults, they're finally like, realizing all the horrible things they were taught in school.

And so yeah, so anyway, one thing that I'm learning is, and that's important for me, is to speak for, myself and my experience and my tribe. And for people to realize, like, of all the federally recognized tribes in the US how everyone is unique and different. So even when we start to think, oh, okay, so Kaitlin’s a Native American, so this must be how it works. And I have to consistently say, No, this is how my tribe views it. But for the Potawatomi, women are really important. We are the protectors of the water. So everything that happened with Standing Rock, and they talked about women are the water protectors. And there's this idea that you carry your baby in a womb of water, and water is life, and all these different ideas and visuals that there are but literally that’s reflected in nature. And so it's not patriarchy or misogyny, where men have the say over everything and the women are just silent and just do their thing quietly it's not like that. And maybe there some tribes that are or have been, but the more that I learn, I think that there is a dignity that women have that is not had in what has become American society; and in the church this is a huge conversation. Can women lead? That's not even a question.

Seth 25:47

So, as of late, you've had some disagreements, most most notably with Piper and then I saw that that was picked up by a Christian publication, Relevant. And I tend to agree with most of what you say on that specifically, because as I've come to deconstruct what I thought of God, I see God more often in my wife, than I see him in me.

She's entirely more empathetic and loving and caring than I don't think I could learn to be what she just is, naturally. Which seems to be more of the God of the New Testament, as opposed to my version of “do what I said, I'm the dad“ and will pull out the dad voice God of my Old Testament. And I think the church has done a disservice by shelfing the voice of our women. There's no better way to say it. But you spoke about that and Piper took umbrage, and you took umbrage with him, and there was a big beef going on there. So what has been the biggest thing not to rehash all of that, that has been encouraging that came out of all of that, of you calling him out?

Kaitlin 27:00

Yeah, well, so when things like that happen, I really want to turn to people and ask them to respond. Because instead of just me and the other person having a giant argument, and people jumping in and out I would rather have asked a question of society and see what happens.

And that's what I did with that. I tweeted, and I said,

if you're a man, who are the women who shaped your theology,

Basically saying instead of me going to Piper, which, I'm not sure he'd answer me on Twitter, but if I went to him, and you know, tried to ask him, why would you say this or whatever. And, to be fair I grew up with men that that led me as pastors who are just like John Piper, and I love them, and they're wonderful men.

And so my intent was also not to make him a villain, because it's it is an institutional thing that we've created. And even women are a part of it, you know, even women have also continued this cycle in ways. And so I wanted to look at what was happening and say, Okay, this is a problem, in my opinion, what are the thoughts of the men on Twitter.

If you're a Christian man, or not a man, I wanted men just to name the women in their lives, who have affected or taught them or shape their theology. And I thought maybe like, five guys would be like, Oh, my mom, me, you know, or my wife, my, you know, I had a pastor once who was a woman.

But it was just an overwhelming response. And it just, it gave me so much hope for the church, because it made me realize… and it wasn't just mothers or grandmothers, you know, it wasn't just family, but it was literally just naming all these women in in so many different intersections of their lives where they just, it may not even been a long interaction, that just like these moments that shaped these men for the rest of their lives, and shaped their views on God and taught them.

And that gave me so much hope because we have to do it together, like men and women have to be a part of this. It can't just be split, where one gender thinks it'll work and the other doesn't, it has to be together.

And it was amazing how people responded.

Seth 29:32

It was fun to read, I enjoyed it. I heard names, and I saw names that I've never heard of that I've since begun to read. And I think I've come to the conclusion that I am pretty certain are women theologians may be better at this than our men theologians.

It's just there's no textbooks written yet by them. So I'm excited for the church in say, 90 years, it should be fun. I won't get to benefit from that but maybe my grandkids will.

Kaitlin 30:02

You referenced it earlier, your walk. And I'm assuming you're talking about your walk at Sweetwater, one of those pivotal moments; and I saw you do a reading online to that. And one of the things that you said in there is

we cannot forget who came before us if we were to fiercely love those who come after us

as being our children, or people from wherever countries or whoever we are called to love, which is humanity, people that bear God's image.

So with that in mind, and thinking about our church and church as a capital C, what is the one thing that we can do better to engage in our heritage, not just Native American heritage, but any of the heritage’s? What is something that we need to work to do better? To make sure that our church in 90 years or 100 years is not still dealing with? Well, they'll have to still be dealing with some of this baggage, but it's not as angry as it is now.

Kaitlin 30:56

Right. Good question.

I think that we are really scared to be truly vulnerable with each other. I think people, because you can type so many words on social media and never actually see another person, you can lash out on social media and never see the person or know the person. There's something about if you want to intentionally live in community with other people and not just like an individualistic society like America is but communally, even the way that like the church began as a community oriented thing. That's going to require a lot of vulnerability and not just like, this is my experience, but to actually listen to the experiences of others and teach our kids to be able to do that. Boys and girls, you know. Because we, we don't always like to listen really-we like to assume a lot about each other. And that also comes back to storytelling, it comes back to experience. But also, you know, that's the the big conversation right now.

How did this nation really begin? What was slavery? Is it still impacting us? And a lot of times, even indigenous peoples are still left out of the conversation? We're kind of like, Hello, like, the nation began with us.

To be vulnerable in that conversation, and for the privileged white to listen in the church, that would change the institution, eventually. If we began person to person in community, maybe it would ripple out, but there has to be an active work of listening and sharing experience without getting so upset or angry. Everything is just so like heightened and an intense right now that it's hard for me to even imagine that still.

But I have those snippets of interactions on social media, and in person, on Twitter, where people are like, I'm listening, you know, and that's really encouraging for me. And so I think that it's possible. I just think we have to get there.

Seth 33:08

I hope it's possible. And I think we can get there. I'm still hopeful as possible. Well, we're at the end of our time. So Kaitlin, where can people engage with you, interact with with with the work that you're doing and others that are doing it. Where would you point people too for that?

Kaitlin 33:26

So you can I have a website and a blog, it's KaitlinCurtice.com, and also pretty active on Twitter. And that's where a lot of just conversations happen about, you know, all the things that are going on. So that's a good place to find me is on Twitter. And I write a lot for Sojourner. So if there are pieces that people might want to read about, you know, just stuff that's happening in America, I write on Relevant magazine sometimes and Sojourners as well,

Seth 33:57

Thank you so much.

Kaitlin 33:58

Thank you.

Seth 34:09

So in closing, I had a request of Kaitlin. It's a little bit different. And so as you go out, and you get her book, and I highly recommend, again, that you do, you'll see at the end of each of her stories, a prayer that she's written, and it is a way to reflect and so I've asked Kaitlin to read one of those in closing, so take some time. If you're listening to this while you're driving, pull over but find a quiet spot is not long. And enjoy this in closing a quick prayer for each of us today. And tomorrow, and the next.

Kaitlin 34:44

Jesus teach us to redefine our world. May we redefine all the words we once used for our own benefit. And may forgiveness not be for the heathen, but for our own tired selves. May lament, joy, honesty and compassion lead us toward investing in the love you first started when you breathed your first breath. You teach us what it means to redefine our world.

Amen.